by P. N. Elrod
“Oh, I can’t remember details, but the core of it has to do with that dead woman in his club. He thinks you’re involved with it.”
“What?” Upshaw sounded genuinely shocked. “He told you that?”
“Not in so many words, but he gave me the impression that you had something to do with it.”
“I didn’t have—say, wait a darn minute… you’re not thinking stuff like that about me, are you?”
“Since you’ve mixed yourself up with rubbish like Shivvey Coker, I don’t know what to think these days.”
“Aw, Ruth, you know me better than that.”
She made no reply.
“Ruth? Come on, talk to me.”
“No, you talk to me.”
“About what?” Exasperation creeping into his tone.
“Your business with Shivvey.”
“There is no business. I just go to the Ace to dance, and sometimes he happens to be there.”
“And you do him favors. What kind?”
“Nothing much. Just little things like looking after Rita.”
“Why should you be so anxious to please him? What do you get out of it?”
“He’s a good man to have for a friend, is all.”
“Tony, friends like him you do not need, but you must already know that.”
“What do you mean?”
“Because you never used to carry a gun, darling. Before meeting Shivvey, you never had to indulge in such Hollywood dramatics.”
“Gun? But I don’t—”
“Please, Tony, no fibs. I felt it on you during our dance. I was worried the damn thing would fall out of your trousers and go off like a bad joke.”
“It’s nothing; don’t let it bother you.”
“I will if I want to.”
“This is a rough town. All the smart guys carry around some kinda protection.”
“Tony, you’re a much better lover than fighter. Get a little smarter and switch back to carrying French letters for protection instead.”
He chuckled. “I got one of those in my pocket, too.”
“I’m serious, darling. Men like Shivvey and Fleming are dangerous bastards who chew up people like us without a second thought. We don’t matter to them. They don’t have friends and never will. You’re no one’s exception to the rule. You get on their wrong side for one second, and you can end up just like Rita’s friend. Are you hearing me?”
“Yeah, I guess.”
“Do more than guess, sweetheart. This is your life I’m talking about.”
“Nothing’s gonna happen to me.”
“Then prove it. If you want to dance so much, start going to different clubs.”
“Aw, Ruth, you know they charge an arm and a leg to get in. Every night it adds up.”
“You know ways around that. Or invite me along sometime. We can do a little jig like tonight’s show and collect tips like we used to.”
“Come on, you don’t need to do that kind of thing anymore. You’re above taking such a cheap—”
“I can if it keeps you safe.” I sensed her moving closer to him. “Darling Tony, please, listen to me on this.” She’d gone soft and serious, almost pleading. She didn’t strike me as the sort to do that often, only when it mattered.
“Aw, Ruth…”
“Besides, you’re such a delicious morsel, I want you around for a long, long time to come.” I couldn’t hear exactly what happened next, but could imagine her wrapping him in a lengthy embrace.
He chuckled again. An intimate sound now, with a note of chagrin in it. Couldn’t tell if it was real or not. “Okay. If you wanna put it like that. But no more dancing for tips for you. We got a front to hold up. People might think we’re on the skids.”
“Haven’t you heard? It’s become fashionable to be destitute. I heard Vivian Vandersil say so. She hardly wore any diamonds at all tonight.”
“Snooty rich bitch.”
“Yes, and may she never lose those twin left feet of hers and graduate, but never mind her.” Ruth’s voice got lower. “You said you had some French letters?”
“Right here.”
“Only one? How pessimistic you’ve gotten. Or maybe you’ve used the rest up on other women tonight. You’ll be too exhausted for me.”
“Honey, I’ll show you just how wrong you are…”
“Not if that bed warmer is lurking about. I’d rather not have any surprises.”
“I checked all over. He’s gone.”
“Are you sure they both came in here?”
“I was sure. He must have ducked out when I came to get you. I figured you wouldn’t like Rita making free with the premises any more than me.”
“You’re right, darling. The nerve of her, just waltzing in like she owned the place. I reserve that privilege for myself. Legitimately, too. But be a dear and check again on the men’s side, won’t you? Then do lock the office door. I’m sure no one will miss us for the time being. We can always say we’re rehearsing…”
What they planned to do next would not convey the sort of information I wanted to know about either of them. Well, maybe about Ruth, but for that sort of thing I’d rather be an active participant than an invisible, eavesdropping presence. Rita would be downstairs impatiently—I hoped—looking for me. I had to keep her happy.
This time using him as a guide, I followed Upshaw as he hastened toward the front and waited for him in the hall while he checked the other dressing area. He was pretty quick about it; I was soon sieving under the office door even as he softly turned the inside catch.
Predicament time. Once all of me was fully on the other side of the door and back in the party I had some obstacles to overcome. I was invisible, stuck in a large room crowded with people, and no matter how drunk some of them were, my sudden appearance in their midst would—to put it mildly—be awkward. Some of the mob element here knew me by sight or by name from all the time I’d spent at the Nightcrawler Club. There were enough rumors and questions floating around town about me. I didn’t need to add to them.
But trying to navigate through so many shifting bodies to find the exit, negotiate the stairs down, bumble into the street… no, that didn’t appeal either. Without sight it was too easy for me to lose my way.
I looked over my last mental picture of the room. From where I floated in front of the office the exit for downstairs was on my right, the mirrored wall was on my left. If I followed along that…
Easy enough. I rose high so as not to give a chilling brush to anyone, and drifted along, using the line of distinctively flat surfaces to keep my bearings. I kept the pace slow so as not to confuse up from down. In a way it’s like swimming with your eyes shut. All too easy to twist things and end up in the wrong direction when it was time to come up for air. I had no need of air, but it can be a hell of a jolt materializing a few feet above the ground.
“Eek,” said a woman. She actually did say “eek.” She sounded startled, but not scared. “Look at that!”
“What?” Another woman, sounding bored.
“There! That shadow up there.”
“What shadow?”
“There! Moving there!”
“Where?”
“Don’t tell me you can’t see anything that big.”
“Okay, then I won’t.”
“You gotta be able to see! It’s right there!”
“Jen, really. How much have you—”
“It’s there I say. Look in the mirror! You can see it in the mirror!”
Oh, shit. I didn’t know what the hell was going on; it didn’t sound good. I needed to be elsewhere fast, but hesitated, wanting to know more.
“See? It’s just hovering there. Like a shadow, but there’s nothing to cast it. Oh, that’s so strange.”
“In the mirror?” Skepticism, unmistakable, thank Houdini.
“Yes!”
“Jeez, Jen, are you gonna go all nuts on us with that occultism again? There are no such things as ghosts.”
“Yeah, but
there are shadows, and that’s what I’m looking at right now. Open your eyes.”
“I don’t see anything.”
“Remember when Madame Arcadia told us about how mirrors can reflect stuff we can’t see in this world? That’s why we can see ghosts in them, but not when we turn around to look behind us.”
“Oh, good God. Jen, there are no such—”
“It’s my gift! My gift has opened my eyes to it! Madame Arcadia told me I was psychic.”
“So she could get another buck out of you. For cryin’ out loud—”
“Oh! Oh, it’s moving!”
Damn right I was moving. Maybe to her I was a ghost, but I was the one getting spooked.
“Quick, it’s shooting off that way! Follow it!”
Behind me, a lot of noisy commotion went on as the psychic Jen began her hot pursuit of whatever the hell she was seeing of me in the mirrors. She must have been trampling people to judge by the language and outrage springing up in our wake. I nearly veered away from the mirrors to dodge her, but thought better of it. I still needed to follow them. If I had had the time to spare, I’d have stayed on and maybe found a way to talk with her and find out more, but not tonight.
I shot forward until I ran out of smooth surface, slowed, and thus avoided slamming my amorphous form into the far wall. It doesn’t hurt, but I didn’t want to risk losing my way from the disorientation. There. Now, if I went a little to the right, then one of those big open windows should be just about… yes, it was.
Over the sill and hurtle down the side of the building. Had to turn again, as I was going headfirst. Not a pleasant experience, especially because I hate heights. Maybe I couldn’t see how far down it was, but I could queasily imagine it.
Finally, a solid, reassuring surface came up to meet me. Sidewalk. Cement. Terra-very happy-firma. No chance of long drops or internal vertigo. I pressed flat against the wall, placing what would become my feet on the ground, and slowly eased back to the rest of the world.
Grayness, then darker patches taking form, coalescing into recognizable shapes. The walk, the lights, the street, lines of parked cars taking on solidity even as I did the same. I kept still and held to a mostly transparent form, making a check for witnesses while remaining fairly unnoticeable. There were people gathered at the front of the building and none pointed my way, all absorbed in their own conversations. I completed the materialization process and gulped a deep breath of exhaust-laced air.
Son of a bitch. I’d gotten away with it. I gave in to a relieved self-congratulatory smile.
Then a brief but saturated weariness stole over me, reaction to the exertions, invisible and physical, and with it came a not-unexpected warning curl of hunger. Rita had awakened a lot of demanding desires within, and they would need to be appeased. Soon. I’d stop at the Stockyards before the night was out and drink my fill there. That would at least remove the edge of blind need. Though a mediocre substitute for making love, it was safer.
Much, much safer.
And as for the psychic Jen spotting me in the mirrors… that was one hell of a discovery. Invisible in them while solid, and the reverse when I wasn’t. And not readily apparent to everyone. Maybe there was something in that weird stuff after all. I’d have to toss this one at Escott, hear what he has to say. Hopefully, it would help me get over the stupefaction. But delvings into the world of the weird could wait for another night, though it might have been nice to have gotten Madame Arcadia’s number.
I looked up at the second-floor window exactly above and behind. It was that feeling of being watched you sometimes get. Damned if some dark-haired girl wasn’t looking down at me. Staring, actually. Mouth open. Lots of white showing in her eyes.
Oh, hell. She must have seen my materialization. Couldn’t be helped.
When in doubt, bluff. I smiled and gave her a jaunty wave, wondering if she was Jen the psychic.
“Eek!” she said—and she really did say it, giving me my answer—then recoiled back out of sight so quick that it was as though someone had grabbed her from behind.
I got out of there.
Happily, no one paid any attention to my second entrance to the foyer, not even Rita, but then her back was to me as she peered expectantly up the stairs.
“Let’s go,” I said, moving in next to her.
She whirled, overbalanced, and caught herself, but I put out a steadying hand. “Hey! Where’d you co—”
I pretended to misunderstand. “Sorry I’m late, had to see a man about a dog. My car’s this way.” Not giving her time to think, I hustled her along through the artistic crowd. She gave a sputter or two, then subsided.
We couldn’t walk too fast, her condition wouldn’t allow it, but we eventually got to my Buick, and I loaded her in. She sank gratefully back in the seat with a long sigh and shut her eyes. Not a good omen. That last drink had made a difference after all. I’d have to keep her awake.
Once the car was started I asked for directions to keep her talking. She gave them in a sleepy voice.
I made a turn, a sharp one so she had to rouse a little to brace for it, then was forced to stop and idle in an empty street waiting for a signal change. She relaxed again. I wanted her awake. “Think anyone’ll miss us from the party?”
“Nah.”
“They might miss you. You made quite a splash back there with that table show.”
“S’nothing. Just did it to keep from being bored. ‘Cept for the booze, those things are dull as a country cousin.”
The signal went green. I worked the gears and pressed forward. “Why’d you come, then?”
“Shivvey wanted someone to hold up his arm, make him look good. I don’t even like that Muldan bird. Stuck-up, overdressed jerk. Always high-hatting a girl. One of these days he’s gonna get it right between the eyes from one of us.” She’d missed the spectacular decking he’d collected from his diminutive ex-girlfriend.
“Shivvey ran off on you.” I made it a statement so she wouldn’t ask how I knew. “Not too gentlemanly.”
“He’s a jerk, too. I got myself all fixed up, too, then soon as we’re in the door he leaves me high and dry.”
“Why would he do a thing like that?”
“He’s a jerk. Thought he knew better than to do that to me.”
“Why? You got something on him?”
“Him? Ha! Nobody gets anything on Shivvey; he’s too slick. I’m just saying he’s usually got more brains than to get on my bad side. See if I go out with him again anytime soon.”
“Maybe he thinks he can run you like a train.”
“Ha!” She puffed a world of contempt into that one. I’d hit a nerve. She sat up a little and turned to face me. “Lemme tell you, Sport, not nobody—and that includes Mr. Shivvey Coker—tells me what to do.”
“I believe you.” She pointed out another turn, and I took it. “What about Booth Nevis?”
“Him neither.”
“You see him a lot.”
“Don’t get any funny ideas, Sport. That’s just business.”
I put some cynicism in my tone. “Business? Come on.”
“Yeah, business. Clean business, so you get your mind outta the gutter. I don’t do that sort of thing. Don’t have to.”
“So, how is business with him?”
She squinted at me a moment, thinking, then shifted to face front again. She stared hard at the windshield. “I don’t wanna talk about it. Take a left here.”
I took a left. Finding out what sort of deal she had going with Nevis could come later. I’d get it from her or maybe from Tony Upshaw, who seemed to know something about it. “Booth was pretty close to Lena, wasn’t he?”
“Again with the damn questions. Lay off for cryin’ out loud.”
“I have to ask them, Rita.”
“Why?”
“Because someone killed your friend.”
“What’s it to you?”
“It’s a mark against my club—”
“Ah, that’s crap a
nd you know it. What’s the real reason?”
I could give her a song and dance, make up something that would serve, but she’d probably spot the lie.
The truth would not serve either. For then I’d have to tell her about my own slow death. I had come back from that darkness; I had delivered bloody justice to my killers.
But poor Lena, alone and forgotten for so long in her own darkness, no such justice for her.
Until now. Maybe.
10
“Hey, Sport.” Rita tapped my arm with the back of her hand. “Come on, ante up.”
Because of my own murder, I was all too intimately aware of what Lena Ashley had gone through. The horror, the anger I felt on her behalf were understandable. But of all the people in the world, I was in a unique position to give her justice.
Rita tapped again. “Come on. What’s your payoff in this?”
“Nothing I can talk about.”
“Sure you can. Fork over.”
“Just think of me as being an advocate for the dead.” Pretentious as hell, but if Escott could call himself a private agent and get away with it, then I could pick a title for myself, too.
“A what?”
“Someone who speaks for people like Lena. Can do something for them. Find and give them the justice they deserve.”
She shot me a sideways glance. “You’re crazy.”
I drove sedately, seeing every detail of the passing streets and none of it registering. “Don’t you want somebody to nail the guy who killed Lena? Shouldn’t he get what’s coming to him?”
“Yeah, but some guys know how to duck out on what they got coming. Whoever did that to Lena would be one of them.”
“He can’t duck out on me.”
“Yeah? What makes you so special?”
I flashed her a quick grin and wink, because it was time to go to work on her, and this was the way to go about it. “You already know that one, sweetheart.”
She did, or thought she did, and gave a half smile in agreement, not catching on that my answer was no real answer. “You got a cigarette? I’m dying for a smoke.”
I carry a pack mostly for others to borrow from and produced it and some matches. She took both from me and lighted up.
“Talk to me about Lena.”