Reaching Out For You (Never Letting Go)

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by S. Moose


  I take out the pictures from the envelope and find the one with us on the beach. I look at it again and smile. Adam is my world and I have to keep remembering that. I slide the picture into the frame and take one last look. I know he is in meetings all day, so I just plan on going into his office and putting the frame on his desk. I start thinking about the future again and imagine how our life will be. I think about us as a family going down to Florida, spending our summers there. Adam can provide a safe and wonderful life for me but I know that our love will never die.

  When we get to the office, I look up at the building and am amazed. The building is huge with at least twenty floors. The sliding glass door opens and when we step inside there is a contemporary feel to it. The colors are neutral and there are people all over. “Is this building just for Optimax?”

  Connor puts his arm around my shoulder and leads me to the receptionist. “Yes it is. Each department has their own floor and there are twenty-five floors.”

  We head to the receptionist to check in. She is a young girl in her early twenties with short brown hair and brown eyes. She is tall and has amazing tastes in clothes. The simple black dress paired with a white cardigan and black stilettos. “Good morning, Mr. Simpson. How can I help you?”

  “Hey Liz, just here to see Adam.”

  She gives us both a smile and wishes us a good day.

  We ride the elevator to the top floor and step out. I follow Connor over to Adam’s office and take everything on this floor in. There are cubicles all over and the room is buzzing with commotion. A few people turn and look at me. I wonder if they know who I am.

  Connor points to an office and lets me go. “Here’s his office Sophia. I’ll wait for you here.”

  “Ok, I shouldn’t be long.”

  “Take your time. I’ll let Olivia know you’re going in.”

  I make a mental note to make sure I get to meet this Olivia person. Something about her did not sit right with me. I feel bad thinking so negatively of her but I do not like how some young girl is working for my boyfriend. I know I am being a jealous freak but I don’t care.

  I see Adam’s office door and start to get nervous. I have never done anything remotely romantic before. Kyle wasn’t a big fan of romance and I hope I wasn’t doing too much. I slowly open the door and go inside. His office is massive. He has a TV mounted on the wall and a mini bar in the corner. His desk is rather large as well with two laptops and a desktop. His desk is neat with papers and folders in neat piles. There are a few pictures on his desk and I go over to look at them. There is one with him, Connor and their parents. The next one is of Connor and Adam when they graduated high school and the other one is of me on the beach the last time we went to Florida. I pick up the picture and carefully look at it. I am sitting on a towel with my aviator sunglasses smiling. I remember that day. It was the last time we went to Florida with my mom. I cannot believe he has this picture of me. I touch my heart and it all hits me. He is my always and I’m his forever.

  I put the picture next to the others with a note:

  I hope that when you look at this picture you think of me and know how much I love you.

  Forever yours,

  Pretty girl

  xoxo

  I hug myself smiling and know he will like this surprise. I leave his office and try to find Connor. I walk by a large conference room and see Adam sitting there with a leggy blonde-haired person at his side. I start to feel the heat in me rise. That must be Olivia. I look closer and she is sitting excessively close to him. She is wearing a white pencil skirt with a slit in the back and I can see her fit legs. Her black top shows a little too much. I see her manicured fingers touching my boyfriend. I see her eyeing him but like any other guy, he doesn’t notice it. She looks up and sees me watching them. I get the most uncomfortable feeling and see a devilish smile forming on her face. She turns her head away and gets up. I get nervous and think she is going to talk to me but she stands behind Adam. I watch closer and she is massaging his shoulders! I freak out! I am about to storm in and cause hell when I feel someone pulling me away. I turn around to see Connor. “You didn’t tell me she is hot!” I seethe. “Let me go now Connor!” I try to pull myself away but he doesn’t let up.

  “You do know you look like an ultra creeper right now, right?” He rubs my arms to try to calm me. “Listen Hulk, don’t go busting in there like a screaming crazy woman. Let it go. I’ll talk to him.”

  “I don’t care!” I’m getting loud and feel bad. I cover my mouth and shake my head.

  Connor puts his arm around me. “Come on you. Let’s get lunch.” I look over my shoulder and see her staring back at me. I hate her already.

  Chapter 22

  I’m on a mission tonight. I want to cook a romantic dinner for Adam and me with the works; candles, music and his favorite dish, chicken Parmesan. When Connor drops me off, I ask if he can stay away from the apartment for a while. He laughs and agrees. I run up the stairs and when I get inside, I go straight to work.

  The kitchen is a chef’s dream. All the appliances are new and clean. The guys hardly used it, so everything is in top working condition. I put my phone in the IHome, press shuffle on my music app and let the voice of Luke Bryan fill the kitchen. I start dancing around and get to work. I take out the chicken from the fridge and put all the ingredients on the counter. I crack the eggs into a mixing bowl and pour the breadcrumbs on a tray. I set the oven to 375 and start whisking the eggs. I dip the chicken in the eggs and then the breadcrumbs. I have another tray where I put the chicken on and repeat the process a few more times. I put water in a pot and place it on the stove. When it starts to boil, I pour in the pasta. I look in the cabinets for vodka sauce; Adam’s favorite and mine. I push through the jars and finally find the sauce in the back of the cabinet. I set the heat on the stove to low and pour the sauce in the pot and place the cover on. Everything is set in the oven and on the stove as I clean up the mess. I set the timer for twenty-five minutes and skip to the room to get ready.

  I pull out the candles on the vanity and set them aside. I start looking through my closet to find the perfect dress to wear. As I thumb through my clothes, I find the perfect dress, a simple strapless beige dress that enhances my curves. I have only worn it a few times and each time I have, I feel sexy and hot. I slip on the dress and throw on a pink cardigan. I look at myself in the mirror and smile. Damn I do look hot. I reapply some more makeup and notice the time on the clock. It is almost six pm and Adam should be home soon. I hear the timer go off and run to the kitchen.

  I drain the pasta and put it in a different bowl. The sauce is bubbling and ready. I start pouring the sauce onto the pasta and then take out the tray of chicken from the oven. I take out two plates and start putting our dinner on the plates and head over to the table. Everything is picture perfect except for the candles. It looks a little silly but they are the only ones I have. The candles are in jars with a fruity scent. I walk over to my phone and play, “Alive” by Krewella. I smile to myself as I listen to the lyrics. This is how he makes me feel-alive. I start swaying to the music and think about all of our times together. Perfection. Nothing and no one can steal these moments from me. I hear the door open. I whip my head back, “Adam?”

  He comes in with a bouquet of lilies and roses and a small gold gift bag. He walks over to me and gives me his beautiful smile. “Pretty girl.” He gives me a kiss and I start to melt. “What’s this occasion?”

  “Just because, what is that?” I look at the bag and get a little excited.

  He hands me the flowers. “These are for you.” As he lifts the gift bag, his head is shaking and waving his finger in my face. “But this is for later.”

  I throw my arms around him and hold on for a moment. I love his smell and everything about him. Something is stirring throughout my body and I hold on tighter. “Everything ok?” He pulls back and raises an eyebrow. That worried expression kills me. When will he realize I am ok?

  “I’m just
glad you’re home. I made us dinner and want to spend time with you, just us.”

  He holds me and stares into my eyes. “That sounds perfect.” Adam settles at the table while I grab our plates. As I sit down, my eyes keep looking over at the gift bag. “I know you want to see what is inside,” he says with a playful tone.

  “Please! I’m so curious.” I bounce in my seat with a pouty face.

  After several moments of silence, Adam gets up to retrieve the gift bag. “Alright, here you go. I hope you like it.” His tone seems nervous.

  I take the bag and take out the two boxes. I examine the box and shiny silver and gold wrapping paper. I slowly peel off the wrapping paper and open the first box. Inside is a beautiful heart pendant necklace with diamonds all over. I clap my hands over my mouth. “Oh my God, babe this is so beautiful! But you already bought me a necklace.”

  Adam smiles, “This is your new one baby.”

  “Oh Adam, thank you!” I lean in and give him a kiss. Once our lips meet, I can feel the instant heat between us. I wrap my arms around his neck and deepen the kiss. I find myself straddling him at the kitchen table and feel his arousal. I love what I do to him. His hands are all over me and it feels incredible. I’ve missed him so much. It seems like forever since we’ve been this way. I want to make sure that tonight is just about us and no one else. Adam slowly pulls away and presses his lips against my forehead.

  “Baby,” he chuckles, “You have another gift and we still have dinner.”

  Embarrassed, I get off him and sit back down in my chair. “Sorry,” I quietly say.

  “Hey,” Adam gets on his knees and takes my hand, “You didn’t do anything wrong. I love you baby and I have missed you. I just want to share this amazing dinner with my beautiful girlfriend and then show her how much I’ve missed her.”

  I give him another kiss and smile. “I love you too.”

  “Now open up your next gift.” Adam gets back up and goes to his chair.

  I take out the next box and unwrap it. It is a longer box and I wonder what is inside. When I open it, I see the most gorgeous silver diamond tennis bracelet. The diamonds are sparkling in my eyes and I can’t help but cry. I have never received so many gifts from someone. I know Adam wants to make me feel special but a part of me feels guilty. I don’t want him to think he has to shower me with presents to make me happy. “Adam, thank you, but you don’t have to keep buying me presents. You make me happy.” I blush at my words.

  He flashes his sexy smile again. “I know, but I just want to spoil my pretty girl.”

  I give him another kiss. “Can you help me put on my necklace?”

  “With pleasure.”

  As he is helping me with my necklace, I take my bracelet out and put it on my left wrist.

  “Let’s eat and then we can watch a movie!”

  “Alright, sounds good.”

  We eat dinner and Adam explains how work has been going. I listen attentively and am mesmerized by his words. My eyes shoot down to his mouth and I can’t stop thinking about what I want his lips to do to me. I feel my own arousal and shake my head to get those thoughts out of my head. He is so sexy that it should be illegal. The way his eyes are filled with excitement and happiness when he is talking about the company, makes me beam with glee. I am so proud of him and everything he has accomplished. A part of me wants to know what else I can do to help him with work, but the other just wants to listen to his voice. It feels as though every moment with him, I fall even harder.

  As we finish with dinner, I put the plates in the sink. “Baby I’m going to go change. Find us a movie to watch.” I saunter to the room and slither out of my dress. I put on some shorts and a tank top. I grin to myself knowing I’m dressed in little clothing to turn him on. When I get back to the living room, he is sitting on the couch with just his black suit pants and a white tee. Everything inside of me yells to get on him and ride him like crazy but I have to resist. I actually want to cuddle with him a little tonight.

  “What movie did you pick?” I twirl a piece of my hair and bat my eyes at him.

  Adam turns his head over to me and his jaw drops. His eyes slowly run up and down my body. “Wow.”

  “What,” I innocently say while playing with my hair. I walk over to him with a slight bounce in my step, “So, what movie?” I snuggle up close to him and push my chest into his. I look down and see his excitement.

  “Umm…I didn’t, let’s just watch TV.” Adam readjusts himself and puts his arm over me. We stay like this for a while watching a show about a girl and her guy roommates. I ignore his stares and laugh at the show. I know that I’m getting to him and it makes me so pleased. “So, what are you thinking about?” He strokes my arm and makes me feel hot all over.

  I fake a yawn, “Oh…nothing.” I put my arms over my head and stretch.

  “I know what you’re doing and it is not going to work.” He looks at me with want and shakes his head. “You’re so bad.”

  I get on my knees while facing him and smile. I lean in closer and my cheek touches his face as I brush my lips to his. I get brave and nibble on his ear. I hear his sharp breath and giggle. “You like that?” I know he is trying hard to resist me but I am going to break him. I straddle him and trail kisses down his face to his neck. I hear him softly moan. I grab his hair with a little more force and take my other hand down his chest.

  “Enough!” He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. I start giggling as he kisses me. He gently sets me down on the bed and takes off my clothes. “Baby you are so sexy.” I’m laying down in my bra and panties and feel so at ease with him. He makes me confident and sexy. I want to please him anyway possible. He bends down and takes off my bra with ease. His mouth finds my nipple and I moan loudly, while grabbing his hair. It feels good to have his tongue playing with me.

  His hand moves down and rubs my wetness. He massages me slowly and it feels so good. He is near my face and I feel the weight of his body on me. He plays with me and I pull him tighter to my body. His pace increases and I moan louder. Within seconds, I fall apart. I need him inside of me. “Adam, please…now.”

  I hear him laugh. “So impatient now aren’t we?” He kisses in between my thighs and makes his way up my body. I am trembling with each kiss. I feel his erection as he climbs on top of me. He pulls down my panties and passionately kisses me.

  “Mr. Simpson, you still have your clothes on.” I seductively say.

  “Why I do. I think I need your help.” He gets up and stares at me with his sexy eyes. I melt with just his look. I get up and run my hands over his body. I tug at the hem of his shirt and yank it off. I kiss his chest and hear him moan. I fumble with his pants and hear Adam softly laugh. After a few seconds, I get them off along with his boxers. I see my favorite part of his body spring free and lick my lips. He pulls me to his body and our lips meet again. I part my lips and our tongues dance together. He slowly brings me down to the bed and kisses me all over. “Spread your legs baby,” he excitedly says.

  I do what he says and feel his tip meeting my wetness. His moans make my breathing turn into pants as I dig my nails into his back. He finally slips in me and I hear him grunt. He is deep inside and he begins a slow and steady motion. I lift my hips up a little and feel him go deeper in me. I moan loudly and want more. “Faster babe, oh my God,” I scream.

  He goes in fast and hard. I wrap my legs around him and pull him deeper in me. I close my eyes, trying not to be so loud but it is impossible. I love how he feels inside of me.

  “You’re so wet baby. I love how tight you are.” He slowly pulls out of me and flips me on my stomach. His hands are on my hips and I feel his hands cupping my ass. “Your ass is so sexy.” My breathing gets faster and the anticipation of him is too much. He brings my hips down a little more and holds on tightly to me. I feel him entering in me again. I cannot move. Everything is perfect. When he is inside, I meet each thrust. I groan loudly and feel him going deeper. He circles his hips while slowly
pulling back and easing his way back in.

  “Ahh… Adam, keep going. It feels so good.” My breath is throaty and I hear a guttural sound coming from him. He is driving me crazy and I know he can tell how I feel. I push back on him letting him know I want more. I want him to go deeper.

  His face is near mine. “Tell me what you want.” The sheer desire in his voice makes me quiver.

  “I want you…always you.”

  “How bad do you want me?” He stops moving but I feel his hands rubbing my back and my ass. “I want you to tell me how bad you want me.”

  I let out a delicious moan. “So bad, I just want you.” Everything starts to quicken and Adam picks up the pace again. He is going in faster and harder. I feel my body ready to explode. “Babe,” my body jerks and I let go. With one final thrust, Adam lets out a final moan and releases himself into me. I turn over onto my side and look at the love of my life. “I love you.”

  He nuzzles my neck and brings me closer to him. I feel so relaxed in his arms. I stare into those blue eyes and see my future. This is how life should be. This is how our life will be. He kisses my nose. “I love you too, pretty girl.”

 

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