by Joanna Shupe
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On Saturday afternoon, Lizzie found herself sitting in a brougham next to her fiancé. Emmett had written to ask if she cared to go for a drive, and she had agreed. Perhaps this way she could find out why he was determined to go through with this marriage. Her reasons were more obvious, as protection against scandal, but Emmett’s baffled her.
The brougham turned south on Broadway. “Wait, you said we were going for a drive in Central Park.”
Emmett’s lips twisted. “No, I said I wanted to take you for a drive. You assumed I meant Central Park.”
Yes, she had assumed as much. All betrothed couples of a certain status were expected to participate in the obligatory afternoon brougham and landau procession at Fifty-Ninth and Fifth. But then, Emmett Cavanaugh did nothing according to expectation. And thank goodness for that.
“Then where are we going?”
“A surprise.”
He appeared so pleased with himself, the devilish twinkle in his eye causing her heart to pound. Though it had only been a few days since his visit, she’d forgotten about his magnetism. The way her body was aware of him at all times. The cramped space in the small vehicle seemed to shrink in his presence, the air growing thinner to make her dizzy.
In a month she would be this man’s wife. The idea boggled her mind. She hardly knew him. Was he truly prepared to marry her?
“How are the wedding plans progressing?” he asked, as if he could read her thoughts.
She sighed. “Exhausting. I had no idea there were so many details.”
“You are welcome to hire whomever you need in order to see everything done. Have the bills sent to me. There’s no reason to run yourself ragged, Elizabeth.”
“Thank you, but I’ll manage. Since you insisted on taking over the reception, I don’t have much to organize.”
“All the same, please do not hesitate to cable if there is anything I or Colin can help with.”
They rode in silence as they crossed Houston then Canal, and continued on. When they passed St. Paul’s, she asked, “Are we going to the Battery?”
“No,” he said, but didn’t elaborate.
Finally they turned onto Beaver Street. Lizzie studied the buildings out the window. “Didn’t you say you had an office building here?”
“Yes, I did.” Just then the wheels slowed before a new five-story limestone-and-brick office building, one with EAST COAST STEEL carved into the elaborate archway over the door.
The Romanesque revival structure encompassed almost half the block. Rows and rows of windows stretched into the sky, so high that one could probably see Brooklyn from the top floor. Thick columns, heavy arches, and intricate carvings turned the building into a work of art.
“Come with me.” Emmett descended and assisted her to the ground.
She lifted her skirts and walked with him through the large wooden door. A list hung on the wall, the offices and businesses contained within. Excitement hummed in her veins. Would one of these be hers?
“It’s not there yet, if that’s what you are wondering,” Emmett said behind her.
“What’s not here?”
“Your company name.” He gestured to the black-and-white letters. “I wasn’t sure what you planned on calling the investment firm.” He pointed to the listing for Cavanaugh with an office on the third floor. “This is you.”
“Oh, Emmett.” She clutched his arm and grinned. “Really? My own office?”
His eyes dropped to her mouth, and he blinked a few times. “Yes,” he told her gruffly. “I told you the space is yours for as long as you like.”
She bounced on the toes of her half boots. “May I see it?”
“Of course. This way.”
Giddiness surged through her, and she had to clamp her lips together to keep from peppering him with questions as they took the elevator up two floors. When they stepped out, he took her arm. “You are at the end of the hall.”
Each door they passed had the company name written in big, white block letters on the glass. “Will I have my name on the door as well?”
“Yes. Just as soon as you tell me your company’s name.”
She’d been so focused on the wedding plans that she hadn’t thought on what to call her investment firm. Best to use her name, because using Cavanaugh seemed strange . . . but then she wouldn’t be a Sloane for much longer.
Emmett stopped at the last door. Reaching into his vest pocket, he withdrew a key and held it out in his huge palm. “Would you like the honor?”
She snatched the key and fit the metal end into the lock with a trembling hand. The tumbler caught and disengaged, and she turned the ornate brass knob to open the panel. A tiny waiting area appeared, another door behind it.
“This is for your secretary,” Emmett said, and strode farther inside. “Now come and see the rest of it.”
Hurrying forward, she threw wide the door. An airy, well-lit space, the office had a row of windows along one side. The plaster walls had not yet been painted, and wires stuck out from where holes had been fashioned. The wood floor was beautiful, finished to a glossy shine, and a very impressive six-arm gasolier hung from the ceiling. A small pot-bellied stove rested in the corner, ready to keep the room’s occupants warm.
The space wasn’t perfect. It needed quite a bit of work. Furniture, paint, equipment . . . but she loved every raw inch. “Oh, Emmett.” She turned in a circle to take everything in. “This is . . .”
“Not very dashing, I know. But the wiring’s in for your gas, electricity, and telephone. I had them refinish the floors in pine. I wanted to leave the aesthetics to you, the furniture and the paint. But if you don’t like it—”
He was nervous, she realized. Couldn’t he tell how much she adored it? “No, I love it. I’m . . . I can’t believe the office is really mine to use.”
His shoulders visibly relaxed. “Good. There was another space on the second floor, but without as many windows.”
She crossed to see the view. Beaver Street stretched out below, with Delmonico’s at the corner of the next block. This would be her base as she advised clients, studied the stock reports, read the ticker tape . . . as she built a life for herself. The possibilities nearly made her giddy. “Where is your office?”
“Two flights up,” he said, coming up alongside to lean against the window frame. “East Coast Steel has the entire top two floors. Perhaps we can ride to work together in the mornings.”
Just hearing the words aloud sent a warm sizzle down her spine. Would she really be sharing a home with this man? The idea sounded insane . . . yet strangely appealing. No one had affected her so deeply in such a short amount of time, not like Emmett. He was different from the other men, the bon vivants who spent time at parties and clubs, with no aspiration other than to waste their family’s money.
While Emmett might not have as much polish or shine, he had depth of character. A solid foundation, just like the surrounding empty space. And with a bit of attention and care, who knew what might happen?
“I would like that,” she said softly, referring to his comment about traveling to work together. “You won’t mind a wife who works?”
He frowned, the cleft in his chin deepening. “I am not your brother or one of those other high-minded society fools. If you want to work, I’ll not stand in your way. I’ll support you, whatever you decide.”
Relief nearly weakened her knees. Though he’d encouraged her, a small part of her had worried he would try to curtail her attempts to run her own company. It was one thing to partner with a business associate’s sister. Quite another matter when that woman was your wife. Not all husbands would be so accommodating—at least not husbands in her social circle.
And with that, the answer seemed clear. “What about the Sloane and Cavanaugh Investment Company?”
His mouth hitched into a half smile that curled her toes. Heavens, he was a handsome man. “I think I like Cavanaugh and Cavanaugh better.”
“But I’m not a Ca
vanaugh yet,” she teased.
“You will be. In a month, Miss Sloane.” Something in his dark gaze sparked, and a resulting heat rippled along her spine. As if someone had drawn in her corset, she suddenly could not take a deep breath. Was he thinking about kissing her again? Because she was most definitely thinking about kissing him again.
The moment stretched, their eyes locked, with the air coming in shorter and shorter supply. His fingers rose to gently tuck an errant strand of hair behind her ear. “Four weeks,” he repeated, this time in a low, husky register that slid under her skin to settle in the marrow of her bones. She leaned in, seeking more, but Emmett took a hasty step back.
Embarrassed, Lizzie turned to the window. What was it about this man that tempted her, caused her to act so recklessly? Clearly he was not as eager for her . . . though there had been something in his tone just now. Some edge of restraint and frustration. Or had that been her imagination?
He cleared his throat. “I should return you home. It will grow dark soon.”
She nodded, and he led her to the door. With one last hopeful look over her shoulder, Lizzie began to think that things might not turn out as badly as she had feared.
* * *
He’d nearly kissed her. Again.
As Emmett and Elizabeth rode back to Washington Square, he tried not to stare at her. Damned difficult, when he considered how appealing he found her—and not just her looks, either.
Though he’d never seen a more beautiful creature, there was much more to this woman than just her appearance. Her wit. Her intelligence. Her daring. She surprised him at every turn—and that should scare him shitless. He was not a man who enjoyed surprises.
Growing up on the streets of Five Points, every day had been unpredictable. Rival gangs, corrupt coppers, fights in the street . . . and at home. He’d never known what to expect there, whether his father would be drunk and his mother cowering in fear. Even finding food had been an undertaking, and some days there’d been none at all.
So when he’d started earning enough, he had fought to ensure there were no more surprises. He had assumed responsibility for his siblings. Acquired the best of everything. Trusted no one. Stuck to actresses because they were dependably single-minded, more concerned with their careers and his name than with monopolizing his time.
No, only the privileged liked surprises. When you lived in the gutter, a surprise could very well kill you. So why couldn’t he get this woman off his mind?
“When do you think the office will be completed?” she asked, gaining his attention.
“Soon. I am having a private water closet installed for you. The materials will be delivered sometime in the next week. In the meantime, you should make all the cosmetic decisions with regards to the furniture and the paint colors.”
“It also needs a private space, one where ladies may visit discreetly, preferably with an entrance off the hall. Women may not feel comfortable discussing finances in the main office where anyone can overhear.”
He hadn’t considered that. “Fine. I’ll see it done.”
“Thank you. Have you owned the building a long time?”
“I bought the land little more than a year ago. I tore down the existing buildings and had this one constructed. They finished about two months ago.”
“And where were your offices before that?”
“Not far, on Broadway. But a smaller space.”
“What did my brother say to you the night he found us at Sherry’s?”
Emmett blinked at the change in topic, his brain rapidly searching for an answer. He couldn’t tell her the truth, of course, yet he hated lying to her. She deserved to know the depths her brother had sunk to in order to ensure this wedding, but Emmett couldn’t say anything. Revealing Sloane’s blackmail would destroy Claire and Katie’s future.
Lies had never been a problem for him before, not until Elizabeth Sloane. The more he saw her, the harder the struggle to keep the truth buried. Moments ago, in her new office, her clear, slate-colored eyes had gazed up at him with such trust and hope . . . which only contrasted with the ugliness surrounding so much of his life. This woman deserved better.
He brushed imaginary lint off the arm of his overcoat. “He was angry. Understandably so.”
“Was there more fighting, then, after I left?”
“No. We argued, but in a civilized manner.”
She seemed to turn that over in her mind, worrying her bottom lip between her teeth. “You don’t like my brother, do you?”
At least he could give her honesty there. “No, I don’t.”
“Why not? Everyone else does.”
Of course they did. Who wouldn’t love the Golden Boy, who’d been given everything on a polished silver platter? Emmett couldn’t wait to see Sloane brought low.
“Your brother worries over appearances, what the other notables will think, whereas I could not care less about the opinions of others.”
“But you meet with him, and the others, every month. At the Knickerbocker Club.”
“That is business, not friendship.”
She shook her head, gaze fixed squarely ahead. “I don’t know how you men do it. I could never go into business with someone I did not like.”
“Not true. You were prepared to go into business with me, and we hadn’t even met.”
“Yes, but I thought you were a friend of my brother’s. Which at least spoke somewhat to your character.”
“What, that I have terrible taste in friends?” he said dryly.
She bumped her shoulder against his. “Be serious, Emmett.”
God, he loved hearing his name on her lips. “I am always serious. You should know that by now.”
“Hardly,” she said with a huff. “My knowledge of you is appallingly scant.”
True, yet she would be surprised by how much of himself he’d revealed. Elizabeth knew more than any other woman of his acquaintance, certainly. Maintaining a distance had been easy with the rest, but Elizabeth had slid under his skin. Burrowed deep into his tissues, so that the mere thought of her caused his cock to harden. “Men are uncomplicated creatures, and you are a bright woman. I have no doubt you’ll figure us all out in no time.”
He heard her sharp intake of breath, and he frowned. “What did I say?” Had he offended her somehow?
“No one has ever called me bright before,” she said, and his shoulders relaxed.
“Not even your brother?” She shook her head, and Emmett said, “Then he is a bigger fool than I thought.”
Elizabeth’s head swung sharply, her stare locking with his. Emotion swirled in the gray mist of her pupils. “Thank you,” she said.
Warmth slid through his belly, a reminder of the desire that had simmered all day in her presence. The urge to kiss her resurfaced, stronger than ever. He considered leaning forward, touching his mouth to hers, drinking her in and teasing her until she gasped for breath. However, kissing her would not help her decide to call off the wedding, which was the only foreseeable way out of the mess her brother had created.
He shifted to the window and collected himself. Today had been a colossal mistake. In spending time with her, he’d only unearthed more guilt he did not need and failed in providing her with reasons to break the engagement. Not to mention driven himself half-crazy with desire. Why had he thought bringing her to Beaver Street a good idea?
Admit it, he told himself. You wished to see her again. Christ, he was an idiot.
They rode in silence for the remainder of the journey, the awkwardness as thick as coal dust. As a distraction, he concentrated on everything he needed to do today, the hundreds of tasks awaiting him in his office. Important tasks that did not include one blond, silver-eyed former debutante.
When they arrived in Washington Square, he helped her down from the brougham. Kelly remained in the driver’s seat, attending to the horses and thankfully quiet. The Sloane butler opened the door as they came up the steps, and so Emmett turned to bid her a polite good-
bye.
“A moment, Frederic,” Elizabeth said to the butler, and Emmett’s stomach sank. He’d hoped to escape without delay.
The butler disappeared behind the closed door to give them privacy, and she tilted her head. “I enjoyed today very much. Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
She waited, not speaking, studying him, and he asked, “Was there anything else, Miss Sloane?”
“You once told me that you are not a nice man, but I think you’re wrong. You’re willing to marry me, and I don’t truly understand why, but I am very grateful for all that you’ve undertaken for me.”
The tip of his tongue burned with the need to tell her the truth, to set her straight about both himself and the reason he was marrying her. By sheer force of will, however, he kept his mouth closed. With a dip of his chin in acknowledgment, he reached to rap on the front door. The panel swung open immediately, the butler emerging, and Emmett wasted no time. He spun on his heel and hurried to the walk, intent on climbing back in his carriage and getting the hell away from Washington Square.
There would be no more outings, he swore. No rides. No visits. No plump, berry-colored lips parted in breathless anticipation. The next time he saw her, if she did not call off the wedding first, would be at the altar of Grace Church.
Chapter Eight
Be sure you do not spend your money just for the sake of showing how liberal you can be.
—American Etiquette and Rules of Politeness, 1883
An unbelievably large crowd had gathered inside Grace Church on a cold Wednesday in late February for the wedding. Her wedding.
A hysterical laugh burned in Lizzie’s throat, and she struggled to suppress it. Dressed in an eight-thousand-dollar wedding gown, she waited with her brother at the back of the church, the enormity of the moment nearly causing her to turn and run.
Four weeks had passed without a word from Emmett, her soon-to-be husband. During the whirlwind of planning and dress fittings, Lizzie hadn’t allowed herself to dwell on his notable absence. But standing here, on the verge of pledging her troth to the man until death do they part, she couldn’t help but wonder what he’d been doing in that time. What had been so pressing to keep him away? To prevent him from writing to her?