"You could look a little less unhappy about this," Domino said.
"I'm sorry, really," I said, and I included Ethan in the apology. "It's just that I keep trying to trim my list of lovers and make a big deal out of the trimming, and now here we are again."
Ethan smiled. "Your dance card was beyond full by the time I came into your life; I figured that out once I got to St. Louis, and yes, I was disappointed, but now I'm with Nilda, and I'm happier than I've ever been. That wouldn't have happened if you hadn't met me in Washington."
I patted his arm. "Thanks, Ethan, but will Nilda have a problem with us sleeping together again?"
He shook his head. "She knows I'm one of your moitie betes, and to a member of the Harlequin that means I belong to you first and everyone else second."
"Good to know," I said, and turned to Domino, who was not smiling.
"Will Jade be okay with us doing this?"
"Jade wants to fuck you, too, Anita. She'll be fine."
That made me frown, because I'd just gotten free of a relationship with Jade that had been unsatisfactory on my part and frustrating for her. I didn't want to get dragged back into it when we got back home.
"Is it really that bad a choice, the two of us?" Domino asked.
I smiled, but looked down because I knew it wasn't going to make it all the way up into my eyes. "No, of course not. You are both lovely in bed."
"Lovely sounds like girl-speak for good, but not great," he said.
"Why are you making this difficult?" I asked.
"Because if I'm going to get a chance to have sex with you again, I want you to treat it less like a chore you have to do, and more like something fun. I know you're only doing it to try to heal, but still, sex is supposed to be fun, Anita."
That made me smile all the way up, so I let him see it. "Thanks for the reminder, because you're right. I was treating it like a chore, and I'm sorry for that. I'm just worried about what the Irish police are going to do, or what they're going to allow us to do tonight."
Edward said, "Nolan and I will help Pearson persuade the upper management."
"I hate it when police are run like a corporation. It just doesn't work that way," I said.
"That's still how most of them are run, especially in the larger cities."
"It still doesn't make it right," I said.
He agreed with me but sent me off with the two weretigers, saying, "Have fun."
I looked at the two men who were waiting for me a little down the hallway. They were almost the same height, just under six feet. Domino's shoulders were broader and he just bulked up a little more when he worked out. Ethan was even more slender than when I'd met him, honed down from the workouts and training that our guards did. Both of them were in better shape than when I found them. Domino had been muscle for the mobster who was also master vamp of Las Vegas. Being mob muscle didn't come with a set exercise routine. Ethan had been a bodyguard for the queen of the red tiger clan. I looked at him, realizing just how much thinner he was now, and he'd been thin to begin with; either he wasn't eating enough or he'd leaned down through all the exercise with us. Once I got him out of his clothes, either he'd have more visible muscle or he'd have less muscle mass in general from poor nutrition. Either way, once we got to our hotel room I'd find out.
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I DIDN'T FIND out if Ethan was starving himself or had just carved himself down to lean muscle, because Domino won the toss, or rather threw down with "I am more dominant than you are, so unless you want to fight about it . . ." which Ethan didn't. It was sort of my fault, because I was having trouble choosing and had made some noise about why not make it a threesome? Neither of them wanted to do that, but they took my suggestion as meaning I had no preference between the two of them, so they decided for me. Normally, I might not have been okay with that, but there was nothing normal about our trip to Ireland. My arm was aching by the time we walked to the hotel, so I was good with someone else taking the initiative.
Ethan went into the connecting room and shut the door between us. I sat down on the edge of the king-size bed, my arm in the sling, and hugged it a little closer to me, carefully.
"How much pain are you in?" Domino asked.
"Enough. I want this healed."
He came to stand near me. "I mean, are you in so much pain that it's going to interfere with the sex?"
"My concentration may not be what it's supposed to be," I said.
He knelt in front of me. I was suddenly looking into those red-and-orange eyes. They so looked like tiger's eyes in his human face, but strangers would ask where he got the cool contacts. Very few people saw the reality of him. I wasn't sure if they lied to themselves, or if other people were just that blind to anything outside the ordinary. Micah's leopard eyes didn't have clean circles of color between his gold and yellow. It was more an intermingling of the two colors, but Domino's red and orange were separate, not perfect circles, but the imperfections of it made the two colors bleed over just a little here and there, so the illusion was less fire and more water, as if his eyes held both heat and cool, flame and liquid. I touched his face, laying my fingers beside those eyes and tracing downward along his cheek to find the softness of his lips with just the tips of my fingers. The movement made him close his eyes for a moment and let his breath out in a long sigh that seemed to hold months of stress and tension, just blown away with one breath.
I caressed his hair next, playing with the scattering of white curls as if someone had spilled white rose petals into all that raven-black hair. He was watching me now, the tiger eyes full of so many emotions that no real tiger would ever feel, because they couldn't possibly overcomplicate their lives as much as humans did.
He touched my face and his hand was big enough to cup the entire side of it, so that I laid my cheek in his hand as if it were a pillow and let myself relax into the nearly fevered warmth of his skin.
I said, out loud, "So warm."
"I have warmer places on my body."
"Show me," I said.
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ONCE HE WAS nude, I could see the play of new muscles under his skin; he was beginning to bulk up and I could trace the shadow lines of a six-pack across his stomach just hidden below a layer of warm, soft, kissable skin. He was only a few pounds from having that cut fierceness that graced the cover of so many magazines, but he looked beautiful just as he was, and I knew through dating so many dancers and weight lifters that a true six-pack is either a very clean diet, or genetic luck, or a combination. We all hit the gym to stay in shape for our jobs whether it was stripping onstage, performing in ballet, fighting monsters, or guarding other people's bodies, but for that fitness-model look you had to spend almost more time in the gym than with the people you loved, and it just wasn't worth it to me.
Domino had to help me off with my clothes; getting the sling off had been almost the most painful part. First it was straightening the arm, which hurt, and then letting the arm hang hurt. We ended up putting the sling back on once I was nude. That way I wasn't wincing every time I moved.
"Why does this hurt so much?"
"You had a piece of someone driven into your arm so deep that you almost had to have surgery to have it removed," he said.
"Oh," I said, and after that, I stopped asking stupid questions, or tried to; I sometimes say what I'm thinking too much when foreplay is just starting. I did my best not to ask anything else that obvious. Either I managed it, or Domino didn't care enough to comment. He just ran those warm hands over my body, and he was right; other parts of him were even warmer.
I tried oral sex on him in one of my two favorite positions, with him lying flat on the bed and me kneeling over him, but I couldn't bear for my arm to hang at the angle I needed. I straightened up with him firmer than when I'd started, but not to my usual level of happy. I knelt beside him and said, "I'm sorry my arm is in the way."
"I would love for you to go down on me later when you're feeling better, but I understand that you're hurt
ing. Let's fix that."
"Sounds good. How?" I was cradling my arm now. It wasn't aching anymore; it was just hurting. Waves of pain were radiating from my arm, up my shoulder, down the side of my body. It was not as bad as when they'd cleaned and treated the wound, but it was bad enough that I was beginning to wonder how I was going to get past it for sex. I liked a little pain with my sex sometimes, but this was not the right kind of pain. This just fucking hurt.
"I can feel the echo of how much you're hurting," he said.
"I'm sorry for that," I said.
He touched my good arm. "You don't have to be. It's part of my job as your beast half to feel what you're feeling and help you heal it."
"Domino, I'm not sure if I can do this hurting this much."
"You've just gotten spoiled sharing our healing abilities," he said, smiling and trying to make light of it.
"Yes, I have gotten spoiled. I'd forgotten what a bitch it was to get hurt during an investigation and still have to keep going."
"I have an idea," he said.
"I'm all ears."
He looked me up and down, lingering on my breasts. "I wouldn't say that," he said, and he touched where he'd looked the longest, and it felt nice to have him caress my breasts, but the pain overwhelmed it.
He finally propped pillows up against the headboard and helped me recline with pillows helping to hold my arm in place, so I didn't keep having to use my good arm to hold it. He started caressing my thighs and passing that warm hand over the front of my body. He didn't try to go for the gold, didn't try to play with me, but just kept petting me with those big, warm hands of his, and I started to relax into the pillows and his touch. He finally started touching more to the point, helping me spread my legs wider so he could lie between them tracing the edges of me, petting me and finally laying one big hand over the front of me so that he cupped all of me in the fevered warmth of his hand, pressing the palm of it against me, so that it was almost like being held, but just there. It was so gentle and I felt myself growing wet and tension trying to leave. I wanted what went with that tenderness.
He began to play with me, tracing over that sweet spot that had swollen at all that gentle foreplay. I couldn't have handled rough tonight. Domino ran his fingers over and around, and then over, caressing, teasing, until my breath came faster and my body felt eager for more. I expected the orgasm to come, but I stayed on that edge. The pain wouldn't let me release myself to the pleasure.
"It feels good," I said in a breathless voice.
"But you're not going to come, are you?"
"The pain keeps getting in the way." I looked down at him lying between my legs, his hand on my thigh now. "I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize, Anita. We've all been hurt."
"But you can shift and heal."
"Not everything," he said. He kissed my thigh, and then again a little higher up.
"I couldn't bear it if you went down on me and I couldn't go; that would almost be too much frustration for me."
He rose up from kissing his way down my thigh. "You turning down oral sex means you're hurting even more than you're letting me feel."
"One of us hurting this much is enough."
He laid his cheek on my thigh and gazed up at me with those startling eyes of his. Maybe if he'd been a more consistent lover for me, I would have gotten used to them by now, but we'd never made a habit of each other, so every time I looked into his eyes like this, the alien beauty of them in his face thrilled through me. If I'd been a different kind of person it would have thrilled me and frightened me, because the eyes screamed different, not one of us, not like me, so hard, but differences weren't bad to me, so the thrill turned to seeing it as beautiful like a rare orchid, or like a painting that was all bold colors and movement, so that even if you didn't know what the artist meant you still liked the energy and color of the art.
"There, that's better," he said, and he was right. Something about staring into his eyes had calmed me, and once I calmed down the arm didn't hurt so much.
"I've lost the knack of coping with injuries like this. I'm like a pain wimp now."
He laughed, softly. "You will never be a wimp about anything, Anita, but you are out of practice coping with injuries."
"It hurt more because I wasn't expecting it to hurt this much."
"And now?" he asked.
"Better, as long as I don't abuse it too much."
"I think we can find something to do that won't abuse your arm." He kissed the top of my thigh, then rubbed his cheek lower on my thigh.
"Whatever could you have in mind?" I asked.
He grinned up at me as he kissed his way lower on my thigh. "I've been practicing more since we did this last."
"Have you now?"
He nodded, rubbing his face against the inside of my thigh as he did it.
"Show me what you've learned."
He smiled with his lips against my thigh. "I learned part of it watching you go down on Jade with Jason's girlfriend helping."
"J.J. was a very good teacher," I said, and felt the heat start to rise up my face, as I thought about the blond ballerina.
He gave a low chuckle that ended in a rolling bass purr. That last sound made me shiver in a good way, but it shivered the muscles where I'd been stitched up, too, which wasn't nearly as fun.
"I'm not sure if I can translate this pain into pleasure."
"You'll just have to hold still when you orgasm," he said.
"I don't know if I can."
"I've heard stories about you holding still when you have to for it."
I frowned at him. "Who's been talking?"
"Hmm-hmm," he said, lips against my thigh, "no kissing and telling." He kissed my thigh again, this time just at the edge of that deep curve on the inside of the very upper part of the thigh. He laid the next kiss inside it, letting his breath come out warm and soft against my skin. I fought not to shiver again, or at least to keep my arm still. I sort of succeeded.
He kissed my mound, and blew another soft breath. It was so warm, it was almost hot against my skin. It sent my breath out in a long sigh, eyes closing, and he chose that moment to lick between my legs, one quick teasing line.
It made me look at him, half laughing.
The look in his eyes stole the laughter away and left me breathless, my body already tightening. Every man has that predatory look in him somewhere, but this one was coming from a pair of eyes that belonged in the striped face of a real predator. His tiger gazed up at me, and the thought of him putting his mouth on such intimate bits of my body made me shiver for more than one reason. I'd almost made peace with the fact that a little fear with my sex, a little danger with those I trusted, just flipped my switch. As he began to lick around the edges of me, careful to take his time and warm me up for what would come next, I admitted that part of the thrill was not the gentleness, but the thought that even human teeth could do damage. When you think about it, oral sex is one of the most trusting things we do with a lover. If that lover is a shapeshifter who has real fangs and claws inside him, it's even more about trust.
I let myself relax into the feel of his tongue circling around the edges of me, licking in long strokes on either side, coming closer, but never quite touching me where I wanted it most. I finally asked, "Please, please."
He rose up enough to ask, "Please what?" but the look in his eyes let me know that he knew exactly what, but I played the game.
"This all feels wonderful, but please make me come, no more prep work, no more teasing."
"It's called foreplay, Anita, not teasing." He licked to either side, but purposely avoided the one last spot I wanted him to touch.
"Domino, you're driving me crazy. Just do it."
"You mean this?" He licked a quick line from my opening up, and barely touched the one spot I wanted him to touch the most.
I laughed half in pleasure, half exasperation. "Domino!"
"When I make you come, I want you to say my name."
I almost said out loud that I tried not to use anyone's name, because I didn't want to cry out the wrong name. I'd done it a few times, and so far everyone had been a good sport, but it wasn't flattering to have your lover call out someone else's name in the middle of sex. It just wasn't, but as I stared down the line of my body into those flame-and-sunset eyes, what else could I say but yes?
He brought me with his tongue, his lips, his mouth, licking and sucking over that one sweet point, and because he'd done so much foreplay the orgasm was bigger, more all-consuming, so the orgasm washed over me in wave after wave that left me quivering and screaming, my hands trying to find something, anything to dig my nails into, to hold on to as one orgasm spilled into the next, or maybe it was the same one over and over like waves against the shore; it's all the same ocean, but not the same wave.
I screamed his name with my head thrown back, eyes closed, his name like a frantic prayer spilling over and over from my lips, "Domino, Domino, Domino!"
His face was suddenly above me. "Your arm seems better."
I blinked up at him. I'd slid down the pillows and buried myself deeper into them as I thrashed around. The sling was loose around my neck, because my arm wasn't in it anymore. I managed to gasp, "Yes."
"Good, because I want to fuck you now."
"Yes, God, yes."
He smiled, and my mind could almost process that he was on all fours above me, his arms on either side of my upper body, his knees between my legs. He was already wearing a condom like a pale shadow over the hardness of him.
He leaned his lower body on top of me but kept his upper body propped above me. He tried to slide himself inside me but couldn't quite get the angle. If I could have moved I'd have helped him, but I was still lying there boneless and floating on the afterglow of the sex we'd already had. He used his hand to guide himself inside me. I was so wet, but tight, the way I got after oral sex. He was wide enough that he had to push to work himself inside me, one delicious inch at a time. I was making small, eager noises by the time he got himself as deep inside me as he could, our bodies wedded together as intimately as it was possible to be.
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