“No apology needed. You’ve been under quite a strain. But we’re not getting anywhere.”
“We have if we’ve reached an agreement. Will you be my legal adviser in this matter?”
“I’ll be glad to. So long as it doesn’t interfere with my representing my other client. Other clients.”
“How could that be?”
“We don’t need to go into detail. I have a client in the county jail who was involved with Larry Gaines. Innocently involved, like your wife.”
His eyes winced.
“And like your wife,” I added, “she’s suffering out the consequences.”
Ferguson took a deep, yawning breath. “I saw Gaines today. It’s why I lost my head. I threw discretion to the winds and tried to run him down. God knows what will happen now.”
“Have you delivered the money?”
“Yes. It’s when I saw him. I was instructed to procure a cardboard carton and place the money in it, then leave the carton on the front seat of my car, with the door unlocked. I parked the car where they told me to, on Ocean Boulevard near the foot of the pier, and left it standing there with the carton of money in it. Then I was supposed to walk out to the end of the wharf. It’s a distance of a couple of hundred yards.”
“I know the place. My wife and I often go there.”
“Then you probably remember that there’s a public telescope on the pier. I couldn’t resist dropping a dime in the slot and training the thing on my car. It’s how I happened to see them.”
“Them?”
“Him. I meant to say him. Gaines. He pulled up beside my car, got out and retrieved the carton, and away he went. If I had had a deer rifle with me, I could have plugged him. I wish I had.”
“What kind of a car was he driving?”
“A fairly new car, green in color. I don’t know what make exactly. I’m not familiar with the cheaper makes.”
“It was one of the cheaper makes?”
“Yes, a Chevrolet perhaps.”
“Or a Plymouth?”
“It may have been a Plymouth. At any rate it was Gaines who got out and picked up the money. And I saw red. I sprinted the length of the pier and chased th-chased him in my car. You know the result.”
He gingerly touched his swelling nose with his fingertips.
“You don’t lie well, Colonel. Who was with Gaines in the green Plymouth?”
“No one.”
But he wouldn’t meet my eyes. His gaze roved around the room and fastened on an elk head high on the opposite wall above the bar. The waiter brought my sandwich. Ferguson ordered another double rye.
I ate mechanically. My mind was racing, fitting together pieces of fact. The picture was far from complete, but its outlines were forming.
“Was your wife in the car with Gaines?”
His head hung as if his neck had been broken. “She was driving.”
“Are you certain of the identification?”
“Positive.”
His second drink arrived. He drank it down like hemlock. Remembering the previous night at the Foothill Club, I persuaded him not to order a third. “We have some more talking to do, Ferguson. We don’t have to do it here.”
“I like it here.” His gaze repeated its circuit of the room, which was almost deserted now, and returned to the friendly elk.
“Ever hunt elk?”
“Indeed I have. I have several fine heads at home.”
“Where is home, exactly?”
“I keep most of my trophies in my lodge at Banff. But that’s not exactly what you mean, is it? You mean where I really live, and that’s hard to say. I have a house in Calgary, and I keep hotel suites in Montreal and Vancouver. None of them are places I feel at home.” Like other lonely men, he seemed glad to be relieved of the burden of loneliness. “Home for me was always the family homestead in Alberta. But it’s nothing but an oil field now.”
“You haven’t mentioned your place here.”
“No. I feel decidedly out of place in California. I came here because it offered investment opportunities, and because Holly was unwilling to leave California.”
“Was there conflict between you on the subject?”
“I wouldn’t say so, no. I wanted to please her. We’ve only been married six months.” He’d been still and quiet for a few minutes, but the thought of his wife was too much for him. He twisted in his seat as though he’d been kicked in the groin. “Why are we beating around the bush, with this talk of homes and places?”
“I’m trying to get some idea of you and your situation. I can’t very well advise you in the dark. Would you object to some more personal questions, about your wife and your relationship?”
“I don’t object. In fact, it may help to clarify my own thinking.” He paused, and said in astonishment, like a man who has made a personal discovery: “I’m an emotional man, you know. I used to think of myself as a cold fish. Holly changed all that. I hardly know whether to be glad or sorry.”
“You’re pretty ambivalent about her, aren’t you? Running hot and cold, I mean.”
“I know what you mean, very well. I’m scalding and freezing. The two conditions are just about equally painful.” Ferguson kept surprising me. He added: “Odi et amo. Excrucior! Do you know Latin, Gunnarson?”
“Some legal Latin.”
“I’m no Latinist myself, but my mother taught me a little. That was Catullus. ‘I hate her and I love her, and I’m on the rack.’ ” His voice rose out of control, as if he was literally on the rack. Then he said in a deeper voice: “She’s the only person I’ve ever really loved. Except one. And I didn’t love her enough.”
“Have you been married before?”
“No. I’d reached the point of believing that marriage was not for me. I should have stuck to that. A man can’t expect to be lucky more than once.”
“I don’t follow you.”
“I’ve been lucky enough to make a good deal of money. I knew instinctively that a man like me couldn’t be lucky in love. And I’ve always shied away from women. It’s nothing to be vain about, because I know the reason, but plenty of women have thrown themselves at my head.”
“Did Holly?”
“No, she didn’t. I was the pursuer in her case-very much the pursuer.”
“How did you happen to meet her?”
“It didn’t happen, in the strictest sense. I arranged to meet her. I saw her in a film last spring in London-I was over there for a trade meeting at Canada House-and decided I had to meet her, somehow. A few months later, at the end of July, I happened to be passing through Vancouver. I have interests in British Columbia, and some of my property was threatened by forest fires.
“I picked up a newspaper and saw Holly’s picture. Her film was to be shown at the Vancouver film festival, and she was to be a guest at the showing. I decided to stop over in Vancouver, and the forest fires be damned. All I could think about was meeting her in the flesh.”
“Do you mean to tell me you fell in love with her picture, at first sight?”
“Does that sound foolish and sentimental?”
“It sounds incredible.”
“Not if you realize how I felt. She was what I’d been missing all my life. She stood for the things I’d turned my back on when I was a young man. Love, and marriage, and fatherhood. A lovely girl that I could call my own.” He was talking like a man in a dream, a rosy sentimental dream of the sort that burns like celluloid and leaves angry ashes in the eyes.
“You felt all this simply because you’d seen her in a movie?”
“There was more to it than that. I prefer not to go into it.”
“I think you should go into it.”
“What purpose would it serve? That other girl had nothing to do with Holly, except that Holly reminded me of her.”
“Tell me about the other girl.”
“There’s no point in going into the subject of her, not at this late date. She was simply a girl I picked up in Boston twenty-five yea
rs ago, when I was at Harvard Business School. For a while I planned to marry her, and then I decided not to. Perhaps I should have.” He stared down into his empty glass, twisting and turning it like a crystal ball that revealed the past but kept the future hidden. “Holly seemed like a reincarnation of that girl in Boston.”
He fell silent. He seemed to have forgotten that I was sitting across from him.
“So you arranged to meet Holly,” I prompted him.
“Yes. It wasn’t difficult. I have strong connections in Vancouver, among them some of the backers of the festival. A dinner in her honor was set up, and I had the privilege of sitting beside her. She was charming, and so young.” His voice broke, leaving me unmoved. “It was like being given a second chance at youth.”
“Obviously, you made the most of your chances.”
“Yes. We got along from the start-in a perfectly straightforward, companionable way. And she didn’t know who I was. I was simply a fellow she met at a party who had a few business interests. That was the beauty of it. She didn’t know I had money until we’d been seeing each other for several days.” Ferguson spoke of his money as if it was a communicable disease.
“Are you certain of that?”
“Quite certain.” He nodded emphatically, as though he had to reassure himself. “She didn’t know who I really was until it developed that she was going to Banff. I invited her to stay at my lodge there-properly chaperoned, of course. We got together a little party, and rode up in a private railway car that a friend of mine makes available to me.
“It was a wonderful trip. I felt terrifically excited, just to be with her. I don’t mean in a sexual way.” Ferguson’s eyes became faintly anxious whenever he approached the subject of sex. “I’ve had sex with various women, but the feeling I had for Holly was very much more than that. She was like a golden image sitting there by the train window. I didn’t like to stare directly at her, so I looked at her reflection in the window. I watched her reflected face with the mountains moving through it and behind it. I felt as though I was moving with her into the heart of life, a golden time. Do you understand me?”
“Not too well.”
“I don’t pretend to understand it myself. I only know I’d lived for twenty-five years without that feeling. I’d been going through the motions for twenty-five years, piling up money and acquiring property. Suddenly Holly was the reason for it, the meaning of it all. She understood when I told her these things. We went on long walks together in the mountains. I poured out my heart to her, and she understood. She said that she loved me, and would share my life.”
Shock and whisky were working in him like truth serum. There was no trace of irony in his voice; only the tragic irony of the circumstances. He had founded his brief marriage on a dream and was trying to convince himself that the dream was real.
“And share your money, too?” I said.
“Holly didn’t marry me for money,” he insisted doggedly. “Remember that she was a successful actress, with a future. It’s true her studio had her tied up in a low-salaried contract, but she could have done much better if she’d stayed in Hollywood. Her agent told me she was bound to become a great star. But the fact is, she wasn’t interested in money, or in stardom. She wanted to improve herself, become a cultivated woman. That was the project we had in mind when we came here. We planned to learn together, read good books, study music and other worthwhile things.”
He looked around the shabby restaurant as if he had somehow fallen into a trap. I remembered the hooded harp and the white concert grand.
“Was your wife studying music seriously?”
He nodded. “She has a voice, you know. I engaged a voice teacher for her, also a speech teacher. She wasn’t happy about the way she spoke, her use of English. I’m no great grammarian myself, but I was always having to correct her.”
“All these lessons she was taking-were they her idea or yours?”
“They were her idea, originally. I’m still in my prime, and at first I wasn’t too fond of the notion that we should take a year or two out to develop our minds and all that. I went along with it because I loved her, because I felt grateful to her.”
“Grateful for what?”
“For marrying me.” He seemed surprised by my lack of understanding. Puzzled surprise was threatening to become his permanent expression. “I’m not a handsome man, and I’m not young. I suppose I can hardly blame her for running out on me.”
“It’s possible she hasn’t. Gaines may have been pointing a gun at her today.”
“No. I saw him get out of the car. She sat behind the wheel and waited for him.”
“Then he may have some other hold on her. How long has she known him?”
“Just since we’ve come here.”
“You’re sure?”
He shook his head. “I can’t be sure, no. She might have known him before, and pulled the wool over my eyes.”
“Do you know much about her background? Where she came from, what sort of girlhood she had?”
“She had a difficult girlhood, I don’t know where or how. Holly preferred not to talk about herself. She said when she married me, she intended to start a fresh page in her life, with no crying over spilt milk.”
“Have you met her parents?”
“No. I’m not even aware that they exist. It may be that she’s ashamed of them. She’s never told me her real name. She married me under her stage name.”
“Did she tell you that?”
“Her agent did, Michael Speare. I met him last fall, when I was breaking her studio contract. His agency has her under a long-term contract which I couldn’t break.”
“Would you object if I talked to Speare?”
“You mustn’t tell him what’s happened.” Ferguson’s voice was almost plaintive. The past had opened like a wound, bleeding away his force. “Whether or not she deserves it, we have to protect Holly. If I could just get her out of this frightful mess she’s landed herself in-”
“I don’t see much hope of that. There is one thing you could do which we haven’t discussed. I know of some good private detectives in Los Angeles.”
“No! I’m not going in for that sort of thing.”
Ferguson struck the table with his fist. His glass jumped and rattled against my plate. Fresh blood began to run from his nose. I stood up and got him out of there.
“I’m taking you to a doctor,” I said in the car. “You must know some local doctor. If not, you can get one in the emergency ward of the hospital.”
“It isn’t necessary,” he said. “I’m perfectly all right.”
“We won’t argue, Colonel. Haven’t you ever been to a local doctor?”
“I don’t go to doctors. The blasted doctors killed my mother.” His voice was strained and high. Perhaps he heard himself, because he added in a calmer tone: “Holly visited the Buenavista Clinic once or twice.”
“It’s a good place. Who was her doctor?”
“Chap by the name of Trench.”
“Are you sure?”
“Quite certain, yes.” He gave me a questioning look. “Is this Trench a quack of some sort?”
“Hardly. He’s my wife’s doctor. He’s the best obstetrician in town.”
“Is your wife going to-” Then he caught the rest of the implications, and didn’t finish the sentence.
“Yes,” I said, “she is. Is yours?”
“I don’t know. We never spoke of the matter.”
There seemed to be a number of things they hadn’t spoken of.
chapter 17
I WALKED AND TALKED Ferguson into the clinic and made an emergency appointment for him with their bone man, Dr. Root. It was one of those highly specialized medical partnerships where practically every organ of the human body was represented by a separate doctor. I left Ferguson in the waiting room and told him I’d be back in half an hour. He sat on the edge of a leather chair, bolt upright, like one of the stone figures you see on old tombs.
Mrs. Weinstein glanced at the clock when I walked into my office.
“It’s nearly two, Mr. Gunnarson. I hope you enjoyed your lunch.”
“Thanks for reminding me. Would you call my wife and tell her I won’t be home for lunch?”
“I presume she knows by this time.”
“Call her anyway, will you? Then I want you to place a call for me, to a man in Beverly Hills named Michael Speare.” I recited the address which Ferguson had given me. “You can probably get the number from Information. I’ll take the call in my office.”
I sat at my desk with the door closed. I spread out the clipping from Larry Gaines’s old wallet, and made an alphabetical list of the names mentioned in it: Dotery, Drennan, Haines, McNab, Roche, Spence, Treco, Van Horn, Wood, Zanella. I had an idea.
My telephone rang.
“Mr. Speare is on the line,” Mrs. Weinstein said. Over her, a man’s voice was saying: “Mike Speare here.”
“This is William Gunnarson. I’m an attorney out in Buenavista. Can you give me a few minutes of your time?”
“Not right now. I’m at Television City. My secretary transferred the call. What’s it all about?”
“A client of yours. Holly May.”
“What does Holly want?”
“It’s too confidential for the telephone,” I said, trying to sound tantalizing. “Can I talk to you in person, Mr. Speare?”
“Why not? I’ll be back in my office by three or so. You know where it is-just off Santa Monica Boulevard?”
“I’ll be there. Thanks.”
I hung up and went out and presented my list of names to Mrs. Weinstein. “I have a little job for you. It may only take a few minutes, if we’re lucky. It may take today and tomorrow. I want you to stay with it until it’s finished.”
“But I have a pile of tax forms to type up for Mr. Millrace.”
“They can wait. This is an emergency.”
“What kind of an emergency?”
“I’ll tell you when it’s over. Maybe. It could be a matter of life or death.”
“Really?”
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