by Lisa Daniels
He saw a survivor, not a victim. And she felt kinship with him, warm and at home.
“I confess that I'm finding it harder and harder to control myself. The more I look at you, smell you, touch you – the more I want. The only thing holding me back is whether it's a good idea or not.”
A dark smile plastered itself on Luelle's lips. “Same.” Her hand began sliding along his arm, burrowing into his shirt and feeling the taut muscles there. “I'm so tired, Evo. You could be the best thing that's ever happened and although I keep telling myself I shouldn't do this – I want it.”
Evo's eyes dilated in lust, and a tremor went through his spine. A low growl rumbled in his throat. “Is that so...?”
Excitement flaring her nostrils, hand shaking, she ran her hand down over his stomach and to his crotch, feeling for his hardness.
This unraveled the last of the mental restraints placed on Evo. Without further prompting, he dived onto Luelle, forcing her to bounce onto her back as he pinned one arm and kissed her hard on the lips. Shivers of amazement infected Luelle. She had never been taken in a way she enjoyed – never anticipated it this much.
She also never felt so much love pressed against her lips, or to so eagerly accept another man's warmth and contact. They groped at one another, kiss and explored mouths, their bodies tangling together. Her skin burned, flushing crimson, and her cheeks heated up, making her think for a moment that she needed to open the windows, in case they combusted on the spot.
The last time she had been taken, it filled her heart with dread, and she simply iced over like a doll, unwilling to bring herself to stay in the present, not when she hated her husband with all her heart.
With Evo, she wanted him, desired him, and it surprised her. It scared her. Happiness had always been a far off dream, an illusion that kept her going on the dark and lonely nights.
Evo seemed quite intent on making her explode in happiness, as he rubbed against her body, and whispered his affection into her ear.
He sensed a little hesitation in her, even despite her eagerness – because her body remembered the bad times. He turned his passion into something that simmered, focusing on gentle treatment, love and patience.
He took off her clothes as if unwrapping a Goddess, and kissed every inch of her skin exposed, paying homage to everything that made her the person she was today.
When he kissed, he touched the deepest areas of her soul and made them light, burned away the corruption and darkness that ate away at her happiness and ability to love.
It made her special, to be worshipped this way. Naked under Evo at last, she didn't feel awkward or shy. She closed her eyes and kept herself in the moment, tracking every single thing he did to her, and the way he cherished every cell.
He only went inside her after her body had acclimatized to his touch, and she no longer flinched and trembled. His hardness brushed inside her, and soothed rather than stabbed. Her body relaxed and welcomed him, and he cradled her, kissed her lips and neck, their huffs and gasps intermingling.
He came before her. Her body had never come before, in her entire relationship with her husband – and Evo worked at her with total dedication, determined to make the night something more.
She told him it didn't matter if she didn't orgasm. All that mattered was the way he treated her, and she loved it.
She did, however, attain climax after a hard hour of work from Evo. Something about the way his tongue flicked at her down there, triggering long forgotten nerves of excitement and tension – encouraging her to brace her legs, to relax and stay in the moment with him – it brought to life the thing she once thought herself incapable of getting. Her husband had accused her often enough of being frigid.
So that was nice.
Evo certainly knew how to please a lady. Post-coital cuddling seemed to be a thing as well, all fresh new experiences in the short life of Luelle Armanev. All these feelings made her mull on just how much she had missed out, because of her family selling her.
This was what had been missing from her life.
Love.
Evo spotted the tears prickling behind her eyelids. Instead of asking what the tears were about, he hugged her tight to his bare chest, nourishing the affection there. He understood, even if she didn't.
Chapter Five
Luelle watched Evo sleeping for a while, admiring how the shafts of sunlight from the gaps in the window illuminated his beautiful face.
Somewhere, she felt like she didn't deserve happiness. She knew logically the thought to be ridiculous. The deeper emotional part, however, whispered to her insecurities and doubts.
His sister is pregnant. He'll want to stay with her. Elinor might sell me off to the Kasanovs if the conflict becomes too much. This created immeasurable sadness. She didn't want to leave him. Neither did she want to stay here. Happiness insisted on dangling out of reach, taunting her with its proximity.
If she ended up being Evo's mate for real, custom dictated he took on her family name. Evo Armanev. She tasted the word in her mouth, appreciating the way the surname rolled over her tongue. She went further, imagining them getting on a plane together, flying across the mountains and the sea, spotting America from a distance as they broke through the clouds. Once past airport protocol, they could go to a quiet spot together, morph into feral forms and just bound across the landscape. Free at last. Safe at last.
If Frey came, however, that cemented the dream, made it reality. And the woman had every reason to move. She was pregnant with Luelle's niece, and Yanus planned to give everything up to make the move with Luelle.
Perhaps the staff might follow, too, and maybe they could set up a new hotel in North Dakota, and entrust Springmoon to Elinor.
So many possibilities. Such little time. Heart pinching, Luelle focused on running her hand through Evo's frizzy hair, wishing to the wolf spirit that things between them worked out and that no one died when the invasion made its way to Sapareva Banya. Luelle reflected briefly on her husband, and his stubborn refusal to take her name, and hers on him. She had declared she didn't want the family name of a low-born Siberian tribe. Weeks of punishment later, bruised and heckled, she nonetheless kept her family name. She wasn't proud of it, though. Her parents sold her out, breaking the former illusion of pride.
She just didn't want another name binding her to someone she didn't like.
Smiling, she got out of bed, foraging through the wardrobe for some appropriate clothing. She cleaned herself up in the shower and completed her morning ritual, and was just brushing her teeth when she heard a vicious howl from outside. The sound came in broad daylight, when humans were up and about.
They wouldn't. They wouldn't dare compromise our existence. Not without destroying everything we've worked for!
She spat out paste and dashed to the window, staring out to the run-down street, even as Evo struggled out of bed, bleary-eyed and snuffling.
“What –?” She heard a thump behind her, and turned to watch Evo prise himself off the floor. “What's happening?”
“I don't know.” Luelle chewed her lip, running a hand over her chin. The howling terrified her all the same.
Her heart gave a horrific lurch when a human sped down the street, yelling for help.
A werewolf pounced after him, taking giant strides that ate up the distance, squashing him to the ground. Snarling and spitting, the wolf ripped at his arm, taking the time to savage and flay his flesh.
Evo saw this as well. Elinor wasn't in the hotel, adding oil to the fire.
“Ehem.” Evo fumbled for his gun, clicked it ready and discreetly opened the window. He aimed at the werewolf who happily devoured the human, overcome by blood-lust, and squeezed the trigger twice. “Take that, fucker.”
The werewolf dropped like a stone on top of the human. Two more werewolves, drawn by the scent of the carnage, had loped in after their friend. This gave Evo the time to train his gun on them.
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He tried, anyway. Eight bullets later, one of the werewolves had dropped, and the other hobbled away, vanadium burning his blood.
“Wow,” Luelle said. “That was surprisingly easy.”
“Yeah, well. I'm more concerned about the fact that they're attacking a town that can be a tourist hot spot. Do you know how to use a gun?”
Luelle shook her head. “No. But I can fight as a werewolf.”
“No. You can't go outside. You're a prime target. Distance shooting though, that's not an issue.” Evo was breathing hard and fast, panic and adrenaline mixing in his skin. “Think they're all invading here or it's a small group?”
“They won't split. Not in these parts.” Luelle waved at Evo to follow her, and they dashed out together, alerting everyone in the hotel unaware of the action that shit was going down. Big time.
However, Luelle didn't spot Arina anywhere. She wondered if Arina had disappeared, but then caught the faint odor of dead, exposed flesh and hesitated. Evo caught it as well. His nose twitched, and he shot an alarmed glare at Luelle.
Wordlessly, they vaulted up to the top floor of the hotel, into the room where Ricten Spirova sat imprisoned.
Inside the chamvers, Arina stood over Ricten Spirova's corpse. She smiled at them, drenched in blood, her mouth twisted demoniacally.
“Arina...” Evo growled at the human, blue eyes glinting with feral anger. “We might have needed him.”
“I don't care.” She bared her teeth. “He had to die.”
“You shouldn't have gone into the room,” Luelle said. “He would have taunted you. Goaded you.”
Arina stood proud, straight, supremely confident and defiant in her decision to kill the werewolf. “He killed my family. He killed my father. He ripped out my little brother's intestines in front of me and ate them. My brother was screaming the whole time. He didn't care. He liked it. He loved inflicting that kind of agony.” Arina's voice cracked. Salty tears created washed, light pink trails over her cheeks.
Luelle and Evo stood silent. Neither of them could disagree with her decision. Neither wanted to fault her. They all shared the bonds of sisters and brothers.
She took one last glance at the gutted corpse of Ricten Spirova. Arina had yanked out his intestines, in a grotesque parody of what had happened to her brother. Thankfully, she hadn't tried chewing on them.
“Come on,” Evo muttered. “Clean up fast. And help us with the invading werewolves.”
Arina took a sharp, ragged breath, then nodded. She wiped her nose. “Okay.”
It saddened Luelle, and cut at the emotions inside to see her friend reduced to this vengeful husk, burnt out by her desire for revenge. To see Arina capable of such an act shattered the innocent picture Luelle preserved in her mind, of the smiling little human girl who played with her friends at the lakes so long ago.
She explained this to Evo as they joined the defenses, along with two older werewolves who had healed up and knew how to handle guns.
“Her innocence was destroyed the moment she saw Ricten cleave through her family,” Evo pointed out.” He caressed Luelle's hand as they paced through the hotel, checking every room with a clear, window view of the streets. The top floor held expansive views of the surrounding hills and mountains, but the ground below was obscured with the tops of building, making it bad visibility to shoot. They did, however, hear the screams, the roars, and dark shapes blur, wrecking cars, traffic, and inciting panic.
The human police are going to be all over this. If they're not killed already. Who knows if our contacts in the media, government and Mafia will be able to shrug this off.
They retreated to the second floor, picking a window with the view of a nearby swimming pool, and two roads. A werewolf blurred past, but Luelle recognized the scent as a Gregorovitch, and stayed Evo's hand.
“That's an ally.”
Evo inhaled, taking in the distinctive odor of the Gregorovitch. “Thanks. I've only really scented the Spirovas. And, of course, Armanev,” he said, with a tiny grin.
“Of course,” Luelle smirked. She leaned her head on Evo's shoulder. “Evo.”
“Yes?” He accepted the embrace, but kept alert for any dangers. Two more Gregorovitches dashed past and sighted the two of them at the window.
One pointed vigorously behind him, and Evo slid his eyes to see four werewolves chasing their allies.
Gunshots popped out from a side window – Frey, sniping them down as they stormed past. Evo did the same.
Werewolves are so stubborn, not using guns, thinking they can't be injured by them. Like we haven't devised a way to stuff vanadium into our weapons. Luelle watched in amusement as both the Gregorovitches howled their thanks and continued on, hunting down the invaders. Apparently, Elinor wasn't slacking. She'd been acting on Ricten's information.
“Yes?” Evo said, picking up from Luelle's attempt at conversation.
Luelle kissed him on the ear, not wanting to restrict his shooting capabilities. “I want you to come with me.”
Evo allowed his attention to flick to her. His eyes softened. “Of course I will.”
“You will?” Luelle's stomach churned in giddy frenzy. The weight upon her heart, burdened by doubts and worries, temporarily evaporated.
Evo smiled at her excitement. “How often do we find the opportunity to stay with the ones we love? All because we keep thinking we don't deserve it, or because something bad will happen.” He locked gazes with her for a moment, and she felt her breath being stolen away. “'Sides. I think my sister might be having a change of heart. Something to do with your brother and the little parasite in her body.”
Luelle nodded, unable to wipe the happiness off her face. Screw her parents. Screw the people who had tried to imprison her and force her to be something she was not.
Screw the old ones who slaughtered innocents like Arina's family, and forced them into dark places.
She kissed Evo on the lips, cupping his cheeks with her palms. “It's official. We're together.”
Evo inclined his head slightly. “I'm okay with this arrangement. I might possibly love you as well.”
“Possibly?”
The smile turned mischievous. He wrapped an arm around her back and pulled her close. “Okay, beautiful one who I might love. Time to pop some baddies.”
Luelle stared up towards the sun as it approached midday, hiding behind wisps of cloud. Wrapped in his arms, she firmly believed they would make it.
True love, after all, never died.
The End
Rose’s Mate
Shifters of the Bulgarian Bloodline
(Book 5)
Prologue
She ran for her life, her breath huffing in the cold night. She shot past streetlamps, lonely buildings and abandoned machinery, her hairy feet pounding the concrete. Her enhanced sight alighted on shapes within the blackness, shapes that pursued her.
Her breathing became manic, panicked. She didn't just fear for her life. She feared for the little one, bundled in her arms, eyes squinted as he stared up at his mother, not yet scared or wailing, just curious. The rocking motion of her gait actually helped lull him into a sleepy yawn. The bundles protected him against the cold whip of wind, and all she could do was pray, and hope that she might escape.
Without her arms swinging like pistons at her sides, she couldn't run as fast as normal. She loped, sometimes swerved, sometimes risked leaps, all the while listening for her pursuers.
They would want her back. They desired the child in her arms. Her thoughts slid to the Basement, and terror froze her brain for a moment, before the adrenaline kicked the fear aside into something manageable.
She never, ever wanted to return to the Basement again. Not to that place where women suffered and where their plaintive cries rent the night, heard only by uncaring ears, of those who drank in pain like food and water, who practised their distorted perceptions of an ideal life.
Ideal! Chains were their ideal. Producing offspring from suffe
ring and hate filled them with sadistic joy. They were so careful, too, picking people no one would miss. Human girls without passports, women trafficked from seedy regions and red-light districts to the Basement.
How they rejoiced when she had been delivered into their midst. How they trapped her in their web of evil, knowing she wouldn't be missed, because everyone thought her dead, like the rest of her clan. The others had descended upon her family with the ferocity of the Devil, leaving her with nothing but hatred and seeping darkness in her heart.
Now, she didn't know where to go, where to run, except that this child of hers couldn't be left to that fucked-up cult, to be raised in their insane and depraved image, without the chance of learning how to live a happy and decent life. And perhaps, in turn, making others suffer as she had suffered when reaching prime age.
Never again. The cycle needed to break, to wrench itself from the shackles of the past, and the perpetration of limitless evil.
Never again.
If she was lucky, she'd be killed. That Gregorovitch who had been asking around for her – she knew he wanted her dead, too. Just like her family.
The baby in her arms, nameless, because she feared his death in the first early weeks of his life, blinked at her with yellow and blue eyes. He had the gift. Once he had weaned himself off her milk, the babe would disappear forever into the cracks of evil.
Ivelina ran, gasping as she did so, her breath harsh and sobbing as she sprinted through the night.
Half an hour went without any glimpse or scent of the others. In a flash, she morphed back into her human form, before pounding upon the door of a random house. She pounded and pounded until the light came on, and someone peered cautiously through the curtains. Their eyes widened at the sight of her as a filthy mess, clutching the baby tight.
They opened the door, and Ivelina saw a young woman, likely a student, in her pajamas, with a scruff of red hair, concern and anxiety etched upon her pretty features.
Ivelina started talking to the girl, but the girl replied in English, shaking her head and holding up her hands.