Grey leaves and I get dressed and walk back round to mine. I check my messages as I make a cup of tea, there’s one from Will checking I’m ok, one from James which is much the same as Will’s and one from Tom with the quote and saying he can start tomorrow. I reply to Will and James saying I’m fine and I ring Tom and arrange for him to start tomorrow.
I make a plan for the day; I grab some breakfast and take a walk along the beach. My phone rings as I am walking back through the garden its Grey
“Hey Grey”
“Cam, you ok?”
“Yes fine and you”
“I’m good it was a great start to the day”
“I agree”
“Cam, you know I said I was away Friday, well my flight is tonight so I won’t be back today, Richard is going home for the week to visit his family, will you be alright”
“Grey, I’m a big girl anyway, remember you are only here for a couple of months, I will be fine, have a good time and keep in touch”
“Ok, talk soon Cam and be good”
“Yeah you too”
I cut the call and wander back to the house, I need to go to the shop and sort out what to keep and what to throw out ready for Tom to start tomorrow, as I undress I notice my period has started, I quickly sort myself out then lie on the bed and cry, I can’t stop, I cry until I can cry no more. I must lie there for an hour before dragging my ass down stairs. I grab my phone and ring Will
“Hey Doll, what’s wrong?”
“Hey, I got my period”
“Ah shit Cam have you been crying?”
“Will”
“Ok now listen it was the first try, you have two more tries before Grey leaves”
“I know but I just really want this Will, if it doesn’t happen will you, you know what I asked before”
“Cam lets cross that bridge when we come to it alright?”
“Ok thanks Will, bye”
I cut the call and grab a bottle of wine from the fridge, just one glass then I need to go. I sit drinking going over everything, I think I was so happy because I thought I would be pregnant, I sit and think about all the amazing sex I have had and gradually I smile, ok so I get to have more amazing sex with a very hot man. I finish my glass and walk to the shop.
Richard calls in and says goodbye and that he will see me in a week, I give him a hug and wish him a safe flight.
When I’ve finished at the shop I take a slow walk home, I shower then swim as I come out of the pool I look across at Grey’s house in darkness, shit I miss him already, I grab the bottle of wine I started earlier and a glass and take it to my bedroom, I quickly shower and put my Pj’s on and lie in bed. I pour myself a large glassful. I open the drawer and look at the photo of Edward and me, I start to compare Edward and Grey, I decide that’s not fair because I too was a different person then, I put the photo away and pour another glass, I feel the tears on my cheeks again and angrily swipe them away. I grab my laptop and enter in the search “How to get pregnant?” I study the graphs and pull up the calendar on my phone, shit I never knew it was this difficult to get pregnant, so basically two days out of every month, shit that give me a possible four days before Grey leaves, I know Will would agree to help if I’m not successful with Grey but I really want Grey to be its Dad. I pour another wine as I work out the best two days, I put a reminder in my phone and finish my wine. I close my eyes and I can see Grey, images of him flash through my mind – the first time I saw him on the beach, the first time in a suit, naked, in his leathers riding his bike, I eventually fall to sleep smiling.
I am woken the next day with my phone ringing, I slowly open my eyes as my phone stops then starts again, I left my head from the pillow and quickly my hands rush to hold it, fuck why did I drink so much, my phone stops and then starts again, I get to my feet and follow the sound of my phone, I find it on the counter in the kitchen. As I pick it up it stops ringing, I turn and put the kettle down as it rings again, I look down at it shit Suzie
“Hi Suzie”
“Cam, can you come home? its Victoria she’s in hospital, I don’t know what to do she fell from a tree in the garden and James is away on business, I don’t know if I should ring him, I know it’s a meeting that he has been setting up for a year”
“Ok slow down, what has Victoria done?”
“She has hurt her leg and her arm”
“Ok so she is going to be alright?”
“Yes”
“Ok don’t ring James yet then, give me a couple of hours and I will be there, I will ring you when I’m close”
“Thank you Cam”
I cut the call, shit how am I supposed to drive I will still have alcohol in my system, I quickly dial Will’s number, he answers on the first ring, I explain what’s happened and he says he will drive me in my car, I tell him to pack a bag we may be a couple of days.
We arrive in London nearly two hours later; I ring Suzie to find out which hospital. We park and walk to the hospital. We arrive at the private suites and locate Victoria, we walk down the corridor and hear Suzie, she’s on her phone
“Ok but I won’t be able to see you tonight” “Ok I will call you later, love you Charles”
I look at Will who turns and looks at me with his eyebrows raised, I make a little cough sound and Suzie turns towards us
“Oh, Hi Cam and you must be Will”
“Hi Suzie, how’s Victoria”
“She just going down to theatre”
“Oh”
“They need to pin her arm, quickly come this way, you can see her before she goes”
We follow her into a private room, Victoria is crying and Elizabeth is cuddling her “Hi Girls, what have you been doing?”
“Cam” they say together, Elizabeth runs and hugs me “Who’s that man?”
“This is my friend Will”
“Oh, is this the one Daddy says is a bad influence on you?”
I laugh “Yeah that’s right”
I watch as she holds her hand out for Will to shake but instead he gives her a hug “And this must be your sister Victoria”
“Yes, she fell out of the tree”
I sit on the bed and hug Victoria very carefully “What were you doing climbing the tree, it’s not very ladylike is it?”
“I know but Elizabeth dared me”
“You two girls what are you like”
There’s a knock on the door and nurse comes in “Ok they are ready for her now”
We all quickly give her a hug and watch as they wheel the bed out. Elizabeth holds my hand “How long will she be?”
“About an hour” the nurse replies
We watch as they wheel her down the corridor, Suzie is the first to speak
“Are you two ok to stay if we pop home and get her some of the things she wants?”
“Yeah sure” I give Elizabeth a hug and we walk to the café to get a drink, we sit at the table when Will says
“So she’s having an affair then?”
“Yeah it seems that way”
“Do you think James knows?”
“I’m not sure if he knows or cares”
“Why do you say that?”
“She is alright, a bit posh and not really that caring”
“Do you think James plays around?”
“Christ just say what you are thinking Will”
“Ok so do you think he would be pleased to see me?”
“I have no idea”
“How long are we staying?”
“A couple of days”
“How about a week until he comes back?”
“When was the last time you saw him?”
“It’s been a long time”
“How do you know you will still like him?”
“I just know, Cam”
“Ok, I better ring Marlene, we can stay at my apartment”
I ring Marlene and she says she will visit her friend for the week, I ring Gerrard to find out about the house then Tom to tell him to carry on
and I will call him every day for updates. We make our way back to Victoria’s room just as she is wheeled in, we sit with her until Suzie comes back, then we leave and tell them we will be back tomorrow.
We spend the week going to the hospital and being tourists in London; I look at Will as we are sat on the steps in Trafalgar square eating an ice cream
“Will, you know what I asked you on the phone?”
“What about?”
“Helping me to have a baby”
“Shit Cam, you have two more tries before Grey goes, if it’s not happened then we will talk, ok”
“Thank you, I love you”
“I love you too”
As we finish our ice creams I watch as a pregnant lady walks past, I can’t wait to be like that, Will must see me watching because he gently squeezes my hand. My phone starts ringing as I pull it out my bag I see its James
“Hi James, are you home?”
“Cam, yeah just leaving the hospital now, are you at your apartment?”
“No I will be in about an hour”
“Ok I will shower and change and be over in an hour”
“See you then”
I end the call and turn to Will “He’s coming over in an hour”
Chapter 20
Grey
I arrive home from a long week of shit boring meetings and watching James go off to fuck anything that moves, while I spend my time reading my script and looking at the photos I took of Cam, I have on a few occasions had to take matters in hand to relieve my cocks pining for her, I met Richard at the airport who talked about his family all the way home. I jump out the car and go straight round to Cam’s; she’s not home so I decide to walk down to the shop to surprise her.
I push open the door and can see the building work has started, I notice the builder that I pulled off Cam that night.
“Hi, is Cam around?”
“No sorry mate she had to go to London, been there all week”
“Why what happened?”
“Family troubles I think”
I nod my thanks and grab my phone from my pocket and ring her number, she answers eventually
“Hi Grey”
“Cam, what’s wrong?”
“Oh just family everything is fine now, did you have a good trip?”
“Nah I missed you”
“Yeah I missed you too, hey I will be back tomorrow, would you like to do lunch?”
“I would like to do you”
“Yeah I would like that too”
We chat about the trip and she tells me she had family trouble and that Will is with her, she wanted to be back today but Will had some unfinished business. She asks if the trip was good and I tell her I went to the book shop to surprise her and that it’s looking good.
“Grey I have to go, lunch tomorrow, I can’t wait to see you”
“Tomorrow, bye Cam”
I sit outside and can’t remember ever missing anyone like I’ve missed her this week, shit, I think I’ve got it bad over her. I decide to go for a run and take my mind of things
Chapter 21
Camilla
We arrive back at my apartment. Will quickly has a shower, while I made us a sandwich. When he comes out he looks perfect
“Shit Will, is that all for James?”
“I have to try Cam, he hasn’t seen me in years”
“Well you look very handsome”
“Thank you I hope James agrees”
There’s a knock at the door, I smile at Will to make sure he’s ready, he gives me the nod, I walk to the door and open it “Hi James”
“Hi Cam, you look different, happy I think?”
“Thank you I am, come in how’s Victoria?”
“She’s fine, coming home tomorrow”
“That’s good news”
“Yes”
“Um Suzie says William is with you?”
I can see he is embarrassed “Yes, he is in the other room”
I watch as James almost steadies himself, then my phone rings
“Come in, I need to get my phone”
I walk back towards Will and watch as Will stands, I’m not sure what to say
“Will, James is here, I just need to get my phone” He nods and I watch as he sees James, I grab my phone and walk to my bedroom, I see its Grey ringing so I quickly answer it. My tummy goes funny hearing his voice I almost feel like a child again. I lie on the bed and talk to Grey for ages; I have really missed him it’s going to be tough when he goes back to America.
I walk back towards the sitting room, I listen for voices but it’s all quiet, I peep round the door and my hand instantly slams across my mouth, James has Will pinned against the wall and is kissing him, I should go but my feet won’t move, I watch as Will turns James and slams him against the wall, he quickly removes James’s Jumper and T shirt, that’s it I’ve seen enough I quickly walk back to my room and put the TV on. Ok so Will was right they still have strong feelings for each other.
It’s a good hour before there is a knock at my door, I shout come in and Will slowly opens the door, wow he looks amazing, he is smiling and just looks so relaxed and happy
“Hey Will, how did it go?”
“Cam, I don’t know what to say, it was amazing”
“Ok I don’t need to hear the details, has James gone?”
“Yeah, he said bye”
“Ok, Will are we still going home tomorrow?”
“Yeah”
I sit and listen while Will tells me how amazing my brother is, when he starts to get into details I kick him out of my room. I walk back to my bed and flop down as I close my eyes I see images of Grey, the way he walks, I can see the muscles roll in his back, his chest, that tattoo, the six pack, the hot V, I sit up and grab my phone and send Grey a text
“We can’t wait to see you tomorrow” I add a photo of my body dressed in my vest and shorts, his reply comes through almost instantly
“Neither can we” I quickly open the photo and it’s a photo of his naked body and his hard cock
After staring at the photo for a good five minutes I reply “Yummy looking forward to it even more now”
“Let me know when you are home”
“Will do”
I put my phone down and shut my eyes, I almost forget this is about getting pregnant, I just can’t wait to have sex with him again.
Will wakes me the next morning with breakfast in bed “Thanks Will, you still look happy”
“I am, do you want to know?”
“You can tell me anything except about the sex”
“But that’s the best part” he says laughing
“Will that’s disgusting, remember he is my brother”
“Only joking, we are going to meet up once a week”
“Oh what so James has become Mr Tuesday?”
“Oh Cam he can be whatever day he wants”
“What about the others?”
“I will stop seeing them for a bit, see how this works out for us”
“Oh that’s cool, Will with the one man instead of Will the slag”
He jumps on me and starts tickling me “Stop before I pee myself”
“Come on Cam, we need to get home and get you up the duff”
“I was so upset when my period arrived I’m trying not to think about it, so I am just going to have amazing sex with Grey whenever I can until he goes home, if it hasn’t happened I’m not sure what I will do”
“I will help”
What, did he just say that “You will?” I say jumping up and down on the spot
“Yeah, only if it hasn’t happened when Grey leaves”
I grab him in a hug and whisper my thanks. We leave my apartment, Will drives very fast and we arrive home just over an hour later.
I text Grey to let him know we are home and Will says he will cook lunch while I go for a swim. I’m just coming out of the pool as Grey walks through the gate, it’s a really hot day and he is wearing just his shorts, I thin
k for a couple of seconds that I actually forget how to breath
“Hi Cam, you look fantastic”
“Not so bad yourself Grey”
He walks straight up to me and gives me a hug “Good trip?”
“Nah, all I could think about was getting back here and fucking you”
“Grey” I pull back and slap his chest, my hand stays on his chest as I look up into his eyes
“Lunch is ready” Will shouts
I start to laugh as Grey pulls me close again and kisses me, it’s not the kind of kiss I really want to share in front of my best friend but once his mouth hits mine I’m gone – lost. He eventually pushes back and smiles at me, then turns and walks towards Will, I watch as they shake hands and start talking sport, I grab my towel and dry myself.
After spending all afternoon and early evening listening to Will and Grey talk I am relieved when Will eventually leaves, Grey walks towards me “Hey”
“Hey back”
“I can’t wait to fuck you”
“Oh you say the nicest, most charming things to me”
“I know, Will seems happy”
“Yeah, he caught up with an old friend in London”
“Cool, anyway can I take you to bed and fuck you now we have had a conversion”
“No”
“Why what’s wrong”
“You can fuck me but here on the sofa not the bedroom”
“You’ve never done it on the sofa? Your wish is my command”
I laugh until he pushes his shorts down, my laughter turns to a smile as I take in his body “What did I do to get so lucky?”
“I was thinking the same, now get rid of your clothes”
I slowly stand up and start to remove my clothes as sexily as I can, I think it’s working until he grabs me and rids me of the rest of it.
“Tell me Cam, what do you want?”
I know my face is blushing but he asked so “I want your cock in my mouth”
He slowly puts his hands on my shoulders and pushes me down on my knees, my eyes are level with his cock, I slowly lick my lips “Tell me want you want Grey”
“I want you to stop talking and suck my cock”
I lean forward and take as much of him as I can into my mouth, once my mouth is full I look up at his face, his head is thrown back so I can’t see his eye, I move my hand round onto his ass and pull him forward digging my nails in, I watch his face as soon as I get a bit rough his eyes snap to mine, I know he is going to take control, he grabs my hair and holds my head still then starts pumping into my mouth he is making my eyes water but I’m loving it, I move my hand from his ass to his balls and squeeze hard “FUCK Cam”, I keep squeezing until he pulls free from my mouth “Open” I do as I am told and open my mouth I watch as his hand lands on his cock, he pumps it a couple of times and then is shooting cum into my mouth, once he is finished I clean him up and then myself “What do you want now Cam”
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