by Evie Manieri
Eofar’s eyes shone more brightly as he examined the merchandise.
Jachad shook his head apologetically.
Jachad scratched his head and desperately tried to conceal the fact that he had been prepared to take twenty-five. Finally he said brightly,
Eofar’s surge of relief nearly knocked Jachad backwards. He wrapped the little bottle back up in the scrap of cloth and held it out with a smile. Instinctively Eofar reached for it. His hand came close enough for Jachad to feel the chill radiating from his skin before they both remembered themselves and pulled back.
He began walking casually towards Eofar’s triffon, fervently hoping Eofar would follow.
said Eofar, following Jachad to his mount. She lifted her massive head from between her front paws and sat up as they approached. Jachad patted her coarse fur, examining the small, round ears protruding from tufts of longer fur, the deep eye-ridges and long snout. With the ashas’ secret passage in and out of the temple lost to history, the triffons were the only way to come and go, and Jachad was forced to ride on one of the creatures each time he came to negotiate with the governor for the garrison’s supplies and sell trinkets to the soldiers. He had grown accustomed to it over the years; the last few times, he had even opened his eyes.
Jachad turned and pretended to look where he was pointing. There was no sense in denying that they were together: Eofar’s sharp Norlander eyes could easily spot her smeary footprints leading away, even in the tricky half-light. Jachad reminded himself that the best lie was simply an edited version of the truth.
Eofar answered without looking away from Jachad’s associate.
Jachad tapped his fingers together to disguise the little sparks sizzling between them and stepped back, out of the way of Aeda’s enormous wings.
Eofar whistled to his mount and she crouched low, then sprang into the air. A moment later the Norlander and the triffon were winging their way back to the temple. Jachad watched until their shadowy figures blended into the temple’s stark façade.
Then he scooped up his pack and ran after his companion.
He tracked her easily, though her footprints had shifted away from their original easterly direction. He began to see gaps here and there, as if she were stumbling, then the trail veered even further from due east and Jachad, looking round, saw the reason why. She was heading towards a low circle of sand-smoothed boulders a little to the north. Jachad stopped and watched as she stumbled and fell to her knees a dozen paces from the stones. Reflexively he started towards her, but before he had gone very far she was on her feet again and a moment later, she had disappeared behind the rocks.
The dawn breeze whisked across the desert and rustled through Jachad’s brilliant silk robes, offering him a greeting, a whispered welcome to the new day. The sand at his feet swirled and shifted, and the sun’s first rays glowed behind the smudgy mountains. Jachad Nisharan, king of the Nomas, dropped his pack into the sand and knelt down to pray to his father, the sun god Shof.
Absolute privacy, every day, at dawn and dusk, without fail: that was the condition she had imposed on him, the same condition she set for anyone who desired her services, and in the two weeks she and Jachad had been travelling together he had scrupulously honoured his promise.
The wind began to gather strength, blowing westwards from the sea.
He looked at the rocks and wet his lips reflectively. Dire warnings echoed in his mind. He had been putting off this moment, but they would reach the Shadar before sunset and he might never have another opportunity. He had to see for himself; if he let this chance slip by, he might as well have stayed with his tribe on the other side of the desert.
He stood up, and as he edged towards the rocks, the wind died down and the sand hissed back to the desert floor. Jachad dropped his pack and silently slid through a narrow space between two of the boulders.
He saw her immediately. She was laying face-up, her eyes closed, half-buried in the sand. The long fingers of her right hand were extended, scratching deep grooves into the dirt. He watched as a tremendous convulsion ripped through her and then left her lying flat on her back again, but now completely motionless. He dropped to his knees and crept forward.
Her soot-black hair, roughly tied back with a rag, spilled out from beneath her hood, contrasting ghoulishly with the grey glimmer of her skin. His eyes boldly traced each scar on her face: the straight white seam on her broad forehead, the crescent-shaped mark on her hollow cheek, the jagged line that distorted the delicate shape of her thin, blue-tinged lips and pulled them up into a perpetual smirk. The cord of the eye-patch over her right eye split her features into separate sections, making her face look like something that had been broken, then clumsily repaired. But beneath the scars and the eye-patch, Jachad could still see the face of his former playfellow, the fourteen-year-old girl she had been nearly eight years ago.
‘Meiran?’ he whispered tentatively, reaching out his freckled hand to stroke the strands of black hair away from her damp forehead. He could feel a faint coolness rising up from her pearly grey skin. But the instant he touched her she bolted upright and her hand shot out and grabbed him by the throat.
‘Who’s there? Who are you!’ she cried wildly, one hand choking him while the other groped blindly at the air.
‘It’s me!’ he gasped, trying to pull away from her, but her grip was too strong. Then he felt her fingers scrambling near his abdomen and suddenly she had his knife. Panicking, Jachad struck his hands together and orange flames licked over his palms. ‘Meiran,’ he shouted hoarsely, ‘it’s me, Jachad!’
She released his neck but lunged at him, and her knee caught him squarely in the chest, knocking him flat. As the point of his own knife came screaming towards his face, he threw up his arms and a sheet of flame burst to life in front of him.
She recoiled from the crackling heat, falling backwards between his scrabbling legs, and the knife went flying from her hand. It landed in the sand, out of reach.
‘Meiran,’ he shouted again, crawling backwards away from her, ‘Meiran, remember where we are – it’s me—’
And finally she drew back, panting heavily as she fell onto the sand, and Jachad, still reeling, watched as she drew in an unsteady breath, then snaked her finger beneath the black eye-patch and slid it over the silver-green left eye. It was the dark brown right eye, rounder and slightly larger than the one on the left, which focused on Jachad briefly before sliding away.
He exhaled, a long, relieved sigh, and flopped down onto the sand in front of her. She sat across from him, staring at nothing, her scarred face expressionless. The desert silence pressed down on them.
‘It’s a lot worse than it used to be, isn’t it?’ he asked finally, but Meiran spoke at exactly the same moment, saying, ‘You broke your promise.’ And then: ‘That was a long time ago.’
‘I know,’ he admitted in response to both of her statements. She didn’t look particularly angry; that was something. ‘Seven years. You can’t blame me for wanting to know if you’re all right. Seven years without a word – for the first three, we didn’t even know if you were dead or alive. Then when word got around about this new mercenary …’ He trailed off, watching her face. ‘More than once I thought about trying to find you.’
He saw her lips part, but then they closed again, biting down on whatever she had been about to say. Jachad’s skin prickled: he had come very close to getting her to say something she hadn’t wanted to reveal.
‘But I figured you knew how to find me if you wanted me,’ he continued easily, as if he hadn’t noticed her reaction, ‘as evidenced by the fact that you’re here. I’m only trying to understand you. You turn up at my caravan after all these years – just when the Shadari have put out the word they want to hire you, and with a bottle of elixir, just when that’s needed – without any explanations.’ He got up and went to retrieve his knife, watching her from the corner of his eye as he slid it back into its sheath. Her breathing had slowed and her arms hung heavily at her sides; for the first time, she looked weary. But she was listening. He wandered back and sat down. ‘So, have you ever tried to find a cure?’
Her eye stayed fixed on the sand. ‘I have better things to do.’
‘What things? Things like going to the Shadar?’ Jachad asked, allowing himself a hint of sarcasm.
‘I’m being paid to go – and you’re being paid to bring me, remember?’
He laughed derisively. ‘You can’t possibly need whatever money the Shadari slaves have managed to scrape together for their uprising – after all, you’re supposed to be the greatest mercenary anyone’s ever seen. In all of these years you’ve never lost a fight. You’ve done everything from commanding whole armies to besting champions in single combat. You took the tower at Treborn with a dozen men in a single day, after King Grayson had laid siege to it for almost a year. To this day, no one has figured out how you got the Chastian army out of the Kabor Pass.’ He smiled proudly. ‘Our Meiran.’
She looked up at him. ‘That’s not my name.’
‘Well, neither is “the Mongrel”, and I’m certainly not going to call you that. Meiran is a good Nomas name – and you never minded it before,’ he pointed out, running a hand through his fiery hair.
She grunted noncommittally.
‘Would you like to hear a funny story?’ he said, conscious of holding her attention at last. ‘It’s about your pact with demons. They say that at dawn and dusk you sneak off and sacrifice a baby. You cut out its heart and eat it before the heart stops beating. Of course, babies aren’t generally easy things to come by on a battlefield, but apparently’ – he paused for effect – ‘you travel with your own supply.’ He grinned, and finally a dry, scratching sound that might have been a laugh escaped her. Jachad’s freckled cheeks flushed in triumph and he snapped up a few spits of flame and playfully flicked them at the ground.
Then Meiran stood up, brushed the sand from her robes and replaced her cowl. She led the way out between the rocks and he recovered his pack and slung it over his shoulder. They struck out again for the mountains, Jachad trying to match his shorter strides to hers, until he stopped suddenly.
She walked on without him for a few paces, but then looked back.
Trying to ignore the cold knot in his stomach, he forced himself to voice the question he’d been too cowardly to ask before now. ‘Why go back, Meiran? Tell me, why now, after all this time?’
The sun was just beginning to crest the mountains, painting the tops of their low bluffs in molten shades of gold and copper. With her back to the sun, he could see nothing of her except her stark silhouette.