“A dark-haired man stepped out from the kitchen carrying a platter of cheeses. He asked me my favorite dish and I pointed to the elderberry tarts. He shook his head and took me to a silver platter of little stacked cakes. I’d never seen such beautifully decorated cakes and each was small enough to fit into the palm of my hand.” Galadriel draws a circle in her palm with a finger.
“He handed me a little white one with pink roses made of frosting and plum curd in the middle. I took a bite and we smiled at each other. He had the most beautiful green eyes.
“I looked to the front of the hall and noticed that the Count’s chair was empty. My mouth was full of cake when I realized who this man really was. I swallowed hard, but as I stepped forward to confront him my foot slipped on spilled wine. I thought I would fall, but he caught me by the arm and pulled me up slowly.” Galadriel sips again from her fourth cup of ale, her face speaking greater volumes than her words.
“I was so embarrassed, but he looked at me with such worry and so I did the most obvious thing. I asked his name and he whispered it in my ear. One of the girls must have noticed and soon a swarm of them headed for us so he ran off through the kitchen.
“Ulrich returned to the table, but the festival was nearly over. The trumpet sounded, signaling the end and all the maidens headed toward the hundred or so carriages that waited to take them back to their villages. I stayed behind until the trumpeter noticed I was the only maiden left in the great hall.
“He called after me harshly and ordered me to leave. Ulrich was walking toward us and I was about to say his name when I heard Ebba shout from the stairwell. I turned to see her pushing her way through the crowd, charging toward me.
“I felt the stab of a dozen pairs of eyes glaring at the back of my head and I ran for the staircase on the opposite side of the castle. The shoe slipped from my foot but I left it behind. I quickly found a carriage and returned to Xanten, knowing I would have to go back to Gisla.”
“Why did you run?” I ask.
“I thought Ebba would embarrass me in front of everyone. I thought she would tell them all that I was just a servant girl who picked her supper from the ashes.”
Galadriel is now loose in speech and posture. Her expressions are dramatic, like a child’s, as she tells her story. She stumbles as she rises from the table and meanders to the barrel to fill her mug. I wonder if Father shall be mad when he finds she’s drunk us dry, yet I say nothing. She sits and sips from her mug, the corners of her eyes softening further.
“How did Ulrich find you?” I ask.
“He found me at Gisla’s. I had to go back. I hid my cloak and gown beneath the floorboards so Gisla wouldn’t take them from me. Ebba and Dorthe swore I was at the festival wearing a beautiful silk gown. Gisla thought the girls had gone mad, but still punished me for running away.
“Three days later the little man came to our door with the shoe that had slipped from my foot, ordering us each to try it on. Gisla demanded a moment to give her daughters a chance to wash their feet.
Ebba, being the eldest, was to be the first to try on the shoe. Gisla knew the shoe would not fit for while Ebba had slight feet, her largest toe was long and fat, so Gisla grabbed a knife and ordered her to cut off her toe.”
“No!” I gasp.
“She did! Ebba didn’t want to do it. I suppose I could have cried out that the shoe was mine and asked the little man to place it on my foot, but I bit my tongue instead so I could watch them suffer like they’d made me suffer.
“Gisla tried to convince her that a toe was worthless, that she’d be rich and noble and have land if she could fit into that shoe, but Ebba cried. And while Ebba’s head was in her hands, Gisla raised the knife and chopped off her toe.
“Ebba bit into her knuckle to keep from screaming. Blood squirted straight from the end of her foot and her face went white. She fell back in a faint and Dorthe caught her. Gisla wrapped the foot while Dorthe fetched the shoe.
“Dorthe jammed the shoe on Ebba’s foot which must have hurt terribly. She woke screaming and Dorthe put a hand over her mouth to silence her.
“Gisla’s eyes were as wild as a madwoman’s when she saw that the shoe fit. She forced Ebba to stand and told her to walk. Ebba limped and Gisla slapped her and told her that if she couldn’t walk like a lady then she had lost a toe for nothing.
“Ebba walked the best she could and the little man was fooled at first. But when he approached her to take back the shoe, she quickly pulled her foot away. Gisla argued that the shoe belonged to Ebba and it was hers to keep, but the half man said it would be returned to her in time.
“He reached for the shoe again, but he wouldn’t have to remove it to discover the trickery for blood had begun to soak through the shoe. The little man pulled it from Ebba’s foot to reveal a bleeding wound where her toe should have been.
“He was very angry, but Gisla swore it was an old wound that had reopened and so the little man said if she was truly the owner of the shoe then she would know the Count’s real name. Ebba guessed his name was Roger or Edward and the little man ordered Ebba and Gisla to be arrested.
“Gisla, as slippery as a snake, asked the man if it wasn’t enough that Ebba had lost a toe due to her undying love for the handsome Count. He conceded and even granted Dorthe her chance to try on the shoe. Gisla took Dorthe to the back to try on the shoe, but her heel was too wide so Gisla ordered her to slice off the edges of her foot.
“Dorthe refused, but Ebba held Dorthe down and placed a hand over her mouth to muffle the screams. Gisla grabbed the knife and shaved the skin off each side of her foot. Dorthe’s eyes widened from the shock of the pain and screamed into Ebba’s hand. Tears welled in her eyes. Blood flowed from the wounds so Gisla wrapped the injury in linen. Gisla placed the shoe on Dorthe’s foot and forced her to enter the hall.
“The little man’s eyebrow rose suspiciously. Dorthe stood so he could not take the shoe from her foot, but he asked why her ankle was wrapped in linen. But before Gisla could reply, Dorthe fainted. The shoe fell from her foot and the wound was revealed.
“I ran toward the shoe and grabbed it. I placed it on my foot and, though I was in rags, I could see recognition wash over the little man’s face. ‘The Count of Bitsch’s name is Ulrich and I am the maiden for whom he seeks. My father is a merchant and I his true daughter. These women make me a slave in my father’s home as he travels and have deceived you with trickery,’ I said.
“The little man snapped his fingers and two large guards entered the house again. He ordered the arrest of all three women, and asked me to gather my belongings and join him in the carriage. I packed my gown, shoe, cloak, and jewels. This left no doubt in the little man’s mind that he had found the Ulirch’s true bride.
“Gisla, Ebba, and Dorthe were forced to walk the entire route from Xanten to the castle at Nancy. When the Duke heard of their treachery and cruelty, he stripped them of their freedom and made them serfs at another of his castles. He also ordered that Gisla be stripped of a toe and the skin of her heel.
“Ulrich and I were officially betrothed and the little man, whose name was Derk, was sent on one last mission: to find my father. Derk was successful and happy to be finished with his travels. Father arrived and when told of my harsh treatment, apologized and begged my forgiveness, which I gave immediately for he did not know of Gisla’s callous nature. Ulrich and I were married the Tuesday next with my father in attendance. We set off for Bitsch the next day. By winter I was with child and by fall Lars had arrived, a happy child with my fair hair and his father’s green eyes. By the next winter, this one past, it was all taken from me. My greatest loves perished.” A tear streams down Galadriel’s cheek.
“I’m sorry.” I say for I don’t know of any words that could console such pain.
She nods and swallows hard.
“Did you ever find out who placed the dress at your mother’s grave?”
“I used to think it was my mother’s angel watching over me,”
Galadriel replies. “But where was she when I lost my husband and my baby? Where was God then? What was the point in giving me that dress so I could go to the festival, so Ulrich would marry me and give me a son, just to have them die a few months later?” Galadriel puts her head in her hands and sobs.
12 March, 1247 Early Morning
Galadriel’s cries have stopped and she has fallen asleep, but not for long. She jerks her head from the table and glances frightfully around the room. She looks lost until our gazes meet.
“You should go to bed. It’s late,” she yawns.
“I’m not tired,” I lie. “You can have my bed.” She waits for my reassurance. “I shall sleep in Father’s bed if I tire.”
She groggily climbs the ladder to my room and I am relieved to be alone. My back feels blistered from sitting by the fire for so long and I move to the other side of the table where Galadriel had sat.
I watch the fire and wonder where Father is and when he’ll return. The worry should consume me, but I feel nothing but weariness.
I rest my head on the table and just as my eyes close, I hear the tapping of footsteps. I wake with a start and scan the room for Father until I realize the footsteps are coming from above, their soft, slow beat quickly giving them away. It is Galadriel.
She yawns loudly and clumsily descends the ladder.
“Do you always keep insects by your bedside?” An eyebrow arches in disgust at the two fireflies dancing in the glass jar she holds at a distance.
I shrug.
“I shall get you a candle this week,” she replies.
“Father has a candle in his room. Shall I fetch it for you?”
“No.” She looks down at the jar, wrinkling her forehead. “I sleep best in the dark. I do not suppose you shall need these with a fire like that, but I prefer not to spend the night with them.” She sets the jar on the table, turns, and stumbles back to bed.
“Ivo,” I sigh, shaking my head and feeling a grin spread across my face. I lift the jar of lazy flies, each one sitting on opposite walls of the jar. I slowly lift the cap and watch as each firefly escapes and flits around the room until they find an exit through the hearth.
I am so sleepy, but tell myself I will not go to bed, even though my head feels too heavy for my neck to support. My hands make a comfortable resting place. It is not long before even my hands shake, weary from the weight of my head. The waves of the fire hypnotize me and I surrender to the weight of exhaustion. I surrender to dreams.
***
Tink. Tink. Tink. Three fireflies smack forcefully against the sides of the jar. I will be late, I think. With jar in hand, I sneak out the door and down the steps, taking Filzengraben. Tall shadows of row houses lean over me, making the night even darker. The road feels eerily empty until the glow of a night watchman’s swaying lantern in the distance catches my eye. He takes Severin’s Strasse heading toward the Priest’s Gate and his light is gone just as quickly as it has come.
I turn left onto Foller Strasse, at the first manor that makes up the vast de Belle’s estate. I climb the vines on a low wall and jump into the de Belle fields where Ivo’s family farms.
The glow from the jar lights my way through the deserted fields. The crunch of my feet through the stalks stresses the silence of the night. I fly through the small wheat field to the apple trees on the other side, searching for the tallest and most gnarly tree at the end of the meadow where we always meet.
The spark of a hundred fireflies radiates through the mist, and yet I am alone. I pace, frightened, hoping he will appear. The wind blows and macabre shadows dance. A chill crawls up my back and I close my eyes tightly from fear.
I hide behind the tree and listen for footsteps, only to hear howls and whistles. It is only the wind and the roar of thunder in the distance. It is only the wind, I tell myself. It is only the wind.
SNAP. I stumble and grip the tree.
A breeze rushes violently down my body as something falls from the tree and lands inches from my feet. A frightened cry slips from my lips.
“What took you so long?” he asks, his grin wide for he knows he has startled me. His voice is an echo.
I turn and shove him, “That’s not funny, Ivo” I say angrily, my voice echoing after his.
“What? Did I scare you?” he teases and tosses his white blonde hair from his eyes. “Here, I brought you a jar,” he says, but I push the jar away.
“I brought my own,” I reply, waving the jar an inch from his face.
“I don’t believe my eyes. You actually remembered to bring your own jar.” He feigns surprise.
The mist rises from the soggy ground as we make our way farther from the manor, deeper into the fields. We banter, jest, and boast as we normally do, but we both know Ivo shall be the victor of our hunt for fireflies. He’s always the victor now that his legs and arms have grown so long. He’s faster than me. He jumps higher than me.
“Did your parents hear you?” I whisper.
“No. Yours?”
“No,” I say with a smirk.
I am normally an obedient daughter, but the thrill of sneaking out is too delicious to ignore. My parents shall sleep through the night and never know, I tell myself. Besides, I am safe here and doing nothing wrong.
“I’m glad you brought your own jar. Now I can fill up two of them,” Ivo boasts, his wide lips curve, pinching his cheeks so tiny lines fan from the corners of his eyes.
“Ivo Bauer, you’re such a braggart. I think I know why the flies circle about you so,” I tease.
“Is it because they are attracted to the smelly girl who’s always following me about?” he replies. I roll my eyes and punch him in the arm. He grins and I notice a split in his lower lip. He turns on his heel and bolts toward a swarm of fireflies, laughing.
I follow as quickly as I can, but my feet turn to lead, sinking ankle deep into the sludge. I pull them out one at a time with a thick slurp. My arms flow sluggishly through the mist as though I am fighting my way through swamp water. I leap forward, determined to catch more fireflies than Ivo, yet catching nothing but air. The swarm moves as one, avoiding my clumsy attempts. The hum of their wings grows louder and seems to whisper to me.
You are weak, they say.
Weak…weak…weak, they hum, faster and louder, flying within reach and then circling me.
“I am not weak!” I growl.
They flit in a spiral and spell it out. WEAK. I put my hands to my ears and close my eyes until the buzz fades. I peel one eye open and then the other. Far across the muddy field, Ivo leaps into the air, capturing flies with his jar in large gulps. The bright glow from his vessel shines from across the mud-caked meadow.
A single fly escapes his grasp and flits toward me. I jump with all my strength and trap him. I peer into the jar and smirk ruthlessly, but it sneers fearlessly back at me, its teeth long and pointed like daggers.
You’ll never save them, it giggles in a high-pitched voice, its large eyes glowing as brightly and eerily as its tail. You can’t even save yourself. Its jaws open wide and snap down twice. I toss the jar to the ground and leap back. The jar glimmers as the little beast flies innocently.
Suddenly Ivo is at my side. “You’ve only caught one fly?” he laughs. “Are you giving up already?”
“I just don’t feel like it anymore.” I peer fearfully into the jar.
He collects the jars and twists the lids open. The flies scatter, flashing through the mist as the thunder grows louder.
I walk toward a tree and rest against it, staring at my empty jar, haunted by the fly’s message.
Ivo follows, leaning next to me and I sigh.
“Ah, don’t be a sore sport,” he laughs and nudges me with his elbow.
“No, that’s not it,” I say. He stands silently, waiting for me to continue. “Do you think I am weak?”
“When it comes to catching fireflies? Yes, you are terribly weak.” He smiles widely. I shake my head and cannot help but smile back.
I
nudge him in the ribs. “Be serious! Do you think I am weak?”
He smirks, looks down at the ground, and shuffles his feet a little as he thinks. He sighs and shakes the hair from his face.
“We all have weaknesses…” he says, staring straight forward. His fingertips brush the inside of my hand. “But it’s the people, the things that we have weaknesses for that bring us the strength and courage to do what we must.” His fingers wrap around my hand and my pulse quickens.
A crack of thunder causes me to jump and the sky dissolves in a heavy downpour, drenching us immediately. I cup my free hand and the rain pools inside it. Rain pours down Ivo’s face and drips off his nose. I feel the same happening to my face. We look into each other’s eyes and smile.
He drops his jar in the mud and slides his hand beneath the soaked tangles of my hair, gripping the nape of my neck. My heart races as his other hand slides to the small of my back and he pulls me in close. The warmth of his body is a welcome contrast to the damp cold of our clothing. I gasp, and feel the heat of my breath reflect off his lips. A warmth rushes to my cheeks, my belly...
We both are weak. I relax in his arms and reach for the sides of his face. For the briefest moment our eyes catch and then close.
A flash of light blinds me through my closed eyes and a deafening crash shakes the earth. Lightning. I cower beneath him and feel myself scream.
***
I awake with a start, knocking over the empty jar. I grab my hot cheeks, still blushing from the dream. But it isn’t just a dream. It all really happened nine months ago. When there wasn’t a fever and my mother was alive.
A warm, delicious ache throbs low in my belly as I think upon the kiss that almost happened. I look around. Father is not yet back. It is still dark. The thought of bed crosses my mind, but my heavy head and eyelids convince me to stay where I am. It is the kind of dream I hope to continue. But not just to see Ivo. I want to see my mother again. I rest my head on my arms and sigh as I surrender to slumber.
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