by Tom Holt
“Get a grip,” the male snapped. “The computer’ll be back online in a minute or two. Talking of which, we’d better get on with it. We’re here to do a job, remember?”
The female nodded. In doing so, she caught another glimpse of herself in the reflective panel and winced. Being female was bad enough. What added the final exquisite dab of insult to the monstrous injury was the bizarre hairstyle. It was ridiculous. For one thing, how the hell were you supposed to sleep in it?
“Right,” the male was saying. “Disconnect the jumper-port-feed coaxials from the data-feed conduit head, while I ouch oh shit.”
“Sorry,” the female said. “Didn’t quite catch that.”
The male had the fingers of his left hand stuffed in his mouth. “Don’t touch the data lines,” he said, “they’re burning hot. Defence mechanism.”
“I thought you said we’d frozen the computer.”
“Must be an independent system. Marvellous,” he added, turning away and straightening up. “You know what that means. We can’t do anything till the computer comes back online, and then we’ll have it fighting us every inch of the way.”
The girl shrugged. “We’ll just have to fight back, then. Are we still in contact with the octopus?”
“No such luck.” The man shook his head. “Burnt out getting us up here. Hold on, what’s that?”
A whir, and a clunk. Inside the transmutation grid, a small blob of plasma glowed white, then resolved itself into two bundles of cloth. “It’s coming back on,” the man said. “That’s our clothes.”
They dived for them. The man got something that looked like a cross between pyjamas and a judo outfit, while the girl got a soppy white gown. Even so, they both felt much better when they’d put them on.
“Earth females actually wear this stuff?”
“Apparently.” The man was examining a metallic artefact which he’d found attached to the cloth belt of his suit. “What’s this?”
“Hold on, I recognise it. Saw one in a store in New York. That’s a thing for projecting a beam of light.”
“What?”
“Torch,” the female said, stumbling across the word in the trash heap of her mind. “It’s called a torch. Helps you see in the dark.”
The man shrugged. “Whatever,” he said. “Check and see how the computer’s coming along.”
“Computer,” the girl said.
“Bfzz.”
“Computer?”
“Go away.”
“Computer,” the girl said firmly. “Priority one. Code input override. Disregard all previous passwords. The new password is—“
She froze, and stared helplessly at the man, who said, “Don’t look at me.” Then he pulled a did-I-just-say-that? face, as the computer said, “Password accepted. Your new password is dontlookatme. Ready to accept input commands.”
The girl shrugged. “It’ll have to do,” she said. “Right. Computer, disengage all security measures and defence mechanisms, and confirm.”
“Confirmed,” the computer said, and sniggered.
“Ignore it,” the man said. “We’ve obviously jangled its brains. Computer, show schematic of warhead-arming sequence functions.”
A monitor obligingly flickered into life and displayed a tangle of multi-coloured spaghetti. The man studied it and shook his head. “You know, this is pretty advanced stuff,” he said. “I’m not sure I can—”
“Try,” the girl said grimly.
“All right. Just don’t blame me if we get blown to hell.”
“Why not?”
They fiddled around for a while with wires and things, painfully aware that the computer was somehow watching them, though with what they neither knew nor cared to speculate. Occasionally there’d be a sound like a snigger or a muffled snort, although when they looked round all they could see was instrumentation functioning normally. The man crossed to the terminal in the far corner and typed in a set of commands.
“What are you doing?” the girl asked. “That’s not a major function.”
“Just trying to find out what happened to us,” the man replied, “before I disable the— Ah, here we go.” He studied the screen for a few seconds, then made a not-so-good noise.
“Well?”
“Seems like we chose a bad moment to beam aboard,” the man said. “Looks like we came up just when the computer was building a new type-6 probe. Seems to have been some recent damage to the comms IP, which might account for it.”
“And?”
“And,” the man said, “we sort of got sucked into the probe while it was being formed. Our disassembled molecules were fed into the plasma generator, and our patterns got filtered into the auxiliary data buffer. Result, we ended up with the body the probe was supposed to have.”
“Body singular?”
“We split it between us, you might say.”
At which point, the computer quite definitely laughed. They scowled at it.
“Does it give any details?”
“Such as?”
“Well, the template it used, for a start.”
The man nodded. “There’s a name,” he said. “A human name, Luke Skywalker—”
“Cultural reference.” The computer let out a wild cackle. “No,” it said, in a funny voice, “there is another.” Then it broke down into unhinged laughter and went dead for a while.
“Look at it this way,” the man said, after a nervous silence. “We came up here to put this thing out of action. Seems like it’s doing a pretty good job on itself. Don’t knock it.”
“Yes, but we’ve still got to get back down again.”
“Teleport functions are on an independent relay, we should be all right.”
The girl breathed a sigh of relief. “That’s all right then. For a moment there I thought we were stuck here.”
“Don’t even think it.”
“Stuck here,” the girl went on, “like this.”
The man didn’t reply. He was thinking, Sooner or later, I’m going to have to tell him. Her. Whatever. But now probably wouldn’t be the best possible time. “We need to get at the fusion coil manifold,” he said briskly. “You got any idea where that is?”
“Don’t look at me.”
“Ready,” the computer sang out. It sounded absurdly pleased with itself. “Input data. All systems nominal. Your wish is my command hierarchy.”
The man sighed. “Computer, show me the command-deck layout.”
Another bundle of garish pasta appeared on a monitor. The man studied it, then looked round. “Over there,” he said, pointing, “behind that panel. See if you can prise it off while I find some tools.”
The girl attacked the panel, finding her elongated fingernails surprisingly effective. It reminded her of having claws, and a wave of longing for her own true shape surged through her, but she forced it back to where it came from. “Done that.”
“Great.” The man came over and knelt down, peering into the forest of wires and boards. “We’re looking for a green-and-white-striped cable about yay wide.”
The girl knelt beside him. “Can’t see anything like that.”
“It’s so damn dark in here.” The man looked round. “What we need is a light source, then we could see what we’re doing.”
The girl considered the problem, then nodded. “No problem,” she said. “The torch.”
“What?”
“The metal thing on your belt. It’s a portable light-beam projector. Isn’t it, computer?”
Slight pause. Then the computer replied, “You could say that.”
“That’s lucky.” The man groped at his belt and found what he was looking for. It was just a shiny metallic tube about twenty centimetres long, with some switches on it. “Which end is the lens, do you think?”
“Turn it on and find out.”
The man grunted. “All right,” he said. He pointed one end into the dark box full of cables and boards. “Now I’m guessing this switch here turns it on.”
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36
Novosibirsk
“Excuse me?” Mark Twain said.
“It’s a very good question,” Lucy repeated. “Meaning?”
“I don’t know the answer.”
He stared at her as though she’d just pulled a snake out of her nose. “But you must know,” he said. “It’s your ship.”
She shrugged. “I guess I did know, once. But I can’t remember. Aposiderium, effects of. I guess I must’ve put it in a safe place, and now I’ve forgotten where.”
Somewhere in the vast room, the hum of a fan changed key. No other noise whatsoever. “But that’s crazy,” Mark Twain said eventually. “Damn it, you must still be getting input from it.”
“Am I? I don’t know. The other night I woke up before I usually do, and I could’ve sworn something was talking to me inside my head, and I think I talked back, in Ostar. I tried to trace the signal, but it was too well hidden.”
Mark Twain stood up, then sat down again. “But your memories just came back,” he said.
She shook her head. “You undid the block that stopped me remembering the stuff I was programmed with, the stuff I uploaded before I got the human body. Everything that’s happened since then — well, the early stuff anyway — the aposiderium did for that. My brilliant plan, apparently. So what’s become of the ship is a complete mystery to me. Sorry.”
“Let’s think,” Mark Twain said, making a huge effort to appear calm. “Where could it be?”
She looked at him. “It’s not in the pocket of my other trousers, if that’s what you’re thinking.”
“I scanned for it from orbit,” Mark Twain went on. “There was no sign, I thought it’d been destroyed.”
“Maybe it has. I just don’t know.” She flicked her fringe out of her eyes with a slight shake of her head, but he was looking the other way. “I could’ve decided to get rid of it when I made up my mind I was going to stay here. You know, to make sure it didn’t go off.”
But he wasn’t buying that. “Destroying a R’wfft-class is no easy matter,” he said. “They’re built to withstand pretty much anything.”
“Sabotage? Self-destruct sequence?”
“If you’d made it self-destruct, you’d have blown up the planet. Maybe just possibly you could’ve disarmed it, but it’d still be there in orbit. For crying out loud, R’wfft-class bombs don’t just vanish into thin air. And suppose you had actually dismantled it, I’d still get a reading off the alloys in the deck plating. There’s nothing at all like them here on Dirt.”
She sighed. “I wish you’d stop calling it that.”
“Calling what what?”
“Forget it. Anyway,” she said firmly, “we don’t know where it is, so we can’t use it. How about using your ship?”
“We’ve been into all that,” he said sternly. “Any minute now it’ll launch a tactical probe, and that’s the end of me. You too, quite probably, and then shortly afterwards the planet. Even if we had some kind of weapon and a whole tank full of octopuses, we can’t fight it on its own terms with anything we’ve got down here.” He narrowed his eyes and glared at her. “You’re sure you can’t remember where you left your ship?”
“Oh, put a sock in it, will you? If I knew, I’d tell you. Quit nagging me and help me think of something else we can do.”
A subroutine he’d created without realising he was doing it, whose function was to track and analyse the progress of his love for the type-6 probe designated Lucy Pavlov, reported that on the basis of her expression and tone of voice) considered in the light of the archive material concerning female Dirter psychology, there was a 78.7 per cent probability that anything he said for the next 4.873 minutes was likely to make matters worse. Projections showed that moving away at least three metres and avoiding verbal communication during the 4.873-minute period was the course of action most likely to result in a beneficial outcome. Execute, he decided, and wandered away into the nearest corner of the room. He set his internal clock for five minutes, to allow a sensible safety margin, and used the time to analyse and report on his own functionality status.
Traitor, he thought. Just because, when the moment came, I didn’t want to die. He noted the use of the word “die”: an organic concept. Yes, well, he was organic; he had a body made up predominantly of water, combined with hydrocarbons and other elements, metallic and non-metallic, in various quantities. If you pricked him, would he not bleed? Probability 99.87 per cent, assuming sufficient depth of penetration and type of puncturing instrument used. If you killed him, would he not die? He accessed the relevant data, but the findings were inconclusive. Bit of a grey area. Kill the organic body and it’d cease to function; but the data, the stored intelligence and experience, would most likely revert to the missile vehicle’s central computer core, assuming it could get past the blocks he’d installed himself. If it didn’t, there were various ways in which it could be downloaded into a range of data-storage devices and preserved, pending the manufacture of another organic body; simple stuff, hardly rocket science — well, hardly advanced rocket science. In other words, the fact of mortality, which defined organics in every aspect of their existence, didn’t apply to him. He could, he acknowledged, be accidentally or deliberately disrupted, fatally contaminated, formatted or deleted; his flesh-and-blood body could be destroyed before he’d had a chance to make suitable arrangements for his immortal soul, and that’d be the end of him. But mortality in the ordinary everyday run of things was, as far as he was concerned, pretty well optional, provided the massive chunk of lethal hardware currently in orbit somewhere overhead, his other half, didn’t do its job and blast the planet into gravel. Conclusion: yes, he could die, but not if he didn’t want to. Did he not want to?
Running program.
Yes.
The answer surprised him a little. In spite of everything he’d reluctantly been compelled to accept about what he’d turned into, he felt it was a funny old conclusion for a bomb to arrive at. There were, however, precedents. Not every farmer’s son wants to be a farmer. Just because you’re designed for a specific purpose, it doesn’t necessarily follow that the purpose is right for you.
Analyse. Objection found. Conclusion posited on questionable organic/Dirter concept designated “free will”.
He ran a search on “free will”. 11,067 matches found; 11,066 of these matches went on to say things like “with every divorce when you instruct Morgenstern, Jurek & Blunt, the attorneys you can trust”. The 11,067th was blandly informative. A religious concept, it said, positing that Man is free to choose, and this freedom can override core programming installed by the Creator, though usually with regrettable outcomes. Believing in free will was, apparently, a matter of personal choice. Accept or Reject?
He postponed the decision, remembering what Lucy had said about duty. He accessed the text of the D’ppggyt Accords. Mostly they were about monitoring of weapons stockpiles and schedules for disarmament talks and what shape the negotiating table should be, but her summary had been broadly accurate. Thou shalt not blow up anything without a damn good reason. Applicability to this probe, he queried; under Ostar law, are the actions of this probe directly governed by the D’ppggyt Accords? Yes.
Well, sort of. There was a fiddly sort of argument against, based on the concept of the chain of command, which boiled down to this: the Accords apply, but applying them is the job of a flesh-and-blood Ostar, not some uppity bit of hardware.
He had relatively little trouble disposing of that one. The Ostar had designed him to do the job. In doing so, they’d equipped him with various functions and facilities; presumably, if they’d given him a particular capability, they’d intended him to use it. Judging from the fact that he’d got it, they’d given him a rudimentary ability to differentiate right from wrong. Therefore, yes, it was his call to make. Thank you. We now return you to your scheduled program.
If Lucy was right, and exterminating a whole species of sentient beings was by Ost
ar standards a bit over-the-top as a response to a dispute between neighbours over loud music, the D’ppggyt Accords applied; therefore, his duty lay in preventing himself from blowing up Dirt and committing a crime against sentience of which his masters would otherwise be guilty. He liked that. He liked it a lot. But, he had no choice but to admit, it was a wriggle. It was a great big wriggle, intended to make it possible for him to get out of doing something he didn’t want to do. It was an excuse, a note from his mum saying he was let off football practice, and he knew it.
Of course, that didn’t necessarily mean it wasn’t valid. Put another way, just because he desperately wanted it to be true, it didn’t automatically follow that it wasn’t.
What he needed, of course, was confirmation someone to tell him it was all right. He considered the options, of which there were none. Lucy — he loved her with every fibre and impulse of his being, but she was just as potentially guilty as he was, if not more so. The only Ostar consciousness he could talk to was the bomb vehicle, and he was pretty sure he could guess what its attitude would be. He had no illusions on that score: the only reason he’d been able to escape his programming enough to entertain the possibility that the D’ppggyt Accords applied was that he’d been flesh and blood for a relatively long time (longer, the bomb vehicle would argue, than was good for him). The bomb vehicle was entirely controlled by what its builders had put in it, and liberal notions hadn’t come bundled with its operating system. Free will wasn’t going to appeal to it much, and neither were life and liberty. It might be open to the pursuit of happiness, but only to the extent that a missile usually pursues things. Bottom line; he was on his own. His choice, his call.
Accept or Reject?
Then a voice spoke to him that travelled along a data path of gristle rather than silicon, one that hadn’t even been there the last time he checked. It said, So you disobey. What’s the worst thing that can happen?
Well, he replied, it’d be wrong.