by T. C. Boyle
Delaney excused himself and drifted off toward the food, picking at a few things here and there—he never could resist a bite of ahi tuna or a spicy scallop roll if it was good, and this was very good, the best—but pacing himself for the feast to come. He smiled at a stranger or two, murmured an apology when he jostled a woman over the carcass of the pig, exchanged sound bites about the weather and watched the bartender pour him a beer, but all the while he was fretting. He kept envisioning the turkey going up in flames, the potatoes congealing into something like wet concrete, Jordan sinking into boredom and distracting Orbalina with incessant demands for chocolate milk, pudding, Cup O’ Noodles, a drink of juice. And their guests. He hadn’t yet seen the Jardines or the Cherrystones (though he could hear Jack Cherrystone’s booming basso profundo from somewhere out on the back lawn), but he was sure they’d fill up here and push their plates away at dinner. Delaney wasn’t very good at enjoying himself, not in a situation like this, and he stood there in the middle of the crush for a moment, took a deep breath, let his shoulders go slack and swung his head from side to side to clear it.
He was feeling lost and edgy and maybe even a bit guilty to be imbibing so early in the afternoon, even on a day dedicated to self-indulgence like this one, when he felt a pressure at his elbow and turned to see Jack, Erna and Jack Jr. arrayed in smiling wonder behind him. “Delaney,” Jack sang out, holding on to the last syllable as if he couldn’t let it go, “you look lost.”
Jack was dressed. Three-piece suit, crisp white button-down shirt, knotted tie. His wife, a catlike bosomy woman who always insisted on the two-cheek, continental style of greeting and would clutch your shoulders with tiny fists until she’d been accommodated, as she did now, was dressed. Delaney saw that she was wearing a shroudlike evening gown, black satin, and at least sixty percent of her jewelry collection. Even Jack Jr., with his hi-tops, earrings and ridiculous haircut, was dressed, in a sport coat that accented the new spread of his shoulders and a tie he must have inherited from his father.
“I am lost,” Delaney admitted. He hefted the beer and grinned. “It’s too early in the afternoon for me to be drinking—you know me and alcohol, Jack—and I’ve got a six-course dinner to worry about. Which you’re going to love, by the way. Old New England right here in California. Or old New York, anyway.”
“Relax, Delaney,” Erna purred, “it’s Thanksgiving. Enjoy the party.”
Jack Jr. gave him a sick grin. He stood a head taller than anyone else in the room. His voice cracked when he excused himself and drifted toward the suckling pig like some incubus of the food chain.
“I see from the letters this month you’ve been taking some heat on that coyote column,” Jack said, and a glass of wine seemed to materialize magically in his hand. Erna grinned at Delaney, waved at someone over his shoulder.
Leave it to Jack to bore right in. Delaney shrugged. “Yeah, I guess so. There’ve been something like thirty letters, most of them critical, but not all. But that’s something. I must have pushed some buttons.”
Actually, the response had surprised him. He’d never generated—provoked?—more than half a dozen letters before, all from literal-minded biologists taking issue with his characterization of the dusky-footed wood rat or his use of the common name of some plant in preference to the scientific. The readers, die-hard preservationists to the last man, woman and child, had seemed to feel he was advocating some sort of control on coyote populations, and though he’d been upset over Osbert when he wrote the piece, he didn’t see the column as being at all environmentally incorrect. After the tenth letter had come in, he’d sat down and reread the column. Twice. And there was nothing there. They just weren’t getting it—they weren’t reading it in the spirit it was intended. He wasn’t pushing for population controls—controls were futile and the historical record proved it. As he’d indicated. He was just elucidating the problem, opening up the issue to debate. Certainly it wasn’t the coyotes that were to blame, it was us—hadn’t he made that clear?
Jack was grinning, his lips ever so slightly drawn back to reveal a strategic flash of enamel. Delaney recognized the expression. It was skeptical, faintly ironic, meant to convey to judges, jurors and district attorneys alike that the issue had yet to be decided. “So what is it, Delaney—should we bring back the traps and quotas or not? You’ve lost two dogs, and how many others here have lost pets too?” He made a sweeping gesture to take in the room, the house, the community at large.
“That’s right,” Kyra said, slipping up behind Delaney and taking hold of his arm, “and that’s where we had our falling-out over the wall—or actually, it was war, full-on, no-holds-barred.”
Jack laughed. Erna laughed. Delaney managed a rueful smile as greetings went round and the string quartet built to a frenzy in the con fuoco. “But really,” Kyra said, unwilling to let it go, “don’t you feel safer now, all of you—Jack, Erna, Delaney? Don’t you?” she said, turning her face to him. “Admit it.”
Delaney reddened. Shrugged again. The beer glass in his hand was heavy as a cannonball. “I know when I’m licked,” he was saying, but Erna Jardine had already leapt in to answer for him. “Of course we do,” she said. “We all do. The wall’s barely been completed and yet I’m breathing easier to know there’ll never be another rattlesnake in my garage. Or another break-in.” She gave them a pious look. “Oh, I know that doesn’t mean we can let our guard down, but still, it’s one more barrier, isn’t it?” she said, and then she leaned into Kyra and lowered her voice confidentially. “Did you hear about Shelly Schourek? It was a follow-home. Right down the hill in Calabasas.”
The party went on. Delaney fretted. Had a second beer. Jack Cherrystone joined them and gave a farcical synopsis of a movie he’d just done the trailer for, yet another apocalyptic futuro cyberpunk vision of Los Angeles in the twenty-first century. People gathered round when he shifted from the merely thunderous tones of his everyday voice to the mountain-toppling hysteria of the one he wielded professionally. “They brokered babies!” he roared, “ate their young, made love an irredeemable sin!” Jack’s eyes bugged out. He shook his jowls and waved his hands as if he’d dipped them in oil. It was a real performance, all of that voice pouring out of so small a vessel, and Delaney found himself laughing, laughing till he felt something uncoil inside him, overcooked turkeys, mucilaginous potatoes and other culinary disasters notwithstanding. He finished the second beer and wondered if he should have a third.
That must have been about four in the afternoon—Delaney couldn’t place the time exactly in the frantic sequence of events that followed, but he remembered looking at his watch about then and thinking he had to excuse himself soon if there was any hope of serving dinner by six. And then the sirens went off and the first of the helicopters sliced overhead and someone jumped up on one of the tables in the backyard and shouted, “Fire! Fire in the canyon!”
Kyra had been enjoying herself. Delaney might have looked constipated, wearing what she liked to think of as his night-before-the-exams face, sweating the little details of their dinner party—the firmness of the turkey, the condition of the silverware and god knew what else—but she was kicking back, not a care in the world. Everything’s under control, she kept telling him, don’t worry. She’d had everything organized for days, right down to the last detail—all it would take was to reheat a few things in the microwave and uncork the wines. She’d already finished her run for the day and swum forty laps too (in anticipation of taking on a few superfluous calories), the flowers were cut and arranged, the turkey was in the oven, and Orbalina was more than capable of handling any little emergency that might arise. And while she could have been out showing houses—holidays were always hot, even Thanksgiving, though among holidays it ranked next to last, just ahead of Christmas—she figured she deserved a break. When you worked ten and twelve hours a day, six days a week, and sat by the telephone on the seventh and hadn’t taken a real vacation in five years, not even for your honeymoon, you had to gi
ve something back to your family—and yourself. Her mother was here, her sister was on the way. She was giving a dinner party. It was time to relax.
Besides, she’d always been curious about Dominick Flood. Erna was forever dropping his name, and there was always something hushed and secretive about the whole business—his conviction, the anklet he had to wear, his wife leaving him—and though he was known to entertain frequently (what else could he do?) Kyra had never met him till now or been inside the house either. She had to admit she was favorably impressed. The house was tasteful, nothing splashy or showy, quintessentially Southwestern, with a few really fine details like the Talavera tiles in the kitchen set off by a pair of ancient retablos depicting a saint at prayer, and it was interesting to see what he’d done with a floor plan identical to theirs. And the man himself had proven to be no disappointment either. Oozing charm. And with something dangerous in his eyes, the way he glanced at you, the easy crackle of his voice. He’d made one convert, at least—her mother hadn’t left his side since they got there. It was a pity he couldn’t come to dinner.
Kyra found herself drifting easily from group to group, almost as much at home as if it were her own party. She knew at least half the people here, and was curious about the ones she didn’t know—Dominick’s friends from outside Arroyo Blanco—in the same way she was curious about him. If she’d expected gangster types or little Milkens or whatever, she was disappointed. There wasn’t a crack in the façade. She talked to a couple from Brentwood about cacti, nineteenth-century Japanese prints, property values and yachts, and to a muddled, bespectacled man in his thirties who seemed to be some sort of scholar devoted to plowing through ancient manuscripts at the Vatican, though to what purpose she never determined. And then there was the group of three—two sisters and the husband of the chunkier of the two (or was it the slimmer?)—who kept urging her to refill her wineglass, though one was her limit, and with whom she discussed tennis, Nahuatlan figurines, property values and the North American Free Trade Agreement. There wasn’t a capo, or consigliere in sight.
She’d refilled her glass with Evian and was huddled over the canapes with Erna and Selda Cherrystone, her own little party beginning to splinter off, though her mother was still across the room monopolizing their host, and she was feeling good, really good, for the first time in a long while. Real estate was off her mind for the day at least—though the rest of the weekend would be full-bore, the last really big weekend of the season, people trying to get in on a thirty-day escrow before Christmas—and the Da Ros place was locked and shuttered and secured for the holiday. She hadn’t told anybody yet—Delaney or Jordan, that is—but now that the wall was up and their troubles behind them, she was thinking—just thinking—of another dog, a sheltie maybe, for Jordan’s birthday. That would bring things full circle. That would start the healing.
She looked out the window and the sun was a golden, beneficent thing, the rich green shining leaves of the camellias steeped in it, and she saw in a moment of clarity that it was a thing to reverence and enjoy, the realtor’s greatest ally, and she forgot the winds, the late heat, the mad parched thirsty air rushing through the canyon for the sea, forgot all about it, until someone got up on a table and shouted “Fire!” and the day fell to pieces around her.
Delaney was no alarmist, but with the first blast of the sirens, he couldn’t help but think of Jordan, alone, back at the house. He found himself out on the lawn at Dominick Flood’s with all the rest of the par tygoers, staring into the twisting column of black smoke that rose ominously from the canyon below. There was no need for panic. Not yet. Brushfires broke out routinely up here and half the time the fire department had them squelched in a matter of hours, and yet the brush was ready to explode and everyone knew it—no one better than Delaney. He looked round him at the anxious faces of his neighbors, their necks craning, mouths drawn tight, a cold vestigial glint of fear frozen in the depths of their eyes. They’d survived last year’s firestorms and the quake too—and the mudslides, for that matter—and no one wanted to get hysterical, no one wanted to risk looking foolish, not yet. Not yet.
Still, Delaney found himself edging back through the crowd—“Sorry, excuse me please, sorry”—until he found Kyra and took hold of her arm. “Honey, we better go—I mean, just in case,” he said, and already you could smell the smoke, metallic and bitter, and her eyes widened and she breathed a single word: “Jordan.”
They’d just got in the car when the wind shifted and the muscular black column of smoke stood up straight in the sky and closed a fist over the sun. Kit was in the backseat, miffed, dismayed and thoroughly ruffled, the Menaker groove etched deeply into the flesh between her eyebrows. Delaney had actually had to pry her hand away from the crook of Dominick Flood’s arm. “I can’t really see what all the fuss is about,” she said petulantly. “We have brushfires all the time in the Bay Area and they just come in with those planes and snuff them right out.” As if on cue, the first of the bombers roared overhead and dropped its pink cloud of flame retardant into the cauldron below. Delaney said nothing. They’d almost been evacuated last fall, were right on the verge of it, but the main arm of the firestorm had passed two or three miles behind them, on the far side of the ridge, and the secondary fire had burned its way up the canyon on a collision course with Arroyo Blanco until the winds shifted and it fell back into the wasteland it had just created. Eighteen thousand acres had burned and three hundred and fifty homes were lost. Three people died.
By the time Delaney reached the driveway, the sun was gone. He backed the car in and left it there, ready for a quick escape if it came to that. The turkey smell hit him as he entered the house, but all the nostalgia it had dredged up earlier was gone now, and he told himself to stay calm, it was probably nothing, as Jordan came wheeling down the hall hollering, “Mommy, Delaney, there’s a fire!” and Orbalina appeared from the kitchen to give them all a quick anxious look. Kyra bent to hug her son while her own mother looked on bewildered, as if she’d just washed her hands and couldn’t find a towel to dry them. No one seemed to know what to do. Was the party on or off? Was the fire just a little thing, a minor inconvenience that would add piquancy to the day and provide a few after-dinner jokes, or were their lives in danger, their home, everything they owned? Kyra lifted her eyes to Delaney and he was aware in that moment that they were all watching him, his wife, her mother, the maid and Jordan, looking for signals, waiting for him to act, seize the moment, take the bull by the horns. That was when he crossed the room and flicked on the TV, and there it was, the fire, roiling in bright orange beauty, mesmerizing, seductive, the smoke unraveling round the edges as if whole empires were aflame.
They all stood there in silence while the camera pulled back to show the bombers diving on the flames and the helicopters hovering with a tinny televised clatter that mocked the booming vibrations overhead, and a voice that couldn’t suppress a secret thrill said, “Driven by Santa Ana winds, the blaze, which officials now think began along the bed of Topanga Creek just below Fernwood less than an hour ago, was at first headed toward the Pacific Coast Highway, and all residents of the lower canyon are being evacuated. But as you can see from our dramatic helicopter footage, the winds have just now shifted and the main body of the fire seems to be climbing toward the populated areas around Topanga Village...”
That was all Kyra needed to hear. “Load up the cars!” she cried, and though she was still standing in place her movements were frantic, as if she were a conductor urging the full orchestra to a crescendo. “I want the photo albums, if nothing else—and Jordan, you pack clothes, hear me, clothes first, and then you can take video games.”
“All right,” Delaney heard himself say, and his voice was a desperate gulp for air, “and what should I take? The electronics, I guess. The computer. My books.”
Kit sank heavily into the armchair, her gaze fixed on the TV and the glorious billowing orange-red seduction of the flames. She glanced up at Delaney, at Kyra, at the
grim uncomprehending face of the maid. She was dressed in a champagne suit with a frilly mauve blouse and matching heels, her hair perfectly coiffed, makeup flawless. “Is it really that serious?”
No one had moved. Not yet, not yet. They all turned back to the TV, hoping for a reprieve, hoping that they’d been watching old footage, color-enhanced pictures of the Dresden bombing, anything but the real and actual. But there it was, the fire, in living color, and there the familiar studio set and the anchorpersons so familiar they might have been family. The anchorpersons were clucking and grieving and admonishing, straining their prototypic features to hear the dramatic eyewitness testimony of a reporter standing on the canyon road with his windblown hair and handheld mike: oh, yes, ladies and gentlemen, this was the real thing, oh, yes, indeed.
Kyra looked as if she were about to lift off and shoot through the ceiling. Orbalina, whose English was limited to a response to the six or seven most common scullery commands, stared at the screen in disbelief, no doubt thinking about her apartment in Pacoima and how she was going to get there if the buses weren’t running—and this meant the buses wouldn’t be running, didn’t it? Jordan clung to his mother’s leg. He was staring fascinated at the televised flames, his mother’s admonition to pack already forgotten. And Kit, though she sank ever more deeply into the folds of the chair, still didn’t seem to understand. “But they haven’t told us to evacuate,” she protested weakly. “I mean, no one said a word about the upper canyon. Did they?”