When the Light of the World Was Subdued, Our Songs Came Through

Home > Other > When the Light of the World Was Subdued, Our Songs Came Through > Page 7
When the Light of the World Was Subdued, Our Songs Came Through Page 7

by Joy Harjo

flicker, signaling this.

  With outstretched wings he tests the sutures.

  Even he is subject to physical wounds and human

  tragedy, he tells us.

  The eyes of the Bear-King radiate through

  the thick, falling snow. He meditates on the loss

  of my younger brother—and by custom

  suppresses his emotions.

  One Chip of Human Bone

  one chip of human bone

  it is almost fitting

  to die on the railroad tracks.

  i can easily understand

  how they felt on their long staggered walks back

  grinning to the stars.

  there is something about

  trains, drinking, and

  being an indian with nothing to lose.

  MARCIE RENDON (1952–), Anishinaabe, an enrolled member of the White Earth Nation, is a poet, playwright, and community activist. Rendon’s work includes two novels, most recently Girl Gone Missing (2019), as well as four children’s nonfiction books. She received the Loft Literary Center’s 2017 Spoken Word Immersion Fellowship. She is a producer and creative director at the Raving Native Theater in Minnesota.

  What’s an Indian Woman to Do?

  what’s an indian woman to do

  when the white girls act more indian

  than the indian women do?

  my tongue trips over takonsala

  mumbles around the word mitakuye oyasin

  my ojibwe’s been corrected

  by a blond U of M undergraduate

  what’s an indian woman to do?

  much to my ex-husband’s dismay

  i never learned the humble,

  spiritual,

  Native woman stance

  legs tight, arms close, head bowed

  three paces behind

  my mother worked and fought with men

  strode across fields

  100-pound potato sacks on shoulders broad as any man

  the most traditional thing

  my grandfather taught me

  was to put jeebik on the cue stick

  to win a game of pool

  so i never learned the finer

  indian arts

  so many white women have become adept at

  sometimes I go to pow-wows

  see them selling wares

  somehow the little crystals

  tied on leather pouches

  never pull my indian heart

  huh, what’s an indian woman to do?

  i remember Kathy She Who Sees the Spirit Lights

  when she was still

  Katrina Olson from Mankato, Minnesota

  and Raven Woman?

  damn, i swear i knew her

  when she was a jewish girl

  over in st. paul

  as my hair grays

  theirs gets darker

  month by month

  their reservation accents

  thicker

  year by year

  used to be

  reincarnation happened

  only to the dead

  hmmm?!?!?

  what’s an indian woman to do

  when the white girls act more indian

  than the indians do???

  ALEX JACOBS (KARONIAKTAHKE) (1953–), Akwesasne Mohawk, studied at the Institute of American Indian Arts in Santa Fe and earned a BFA in sculpture and creative writing from the Kansas City Art Institute, where he discovered his interest in collage and mixed-media work. In addition to being a writer, Jacobs is a spoken-word artist, radio deejay, and musician. He has worked at Akwesasne Notes and as an ironworker, and he has taught poetry and art in various settings including at the Santa Fe Indian School.

  Indian Machismo or Skin to Skin

  this is the Blue Jean Nation speakin’, bro

  and these are the Red Man’s Blues, sista

  hey ya hey ya hey, what can I say

  you could say, cuz, we missed the boat

  yeah, the Mayflower, or was it the Nonie, Pinto & Santo Domingo,

  i dunno, i wasn’t in school that day

  but, yo! We ain’t no alcatraz, no aim, no wounded knee

  we don’t vote, but who votes anyway

  you kick out the blood-sucking scum

  they just come back wiser, richer, hard-core thieves

  you can’t kick out what you come to depend on?!

  They need us weak and weak we get

  so what? So what?! So what!

  You do your part, you get diddly squat

  how many meetings, how many cops, how many knocks

  in the dark, leave me alone, just do your thang!

  Hey, hey, hey, we missed:

  Floyd Westerman, Buffy Ste. Marie, Russell Means

  Dennis Banks, we even missed Iron Eyes Cody and

  this tear’s for you, we missed national indian day

  we missed the Trail of Broken Treaties, Plymouth Rock,

  the Longest Walk, the fish-ins, the sit-ins, the marches

  NO, we don’t know tom petty, the allmans, the grateful dead,

  we don’t know jackson browne, bruce cockburn, neil young,

  NO, we don’t know fritz scholder or jamake highwater

  & MAN, WE DON’T WANT TO

  we missed: FORT LAWTON, PIT RIVER, FRANKS LANDING,

  we missed: SCOTTSDALE, CUSTER, PINE RIDGE, ROSEBUD

  we missed: CROW DOG’S PARADISE, THE FBI RAIDS,

  we missed: GANIENKEH & AKWESASNE & MORE FBI RAIDS

  THE MOHAWKS DREW A LINE IN THE DIRT & SAID TO THE NY

  STATE TROOPERS: “CROSS THIS LINE AND WE WILL ATTICA YOU!”

  TROOPERS BEATING BATONS ON THEIR RIOT SHIELDS

  THEY WOULD NOT TAKE THAT LAST STEP

  TO COLLECT THAT LAST EARTHLY PAYCHECK . . .

  we missed them outlawing the Native American Church

  we missed them tearing up 4 Corners, fencing Big Mountain

  we missed the Vatican wanting to put up a telescope

  called Columbus on an Apache Sacred Mountain . . .

  we missed: RED & BARRIER & LUBICON LAKES, PARLIAMENT HILL,

  we missed: JAMES BAY & OKA & THE TV NEWS

  we missed all the new Redman movies

  NO, we don’t know, brando, dylan, fonda, costner

  but, bro, i say, not proud, not wise, just reality

  & human-size, from the beat of the street & not a drum

  We are the Skins that drink in the ditch

  We are the Skins that fill the tanks, cells, jails, wards

  We are the Skins that need that spare change, bottle, baggie

  We are the Lou Reed Skins, the Funky Skins, the Cowboy Skins

  We are the ghosts of Seattle, homeless walking urban spirits

  We are the frozen dead of Bigfoot’s Band

  WE ARE BURNING CORNFIELDS!

  We are burned down boarding schools, trashed BIA toilets

  government trailer trash, broken glass, broken treaties!

  You mean you still believe in treaties?

  You be bad, bad judges of character, like the faith of clowns

  you trust too much, you believe in people’s smiles,

  you mean you never seen ’em smile when they stab you in the

  back, jack, Billy Jack, what show you been watchin’?

  this ain’t no rerun! It’s reality! It’s goin’ on right now!

  IT’S HAPPENED EVERY DAY FOR 500 YEARS!

  But i bet you be there in your buckskins when politicos

  celebrate Cristofo Mofo Colombo in 1992 & make him an

  honorary Cherosiouxapapanavajibhawk too! Aaaaiiiieeee-yahhhh!

  But don’t forget to invite us to your par-tee, boyz

  we are the skins that fill the bingos, the bootleggers,

  the afterhours clubs, we are the skins that speak the language

  of currency: toyota, cadillac, colombian, sinsemillian, jim beam,

  jack daniels, cuervo, honda, sushi, gilley’s hard rock cafe
,

  santa mantra fe, coors, bud, it’s miller time, zenith, motorola,

  sony, phony feathers, patent leather, kragers, headers, spoilers

  VCR, VHS, CD, DAT, BFA, MFA, PHD, BIA, BMW, LSMFT

  machined decks and state of the art funky crapola,

  it’s all payola, make you feel like the Marlboro-man, aaay! S.A.!

  Where we put this stuff, i don’t know, but it makes the rounds

  thas fer shur, we can’t help what we ain’t got,

  what we ain’t got, izzit what we lookin’ for?

  I think we lookin’ for help, that a flash or what?

  U can call me bad, bro, but you did it, too, pretty slick of you

  to forget to add it to you res-u-may, compadre

  we can pass the buck all night long, asking

  “How much did you get for your soul?”

  but this soul’s been punctured, splintered, folded & mutilated

  sewn back together into a crazy quilt that catches the wind

  it’s the only way this soul knows how to pray. I’m sending

  signals, bro!, using my genuine, authentic, rubber slicker, neon

  patch, imitation yellow tanned bodybag, the same bodybag that

  will carry me home when the last round-up happens in some

  bloody border bar. Say, bro, say, sista, can you help me read the

  signs, i musta missed survival school that day . . .

  BUT, WHEN THEY KILL, YOU, ACTIVE,

  DO WE, PASSIVE, BECOME VICTIMS OR GHOSTS . . . OR SURVIVALISTS

  DO WE EVEN KNOW HOW TO SURVIVE OUTSIDE OF A CITY

  & WHY DOES IT ALWAYS COME DOWN TO

  SURVIVAL & SURVIVORS . . . EXTINCTION OR SUBMISSION

  but i tell you what, Indians makin’ babies will take over

  this country, this continent, from the inside out . . .

  & i’m not gonna be another sad indian story

  passed around the table after midnight

  DENISE SWEET (1953–), Anishinaabe–White Earth Nation, served as Wisconsin Poet Laureate for 2005–8. Her poetry collections include Palominos Near Tuba City (2018) and Songs for Discharming, which won both the 1998 Wisconsin Posner Award for Poetry and the Diane Decorah Memorial Poetry Award from the Native Writers’ Circle of the Americas. She is a professor emerita at the University of Wisconsin–Green Bay and has performed her work across Europe, Central America, and North America.

  Song for Discharming

  Hear the voice of my song—it is my voice

  I speak to your naked heart.

  —Chippewa Charming Song

  Before this, I would not do or say what impulse

  rushes in to say or do

  what instinct burns within

  I had learned to temper in my clever sick

  while stars unlock at dawn, anonymous as the speed of light

  my gray mornings began as nothing, freed of geography

  and stripped of any source or consequence.

  I was, as you may expect, a human parenthesis.

  There is no simple way to say this,

  but drift closer, Invisible One, swim within this stream

  of catastrophic history. Yours? Mine?

  No, you decide. And then

  come here one more time so that I may numb like dark

  and desperate, so that I may speak your name this final round

  you might think an infinite black fog waits to envelope me

  you might dream an endless flat of light

  you might think I drink

  at the very edge of you, cowering like passerine while

  hawks hunt the open field of my tiny wars,

  but, little by little, like centipedes that whirl and spin

  and sink into scorching sands of Sonora

  or like gulls at Moningwanekaning that rise and stir

  and vanish into the heat lightning of August

  I will call you down and bring you into that deathly coil

  I will show you each step and stair

  I will do nothing and yet it will come to you in this way

  that sorcery that swallowed me will swallow you too

  at your desired stanza and in a manner of your own making

  While I shake the rattle of ferocity moments before sunrise

  while I burn sage and sweetgrass, and you, my darling,

  while I burn you like some ruined fetish and sing over you

  over and over like an almighty voice from the skies

  it is in that fragile light

  that I will love you

  it is in that awakening

  I will love myself too

  in this dry white drought about to end

  in this ghostly city of remember.

  You will know this, too

  and never be able to say.

  Mapping the Land

  (for James Pipe Moustache)

  Like the back of your hand, he said to me,

  with one eye a glaucoma gray marble

  the brim of his hat shading the good one

  you’ll learn the land by feel, each place

  a name from memory, each stone

  a fingerprint, and the winds:

  they have their houses of cedar

  At our feet a five-pound coffee can

  of spit and chew; the old man leans towards it

  and with remarkable aim, deposits the

  thin brown liquid without missing a

  step I never thought much of the running,

  the miles between home and

  Tomah boarding school he has since

  teased me about the relays

  the long-distance marathons, the logic of

  treadmills. Who could explain that to this old man?

  The sport of running with no destination

  no purpose, slogging like wild-eyed sundancers

  foolish in the heat, snapping at gnats

  and no-seeums, signifying sovereignty

  step by step on two-lane highways

  raising the dust in unincorporated redneck towns

  fluorescent Nikes kicking up blacktop

  ogitchiidaa carrying the eagle staff

  like an Olympian torch.

  SALLI M. KAWENNOTAKIE BENEDICT (1954–2011), Awkwesasne Mohawk, was a poet and an author and illustrator of children’s books. An early editor of Akwesasne Notes, she was an activist and the cultural historian for the St. Regis Tribe, involved in research and land claims, and publishing articles on Native culture. She worked in pottery, sculpture, and quilting. Benedict spent much of her time teaching children, and she headed the Aboriginal Rights and Research Office for the Mohawk Council of Awkwesasne.

  Sweetgrass Is Around Her

  A woman was sitting

  on a rock.

  I could see her

  clearly,

  even though

  she was far away.

  She was Teiohontasen,

  my mother’s aunt.

  She was a

  basket maker.

  When I was young,

  my mother told me

  that her name meant,

  “Sweetgrass is all around her.”

  I thought that it was a good name

  for a basket maker.

  She was in her eighties

  then.

  She was short like me,

  and a bit stout.

  She knew the land well;

  and the plants,

  and the medicines,

  and the seasons.

  She knew how to talk

  to the Creator too;

  and the thunderers,

  and the rainmakers.

  She had a big bundle of sweetgrass

  at her side.

  It was long, and green,

  and shiny.

  Her big straw hat

  shaded

  her round face.

  It was very hot.

  She pulled her mid-calf-length dress

  down to h
er ankles,

  over her rubber boots.

  She brought her lunch

  in a paper bag;

  a canning jar of cold tea,

  fried bread,

  sliced meat,

  and some butter,

  wrapped in tin foil.

  She placed them carefully

  on the rock.

  She reached

  into the bag,

  and pulled out a

  can of soft drink.

  I thought it strange.

  She didn’t drink

  soft drinks.

  Then,

  she reached for her

  pocket knife.

  Basket makers always

  have a good knife.

  It was in the pocket of

  the full-length

  canvas apron,

  that was always

  safety-pinned to her dress.

  She made two sandwiches,

  . . . looked around.

  Saw me looking at her.

  Her eyes sparkled,

  she smiled.

  She lifted up the soft drink,

  and signaled me to come.

  After we ate,

  she stood up

  on the rock

  and looked out.

  She smelled the air.

  I knew that she

  could smell the sweetgrass.

  I never could.

  She pointed to

  very swampy land.

  Mosquitos, I thought.

  I was dressed poorly.

  We didn’t talk much

  but we could hear,

  and listen to each other.

  She never forced me

  to speak Mohawk.

  Mohawk with an

  English accent

  made her laugh.

  She didn’t

  want to hear

  English though.

  We would spend

  all day

  picking sweetgrass.

  Sometimes

  we would look for

  medicines.

  One time,

  my mother asked her

  what she thought

  Heaven would be like.

  She said

  that there was sweetgrass everywhere

  and people made

  the most beautiful

  baskets.

  KIMBERLY M. BLAESER (1955–), Anishinaabe, poet, photographer, fiction writer, and scholar, is an enrolled member of the White Earth Nation and grew up on the White Earth reservation. She earned her MA and PhD at the University of Notre Dame. The author of four poetry collections, most recently Copper Yearning, Blaeser served as Wisconsin Poet Laureate for 2015–16. She is the editor of Traces in Blood, Bone, and Stone: Contemporary Ojibwe Poetry and her monograph Gerald Vizenor: Writing in the Oral Tradition was the first Native-authored book-length study of an Indigenous author. She is a professor at University of Wisconsin-Milwaukee and an MFA faculty member at the Institute of American Indian Arts in Santa Fe.

 

‹ Prev