by Berry, Kitty
Damian kisses me hard and urgently turning the tables on me and pinning me up against the wall with not only his hips but his fast growing erection. He orders Mac and Dominick to check my apartment. When they give the all clear he picks me up and carries me to my room yelling at them to wait in the hallway over his shoulder. He throws me down on my bed and pounces on me at the same time. Now his actions are matching his bad boy looks and his Dominant persona.
“This is going to be fast and rough. Safe word me if you can’t handle it. Okay?”
“Okay.”
His hands roam all over my body within mere seconds but he doesn’t take my clothes off, he reaches up my dress and when he finds me without panties he smiles that wicked smile, clearly remembering ripping them in half last night. He takes his erection out of his pants, then he is pounding into me at a brutally hard and fast pace; he doesn’t kiss me or nuzzle my neck. There was no foreplay; no touching me, checking to be sure my body was ready to accept him, he knew it would be. “Tell. Me. Your. Mine. Tell. Me. You. Belong. To. Me” he orders with each thrust and as I obey and tell him that I am his and that I belong to him he explodes inside of me. His body crashes down on top of me with a shudder and then he finally calms. He nuzzles my neck and inhales my hair. “You should never let me use you like that, it’s not right” he states.
“Were you still in love with me when you just fucked me like that?”
“Yes, of course I was but...” I interrupt him, “Then I’m fine with it. You needed to let off some aggression and I needed to make this right for you. This is all because of me.”
“This is not your fault. It’s his, that fucking cocksucker’s. I am done with this shit. I am ramping up the search for this asshole, this ends before the end of the week. Mark my words. Now please let me…I need to be gentle with you now as much for me as for you.”
Damian slowly glides his hands up my body as he pulls my dress off over my head. “Jesus, you are so soft, angel.”
“Mmm”
“Oh, yeah, slipping already aren’t you? That’s my good girl, just feel me.”
“Yes…yours.”
“Let’s see if you’re still ready for me.” Damian puts two fingers inside me, moans then while looking into my eyes lifts them to his lips, sucks them into his mouth. “Fuck, even after I fucked you that hard and rough you are still soaking wet and ready for more of me. Christ, you are amazing.”
My body shivers from the excitement of watching him engage in such an intimate act, licking his fingers like that after they’ve been inside of me seems to be a hot button of mine.
“What can I do to make that fuck up to you, what do you want, angel? Tell me what you need.”
“You know what I need.”
“I do, but I want to hear it come from these sweet lips.” As he says this he puts his fingers back inside of me then runs them over my lips. My tongue swipes them and he growls low in his chest. “Say it, baby.”
“I want your mouth…on me. Tongue…lick.”
There’s that wicked grin again then he spreads my thighs and prompts me to sit up a little. He orders, “Watch me. Keep your eyes open and watch as I make you come in my mouth, with my tongue.” He slides his tongue over his lips and I almost explode from the anticipation. My body is already hot from the thought of watching him so when his tongue makes the first swipe over me, I gasp, “Day…”
I never take my eyes off of him at work with his wet tongue, thick fingers and sweet mouth. I watch as he licks my engorged clit then sucks on it with increasing pressure while at the same time his finger enters me and hooks to find my G-spot.
“Going to come…Oh, God, yes!”
Damian showed no mercy and did not ease up. He sucked harder, his finger flicked faster and he extended my orgasm until lights were flashing behind my eyes, my body left the bed and I screamed out his name over and over again. My orgasm had barely subsided when he entered me again. I wrap my legs around his body and hold him close.
“Need to love you…be inside you…just love you.”
He enters me so gently it causes me to cry out for more, “Day…need…more…harder…faster…please…more.”
Damian’s pulsing cock plunges deeper into me all at once in pure animalistic lust. As our energy merges he begins to pump with his growing need for a release, an urgency to fill me. I start to clench him and as he feels my continuing orgasm he cries out into my ear, “That’s it, baby. Come for me again.”
He drives deeper and harder still into me as he whispers into my ear, “Love you…so good…too much…can’t stop…come.”
“Come for me, Damian” I plead.
“Yes…now…I’m coming…angel…uhhh!” His face is racked by ecstasy as he comes deep and hot inside me, groaning out into my ear as his body floats and explodes in pleasure. “Jesus fucking Christ that was fucking good, baby.” Damian kisses my ear and nips it then crushes my lips with his, claiming my mouth, my tongue and I melt just a little more. “Come. Get dressed for the gym, I need to work out, I’m still crazed. And thank you” he says as he pulls me into his arms and kisses me tenderly. “I’m sure Mac is waiting for us.”
“What are you going to tell him we’ve been doing?”
“Nothing, they’ll know. I’m sure they even heard most of it, darling. We really didn’t hold back anything there.”
“Oh, God, I’m going to die of embarrassment.”
Damian just smiles that wicked smile at me, loving that Mac and Dominick heard us, another way for him to put his claim on me, to let the world know I am his.
“Please be mindful that I’m still nuts right now when you decide what you’re wearing to the gym. If I see anyone look at your ass or your tits I’m going to rip their fucking heads off. Just so we’re clear…get dressed, I’ll meet you in the hallway” he states matter-of-factly as he slaps me on my ass and heads out of my apartment.
I dress then walk out of my apartment to find Mac and Dominick with Damian in deep conversation. They are careful not to meet my eyes, knowing I will be too embarrassed by my earlier boldness to face them. We go to Damian’s for him to grab his gym bag and on the way up in the elevator he does nothing but yell at Mac and Dominick that Ryan and Mark are to be caught by the end of the week, demanding an end to this nonsense.
Mac comes with us to the gym while Dominick remains at the apartment to work on the case. They have promised Damian to resolve this before the weekend.
“I think my membership was revoked when you fired me from Hard Bodies” I tell Damian.
“You’re my girlfriend, that’s all the membership you need. Now listen to me, you stay with Mac in the gym; I need to find Sven for a good fight and then I need to lift heavy weights. You can do a class or run on the treadmill, go into the sauna, whatever you’d like but please don’t make me have to worry about you. Stay with Mac, do you understand me? And do not talk to any men” he demands. I agree to be a good girl and stay with Mac and follow his orders.
I get in a great work out; I run on the treadmill for five miles then head into the weight section and do a circuit of machines. I don’t see Damian the entire time and I wonder what he’s doing. He really does need to handle his anger better. He’s still nowhere in sight when a Zumba class is beginning so I decide to join in. A girl a little older than me approaches me in the class and asks if the spot next to me is taken. We laugh and enjoy each other’s company throughout the class. When the class is over and Damian is still MIA, my new friend, Brittany and I head to the sauna. Mac goes in to check that it’s all clear before he waits by the door for me. As we’re walking in Brittany asks why I have a body guard, she wondered if I was famous. I tell her it’s just temporary and I am not famous. She changes her tone as soon as we close the door behind us.
“Sit down and listen to me, I know who you are and I know what you are. I was you a year and a half ago. He was my Master but then he threw me aside and forgot about me. He’ll do that to you too” she spits out at me.
“What are you talking about?” I ask as a sick feeling over takes me.
“I was Damian’s sub for three months my senior year at NYU. We met at that Society club of his. A friend of mine was trying to get admittance and took me along. Damian arranged for my initiation that night right on the spot. I was so enthralled by him I never even thought to protest it. The next thing I knew I was in full submission mode and he was controlling my entire life, my every move. He controlled where I lived, what I wore, who my friends were and everything we did sexually. I did things with him I never knew existed but it wasn’t enough, it was never enough. When it was over for him he never looked back again.”
“I don’t have to listen to this” I snarl at her as I stand to leave.
She grabs me by my arm and tells me to sit down and listen. The way she’s grown more agitated and aggressive has me concerned. I debate if I should try to run from the room or if I should stay and listen. When she sees the look on my face and figures out what I’m thinking she blocks the door. “He didn’t have security when I was with him but I guess this is more for your safety than his with Mark and Ryan on the loose huh?”
“How do you…” she cuts me off mid-sentence. “Mark was the friend that brought me to The Society; we got back together after Damian tossed me aside. Now shut up and listen to me” she demands making it hard to picture her being submissive to anyone. “Damian refuses to complete the deal with Ryan because of your lies and now Ryan’s having financial trouble so here’s what you’re going to do. You are going to give Ryan back all that money his father gave you when you told him your story, poor younger girl raped by her older step brother. I’ve seen Ryan and believe me; he doesn’t need to rape anyone to get laid, least of all you.”
“I don’t have that money anymore” I lie.
“Oh, he doesn’t care if you have it or not. Figure it out stupid. You’re with one of the richest men in the country, get the money. You have until Friday or I go to the media with my story and destroy Damian and Ryan tells the media all about you and further destroys him. I should warn you, there are pictures. Do I make myself clear?”
I don’t know what to do so I agree to get the money to her by Friday. She says she’ll contact me at S&S obviously knowing where I work. I assume she’s done and going to leave me alone but she goes in for the kill and continues her story about Damian to do more damage.
“You can fool yourself all you want but the real rapist is your boyfriend. He might pretend the girls want what he does to them but do you think they really do? Do you think I wanted to be bound and whipped in front of everyone at The Society when he felt like punishing me? I didn’t want people watching him fuck me either but it was what he wanted and I had to do it or he’d punish me harder. There was no winning with him.”
“If you didn’t want to do the things he wanted why did you agree in the first place? Why didn’t you just say no?”
“Say no? I was twenty one years old and he’s not only the best looking man alive but very persuasive, shall I say? He convinced me I’d enjoy it and I figured it was only for three months. I figured what the hell? Three months of hot kinky sex with him seemed worth a spanking or two at the time.”
I cringe as she mentions having sex with Damian. She senses my discomfort and continues. “His favorite was having me stand attached to the wall. He would blindfold me and tease me then stop and leave me needing more but he wouldn’t give it to me. He did that for hours until finally he knew I was so horny I would do anything. Then he’d bring me in for the initiation. He would leave and watch from another room. I couldn’t help it, I’d end up having sex with one of the initiates then Damian would punish me for it. He’s a sadist and you two deserve each other. I will call you before Friday. I don’t need to tell you what will happen if you tell anyone now do I?”
“No, Ryan made that very clear years ago when he would sneak into my room where I slept when I was only a child and rape me. So, yeah I got it. Are you done now?” I ask and she smirks and walks out allowing me to collapse on the floor, my momentary bravery gone now.
I wait a few minutes and compose myself as best as I can before heading out to Mac.
“We have a big problem, act normal but we need to get Damian, we need to leave. Now” I demand.
Mac and I walk together to find Damian. We find him at the front desk looking much more relaxed with water in his hand until he sees me and instantly knows something is wrong, very wrong. I watch as his face transforms from relaxed to stressed and panic drives him to my side.
“What’s wrong?” is how he greets me, knowing me so well already with the look of agitation returning to his flawless face. I can barely look at him after what Brittany said about their relationship. My mind tortures me with visions of him on top of her, between her legs, Damian entering her and moaning in delight. I push the visions aside vowing to deal with them later.
“Nothing, I’m tired. Let’s go”, I say as I start to walk from the building. This is not my usual demeanor and he picks up on that knowing for certain now that there is something very wrong. I make it into the Escalade before I crack and the tears begin.
“Mac, please drive. I need to be as far away from here as possible. Don’t go back to the apartment until I’m done and I need you to listen too” I say knowing that Mac tries to give us our privacy and often times wears headphones when driving us.
“What is this about, what’s wrong?” Damian demands.
“I just met Brittany, anything you’d like to tell me before I tell you everything she told me about the two of you?”
“I don’t think I know anyone named Brittany, does she work at the gym?” Damian adds to my confusion.
“She said she was with you, one of your subs about a year and a half ago. What, you’ve had so many that you don’t even remember them; they meant that much to you? You met her at The Society when she went there with Mark.”
“Mark? What the fuck were you doing talking to someone associated with Mark? He looks at Mac through the rear view mirror, “And where the fuck were you when this was happening?”
“Leave him alone. He was standing outside the sauna door. She approached me in Zumba class; we chatted and did the class together. She seemed nice. When the class ended we went to the sauna, Mac checked the whole room first then waited outside. We figured you’d rather not have him see me half naked.”
That shuts Damian up momentarily and I use the lull in conversation to give Damian and Mac a play by play of the exchange Brittany and I had. Damian is now clearly agitated. I’m not sure if it’s over Mark and Ryan or me speaking to Brittany about him and his sexual past.
Damian defends himself, “First of all I would never arrange for an initiation of anyone without conducting a background check. I have never been with someone without doing a background check.”
I interrupt, “So you did a background check on me? Behind my back?”
“Yes as a matter of fact I did, are we going to argue over that point right now or can we get to the bottom of what happened with this girl whom I don’t know first?”
“Fine, you don’t take new initiates without doing background checks.”
“I also would never take someone as an initiate on their first time at The Society, they would never be ready. It would be irresponsible. I would have been afraid they were only agreeing because they were into me or one of the other Head Masters.”
Damian rakes his hands through his hair before moving on to his second point, “Secondly, I admit to being controlling but I have never controlled anyone’s entire life. Do you think that’s what I’m doing to you?” he softens at his question.
“This isn’t about me, this is about you.”
“Like hell it is, this is about you and that fucker trying to get to you. He’s trying to come between us so he can have easier access to you, can you not see that?” he asks.
“Okay, we’ll talk about Brittany later.”
“There is no Brittany to
discuss” he yells at me.
“Don’t yell at me” I demand and Damian apologizes, admits he’s just worried. I continue, “So Ryan sent her, or Mark. I don’t know which. She said she’s involved with Mark and has been since you left her and never looked back.”
“I was never with her. I told you, I don’t know a Brittany, this girl has never been my sub.”
“Whatever.” I yell, in no mood for this. “Ryan is in financial trouble since you pulled out of the deal.”
“Is that what this deranged chick said? I pulled out of the deal? I not only pulled out of the deal, I ruined him. He raped the only woman I have ever been in love with and you think I would just pull out of the deal? He’ll never come back from what I’ve done to him; no one will ever do business with him again. Every backer he had for his new deal has pulled out.”
“Well, now he wants the money his father gave me to shut me up. I lied to Brittany and told her I didn’t have it and she said he didn’t care. She said you are one of the richest men in the country and I can get the money from you. She’s calling me on Friday at S&S. If I don’t have the money she’s going to the media with her story about you, Ryan will go to them about me. She claims there are pictures and apparently Ryan’s still telling everyone that I’m lying. If they go to the media this story will make you look like a monster and I’ll look like a money digging whore and everyone will believe him and think I wanted what he did to me.”