by Evie Manieri
He turned to see Meiran, patch down over her brown eye now, pulling his long Nomas knife from its scabbard.
‘Oh, come on, I just got that back from Harotha – can’t you women get your own knives?’ he complained, but his forced humour was nothing but bravado. Her silver-green eye held a wild urgency that he’d never seen before, and it terrified him.
‘She won’t take him away from me,’ she vowed. ‘He’s mine. No one will take him from me.’ With his knife clutched in her hand she ran from the chamber and out into the hallway.
Jachad shut his gaping mouth with a snap and scrambled after her.
Chapter Thirty
‘We can’t wait any longer.’
‘I know.’
‘You’ve done all you can. Lord Eofar’s dereshadi is saddled and waiting. There’s still a chance they could get out. Or maybe they found some other way—’
‘I know,’ Daryan repeated wretchedly. Omir was watching him tensely. After a few moments, he finally forced himself to nod. ‘All right,’ he said, swallowing against the lump in his throat. ‘Does everyone know the signal?’
‘I think so.’
‘I hope so,’ he murmured darkly. He narrowed his eyes and looked through the doorway into the stables. ‘We’ve only got one chance at this; we all have to move at the same time.’ He turned to the slaves huddled together in the hallway, just a handful of the men and women Omir had mobilised in their cause; dozens more waited outside the other entrances to the stables. He looked at their solemn, scared faces, at the sad collection of tools and equipment they’d scrounged in place of weapons, and prayed that he wouldn’t let them down. He was no leader. They deserved someone much better, but he couldn’t tell them that. He had already learned that Shairav had been right about one thing, at least: the Shadari did need their daimon. If he could make up for a lifetime of failures and missed opportunities by claiming a confidence he didn’t really feel, then so be it.
He straightened up and took a deep breath—
‘Wait!’ a voice called out behind him, and Daryan spun around. Someone was coming from the other end of the dark hallway, and he craned his neck to see over the heads of the Shadari. The voice called out again, ‘I know what you’re about to do, but you need to wait.’
‘Who is that?’ he called back, wondering why his heart was suddenly thudding in his chest. He started towards the speaker, pushing his way through the crowd, his palms clammy. Even before he’d really seen her, he’d broken into a run.
He’d had this dream before: it’s all a mistake, she isn’t dead, she’s right there and he runs to embrace her – but even as he holds her, the flesh rots and drops from her bones, the bones turn to dust, and the dust chokes him until he wakes up alone on his hard pallet with his pulse racing and his body sheeted with sweat.
But not this time: he felt the weight of her body against him, warm and solid and undeniably real. ‘Harotha,’ he cried, breathing in the scent of her hair, a scent that he had forgotten until this very moment, but one that instantly evoked a hundred different memories of her.
An alarm went off inside him: something important, something he needed to remember, and as her arms came around him and returned his embrace, he remembered what it was.
‘I’m so angry at you, I could kill you,’ he whispered into her ear. He leaned back and gazed for a moment at her round-cheeked face, then he bent down and kissed her deeply.
She tensed in his embrace, then she too remembered and returned his kiss with equally feigned ardour. Around them, people were repeating her name with varying degrees of surprise, until Omir succinctly recounted the story Faroth had told him earlier: how Harotha and Daryan had been married in secret some months ago, and how she had been hiding in the temple until yesterday.
With a tremendous effort of will Daryan broke off the kiss, putting aside the heady sensations of the softness of her lips, the warmth of her skin. ‘I’ll explain everything later,’ he told his followers. His voice sounded husky, strange. ‘Just give us a moment alone, will you?’
The Shadari murmured knowingly before moving along the corridor.
He guided Harotha back into the shadows. ‘What are you doing here? How the hell did you get here?’ He felt like his nerves would snap at any moment.
‘The same way Faroth did, on a stolen dereshadi,’ she told him in her low, steady voice, ‘only I landed on the roof instead of in the stables.’
‘The roof?’ he repeated, blinking in confusion. ‘The roof – all right then. You can go back the way you came. How do you get up there? I’ll take you.’
But she was shaking her head. ‘It’s too late. The dereshadi got away from us while we were trying to tie her up. She’s probably back in her berth in the stables by now.’
‘Us?’
‘King Jachad came with me – but never mind that, I don’t have time to explain any of it right now. We have to—’
‘But why are you here?’ he demanded again. Did she really think she wouldn’t need to explain? ‘Do you have any idea what’s been happening up here?’
Her mouth hardened; he knew that impatient frown all too well. ‘That’s what I’m trying to tell you – if you’ll let me finish.’
He stared at her in disbelief: here she was, the same old Harotha, not softened one bit by her pregnancy. The resentment that had been stewing inside him ever since he’d learned of her deception began to boil up. ‘I don’t know why I’m surprised,’ he said quietly, ‘because this is just like you. You couldn’t just stay in the Shadar and let me handle things up here, could you? Haven’t you put Eofar through enough misery already? Do you have any idea how upset he’ll be if he finds out you’re here?’
‘Eofar is all right then?’ She tried to keep her voice low, but when she grabbed his hand he felt her pulse thudding through her fingers. ‘He’s still alive?’
He looked down into her glistening eyes. ‘You know, I don’t think I really believed it, not until just now. You and Eofar – after everything you said about them. The way you acted when I told you that Eofar was my friend—’
‘I’m not going to explain myself to you.’ Her face flushed, but she was as composed and uncompromising as always: the Harotha who made him feel small. ‘I can understand why you’re angry, but I can’t do anything about that right now. Do you want to stop the White Wolf or don’t you?’
‘You know I do.’
‘Then listen to me, I’ve been spying on her for the last hour: her men have cleaned out the armoury and raided the storerooms. She’s rounded up anyone who might still challenge her authority, even Eonar’s physics, and locked them in the lower levels. What we need to do is—’
‘I know all that. We already have a plan. Everyone’s already in position.’
‘That doesn’t matter. The only way—’
‘Yes, it does matter.’ He backed away from her as he realised that she expected him to do whatever she wanted – to do as he was told – without questioning her. Worse, she expected him to be grateful that she was here to take charge of the situation. He swallowed his anger – this was neither the time nor the place for a confrontation – and repeated, ‘We have a plan, Harotha, a good one. It might not be perfect, but we’re going through with it. You can’t just turn up here and—’
‘Daimon!’ Omir called out from the end of the hall.
‘Daryan,’ Harotha started, and as he looked at her he realised he had nothing more to say.
He reached out to stroke her hair, years of gnarled, unspoken feelings contained in that one awkward gesture. ‘Hide,’ he told her huskily. ‘Go and hide. If you care anything about Eofar or that baby, hide until we can find some way to get you out.’
Then he pelted over to Omir and the others waiting near the doorway. Even in the torchlight, he could see that Omir’s face had gone pale.
‘I’m sorry, Daimon, but she’s here. It has to be now.’
He clenched his jaw tight, even as fear squeezed his chest. Harotha would d
o just as she pleased; he knew that. There was nothing more he could do for her now. He lifted the nearest torch from its bracket in the wall.
‘All right, then,’ he told his comrades, taking a moment to look at each resolute face. ‘Here we go.’
Harotha felt a cold lump of shame hardening in her chest as she watched him hurry back to Omir and the others. She could still feel the unexpected touch of his hand on her head, but the tenderness of the gesture did nothing to soften the truth: the puppyish adoration he’d once had for her was gone. Somehow he’d become aware of his role as a toy or a tool, something to be picked up when she needed and discarded when she did not. Though she’d always urged him to defy Shairav, to make a stand, she had never really believed that he could amount to anything more than the puppet king he had always been. And now, somehow, he knew that.
She ran her thumb along her bottom lip. There was no help for it. She’d have to rescue Dramash on her own. Her nephew was the key; she was certain of it, and she had to get him back before the White Wolf forced him to carry out the horrors she had seen in her visions. If she could stop this, then the sacrifice of the ashas would still count for something. They wouldn’t have died in vain, because their deaths would have led her to this.
She had only a few moments to come up with a plan before Daryan and his friends began their attack. Once they lit that fire, the White Wolf would be on her guard and getting to Dramash then would be impossible. But the fire itself – that would be the perfect distraction. As soon as they lit it, she could dart out and grab him. She still didn’t know how she was going to get him out of the temple, but if she could find the location of the ashas’ secret door, with what she knew now …
She forced her heavy body into a run. Her hands were trembling and she was feeling dizzy. She knew she’d been foolish not to eat and sleep when she’d had the chance; it was too late now. Too late, too late: her footsteps beat out the rhythm as she ran. There was a small, easily overlooked doorway leading in to the eastern end of the stables which should put her quite close to Frea, who was bound to be keeping Dramash close.
She concentrated on the turns: left, round some rubble from a wall damaged in the earthquakes, past a basket of laundry dumped out on the floor. Now to the right. The geography of the temple hadn’t changed and yet everything felt odd and unfamiliar, like a place she’d heard about in a story or seen in a dream. She slipped down a hallway so narrow that she could touch the walls on either side. The stench of the dereshadi rolled over her and her stomach muscles heaved at the assault; she steeled her nerves and looked out into the stables.
She saw Dramash at once, less than a dozen paces away. He was standing at the White Wolf’s side, balancing impatiently first on one foot, then the other. She could see no signs of injury. He wasn’t tied up or restrained in any way – he didn’t even look frightened. She had heard him say he wanted to be a soldier when he grew up, and now here he was: the White Wolf’s protégé. At least Saria wasn’t alive to see it.
Suddenly a wave of nausea hit her with such intensity that she had to lean against the rough wall behind her for support. A dreadful clammy feeling crawled over her skin, and once again her hands tingled numbly. An image of Saria lying on the ground, her hair matted with blood, flew into her mind, and she shut her eyes tightly against the image. She couldn’t give in to grief or fear now. Saria had died trying to protect her son and Harotha had failed her sister-in-law then. She mustn’t fail her now.
Once she had slowed her racing heart she looked out into stables again. Whatever Frea had in mind apparently required the support of the entire garrison; it looked like most of the soldiers were here, and they were far more heavily armed than usual. Most were wearing their white cloaks, even though the night was only a few hours old, so they obviously expected to be out for a long time. Many of the soldiers carried filled sacks – supplies, maybe. Almost all of the dereshadi had been coaxed down and were shambling sleepily among the stacked bales of fodder, wagging their massive heads, leaving barely enough space for the slaves to walk between them. It looked like the Dead Ones were preparing for a journey – except for the obvious fact that there was no place for them to go except the desert or the sea.
She couldn’t see Daryan, so she moved to the other side of the hallway to get a broader view. Something must have delayed him. She peered across the cavern, looking for a finger of smoke, the glow of fire.
One of the soldiers had been talking to Frea; now he walked up to a slave no more than a few paces from her hiding-place. As she shrank back against the wall, the Dead One said out loud, ‘Find Shairav. Lady Frea wants him. These triffons should have been saddled and ready by now.’
‘Yes, sir,’ the slave agreed rapidly, and then melted into the crowd. As the soldier turned back to the White Wolf, Harotha saw his face. She recognised him at once despite the colourful bruises: Rho was one of the few Dead Ones who spoke Shadari – he was also Frea’s lover.
Dramash walked up to Rho as casually as if the two of them were old friends. ‘Are we going soon?’ he asked.
‘Soon,’ said Rho.
‘Are we coming right back after we get Mama?’
The soldier hesitated. ‘I don’t know.’
‘Can I ride with you this time? Will you let me hold the reins?’
Rho hesitated even longer this time. ‘I’ll ask.’
Harotha’s hands tightened into fists. Now, she thought, as loudly as she could, hoping Daryan could hear her somehow. Send them now – please! He’s so close …
For one heady moment she thought that her plea had been answered. There was a definite change inside the stables, a sudden hush, and she caught the flare of a torch moving amongst the dereshadi and the hay-bales. A heartbeat later, she saw the torch-bearer emerge from the crowd.
It was Daryan himself.
She bit her lip angrily. How careless of him, to expose himself like this. He should have lit the fire from the other side, where the Dead Ones wouldn’t have seen him—
But as she watched, stupefied, he passed by the pile of hay-bales and walked straight up to Frea. He stopped little more than a sword’s-length away from her and said, ‘Shairav isn’t coming.’ He held his head high and he spoke using his full voice, not with the whispers of a slave. ‘Shairav is dead.’
Now the other armed Shadari melted out of the crowd and ranged themselves in a ragged line before the Dead Ones. Daryan backed up a few paces – purposefully, not cringingly – putting himself closer to the bales piled up behind him. Harotha watched, sick with apprehension. Certainly the gesture was brave enough, but was he trying to get himself killed?
‘This hay is soaked with oil,’ he called out, speaking slowly and clearly to ensure that Frea understood every word. ‘If I light it, none of you will be leaving the temple tonight.’
Frea drew her sword.
The armed Shadari leaned forward. ‘Stay back!’ Daryan roared out to them. ‘Everyone! Stay back!’
Why was he doing this? Harotha thought frantically. They were going to kill him; he had to know that. What did he hope to accomplish by throwing his life away?
But then she realised that while she’d been staring at Daryan, she had forgotten all about Dramash – and so had Frea. The boy stood only three paces away, and all of the Dead Ones, Frea included, were facing the opposite direction. She leaned forward, readying herself to lunge.
Then she saw Rho looking at her. He could see her, even within the darkness of her hiding-place. His reflective silver eyes told her nothing. She couldn’t move, couldn’t breathe—
His eyes moved towards Dramash and then back to her face and he shook his head, slightly, just once. Her eyebrows shot up. He shook his head again: No, he was telling her, I see you. I know what you’re going to do. Don’t.
‘Tell us what you’re going to do,’ Daryan was saying. ‘If you’re leaving the Shadar, go, and good riddance. I will take your word. I know how much you value your honour.’
There wa
s another pause, and then the White Wolf looked at Rho. Harotha caught her breath in a gasp and pressed her back against the wall. She wanted to run, but her legs wouldn’t move.
Rho drew his sword and walked towards Daryan, leaving Dramash behind.
Harotha felt the air rush back into her lungs. He had not apparently given her away, but she had no time to wonder why not, or what he had meant by his warning. It didn’t matter; she wasn’t going to give up now. She would grab Dramash the moment she was sure that the White Wolf was looking the other way.
In his flat Norlander accent Rho told Daryan, ‘Lady Frea says that any slave who stands in her way will die.’
‘Does she?’ he replied, ignoring Rho and looking straight at Frea. ‘Well, that’s all right, then, because I’m not a slave. I am the daimon.’ Rho looked back at Frea, as if listening to her response, but Daryan went on without waiting for him to translate, ‘I am the humble servant of the gods. I am the nephew of Shairav’Asha. I am the son of the father whose name I bear—’ His voice broke, but after a moment he continued, ‘and the protector of the Shadari. And the Shadari, my Lady,’ he added in a voice that welled up from somewhere below the very roots of the great stone temple, ‘have had all they’re going to take from you.’
Harotha’s chest tightened with pride and pain. She didn’t know why he’d taken such a chance, but it didn’t matter: he really was the daimon now, and no one could ever take that away from him. The White Wolf would command his death now. Rho would thrust his sword, and Daryan – beautiful, suddenly brave Daryan – would be dead. This was her last and only chance to get Dramash, to make good on his sacrifice and the sacrifices of every other person who had died to bring about this moment. She took a deep breath—