by Nora Roberts
She didn’t think he could shock her again. But she’d been wrong. “You’re saying because I wouldn’t go to bed with you, I forced you to turn to Angela?”
“You’re not seeing the grays, Deanna,” he said patiently. “I respected your wishes, your need to progress slowly. At the same time, it’s necessary for me to satisfy my own needs. Angela was certainly a mistake—”
She nodded slowly. “I see. I’m glad we straightened this out, Marshall, before it went any further. Now I’m going to very reasonably tell you to go to hell.”
She started out, her eyes going to smoke when he blocked the doorway. “We haven’t finished, Deanna.”
“I’ve finished, and that’s all that counts. We both made a mistake, Marshall, a big one. Now get out of my way, and stay out of it before I make another one and embarrass us both by tearing the skin off your face.”
Stiffly, he stepped aside. “I’ll be ready to discuss this when you’ve calmed down.”
“Oh, I’m calm,” she muttered as she headed for the studio. “I’m dead calm, you bastard.”
She shoved through the studio doors, strode across the floor and took her place behind the anchor desk.
Finn watched her through the first break. Once he was satisfied she was under control, he slipped out and walked to the elevator.
Over a celebratory glass of champagne, Angela watched the noon report in her office. She didn’t give a damn about the words or images, but she was interested, even fascinated, by Deanna. The girl looked as cool and sweet as an ice-cream soda, Angela thought. Except for the eyes. Angela would have been bitterly disappointed if she hadn’t seen the banked fury in Deanna’s gaze.
“Direct hit,” she murmured, delighted.
I win, she thought again, but couldn’t prevent a twinge of admiration.
Curled in the leather chair behind her desk, she sipped and smiled, and finally raised her glass in silent toast to Deanna.
“She’s got style, doesn’t she?” Finn said from the doorway.
To her credit, Angela didn’t jolt. She continued to sip and study the screen. “Absolutely. She could go a long way in the business with the right teacher.”
“Is that the role you’ve carved out for yourself here?” Finn crossed the room, skirted the desk to stand behind Angela’s chair. “Going to teach her your way, Angela?”
“My way works. Dee would be the first to tell you how generous I’ve been with her.”
“She scares you, doesn’t she?” Finn lowered his hands to Angela’s shoulders, holding her firm so that they both faced Deanna’s image.
“Why should she?”
“Because she’s got more than style. You’ve got plenty of that yourself. She’s got brains, but you have those, too. And guts, and drive. But then she tops you, Angela. Because she’s got class. Bred-in-the-bone class.” His fingers dug in when she started to shift. He couldn’t know just how deeply he’d hit the mark. “That’s something you’ll never have. You can wear your pearls and your thousand-dollar suits; it doesn’t mean a damn. Because you can’t wear class. You can’t buy it and you can’t fake it.” He spun her chair around, leaning over her so they were face to face. “And you’ll never have it. So she scares the hell out of you, and you had to find a way to show her who was on top.”
“Did she come running to you, Finn?” She was shaken, much more than she cared to admit, but she lifted her glass and sipped delicately, even though the drink now seemed a little more like a crutch. “Was she shocked and devastated and crying out for comfort?”
“You’re such a bitch, Angela.”
“You always liked that about me.” Her eyes laughed over the rim of her glass. Then she shrugged. “The truth is, I’m sorry she was hurt that way. There’s no denying that Marshall wasn’t right for her, but I know she cared for him. The simple fact was he was attracted to me, and I to him.” Because she wanted to believe her excuse, she did. Her voice rang with sincerity. “Things got out of hand, and I blame myself entirely. It was thoughtless.”
“The hell it was. You don’t take a breath without thinking it through.”
She smiled again, looking up under her lashes. “Don’t be jealous, Finn.”
“You’re pathetic. Did you think this stunt was going to break her?”
“If she had loved him, it would have.” Pursing her lips, she examined her nails. “So, perhaps I did her a favor.”
He laughed. “Maybe you did at that. You sure as hell did me one.” He turned back to her and grinned. “I want her, and you just cleared the path.”
He didn’t have to dodge the glass she hurled. It struck the window a full six inches from his head. The crystal shattered. Delighted, Finn stuck his hands in his pockets.
“Your aim still stinks.”
There was no laughter now, nor any of the regret she’d convinced herself she felt. There was only rage. “Do you think she’ll want you after she hears what I can tell her?”
“Do you think she’ll listen to anything you say after this stunt?” There was reckless humor in his eyes. “You overshot your mark this time. She’s not going to come whimpering to you. She’s going to tough it out. And she’s going to get better. And you’re going to start looking over your shoulder.”
“Do you think I’m worried about some fluffy little news reader?” she demanded. “All I have to do is make a phone call and she’d be gone. Like that.” She snapped her fingers. “Who do you think’s been keeping this station out of the basement for the last two years? And where do you think it’ll go when I pull up stakes?”
“So you are leaving.” He nodded, rocked back on his heels. “Well, congratulations and bon voyage.”
“That’s right. When the new season opens I’ll be in New York, and Angela’s will be produced by my own company. CBC’s affiliates will come crawling to pay my price to air my show. Within two years, I’ll be the most powerful woman in television.”
“You might pull it off,” he agreed. “For a while.”
“I’ll still be on top when you’re scrounging around for a two-minute spot on the late news.” She was trembling now, her temper pricked and pecked by needles of insecurity. “People want me. They admire me. They respect me.”
“I certainly did.”
Both Finn and Angela turned to the doorway, where Deanna stood, pale under her camera makeup. She noted, with no surprise, that Angela had salvaged most of the rose blooms and had set them prominently on her desk.
“Deanna.” Tears swimming in her eyes, Angela started across the room. “I don’t know how I can ever apologize.”
“Please don’t. I think, since it’s only the three of us here, we can be honest. I know you planned the whole episode, that you arranged to have me walk in just when I did.”
“How could you say such a thing?”
“I saw your face.” Her voice hitched, but she steadied herself. She would not lose control. “I saw your face,” she repeated. “I’m not sure whether it was because you wanted to prove that I was wrong about Marshall, or if it was because I couldn’t accept your offer. Maybe it was a combination of both.”
Hurt, every bit as genuine as the pearls at her throat, shuddered through Angela’s voice. “You should know me better.”
“Yes, I should have known you better. But I wanted to believe in you. I wanted to be flattered that you befriended me, that you saw something in me. So I didn’t look past the surface.”
“So.” Blinking at tears, Angela turned away. “You’re going to toss our friendship aside because of a man.”
“No, I’m tossing it aside because of me. I wanted you to know that.”
“I gave you my time, my help, my affection.” Whirling, Angela pounced. “No one turns me down.”
“Then I guess I’m the first. Good luck in New York.” Good copy, Deanna told herself as she walked out. Damn good copy.
“Don’t forget to look over your shoulder,” Finn said as he closed the door quietly behind him.
Chapter Nine
ANGELA TRADES WINDY CITY FOR BIG APPLE
TALK SHOW QUEEN TO REIGN IN NEW YORK
MULTIMILLION-DOLLAR DEAL FOR
CHICAGO’S FAVORITE BLONDE
The headlines gloated over the news. Even staunch vehicles like the Chicago Tribune, The New York Times, The Washington Post carried the banner. For one sunny day in June, stories of Angela’s record-breaking deal overshadowed the troubled economy and unrest in the Middle East.
She was in her element.
With the graciousness of royalty, she granted interviews, welcomed a team from People into her home, chatted with Liz Smith over the phone. She had a quote for Variety and agreed to a layout in McCall’s.
Finally, through hard work, blind ambition and sheer guts, she had attained what she’d always craved. Undivided attention.
She was canny enough to have nothing but the highest praise for CBC, for Delacort and for Chicago. She even worked up a few tears on Entertainment Tonight.
And her clipping service captured every word, every inch of print that revolved around her.
Then, amidst the uproar, she delivered the coup de grace. She would be taking the last six weeks on her contract as vacation.
“She knows how to turn the screws, doesn’t she?” Fran rolled a pair of mismatched socks into a ball and tossed them into a laundry basket.
“That’s not the worst of it.” Deanna paced the tiny living room of Fran’s downtown apartment. “Half her staff got pink-slipped. The others have the choice of pulling up stakes and moving to New York or looking for a new job.” She hissed through her teeth. “There aren’t any damn jobs.”
“Obviously you don’t read the papers. The administration says we’re not in a recession. It’s all in our minds.”
Unamused, Deanna picked up a book of baby names and slapped it against her palm as she roamed the room. “I saw Lew McNeil’s face when he left the building yesterday. God, Fran, he’s been with her almost six years, and she cuts him loose without a thought.”
Fran chose another pair of socks, one navy, one black. Close enough, she decided, and bundled them together. The heat made her purple tank top stick to her skin. “I’m sorry, Dee, for all of them. Everybody in television knows the game usually stinks. But I’m more concerned about you. Is Marshall still calling?”
“He stopped leaving messages on my machine.” She shrugged. “I think he finally figured out I wasn’t going to call back. He still sends flowers.” With a bitter laugh, she tossed the baby book back onto the coffee table. “Can you believe it? He really thinks if he blankets me in enough posies, I’ll forget everything.”
“Want to have a men-are-scum session? Richard’s playing golf, so he can’t be offended.”
“No, thanks.” For the first time, she focused on her friend. “Fran, you just rolled up a gray sock with a blue one.”
“I know. It adds a little excitement to the mornings. I gotta tell you, Dee, Richard’s getting staid. You know, Saturday golf dates, three-piece suits. The house in the ’burbs we’re buying. Jesus, we used to be rebels. Now we’re . . .” She shuddered, lowered her voice. “Mainstream.”
Laughing, Deanna sat cross-legged on the floor. “I’ll believe that when you buy a Volvo and an espresso machine.”
“I almost bought one of those ‘Baby On Board’ signs the other day. I came to my senses just in time.”
“Then you’re okay. I haven’t even asked how you’re feeling.”
“Fabulous, really.” Fran jabbed a loose pin back into her messy topknot. “All these women at work who’ve had kids look at me with scorn and envy. They have all these horror stories about pregnancy—morning sickness, fainting, water retention. And I feel like Rocky.” She lifted an arm, flexed her muscle and managed to make a couple of freckles ripple. “Like I could go the distance without breaking a sweat.” Lips pursed, she held up a checked argyle and a white sweat sock. “What do you think?”
“Why be subtle?” For the next few minutes they worked silently, folding laundry. “Fran, I’ve been thinking.”
“I wondered when you’d get around to it. I could practically see the idea hopping around in your brain.”
“It could be impractical,” Deanna mused. “Hell, it could be impossible. After I run it by you, I want you to be completely honest.”
“All right.” Fran shoved the laundry basket away with one bare foot. “Shoot.”
“Delacort, Angela’s old syndicate, is going to have a big hole in their line-up and in their revenue. I’m sure they can fill it adequately enough, but . . . Did you know Delacort’s CEO was Angela’s second husband?”
“Sure. Loren Bach.” Aside from the occasional grisly mystery, Fran’s favorite reading was gossip rags, and she wasn’t ashamed of it. If you wanted to know what celebrity was doing what with whom, and where, she was your girl. “They hooked up right after she ditched her first one—the real estate tycoon. Anyway, Loren Bach put a lot of money and muscle behind our girl. Made her a star.”
“And though there were a few rumors, and some items in gossip columns to the contrary, they supposedly parted amicably.” That much, Deanna had read. “Knowing Angela the way I do now, I really doubt that.”
Fran’s eyebrows wiggled. Not only did she love gossip, she loved dirty gossip best. “Word was she cost him a cool two million in the settlement, plus the house and furnishings, so I’d make it four mil. I wouldn’t think Bach would have too much residual affection for our heroine.”
“Exactly. And Bach has a long-standing relationship with Barlow James, the president of CBC’s news division.” Deanna rubbed her nervous hands on her knees. “And Mr. James likes my work.”
Fran cocked her head, her eyes bright as a bird’s. “So?”
“So I’ve got some money saved, I’ve got some connections.” The idea had her heart jittering so that she pressed the heel of her hand against it as if to slow its pace. She wanted this very much, maybe too much. Enough, she realized, to skip several steps of her carefully calculated career plan. “I want to rent a studio, put together a tape. I want to pitch it to Loren Bach.”
“Jesus.” Fran leaned back against the cushions of the couch and goggled. “Is this you talking?”
“I know how it sounds, but I’ve thought it through. Bach moved Angela from a small, local show to a national hit. He could do it again. I’m hoping he wants to do it again, not only for his company, but personally. I can put together a series of clips from ‘Deanna’s Corner’ and my news reports. I think I can get Barlow James to back me. And if I had a pilot, something simple and slick, I might have a shot.” She rose again, too excited to sit. “The timing’s perfect. The syndicate’s still reeling from Angela’s defection, and they haven’t groomed a successor. If I could convince them to give me a chance locally, a handful of markets in the Midwest, I know I could make it work.”
Fran blew out a breath, tapped her fingers on her flat belly. “It’s off the wall, all right. And I love it.” Letting her head fall back, she laughed at the ceiling. “It’s just screwy enough to fly.”
“I’ll make it fly.” Deanna came back to crouch in front of Fran and grip her hands. “Especially if I have an experienced producer.”
“You can count on me. But the cost of the studio, the techs, even a trimmed-down production staff. It’s a lot to risk.”
“I’m willing to risk it.”
“Richard and I have some put away.”
“No.” Touched, grateful, Deanna shook her head. “Absolutely not. Not with my godchild on the way. I’ll take your brain, your back and your time, but not your money.” After patting Fran’s belly, she stood again. “Believe me, the first three are more important.”
“Okay. So what’s your format, what’s your topic, where’s your audience?”
“I want something simple, comfortable. Nothing issue-oriented. I want to do what I do best, Fran. Talk to people. Get them to talk to me. We get a couple of deep, cozy chairs. God knows I n
eed new furniture anyway. Keep it chummy, intimate.”
“Fun,” Fran said. “If you’re not going for the tears and angst, go for the fun. Something the audience can get involved in.”
Deanna pulled at her earlobe. “I thought I might draw on some of the guests I’ve had on ‘Deanna’s Corner.’ Sort of a woman-in-the-arts thing.”
“It’s not bad, but it’s tame. And it’s lofty. I don’t think you want talking heads for a demo, especially arty ones.” Fran thought over the possibilities. “We did this makeover thing on Woman Talk last year. Went over big.”
“You mean a before-and-after sort of thing?”
“Yeah. Makeup, hair. It’s fun. It’s satisfying. But you know what I’d like?” She curled her legs up, leaned forward. “A fashion show sort of thing. What’s new for summer? What’s hot? What’s now? You get, say, Marshall Field’s involved. They get to show off some of the summer styles. Career stuff, evening stuff, casual wear.”
Eyes half closed, Deanna tried to visualize it. “Right down to shoes and accessories, with a fashion coordinator. Then we choose women out of the audience.”
“Exactly. Real women, no perfect bodies.”
Warming to the idea, Deanna reached for her purse and took out a notebook. “We’ll have to have chosen them earlier. So the fashion coordinator has time to find the right look, the right outfit.”
“Then they get, say, a hundred-dollar gift certificate from the department store.”
“How to look like a million for a hundred dollars or less.”
“Oh, I like it.” Fran rocked back. “I really like it.”
“I’ve got to get home.” Deanna scrambled up. “Make some calls. We’ve got to move fast.”
“Sweet pea, I’ve never known you to move any other way.”
It required eighteen-hour days, the bulk of Deanna’s savings and a surplus of frustration. Because she was able to wrangle only a week off from her duties at CBC, she did without sleep. Fueled on coffee and ambition, she pushed the project forward. Meetings with the promotion people at Marshall Field’s, phone calls to union reps, hours of searching for the right set accessories.