by John E. Jay
“We can take turns fixing snacks. One of us can make sandwiches while he’s fucking the other. I know he’ll want to fuck you first and I’ll be happy to just watch him fuck you. I think it would really turn me on.
“Why don’t we go tell Danny what we want and convince him it’s a good idea? Together we can convince him if we agree it’s what we want. Are you willing to share him?
“You must know he has other women in his life. I think he has a new one now that he’s infatuated with at the moment. He didn’t want to fuck me yesterday when I took him to my room. He was very tired and I knew he had been fucking someone probably all night Friday night but he wouldn’t talk about it much and that means it’s serious. He cares about this woman.
“He’ll eventually tell us more about her. All he told me last night was her name and that he’s been fucking her about three weeks and he thinks she is pregnant with his child.”
“My god mom he told you he’s got a girl pregnant and you say he didn’t tell you much? Oh mom that’s awful. Does he want to marry her?” He can’t marry her mom. Emily was beginning to cry.
“Don’t get up set Emily. It’s not like that. She’s already married and she wants to stay married to her husband. She just wanted him to get her pregnant. He got her pregnant because she wants a child and her husband is sterile. Her husband knows Danny is fucking her and he approves. Now that I think about it I guess he told me a lot more than I thought.”
“It sounds like I’ll have to see how involved he is with this Connie he got pregnant. He’s probably going to want to keep fucking her since she’s carrying his child but we’ll see. I can tolerate a lot I’ve been tolerating a lot.
“I’ve loved him since I was twelve and I should have been letting him fuck me all this time and I knew from very early that he was fucking you. You weren’t very discrete. You waited until the middle of the night to come to his room but you screamed your lungs out when he fucked you. You woke me up and I knew what you were doing. I knew he was fucking you and I wished he was fucking me.”
“Oh Emily honey, I didn’t know you knew all this time and I’m sorry you were yearning for him and I was making it worse by letting him fuck me and enjoying him so much right under your nose. Oh god I’m sorry Emily. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I needed sex and I loved Danny and it seemed like the best thing to do was let him fuck me. I didn’t mean for you to get hurt.
“Anyway I can’t change that. What’s done is done. Let’s go to my room wake Danny up and tell him what we’ve agreed about how he’ll deal with our sexual needs. You do agree with what I’m suggesting, don’t you.
“Not really mom, but I don’t see how I could prevent him fucking you if I tried. You were his first and you have been there for him all his life. He will always come to you for comfort and sex. I think he’ll come to you less often over time, but he’ll still come to you.
“I’ll never be able to completely replace you mom, and I don’t really want to. I just want to be number one in his sex life. I’d like to be the one and only but I know that’s just not possible.
“He’s an adult and he is self determining just as I want to be and am going to be and just as you are. He will decide how to deal with us and whatever other women he has in his sex life. No matter how much we’d like to, neither you nor I can dictate how he distributes his sexual favors.”
“Oh Emily, you’re not my little girl anymore. You really are all grown up. Listening to you I realize that in some ways you’re more grown up than I am. I still want to have my way and try to deny reality in many ways, but here you are telling it like it actually is. You have wisdom way beyond your years.
“Of course you’re right; I can’t dictate what he’ll do. If I am honest with myself I have to say I never really did. He always has done what he wanted to do. It’s just that a lot of the time what he wanted was the same as what I wanted.
“I may have been able to bend him a little around the edges. Like I did last night when he was so tired he didn’t want to fuck me, but even then he did what he wanted to do. He fucked me because he wanted to not because I insisted.
“I took off my jeans. He’s had a thing for my underwear since puberty. At first it was just taking my panties from the laundry hamper and masturbating. Now that he knows he can fuck me he goes crazy with desire when he sees me in just my panties.
“Even after all these years, I don’t know how many times he’s seen me in my underwear, it never fails. When he’s tired and not really anxious to fuck me I show him my underwear and he’s instantly hard and ready to fuck me. I honestly think seeing me in my underwear turns him on more than seeing me naked.
“I’ve got a lot of food ready. Let’s get it on the table and then we can go wake Danny and eat a nice late brunch. After that we’ll all probably want to take a nap. Maybe you’ll agree to a threesome. What do you think?”
“I think it would be better to go for a long walk. After that we can ask Danny what he wants to do. He may want to go back to his condo and fuck his pregnant girlfriend. I hope he’ll want to fuck me but I know he’ll decide, not me and not you mom.”
“You’re right again Emily. I’ll start getting the food on the table. You can go see what Danny wants to do. Tell him the food ready and it all the things he likes. I have country sausage, scrambled eggs, grits and milk gravy. There’s orange juice and coffee and of course buttermilk biscuits and butter. That should get him up….
“Uh oh, Poor choice of words. Freudian slip I suppose. I hope you won’t get him up. If you do I suppose I’ll have to warm up the food again.”
“I love you mom. At least you haven’t lost you sense of humor. I didn’t even notice that one. You must be feeling kind of randy. Didn’t you sneak in and let Danny fuck you this morning?”
“Well you know I did. Trouble is he was preoccupied about something and didn’t really give me what I wanted and he only fucked me once. He almost never fucks me just once. That’s not nearly enough for me.
“I suppose you have no idea what was on his mind, do you Emily? As soon as he came inside me he was off like a shot to your room and I know he fucked you more than once. I was listening to the two of you. You really do make a lot of noise when you’re getting fucked Emily. I thought I made a lot of noise but you never stopped screaming. God it must have been good!
“It sounded like he fucked you really good and proper after the first time when he was careful because you were a virgin and he didn’t want to hurt you. I was actually happy for you―happy that you were getting so much pleasure―but very jealous of you at the same time. I guess I had mother emotion and lover emotion mixed together.
“I don’t really know how I feel yet Emily. I want you to be happy and if you have to have Danny to be happy I suppose I want you to have him but I’m worried that you are getting yourself into a lot of heartache if you insist on being with him openly and having children with him. I just don’t think people are ready to accept that Emily.
“You’d have to move away somewhere where no one knows you and be very careful about what you let people know about your background. It would be hard not to let something slip. All it would take is for one person to get suspicious enough to start looking into your past and they might find something. It’s a big risk Emily.
“These days it’s very easy to get information about anybody and if the facts don’t add up…. What I’m trying to say is you’re taking a big chance if you try to pass as a couple no matter where you go. There is a strong resemblance. You look a lot alike and people will know you’re from the same area because you accent is definitely coastal middle Atlantic U.S. I want you to know what you’re getting into. Have you thought about it Emily? About the risks involved I mean?”
“I’ve thought about it a lot mom. I’ve been thinking about it constantly since my graduation party. That’s when I decided there was a chance it could work. I know it’s a big risk and I know we’d have to be very careful.”
“I think
I’m going to go to a court in Arizona and legally change my name to Alissa Anne Morgenstien. There’s nobody by that name in the world as far as Google can tell. I’ll start building up stuff under that name. I’ll make up a background that’s close enough to my real background that I won’t get tripped up, and then I’ll spread that all over the place.
“I’ll get on face book and I’ll gradually stop putting stuff up as my real self. I’ll tell my friends I’m going to Germany where my ancestors came from and I’ll have an accident while I’m over there. I think I can arrange to leave the U.S. as Emily and come back as Alissa. All I would need is a fake entry stamp on my passport. Or maybe I could go to Israel and then to Syria that way they wouldn’t stamp it in Israel since if they did I couldn’t go to Syria. They wouldn’t let me in.
“Or I could just get a passport in my new name and then go to Alaska or someplace remote where nobody knows me. Then Danny can come there for some reason and we can fall in love and get married. I think I can make it work somehow.”
“Alright Emily, I can see your mind’s made up. Go see if you can get Danny up so we can eat breakfast. Mind you, I don’t mean get him up the way you want him up I mean out of bed not in bed with you!”
“No promises mom. You and I both know I’m very likely to let him fuck me if he’s willing. I might even encourage him to get into the mood. I’ll see if he’s hungry or if he’s horny. Either way I’ll go with what he wants.
“I promise I won’t take off my clothes and show him my underwear―unless he asks me to. Now that I know he likes to see you in your underwear I won’t go to him naked anymore. I’ll let him take off my underwear before I let him fuck me.
“I’ll have to get some sexy lingerie to excite him. I suppose you could give me a few pointers on what to get. You could tell me what excites him most.
“Actually I think it’s your terrific body not the underwear mom. While I’m thinking about your great body I need to tell you I owe you big time for your genes mom. I’m glad I took after you.”
“Why thank you Emily. What a nice thing to say. I know he likes my body more than my underwear but since he was fifteen he’s liked to use my underwear, mainly my dirty panties especially those I’d worn after your father fucked me or, after your dad was too sick to fuck me, ones I’d worn after I masturbated because they had a lot of my pussy juice on the crotch, to get himself off before I decided to let him fuck me that night.
“Since then he doesn’t need my underwear to get off. I let him have my pussy to get off whenever he wants it, but he still likes to see me in just my bra and panties before I let him fuck me. I guess it’s kind of a fetish.
“He saw me in my underwear that first night I came to him, and I let him take it off after I asked him fuck me. I think that’s why he likes to see me in my underwear and he likes to take it off for me before he fucks me. I think it takes him back to our first time. Anyway go wake up your brother. If you’re not back here in ten minutes I’ll put the food away again.”
I hugged my mom and said, “My advise mom, go ahead and put the food away. My pussy is so wet from talking about your dirty underwear and fucking Danny that I’m sure my panties are soaked through. He’ll smell me and he’ll be in me in a second. You know I’m not going to try to fight him off. I’m going to lie back and enjoy him to the fullest. He’s probably good for at least two erections before he cools down. That should take an hour minimum Why don’t you go watch TV or find a good book?”
At the door to my room I tapped lightly and waited. There was no response so I opened the door and peeked in. Danny was asleep in my bed. He was lying on his back naked and his cock was hard. I went in and closed the door.
Standing next to my bed I looked down at my handsome older brother. He had the most magnificent body I had ever seen. I knew there were men with better proportioned bodies and better defined musculature but he was my ideal man. Not just his body. He was my ideal in every way and I had dreamed of having him since I was twelve years old.
I had thought I would grow out of it. That it was just a crush and that when I was older there would be boys and young men who would make me forget about my brother as a suitable mate. That they would make her think of my brother as just my brother, but that hadn’t happened.
I was more intent on having him as my mate, now that he had fucked me, than I had ever been before. I had taken the first giant step toward my goal of having him as my mate not only sexually, which was indisputable after the events this morning, but emotionally as well. I knew that we had a very special bond now. In addition to our brother-sister relationship we had established a strong man-woman relationship and it was based on more than sex.
Not that the sex wasn’t important it was very important. The sex with Danny was nothing short of wonderful. It was even better than I had imagined it would be.
I wanted the sex very much but even more than I wanted the sex I wanted the emotional attachment. The needing and relying on each other. The caring for each other and giving of ourselves. I wanted to share my life with him and give him children.
I tore my eyes off Danny’s body and went to my dresser. I took out a bra and a pair of very skimpy thong panties. I took off my robe, put on the underwear and then put the robe back on all the while watching Danny sleeping.
When he stirred and rolled onto his side facing me I knelt beside the bed, reached over and took his cock in my hands he grunted but didn’t wake up. When I began to pump his shaft causing his cock to get even harder I thought, ‘I’m not taking my clothes off mom. I didn’t promise not to touch him.’ I smiled to myself. I wanted him to fuck me and I was sure he would. He was hard and ready.
I kept pumping Danny’s cock and his breathing began to be shallower and faster. I didn’t want to make him come and I didn’t know how to tell when he was close so I stopped pumping his cock, leaned down and kissed him on the lips. He started and tried to sit up.
I was still holding his cock in one hand and I pushed on his chest with the other hand so he fell back onto the bed. He looked up at me and slowly realized what was happening. “My god Em you startled me. What do you want? Is it time for me to get up? Is breakfast ready? What time is it?”
“Calm down Danny. It’s around one-thirty I think. Mom has brunch ready if you want to eat, but I have an alternative in mind. Can you guess what I want you to do?”
Danny looked at me and said, “Yeah I think I can guess Em. I can see that twice this morning wasn’t enough for you. I didn’t think it would be. Take off your robe and get in bed with me.”
I took off my robe and stood beside the bed in my bra and panties. “Oh Em! You’re gorgeous! I thought you were naked under your robe. Oh god I love the way you look in your underwear. I’ve had a thing for women in their underwear since mom first let me fuck her. Did you know that Em?”
“Yea I know Danny, mom told me. That’s why I put on my underwear before I woke you. I wanted to turn you on as hard as I could and it looks like it’s working. My god your cock looks even bigger than it was this morning when you took my virginity. I really want it inside my pussy Danny. Please fuck me.”
“I want to Em, but the food will get cold and mom will be upset. I don’t like to upset mom and she’ll be upset with me if I fuck you Em. She’ll put the blame on me if I fuck you Em.”
“Don’t worry. I told her that you might want to fuck me and that if you did I would let you. She knows that we probably won’t be ready to eat for at least an hour and maybe two hours or even more. I want you to fuck me until my pussy is so sore that I can’t bear to have your cock inside it anymore. I think that’s going to take a long time.”
I got into bed and said, “I want you to take off my underwear Danny. Mom said that makes you even hotter. I know it’ll make me hotter and I’m already dripping wet down there. I’m ready Danny. I want it!”
Danny lifted me up a little and unclasped my bra. When my perky little tits popped out he took one of my nipples in his mou
th and sucked on it. I screamed and moaned as the thrill flashed through my body making my pussy clench. He let go and latched onto the other tit and I almost climaxed. My pussy was gushing juice. “Oh my god Danny that’s so good. You’re making me want to come and my pussy is clenching. God I want your cock inside me!”
“I want my cock inside you too Em and it’ll be in you very soon.” He reached down and hooked his thumbs in the waist band of my thong. I lifted my ass and he pulled the thong over the curve of my ass and I pushed it down my legs and kicked it onto the floor. I reached out and pulled him to me. He kissed me hard and I responded. Our tongues were in each other’s mouths and we were groaning.
I reached down and grasped his cock. I began to pump him and he moved over me. I guided his cock toward my pussy and when it touched me I moved the tip of it up and down between the very wet lips of my pussy to coat it with my pussy juice. He was oozing pre-cum already and his cock head was very slick.
I placed the tip of his cock head in the opening to my vagina and pushed my hips up against him. The head of his cock slipped into me and I let out a loud scream. I was still too tight for his big cock but I forced him into me as far as I could anyway. “Oh Danny fuck me! Go into me Danny. Go in all the way. Push into me hard.”
He began to thrust into me and as the pleasure mounted the pain eased. Soon he was giving me full strokes and I was cooing softly loving the feel of his big cock going in and out of my pussy hard and fast. When I felt my pussy begin to tighten I said, “Fuck me harder Danny I’m about to come. Fuck me hard Danny! Fuck me! Fuck me! Oh god! Oh god! Oh my god it’s good Danny!”
He fucked me very hard until my pussy stopped convulsing then he resumed the long slow loving strokes which were going into me so deep I felt the head of his big cock bump against my cervix on every stroke. Each time a thrill went through me and I let out a yelp of pleasure. He was fucking me hard giving me so much pleasure that I was totally unaware of the soreness caused by my torn hymen being irritated by his cock stretching my pussy to it’s limit.