The room was well-appointed and quiet, and she didn’t spend much time there anyway. It was lonely, of course, but she was used to that. She’d been lonely for two years and six weeks.
After Paul Voorhees had become her partner, people had occasionally asked her what he was like. "Centered," she would say. People took this to mean "focused," but what she really meant was "complete."
She wasn’t sure she could describe exactly what she was getting at. Maybe that he wasn’t always reaching beyond himself for some kind of external validation or acceptance. He had nothing to prove, no one to impress.
In one respect, at least, he and Andrus were alike—neither of them had an I-love-me wall in his office. Andrus didn’t want the plaques and signed photos because he knew they would be seen as a sign of vanity and therefore weakness. Paul just didn’t want them, period. Andrus never took off his jacket because he had an image to maintain. Paul had no image. He was unconscious of the way he appeared to others. Tess had never seen him look in a mirror except to shave.
Federal agents were supposed to be tough. But too often they were tough on other people and easy on themselves. Paul took the opposite approach. He cut himself no slack, but he gave others the benefit of every doubt. Once, she was with him at a party when he patiently absorbed the sarcasm of a minor city bureaucrat who had applied to the bureau and had been rejected. It was only too obvious that the man resented Paul for succeeding where he had failed. Later Tess had asked Paul why he hadn’t just squashed the guy with a cool retort; it would have been easy, and the guy’d had it coming. Paul just shrugged and said there was already enough pain in the world. "Why add to it?"
Answers like that had earned him the nickname "Saint Paul," but people used the term with affection, and when Paul eventually found out about it, he had a good laugh. Jokes at his expense never got him angry. Nothing angered him in any visible way except the mistreatment of the helpless. She’d seen him throw an IBM ThinkPad against a wall after visiting the scene of the rape and murder of a pregnant woman. But when he helped bring in the killer, he showed no emotion other than calm satisfaction.
Most feds got jaded, but Paul always seemed surprised by evil. "What the hell was this guy thinking?" he would ask as he reviewed his case notes on another homicide or abduction. The question was more than a venting of frustration. He honestly didn’t understand how people could make the conscious choice to do wrong when there was the potential for so much good.
Saint Paul. The nickname fit him, and yet it was a cop-out, really. He was just a decent man, clearheaded, with a sense of right and wrong—a "value system," in the current jargon. It seemed obvious to him that if people just followed the rules and treated each other with kindness, everyone would be better off. Why didn’t more people see this? What the hell were they thinking?
She knew he’d been sad sometimes, worn down by the grief in the eyes of witnesses and victims, but what she preferred to remember were their hikes in the Rockies, the crisp air, the great silence, Paul’s face ruddy behind a plume of frosty breath, her gloved hand in his.
At 2:25 she pulled into the motel parking lot. Before leaving the car, she removed her Sig Sauer 9mm from her purse. The purse had been specially modified to hold the pistol and two spare magazines, a solution she had chosen when every other method of carrying a concealed weapon—shoulder rig, belt holster, trench coat pocket—had proven undesirably cumbersome.
When she got out of the car, she was holding the gun close to her side, her finger applying light pressure to the trigger. There was no reason to think Mobius knew where she was staying. Most likely he thought she was still in Denver. But she was taking no chances.
The motel was a two-story L-shaped building. Her room was number 14, on the ground floor. She had noticed that there was a break in the sequence of room numbers, with unlucky number 13 omitted. No one wanted to stay in room 13, apparently. Yet of course someone was staying there. She was staying there. They could put a 14 on her door, but the room would still be the thirteenth in line.
She didn’t care. She wasn’t superstitious. Even so, she wished she had been given a different room.
Still holding the gun against her right hip, she walked to the door and unlocked it. Her free hand found the wall switch and flipped it, turning on twin bedside lamps. She stood in the doorway, checking out the parts of the room she could see, then studying the image in the mirror to get a look at the rest. There was no movement, no sign of intrusion, nothing out of place.
Finally she entered. She ducked into the bathroom, emerged, checked the doorway again, then circled the living space. Nobody was there. She shut the door, locked it, threw the bolt, and even fastened the useless security chain, which could be broken by one quick kick.
She hadn’t checked her message machine in two days. She sat on the bed and dialed her home number. An electronic voice told her that she had seven messages.
One was her friend Donna asking where she was on Thursday night. "We were supposed to have dinner, remember?" Tess hadn’t remembered. Although she carried an electronic organizer that listed all her appointments, she hadn’t looked at it once since her arrival in LA. It was as if her personal life had been put on hold until this case was cleared. Or maybe it was truer to say that her life had been on hold in Denver, and now, finally, she was free to take action.
There were a few more messages from friends calling to find out where she was, then a call from a guy in her apartment building—a successful attorney, she believed—who’d been showing an interest in her. He wanted to go out for coffee. She wondered what she would have said to that offer if she’d been home. Was it time to go out again? Time to take that kind of risk?
The last message was from the manager of her building, saying there was a UPS package waiting for her in the office. Tess knew what it was—a vintage edition of A Child’s Garden of Verses that she’d ordered from an online dealer in rare books. She had loved those poems once, and on impulse one night, alone and restless, she had tracked down the volume on the Internet and ordered it, perhaps hoping to rediscover the meaning they had once held for her. To rediscover her own innocence, she supposed.
But of course it was too late for that. Probably she had known it even at the time.
She erased the messages, making a mental note to return Donna’s call tomorrow.
A small stack of mail had been left on the bureau by the maid. Tess had started receiving mail forwarded from her Denver address earlier this week. So far she’d been informed of an art gallery opening she’d missed, a magazine subscription that was expiring, and the amounts she owed on two credit cards. Today’s mail was more of the same. Water bill, thank-you note from her niece for a recent birthday present, statement from her broker…
And a postcard.
She lifted the card slowly, holding it by the corner. Even before turning it over to read the message, she knew who had sent it.
The picture on the front of the card was of a bikini-clad nymph striking a cheesecake pose in the surf. The caption read, Come on in, the water’s fine!
On the back was her address in Denver, a Los Angeles postmark and a yellow forwarding label, and a few words neatly printed in block letters.
YOU’LL NEVER CATCH ME THAT WAY, TESS. DO YOU THINK I’M SO STUPIDLY PREDICTABLE?
Like his other cards, this one was signed MOBIUS.
Gently she put down the postcard, not wanting to risk further contamination. It was a useless gesture, of course. There was no chance of finding his prints on it. He would have worn gloves, and besides, the item had been handled by too many other people.
When had the card been sent? The postmark was March 22. Three days to get from LA to Denver. Four days to reach her here. It wouldn’t have been forwarded at all if it hadn’t borne a first-class stamp.
Had Mobius known her mail was being forwarded? Was that why he used the stamp? Possibly. She thought of the wording of his message: "You’ll never catch me that way, Tess." You, not th
ey. As if he knew she was personally involved, again on his trail.
And he knew something else as well. Her Denver address.
"He knows where I live," she heard herself whisper.
She had thought she was safe. She’d believed there was no way he could find her—and now he was casually announcing that he could have paid her a visit whenever he pleased.
She sat on the sofa opposite the bureau and thought of the first postcard he’d sent, a picture of a jackrabbit with antlers, with the caption, The Jackelope, one of Colorado’s Most Unusual Critters.
A tacky, jokey card—like all the ones that followed. There had been a chimp on skis (Goin’ Ape for Colorado!), a prospector on a tired mule (Tarnation, Is My Ass Sore!), a rock climber dangling from a cliff face (Hanging Out in the Rockies), and a trio of busty ladies in an Indian casino (Loosest Sluts in Town!).
Five cards in all, sent to her at the Denver field office, never her home. The investigation had been handled by the Denver PD back then, with the FBI field office merely consulting on the case, but he had never shown any interest in contacting the police. He seemed to feel he deserved the attention of the FBI. Anything less than the federal government wasn’t worthy of him.
His other cards had been postmarked from various ZIP codes around the Denver metropolitan area. Mobius never mailed a card from the same location twice. He left no prints except impressions of smooth gloves. He provided no handwriting samples, just carefully printed capital letters. The pen he used was a generic ballpoint. The messages were brief and cryptic. He was playing games with her.
The jackelope postcard had arrived shortly after the second murder in Denver. He’d established his bona fides with a few details of the killings that had never been publicized. Then he’d written, I HOPE I HAVEN’T BEEN KEEPING YOU TOO BUSY, and printed the name MOBIUS. That was the first time the killer had identified himself.
In subsequent postcards he’d taunted her further, his messages increasingly personal.
October 16: I ADMIRE YOU FROM AFAR, SPECIAL AGENT.
December 3: DO YOU THINK ABOUT ME AT NIGHT, AGENT McCALLUM?
January 22: I KNOW YOU’RE AFRAID OF ME, TESS McCALLUM. YOU SHOULD BE.
February 8: YOU’RE GETTING IN DEEP, TESS—UP TO YOUR NECK.
By that time, she felt sure he’d become interested in her as a potential victim. It turned him on to know that a woman was after him. Her picture had been in the media, and he surely knew what she looked like. If he had begun to fantasize about her, his thoughts would have moved inevitably toward the culmination of the encounter—the duct tape, the knife.
After the second postcard, she’d been told he might try to reach her by phone. A tap-and-trace had been installed on her home and office phone lines, and psychological profilers had given her advice on how to handle the conversation.
But she’d had no opportunity to use any of the tricks she’d learned. He had never called. And after the fifth postcard, he had not written to her again. He had killed three women by that time. And on February 12, he had struck once more. He had killed Paul.
After that, Mobius had gotten at least part of what he wanted—the complete attention of the federal government. RAVENKIL had become a federal case. The murder of a federal officer was a federal crime. The law required that the homicide be committed as a direct result of the officer’s performance of official duties, a stipulation that was difficult to meet—but since Paul had provided some of his expertise as a profiler in the Mobius case, the statute’s requirements were deemed to have been satisfied. Everyone knew that Paul Voorhees had not been the intended target, of course. Everyone knew it was Tess who was supposed to be dead.
Still, this legalistic sleight of hand had been enough to put the bureau front and center in the investigation. Not Tess, however. She had been placed on bereavement leave, forced to undergo counseling, and told she was too personally involved in the case to be permitted an investigatory role. For two years she had worked other cases in Denver.
And as for Mobius, he had simply…stopped.
No more killings. For twenty-five months he had lain dormant, like a deadly cocooned insect.
In some ways, his silence was more maddening than his communications had been. Part of her needed to know that he was still thinking of her. To have invaded his thoughts was small revenge, but better than nothing. Possibly she’d cost him a few sleepless nights.
Now he had resurfaced in LA. Maybe Denver was too small for him, and he yearned for the big time. He might have come to California for the same reason so many others did: to be a star.
There was no way to know. He had revealed nothing of himself, except a compulsion to kill women and the name he had chosen for himself.
Mobius. Possibly a reference to the so-called Möbius strip—an endless loop formed by giving a strip of paper a single twist before attaching the two ends. The result was a one-sided surface without a break. It was a concept that would be familiar to someone trained in mathematics or engineering. But what did it mean? Was it his way of saying that the murders were an unending chain, that he would go on killing indefinitely? The nickname could be a boast or a taunt. Anything was possible. His psyche was a black hole from which no light could escape.
And now he was making contact again.
She took a breath, then called Andrus. She knew he always kept his cell phone on his person or near him. He had told her to call at any hour if there was a new development in the case.
The phone on his end rang four times before a sleepy voice answered. "Andrus."
"It’s Tess."
"What’s happened?" He sounded instantly alert.
"Another postcard."
"Christ. Did he send it to your motel room?"
"No, my home address. It was forwarded."
"Let me get my pen. Okay, give it to me."
She repeated the message.
"I’ll send a courier to pick it up," Andrus said. "We’ll run it through the lab tonight."
"It won’t accomplish anything. You know he wears gloves. Doesn’t even lick the stamps. Uses the self-adhesive kind."
"Maybe this time he slipped up."
"Fat chance. He’s not making any mistakes, Gerry. Just the opposite. You heard what he wrote. He knows we’re running undercover ops. He’s not falling for it."
"You got all that out of two sentences?"
"Yeah, I did. That’s what he means by being stupidly predictable. He’s saying he knows we’re trying to bait him by laying traps on Melrose. And he’s not going back there. He’ll strike somewhere else next time."
"You could be right." She heard the creak of mattress springs as Andrus shifted his position in bed. "Wait a second. You said the card went to your home address."
"Right." She had moved after Paul’s death. She had thought Mobius couldn’t find her again. "How the hell could he track me down?"
"We both know an unlisted address doesn’t mean anything these days. Anybody can obtain that info on the Web. There’s no privacy anymore. No safety—for anyone." Andrus was silent for a moment, then added, "You can’t go back there."
"Yes, I can."
"Not if he knows—"
"You don’t understand, Gerry. I can go back—because when I do, Mobius will be in prison."
Or dead, she added to herself.
Andrus sighed. "I take your point. You know, he may also be aware that you’re in LA. He might even be watching the Federal Building. He could have seen you come and go."
"We have anybody scoping out the street?"
"We will, as of tomorrow. In the meantime, you’d better change motels as a precaution."
"Let’s not get paranoid."
"If he was scoping out the Federal Building and saw you leave, he could have followed you to your motel."
"I hope so. I hope he tries something. I really do, Gerry."
"I don’t want you being a cowboy on this thing, Tess. Cowgirl. Whatever."
"Hey, I’m just your averag
e civil servant doing her job. And if I happen to get the opportunity to blow this bastard’s head off—well, that’s one of the perks of federal employment."
"We’ll talk about it in the morning. The courier will be there in twenty minutes. Once you’ve handed over the document, try to get some rest."
She couldn’t argue with that advice. She told him good night and heard the click on the other end of the line.
Then she was alone in the room, without the illusion of companionship Andrus’s voice had provided.
Really alone.
Do you think about me at night, Agent McCallum? Mobius had written.
"Yes," she whispered. "I think of you. And you think of me, don’t you, you son of a bitch?"
16
Amanda Pierce had vanished, but Jack Tennant was not giving up. He intended to find the bitch.
His only lead was the words recorded in Pierce’s phone conversation—"meet you at the hotel." He had to assume the meeting would take place somewhere in LA. But LA was a big town, with lots of hotels.
"So what do we do?" Dante had asked after the debacle at the Century Plaza. "Visit every hotel in the city? There’s not enough shoe leather in the world for that detail."
"We don’t need shoe leather," Tennant had said. "We need a fax machine."
He set up shop in a squad room at the Westwood field office, nearly deserted at this hour. The squad blast-faxed Pierce’s driver’s-license photo to every hotel in town, along with a bulletin alerting the recipients that the woman was armed and dangerous.
"With luck, somebody will have noticed her," Tennant said.
"We haven’t been lucky so far," Bickerstaff observed with a sigh.
"That’s why we’re due for a break."
At three A.M. they got a call from a desk clerk at the MiraMist Hotel in Santa Monica. "Yeah, I saw her. Gets kinda boring on the night shift. I remember checking her out."
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