by Jan Bowles
Idiot.
He was right. She’d underestimated herself and underestimated him, too. Both of which frustrated him to the point of anger. All the worry she’d been carrying around with her for the past few weeks had been unnecessary. Leon loved her regardless, and she should have trusted him enough to confide her concerns much earlier in their relationship. Instead, the lack of self-confidence in her body image had meant that he’d literally had to drag the information from her.
But boy was she glad he had, because right now, as she stared into those gorgeous dark eyes of his, she felt as light as a feather. It was as though the weight of the world had been lifted from her shoulders, because the crushing anxiety, the sort that taunted her by whispering in her ear, He’ll think you’re ugly, he’ll want to finish with you, had been proved wrong, utterly wrong. Leon was an honorable man, a man with principles.
Paige now understood why he’d been pissed with her though. He had every right to be. By failing to confide in him she’d marked him down as a shallow, egotistical bastard, who only thought about himself. She now realized how wrong she’d been.
Using just a single finger, he gently raised her chin. “All sorted now?”
“Yes, and thank you.”
“Any more demons to be chased away?”
“No.” She smiled then broke into a giggle at his use of words. “Their sorry asses have been well and truly paddled. They wouldn’t dare show their ugly faces again.”
With his finger still under her chin, he kissed her lips in such a way that she knew he genuinely adored her. His tongue thrust inside her mouth, exploring it in detail, and she was left in no doubt that pity was the last thing on his mind. He was feeling sexy and aroused, and she, Paige Palmer, was the cause of the erection threatening to burst through his pants. That knowledge made her feel good, real good, so when he cupped her badly damaged breast in his hand and closed his lips around her nipple, she didn’t pull away or even attempt to.
She’d learned her lesson, and instead, she savored the exquisite feeling of the man she loved adoring her body despite its imperfections. Although a large portion of her areola was missing, the nerve endings and blood supply to the nipple itself had been saved, allowing her to enjoy the exquisite pleasure this wonderful guy bestowed upon her.
Her insecurities had duped her into believing that no man could find her sexually exciting again, especially one as successful and desirable as Leon. This thought alone made the tears start to well up in her eyes once more. “Oh, Leon, I’ve been such a fool. Can you ever forgive me?”
The way he cupped her breasts together, allowing them to share the same adoration, let her know he had. Life was good again. Leon had seen to that. He reluctantly took his mouth from her tits, and she saw from his expression that he’d genuinely enjoyed every minute of it.
“Your ass must be stinging, let me see.”
She tentatively patted a hand to her naked ass. “It’s heating up.”
“Ooh, I bet it is.” He smiled and then playfully wagged a finger at her. “But it was for your own good.”
She nodded. “It was.”
“Kneel on the bed doggy style until I come back.”
“Where are you going?”
He tapped a finger to the side of his nose. “You’ll see. Won’t be long.”
She guessed that Leon had a treat in store for her, and as he moved from the bed and headed from the room, she allowed herself to fantasize about the man she loved. At well over six feet tall, he had to duck so he didn’t bang his head on the doorframe. That was the downside side to fairytale Tuscan villas. They may be romantic, with a big roaring fire filling the open grate during the winter months, but they were far from practical.
As she waited patiently for her man’s return, she lazily arched her back and delved deep into her own thoughts. Ah yes, life turned on a dime. What was good could go bad in an instant, but she comforted herself with the knowledge that the exact opposite was also possible. In fact, it had just happened to her, and she felt properly relaxed for the first time since that terrible night some fourteen months ago. The way she felt now, she was tempted to explore the dark thoughts that were associated with that painfully traumatic episode in her life. However, on reflection, she realized such negative imagery would ruin the sheer joy of the moment. Paige shook her head, dissipating the uneasy feelings that threatened to return. Instead, she’d recall the masterful way Leon had disciplined her.
Ooh yes, that would make a far more pleasant memory.
Of course, she’d always enjoyed a good spanking, and as a natural submissive why shouldn’t she? Her pussy was still soaking wet as she relived the rhythmic contact of his warm, and yes, extremely painful hand against her bare butt. His undivided attention had been just what she needed, concentrating her mind and forcing her to see sense. She would forever owe a debt of gratitude to Leon, because he’d saved her.
When he popped his head around the door and authoritatively said, “Eyes to the front. Don’t dare look.” She knew better than to disobey him, and a tingling anticipation mingled with the arousal in her pussy. As she stared directly at the wall, she felt Leon’s masculine weight compress the mattress behind her. Although he wouldn’t allow her to turn and look at him, she sensed, or should that be hoped, he was as naked as she was.
“Have you been a good girl while I’ve been gone?” His deep baritone voice frightened her a little, but she loved that goose-bumpy feeling it always gave her. “My, my, this looks hot. I well and truly disciplined you, didn’t I?”
“Yes,” she whispered, jolting slightly as he smoothed a hand over her bare butt, massaging each inflamed cheek with delicate strokes of his fingers. Her ass throbbed and pulsed with the effects of the spanking, but she wouldn’t have it any other way. What words or adjectives could she use to describe the sensation she experienced? Mmm, delicious was one. Yes, delicious pain. She knew that sounded like an oxymoron, but it was an accurate description. Of course, her reddened butt wasn’t an entity that existed on its own. The sensitive nerve endings and capillaries that serviced it were also linked to the ones that served her pussy, and more importantly her clit, making her wet with need.
“Oooh, that feels nice.” When she felt the cool lotion soothe her inflamed flesh, she instinctively lifted her head, causing her back to arch.
“Feels good, doesn’t it, baby.” He rested a hand in the hollow of her back as he massaged the soothing balm into her butt cheeks, using slow, circular movements.
“Oh, you bet it does. It makes me feel so relaxed. Makes the spanking so worthwhile. What are you using?”
“Just good old-fashioned baby oil.”
“Mmm, thought so. The smell has just reached my nose.”
Paige allowed heavy eyelids to slowly close before taking a long, deep breath, savoring every moment of the exquisite sensation. Leon certainly had magic fingers. Although he was powerfully built and therefore incredibly strong, he possessed a lightness and delicacy of touch that surprised her.
If her pussy wasn’t so wet and aroused, she felt relaxed enough to fall asleep on all fours as he pampered her. “Mmm, lovely. You make me feel so good.” The more he attended to her comfort, the more her thoughts drifted sublimely away.
Oh, yes. Leon is the master. My master.
Balancing on the tightrope where waking met sleep, she suddenly became aware of her surroundings again. Leon’s fingers had slowly moved from the fleshy part of her ass to her butt crack. Intrigued and aroused, she intensely monitored his movements as his fingers worked the baby oil along the length of her intimate crevice, before hovering briefly and then circling around her puckered hole. Helped by generous amounts of lube, he slowly burrowed inside her ass until she felt satisfyingly full.
She twisted her head from side to side. “Oooh, Leon.”
He stroked a hand over her back. “Like that, huh? Thought you would.”
“Oh, yes.”
“That’s real good, Paige, because as
soon as this lube has done its job, I’m gonna force my cock deep inside that tight little butt hole of yours.”
Almost delirious on pleasure, she breathily replied, “Whatever you say, boss. You’re the man in charge. Always.”
“My big prick is ready and standing to attention. Does that thought turn you on?”
“Ooh, yes.” She felt him push another finger deep inside her ass as he spoke.
“So big it might hurt, but I figure you’re not adverse to a bit of pain, are you, baby?”
“No.” Her mouth fell open, and she gasped for air when he forced what she believed to be a third finger deep inside her anus. Stretched uncomfortably, but deliciously wide, she whimpered. “Oh, no, no…I mean yes.” Pain was a strange sensation, something that was almost impossible to accurately describe, because it came with blurred edges that defied absolute definition. Just like anyone else, she’d be the first to whine should she ever break a leg, or worse still, suffer from chronic toothache. She’d be so desperate to be free of the crippling pain that she’d do almost anything to make it disappear. But there lay the paradox. The type of pain that Leon offered was different. It was forbidden pain. That very same delicious pain she’d been fantasizing about just a few moments ago and was now enjoying.
Leon laid his weight across her back, and she now knew he was as naked as she’d hoped, because the warmth of his powerful chest permeated her skin, and his rock-hard cock throbbed between her butt cheeks, demanding entry.
When he wrapped his arms around her and cupped her breasts in his hands, paying special attention to the raised twelve-inch scar that ran across her chest and down to her nipple, she knew he loved her, and she felt his warm breath against her ear when he whispered, “I’m proud you’re my woman.”
“And I’m so very proud you’re my man.” She meant every word of it, too, and when she felt his length begin to slip inside her ass, she sucked in a deep breath, enjoying the burn as he forced it fully home.
As he started thrusting inside her with a potency that shocked yet delighted her, he lifted a hand from her breast, and instead, fisted it into her hair. Using his animal strength, his actions excited her, making her cry out. “You’re hurting me.” He was, but it was that illicit, delicious pain that turned her on so much, and the last thing she wanted him to do was stop.
Luckily for her, Leon was an experienced Dom. One who naturally knew where her limits lay, and ignoring her plea, he leaned back, taking her with him, pulling her upper body from the mattress. This uncompromising, dominant action made her instinctively grab hold of the powerful forearm that circled her waist.
As she squeezed his arm, digging her nails into the flesh, his thrusting became more urgent, and she reveled in the grunts and groans coming from him. The incredible, sexy noise seemed to emanate from deep within his powerful body, erupting from parted lips every time his huge cock speared her butt. She pleased him, she knew that now, and as she stared at the stark bedroom wall, she dearly wished a full-length mirror hung from the white-washed stone. That way, she’d be able to see him as well as feel him. Instead, she could only imagine the sight of his muscular thighs, lifting her from the bed before lowering her again, and the expression of pleasure gracing his beautiful face as he continued to claim ownership of her ass.
Okay, so she couldn’t see him, but she could feel him, deep, deep inside her, and the sound and rhythm of his heart, pounding against her naked back, let her know their physical union was complete.
“The spanking.” His heavy breath vibrated against her ear, and his deep authoritative voice turned her on.
“The spanking, yes.”
“You enjoyed it.”
“Yes, it’s always been one of my favorite fantasies.”
“Tell me some others.” He upped his stroke rate to emphasize the point.
Paige didn’t want to hold anything back from Leon, because they were as one now. He’d witnessed the severity of her scars, but he hadn’t recoiled like most men would. In fact, he’d done the complete opposite, telling her how much he loved her. How could she ever feel embarrassed to bear her soul to a man who understood her so well? She couldn’t, and was happy to reveal her darkest fantasies. “I like…I like…”
He placed a finger to her lips. “Shhh, let me guess, baby. Two men, you fantasize about two men inside you at the same time. It turns you on, don’t lie.”
Leon was an incredibly perceptive guy. The thought of two men fucking her at the same time did turn her on. Just like it excited millions of women across the globe. But that was all it was, a fantasy, because she knew the reality couldn’t possibly live up to the hype, and she was happy to keep it that way. Besides, she couldn’t imagine wanting any other man than Leon. She loved him, and would remain faithful to him until her dying day.
“Yes…how did you know?” she whispered.
Dear, God, his cock was big, too big really, and it filled her ass completely, but she loved everything about Leon, and was more than happy to submit to his iron will.
“Nothing escapes me, baby, but let me tell you something. Your fantasy will never become reality, because I won’t allow it. I would never permit another man to lay a finger on your creamy flesh. I would kill any man who tried such a thing. You’re so special to me. Sharing you with anyone else would be an insult to the love we have for each other.”
“Yes, oh, yes.” She couldn’t agree more. He wanted her and only her. That thought alone made her feel worthy of his love. Her man wasn’t about to pass her around between his friends like certain Doms did. “I love you, Leon.”
“And I love you, too, and to show how much.” He cupped her boobs in his hands, enjoying their weight and never once shrinking from the deformity that afflicted her right breast. In fact, he paid even more attention to it than the left one, proving just how much he valued her. All the time, his huge penis stretched her ass muscles wide with a delicious pain that she simply adored.
“But I also possess a benevolent side to my personality.” She marveled at his energy as he continued thrusting inside her. “So I’m willing to let you experience what it might feel like. You’ll just have to use your imagination to fill in the blanks, but always, always, remember one thing, baby—”
“What, Leon, what?”
“Remember that, right here, right now, it’s just you and me, and that’s the way it will always be.”
“Oh, yes, Leon, you and me always.”
His words intrigued her. What had he got in store for her? When he’d entered the bedroom, he’d told her to keep her eyes to the front, and she hadn’t dared to disobey. Had he concealed a box of tricks?
“Close your eyes, Paige,” he whispered. “I’m allowing your thoughts their freedom. You’re free to let your imagination drift to wherever it desires.”
Leon was giving her a gift. The gift of free expression. That was something her ex-boyfriend Nolan had never allowed her to have.
“Let your thoughts wander, baby,” he said as he mercilessly filled her ass with his cock again.
“Okay.” Paige closed her eyes and almost immediately felt the unmistakable shape and texture of an erect phallus as Leon provocatively trailed it across her nipples. She smiled, instantly aware that he’d concealed a jelly dildo as he’d entered the room. He then trailed it down her stomach before pausing to circle her clit.
She felt his insistent breath in her ear again, and it became faster with each passing moment. “I’m allowing you to fantasize about whatever you want, Paige.”
He was, and as he slowly slid the jelly dildo deep inside her pussy, she did exactly what he wanted. Only, she wasn’t fantasizing that this replica prick was another man, pleasuring her pussy as Leon pleasured her ass. Oh, no. She didn’t want or need to think that way. The only fantasy that excited her was the reality of the man she loved, fucking her ass as he skillfully satisfied her pussy with the sex toy. The combination of Leon deep inside her and his powerful body spooning hers was the only aphrodisiac sh
e would ever need. All her past fantasies suddenly became redundant as he masterfully pleasured her pussy, turning the phallus to stimulate her G-spot, making her come, then come again, shouting out his name as she trembled her release.
“Leon, it’s only ever you.”
She instinctively knew those were the very words he wanted to hear, because she felt him stiffen, then thrust magnificently once more, squeezing her so tightly she found it hard to breath as he ejaculated hard inside her ass.
Chapter Ten
Leon opened his eyes and then checked his watch. He’d been asleep for over an hour. All the traveling, followed by the magical sex they’d just enjoyed, had tired him out, so any thoughts of attending the opening of the Cosmo Art Exhibition in Florence were now forgotten.
Paige’s naked body lay nestled against him, and he silently marveled how well her delicate frame fitted, exactly as it had during their lovemaking. Trying not to wake her, he stretched as much as her head lying against his chest would allow, and then, unable to resist, tenderly stroked a hand through her stunning chestnut locks.
Man, she looked so angelic as she lay there with her breathing slow and rhythmic and her cupid lips slightly parted. This lady was an absolute knockout, and she belonged to him. Paige had the capacity to make a man feel good about himself. A trick every woman should have in their armory, although sadly many didn’t.
Leon had given her the freedom to explore her own thoughts and fantasies, encouraged her even. He figured she liked the idea of two guys, and she’d admitted as much, but it did his ego no harm at all when she’d repeatedly orgasmed, shouting out his name as she came. Yeah, that would make any guy feel good.
As he glanced down, he watched her pretty pink tongue dart from its hiding place and quickly swipe her perfect red lips, before disappearing again. Simple, but so, so sexy. Paige had an elegance about her that she didn’t have to work at. He guessed this desirable attribute was something she was born with, and as he took in her badly scarred chest and breast, he realized that no amount of disfigurement would change that opinion, because he loved her unconditionally.