‘And our other brothers? Have you written to them?’
‘No, not yet. I didn’t want to alarm them. I considered it better to wait a few days when Father’s condition will be clearer and there may well be good news to report.’ That wasn’t quite true, Roshanara thought as she continued to play with her sleeve. She had written at once to Aurangzeb. He had been so grateful for the other information she had sent him about what was happening at court — what she heard in the haram through wives of their husbands’ rivalries and alliances, their secret ambitions and weaknesses. She liked to feel important to someone — not something she’d experienced often in her life. Unlike Dara and even her father, Aurangzeb at least knew how to value her.
For a little time the sisters were silent, each immersed in her own thoughts. Then Jahanara said awkwardly, ‘I’m glad to see you, Roshanara. How have you been … and Gauharara? Satti al-Nisa told me you gave a party together last week, here in the haram.’
‘We’re both very well. Gauharara has a pet mongoose, sent to her by Dara’s wife Nadira. When it hears the notes of a flute it stands on its hind legs and revolves for as long as the music lasts.’ Roshanara glanced towards the door, clearly thinking of leaving.
Suddenly Jahanara could contain herself no longer. ‘Sister, why are we discussing such trivialities? Why don’t you ask me straight out about what happened between myself and Nicholas Ballantyne … don’t you want to know the truth? Though my father will not listen to me, it would grieve me that you, Gauharara and my brothers should think ill of me. I promise on our mother’s memory that you have no cause to do so. I’m guiltless. Make them understand my innocence too. Be my ambassador.’
‘Why should I be the bearer of your lies?’
‘Roshanara!’ Jahanara stared at her sister, shocked by her tone and the hardness in her eyes. ‘I would never lie to you or to our father. As I told him, I’ve done nothing to be ashamed of. My relationship with Nicholas Ballantyne was innocent.’
‘How can you say that? I saw your shameless words to him and I …’ Roshanara fell silent, but it was too late.
Jahanara moved closer to her sister and looked into her face. She saw the flicker of dismay and suddenly she understood … ‘Was it you who betrayed me? Did Nasreen bring my letter to you, instead of to Nicholas?’
Roshanara said nothing and Jahanara felt a sudden urge to slap her smooth, round face, angry with herself as well as with her sister. She’d assumed that a curious Nasreen had not been able to resist opening the letter and, reading the contents, had seen an opportunity for reward. She wouldn’t have been the first attendant venal enough to seek to profit from her intimate position in an imperial household. But it had never crossed her mind that Nasreen had simply been doing another’s bidding … and not just anyone’s but that of her own sister! ‘You planned it all, didn’t you? That was why you urged me to take Nasreen into my household … to be your spy. How could you do such a thing? And even if she did bring you my letter why didn’t you come to me first instead of taking it to our father? You never gave me a chance to explain.’
‘No, I didn’t plan it. It was natural Nasreen and I should talk when she visited the fort and when I saw your letter it required no explanation. I knew at once that it was my duty to take it to our father.’ Roshanara turned but Jahanara moved quickly to stand between her and the door. She would not permit her sister to leave until she had answered all her questions.
‘I’m not a fool. Nasreen has been in my household for two years at least. All that time you must have been hoping she’d bring you some evidence to use against me. What I don’t understand is why. You’re my sister. I’ve always done my best for you!’
‘Have you? For years you’ve either patronised or ignored me as if I were nothing beside you, the great First Lady of the Empire. You’ve always been by our father’s side, behaving as if you were the new empress and the rest of us just your acolytes. That night at our mother’s urs when our father left the mausoleum to cross the river to the moonlight garden you told me only you need follow, as if I were of no account and only you had the right to go and only you could bring him comfort.’
‘It wasn’t meant to be like that … I’m truly sorry if it seemed so.’ Seeing sudden tears in Roshanara’s eyes, Jahanara tried to take her in her arms but Roshanara jerked away, dashing the back of her right hand across her eyes and smudging the kohl rimming them.
‘Don’t!’
Jahanara’s arms fell back to her sides. ‘Ever since our mother died I’ve tried hard to look after you all … to do what was in your interests …’
‘If you think that, it’s only because you’ve never troubled to see things from our point of view. You were so certain you knew best that you never asked us what we thought or wanted. Now you’ve got what you deserve for playing the great lady while all the time conducting a squalid liaison with a foreigner … Now you will know what it feels like being excluded from everything that matters.’
‘There is — there was — no liaison. Not ever! I wrote to Nicholas Ballantyne asking him to visit me because I was worried about Aurangzeb. I knew he’d quarrelled badly with our father over the failure of the northern campaign. Nicholas was on that campaign. I hoped he could explain what had happened and help me put matters right between Aurangzeb and Father.’
‘I don’t believe you. That’s just a story you’ve invented to save yourself.’
‘You don’t understand … Nicholas Ballantyne had my confidence because he’d helped me before. When Father appointed Murad commander of the northern army, I summoned Nicholas and asked him to try to advise Murad and keep me informed of the campaign. He didn’t fail me and I knew I could trust him over Aurangzeb.’
‘If that’s true, why did the infidel flee Agra?’
‘Because our father would have had him executed if he’d stayed because he didn’t believe my story any more than you do now.’ Jahanara’s voice was rising and it was only with the greatest of efforts that she was remaining as calm as she was. ‘You deride Nicholas as an infidel — you call him a guilty man. That’s all too easy, labelling him rather than trying to understand. Don’t you remember how good he was to us as children … his loyalty and courage when we were all hunted fugitives? Our family has given him very shabby thanks and that makes me ashamed, as you should be.’ Tears ran down Jahanara’s cheeks. Sometimes the weight of everything that had happened was too heavy to bear. At least Nicholas was safe. Satti al-Nisa had brought her a letter he’d written from Gujarat where he was thinking of taking ship from Surat for England.
‘It’s not only that Nicholas Ballantyne ran away.’ Roshanara’s tone was more confident now that her sister’s anger had turned to tears. ‘I’ve seen how you’ve looked at him, heard your voice soften when you talk about him, as it did just now. Earlier you told me not to take you for a fool. Well, I could say the same thing!’
‘You’re wrong if you think I have feelings — feelings like that for him …’ But Jahanara blushed nevertheless.
‘Am I? Anyway, if you would please move out of my way it’s time I returned to my place at our father’s bedside.’
Startled by a sudden urgent rapping at the outer doors to her apartments, Jahanara put down her book of reflections by her favourite preacher, the twelfth-century mystic Abdul Qadir-al-Jilani. A visitor at this late hour — it must be nearly midnight? Surely her father hadn’t relapsed? It was more than two months since he had first fallen ill and he had been recovering, if only slowly. She had only just got to her feet, pulses racing with anxiety, and taken a few steps forward towards the doors when they were flung wide to admit a tall cloaked figure. As he pushed back his hood her heart soared.
‘Dara!’ She rushed into his embrace. ‘I’m so glad you’ve returned. How I’ve waited for this moment!’
‘I came straight to you,’ Dara said, releasing her. ‘Our father doesn’t know I’m here yet. How is he? It’s some days since I received any report on his health.’
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‘The news is good. Satti al-Nisa tells me he has been keeping up his improvement. Recently he’s been strong enough to get up for three or four hours a day — and he’s eating better, not just the mint and manna soup which was all he would take at first. He is still frail, though, and the hakims are insisting that he is not troubled by any affairs of state.’
‘Then he doesn’t know …’
‘Know what?’
‘As soon as it’s light I must go to him. I’ve news that he must hear and soon, however frail he is.’
‘What is it, Dara? What’s happened?’
Dara hesitated and in the flickering candlelight she saw the strain in his face. ‘I know you’ve had your own troubles, but there is no way of breaking this to you gently. Aurangzeb, Shah Shuja and Murad have risen in revolt, claiming our father is too sick to rule. They are preparing to march on Agra with their armies.’
‘But that can’t be true …’ Jahanara stared at Dara, aghast. ‘Are you sure?’
‘Yes. I found it hard to credit myself when the initial reports reached me. Many roads meet near Gwalior. The first news I received was that Aurangzeb was returning to Agra. I thought he must wish to be at our father’s side — as he did to be at yours after your accident — and, being further from Agra than I, had not heard the reassuring news about his recent improvement. So I thought little of it. The next day, a cossid bringing a birthday message to the ruler of Gwalior from his eldest son, our governor at Allahabad, told one of my qorchis of rumours that Shah Shuja was also heading for Agra but with an army. Alarmed, I immediately sent relays of messengers down towards Allahabad to investigate. Thirty-six hours later the true position became clear. My vizier’s son rode into my camp demanding to see me. He had been serving at Aurangzeb’s headquarters in the Deccan and knowing that I was at Gwalior had ridden night and day to alert me. He told me that Aurangzeb was claiming to his senior officers that our father was dying or more probably already dead and that I was concealing the fact to strengthen my grip on the succession. Therefore he was marching on Agra to save the empire from me. He claimed that he was acting in concert not only with Shah Shuja but with Murad too.’
Jahanara felt so numb with shock she could scarcely think, let alone speak. This wasn’t how she’d imagined her reunion with Dara would be. Many times she’d dreamed of telling him of her innocence, knowing he’d believe her, of how he would go to their father and explain, how Shah Jahan would return with him to her apartments to beg her forgiveness. Now, with her father still sick, three of her brothers in arms against him and the empire perhaps about to dissolve into civil war, her own problems suddenly diminished. ‘I’ve heard nothing,’ she finally whispered. ‘Even though I’m confined to these rooms Satti al-Nisa visits me every day. She’d have told me at once if such rumours had reached the court.’
‘I gave orders that all imperial cossids were to be diverted to me as I made my way back to Agra. I didn’t want Father alarmed if I could avoid it until I was back at his side. In the week it has taken me to return I’ve received more messages. In particular those I sent east confirm that Shah Shuja indeed has an army on the move. It can’t be long until this news becomes common knowledge.’
‘We must prevent it from doing so for as long as we can, at least until we’ve sent messengers to our brothers telling them our father is recovering … that in any case their behaviour is treason.’
Dara smiled a little sadly. ‘They probably know both those things — certainly the latter. They’ve also known for a long time that he intends me to be his heir. They’ve seized on his illness as an excuse to act before he makes any formal announcement. It gives their claims greater legitimacy.’
‘But what do they intend to do? Fight you and our father’s armies for the throne?’
‘I don’t know, but this is clearly a conspiracy planned some time ago for just such a contingency. They must have agreed that if anything happened to our father they would act together. Perhaps they’ve agreed some sort of plan to divide the empire between them. Whatever the case, I’m certain Aurangzeb is their leader.’
‘Why do you say that?’
‘He hates me,’ Dara said simply. ‘I’ve seen it in his eyes many times, however conciliatory his words. Behind my back he derides my beliefs and interest in other religions and calls me a heretic to anyone who will listen, and many I suspect do through self-interest if nothing more. I thought that in the Deccan he was too far away to do much harm but I was wrong. I’ve been too confident in Father’s favour and in my position here at court. I should have paid more attention to what was happening elsewhere. I have let down my own sons. If I fail now, Suleiman and Sipihr as well as I will surely pay the price.’
‘All this can still be stopped. Before he was taken ill our father was in command of his empire and he can be so again. The most important thing is to quash the rumours that he’s too ill to rule or dying or dead … As soon as possible — tomorrow at dawn if he is in any way strong enough — he must resume his daily appearance on the jharoka balcony to prove to his people that their emperor still lives. And he must be told at once what has happened. God willing he’s not too ill to take command of the situation himself. Surely our brothers won’t dare to defy his authority if they know he is himself again.’
‘Your words are wise as always … I won’t wait until the morning. I’ll go to him now …’ Dara hurried to the door but then stopped to look back at her over his shoulder. ‘Do you want to come with me?’
‘I can’t. He still refuses to see me. Even when I asked to be allowed to visit his sickbed he would not permit it. I fear the sight of me will only disturb him and distract him from more pressing matters.’
‘I’ll tell him how wrong he has been to suspect you. Satti al-Nisa wrote to me informing me exactly what had happened. I’ll make him listen. All will yet be well — I promise you.’
But would all be well, Jahanara wondered, listening to Dara’s fast receding footsteps. She wasn’t so sure. Her father’s accusations and ready belief in her guilt … the knowledge that her own sister had had a hand in her downfall … had rocked her faith in her family, her belief that they were united and not each out for their own interests. And now this dreadful news about her brothers had confirmed her fears exceeding anything she could have imagined in her worst nightmares. Who would ever have believed it could come to this? Taktya takhta — throne or coffin — the brutal code her Moghul ancestors had brought with them from the Asian steppes. Strip away the fine clothes and jewels, the formal etiquette that governed their lives as imperial princes, and what were her brothers? Not civilised scions of a great and enlightened empire but wild animals, snarling at each over a carcass that wasn’t yet even dead meat … snarling like the flat-eared tiger on her father’s worn, heavy, gold ring that had once graced Timur’s hand.
Shah Jahan rose from the low chair where he had seated himself to hear Dara’s story and began slowly to pace his bedchamber, arms wrapped around himself, head bowed. At first Dara’s words had so disconcerted him that for a while he’d just sat silent and still. He had even wondered whether they were a product of his imagination conjured by the hakims’ potions. Often, particularly during the early days of his illness, he’d felt caught midway between wakefulness and sleep, uncertain what was real and what emanated from his tired and troubled brain. Strange images had floated through his mind, often of the departed — his grandfather Akbar, his father Jahangir and above all Mumtaz smiling as she whispered ‘Mubarak manzil’, the traditional greeting from an empress to a returning emperor.
Now, though, he realised he was back in the real world, confronting harsh realities — rebellion, and rebellion led not by traitorous subjects but by members of his immediate family. What madness could have possessed his younger sons? None of them was what he would have wished, but he had never suspected them of such naked treachery. It was as if the old days were returning — the days when the Moghuls’ greatest enemies had been each other. He h
imself had been pushed into rebellion against his own father and to fighting with his half-brothers for the throne. But that was different … Urged on by Mehrunissa, Jahangir had driven him to it. He had only acted to protect his family. His own sons had no such excuse and he would not allow the old wheel of family ambition, feuding and bloodshed to begin turning again. He would — he must — end this rebellion before it destroyed his family and everything the Moghuls had achieved.
He ceased his pacing and turned to Dara. ‘Send out scouts to their provinces. Find out how big their armies are, how far they have advanced and who has declared for them. I need as much hard information as possible. And in the morning I will summon my council. They must hear everything that you’ve told me. One thing is already clear — we must act quickly and decisively before the rebels gain further momentum.’
‘Jahanara suggested you should appear to your people on the jharoka balcony as soon as you can to quell any rumours that you are dead.’
‘Jahanara? You’ve seen her?’
‘Yes. I went to her immediately I reached the fort.’ Shah Jahan gave Dara a penetrating look but said nothing as he continued, ‘You have done her a great injustice. These stories about her and Nicholas Ballantyne are as malicious and baseless as the stories of your demise. She only asked Nicholas to come to her because she was worried about Aurangzeb. She wanted Nicholas to tell her what had happened during the northern campaign. She swears on the memory of our mother that she’s innocent of any liaison with him … Father, forgive me for speaking so bluntly, but from what I hear you condemned Jahanara unjustly. At least see her now … let my sister herself show you how wrong you have been.’ Dara waited. His father needed those members of his family like Jahanara still loyal to him. He tried again. ‘Father … you must believe me. I …’
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