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by Edward Dorn


  where instantly we could not find our way

  and the maze of the outlands west

  starts that quick

  where you may touch

  your finger to liberty

  and look so short a space

  to the columnar bust

  of New York

  and know those people exist

  as a speck in your own lonely heart

  who will shortly depart,

  taking a conveyance for the

  radial stretches

  past girls on corners

  past drugstores, tired hesitant

  creatures who I also love

  in all their alienation were it not so

  past all equipment of country side

  to temporary homes

  where the wash of sea and other

  populations come

  once more to whisper only one thing

  for all people: a late and far-away

  night yearning for

  and when he gets there

  I want him to stay away

  from the taverns of familiarity

  I want him to walk by the seashore alone

  in all height

  which is nothing more than

  a mountain. Or the hailing of a mast

  with big bright eyes.

  So rushing,

  all the senses

  come to him

  as a swarm of golden bees

  and their sting is the power

  he uses as parts of

  the oldest brain. He hears

  the delicate thrush

  of the water attacking

  He hears the cries, falling gulls

  and watches silently the gesture of grey

  bygone people. He hears their cries

  and messages, he never

  ignores any sound.

  As they come to him he places them

  puts clothes upon them

  and gives them their place

  in their new explanation, there is never

  a lost time, nor any inhabitant

  of that time to go split by prisms or unplaced

  and unattended,

  that you may believe

  is the breath he gives

  the great already occurred and nightly beginning world.

  So with the populace of his mind

  you think his nights? are not

  lonely. My God. Of his

  loves, you know nothing and of his

  false beginning

  you can know nothing,

  but this thing to be marked

  again

  only

  he who worships the gods with his strictness

  can be of their company

  the cat and the animals, the bird he took

  from the radiator

  of my car saying it had died

  a natural death, rarely seen in a bird.

  To play, as areal particulars can out of the span

  of Man, and of all, this man

  does not

  he, does, he

  walks

  by the sea

  in my memory

  and sees all things and to him

  are presented at night

  the whispers of the most flung shores

  from Gloucester out

  [1964]

  FROM GEOGRAPHY

  Song: The Astronauts

  for clair oursler

  On the bed of the vast promiscuity

  of the poet’s senses is turned

  the multiple world, no love is possible

  that has not received the

  freight of that fact

  no wake permissible that has not met

  the fluxes of those oceans.

  the moon orbits

  only for that permission.

  Men with fine bones in their heads

  will manipulate a recovery

  and put spades into her

  only to find Euripides went before them

  the hymen long ago fixed

  it is an old old wedding

  but as you dig you will not hear

  the marriage flutes

  you will be killed in your sleep.

  Broken.

  you will be considered pirates

  and killed when Hymenaeus

  (who lost his voice and life

  singing at a wedding

  catches you asleep

  in the rushes of

  the windless moon

  the immensely soft glow of it

  will always be behind you

  as you stand on its face

  staring

  at the strangely

  inhabited world

  from whence you came

  from where all men with their eyes

  have been satisfied

  before thee

  The Problem of the Poem for My Daughter, Left Unsolved

  The darkness rings.

  the surface form

  of the face, a halo

  of the face,

  as it passes away in the air as she moves

  between the buildings, a cut

  surrounding her throat, the pearls

  of the price she’ll never have to insist

  she paid

  a thin line red with its own distinction

  some goiter

  of what she has been made to understand is civilization

  not the brand of the adventurous cutlass

  The misery is superficial now.

  I have dwelt on that quality in other poems

  without attention to the obvious

  drain

  of social definition

  the oblivious process

  of a brutal economic calculus, where to

  place the dark hair

  save above moist eyes

  the black slacks,

  the desperately optimistic rouge of the fallen cheeks

  (cheeks are up

  when they live

  both forward and

  posterior, the colorado of new day not a new state . . .

  where the leads are I despair to find lead mines

  In the chronically vast complex

  explanation, a field true,

  but a field

  no field hand knows

  beyond the produce of it

  on some citizen’s land, the horizons

  sheer the top

  of the head of the man

  who is bent

  bent is an attitude

  I’ve settled on now

  to define a man

  whose attention is forced down

  a class, distracted, not a stratum

  detained from what the reaper called attention

  might harvest, O false shift of season

  in a vacation

  but how slow, and seasonal

  and the poem is an instrument of intellection

  thus a condition

  of the simultaneous

  so the woman and myself, pass,

  and her message bears a huge meanness

  “the measureless crudity of the States”

  A world where no thing thrives short of the total pestilence

  of its spirit, and because there is no intelligence short

  of the total there is no intelligence, none. There is not even one

  intelligence in the land, children see the capitol of things

  shifted to disneyland, no misery

  which does not know all misery,

  as an eye of knowledge, contrary to happiness

  that quite exclusive short range and burst, as it happens

  a birthday party, my daughter’s. I had gone to the supermarket

  for ice cream. and saw the shocked woman

  We call the intersection of time

  and event the

  devastation of a fortune cake

  all answers pulled out

  of the standard of living which is that cake

  no standard
is cake

  a provided nation

  is no standard, rather a thorn

  in the side of a more careful world

  her pain affirmed (all men and women

  who suffer deeply, in any way, are not

  cannot be U.S. Citizens, no matter where

  they live. They may live in Indiana

  she carried no standard,

  as I saw her: impossible to be a citizen

  there is no such thing anywhere, in any country.

  I could have shot her down, had she been a marine.

  She was a housewife.

  And leaving the scene, and the legal questions

  not one male canaanite would have come forward

  She was no phœnician raped broad,

  there are never any ships parked by the bannock county court house

  this woman was sometime willingly captured by another,

  a sort of community, her husband, if she is unfortunate enough to

  possess one

  is probably a masonic reservist.

  No woman is Helena

  unless the culture has provided for the passage of pain

  and no people can construct the delicacies of culture

  until they imagine Helena, merely fucking in the middle

  of the atlantic on the SS United States is not it, is procurement

  while the full-sized poodle whines in the kennel above

  back of the forward stack, the echo of the sound he makes in Berkeley

  where the hippest member of the minority group as it was reported

  arrived in a sports car and there it was, white, with a beret

  wearing shades, sitting beside the driver, looking with disdain

  on a small cur who trotted along the curb and stopped

  for one brief moment of curiosity and then resumed

  his policing of the bases of parking meters

  These United States.

  have sent forth women, hopeless divorcees,

  the wrinkled millionairesses of resources dwindled

  to a day dream, the exhausted mesaba of their dangling breasts

  soft wax structures to support our collectively ceaseless greed

  for legitimate youth, but divided states do not create women,

  Amelia Earhart

  was not carried off, she flew, like something familiarly

  transvestite in us, a weirdly technical Icarus

  she was sent for by some morse-code spiritism, this land

  was never more than the bitter hardness of nouns for us

  her destiny was not qualified by myth

  She came in all her beauty

  to a small green island

  in a bag of metal, oh misfortune that to be exemplary is so difficult

  she could have been a goddess because she flew, other women

  marked by sex, fold out of the minds of american men

  who may no longer wear the bottoms of their trousers rolled

  but who are certainly all circumcised without ritual

  and wear the ends of their penises rolled

  and always assure their dentists they are masturbators:

  the paraphernalia

  of an existence, thus a human phenomenon, culture-less

  (pop culture,

  technologically provisioned

  (those are collections of people grasping nothing

  the women are

  set loose to walk spiritless

  their marks are deep cuts on the neck, moist eyes, sagging nylons

  eyes painted to dry everything, loose figures of despair

  or hard flesh prolonged by injections and tucks into an isolated youngness

  a manufactured Galateability

  The end

  of applied genetics will be

  the elimination of freely disposed

  intellection, via the rule

  that a science is oriented toward

  Use, some predictable

  breed, is the end

  (Automation ends with a moral proposition, THE LESSON of

  one maximum factor of it

  will suggest all the correspondences:

  mail food ads

  the attractive stuffing

  from McCalls and House Beautiful

  to Havana

  during any season

  of famine, therefore those people will hunger more

  (which people?

  the natural seedbed of that morality

  is plague, and all such endeavor

  instructs one to move our daughters

  to some green island

  in the sea, we are so far from Galilee

  The sum of her

  shall perish, has begun

  to perish in the darkside

  in the prescribed field of misery

  and she will hardly avoid the destruction

  of her nature,

  a material of birth

  as a car of new life

  not new, novel, the life

  is older than that we know as prima materia

  And soon when there is no need

  for waitresses, or telephones, doctors’ wives

  and automobilists, they wither

  on their still green vine, no more tears

  to water life, no more varicose veins

  the Kaddish will be said

  not as a formal memory

  but for the working of a curse, venus

  will be likewise a disease transmitted for a secure experience

  a memory of Eve for some isolated engineer

  who said if I don’t do it, someone else will

  A man,

  in that framed condition

  of some totally onanized culture, who will

  transmit with the bills of requisition

  the bill that held Leda off the ground

  in that throbbing moment when she saw histories of the future

  in the bright feathers, knew the spines of

  that ancient creature in her thighs

  the engineer’s note:

  Send me a little syphilis this month,

  I have been reading

  some old books

  and in that sense

  there is no loss to a man

  of his earlier knowledge,

  a yawn simply defines the brink of availability:

  Hello there Ed, congratulations!

  I’ve forgotten the details

  but it sounded fabulous!

  It is the night of the opening

  of the new art-grocerystore and all the shoppers

  were discussing theology, a science which has no subject-matter,

  something about the indistinguishability of environment where all

  the mistakes of logic create a different object, something

  without tears, something

  as I get it less like

  the terrestrial entry a cave or

  less similar volcano than woman

  something omitting holes

  a specifically anti metaphorical being

  like a man protruding, an extension

  no intention, space is still not conceived

  (as surrounding: infinity is the inability

  to conceive, the collapse

  of surrounding,

  female principle was structure

  before and somewhat after the opening

  of the art-grocerystore

  So tears, or the rose enfolds

  the moisture of its passion

  the girl my daughter, 14 today

  and such eyes, all interior, a proud thing

  born in 1951, not yet bestowed with any curse, she is

  Chansonette, a woman, hopefully, for nomads

  a principle older than man, a running out

  the tear dropped into an earth rapidly drying tonight,

  the disappearance instant

  into the most unimaginable laundromat, the danger

  a wholly adjectival father might
worry over

  in the nest of the most corrupted notion thus far: America!

  of how men might, if they were noble

  behave in their last moments we barely speak

  except for the relatively sour hope that some nineteenth century

  and romantically singular form of bloodletting

  be reinstated because the man in the street hears a choir

  of pioneers’ voices and thinks of brigadiers when a rightist is hurt

  where he sits on the porch of his finca faraway

  or of how we might

  plead our case in the face of Sartre’s observation

  that this is a nation where those who care

  are the damned of the earth, running I will add

  before the furious nations who snap at our heels

  with a momentum of the centuries, and I stand

  behind the pane at my window one of those hopeless men, some silly

  toscanini

  leading the symphony

  in the street, directing the movements, I do so know

  all the scores by heart, by a memory

  saturated with defeat, where crisis and alienation

  are no more new than any other condition but were always

  bred in this strewn and used land, no cultural tricks of assimilation

  to form a cover,

  bunchgrass is an isolated cover,

  has a slight brief flower,

  and I can tell my daughter no secret.

  West of Moab

  The caravan wound. Past the pinto bean capitol

  of the world and mesa verde.

  Bitterly cold were the nights.

  The journeymen slept in the lots of filling stations

  and there were the interrupting lights

  of semis all night long as those beasts

  crept past or drew up to rest their motors

  or roared on.

  A modern group in cars.

  They travelled north at an angle

  and the tired engines whirred

  moreso the rear plant of the nazi car

  from the strain of the great

  american desert. Past places

  they went, like only mormons

  and in Green River

  they had coffee and talked to an old woman

  whose inconsistency was radical

  so demented was she

 

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