Alex breaks my thoughts, “If you want, I can install Nanny Cams.”
I wipe the tears from my eyes, “No it’s ok I trust you. I’m sure whomever you choose will be perfect. I just get a little protective over him, he’s still my baby.”
He smiles at that statement, “I know, I’m so happy and proud of how you raised him. He’s an amazing kid, Tori. You’ve done such an incredible job, baby.” He kisses my forehead. “Will you come with me to the Gala?”
I smile back at him, he’s incredibly sweet. How could I say no? “Yes, okay. I will go but I want to be able to call home whenever I want.”
“Of course.” He kisses my cheek as he gets up. He clears up his plate and his wine and places it on the counter as Adam and I continue to eat. “I’m going to go into the office for a bit and make some phone calls, I shouldn’t be too long.”
I smile at him and nod then continue to eat my second helping of pasta. This is delicious, I have a feeling I’m going to gain a lot of weight if I keep eating like this.
*****
I stand at the doorway of Adam’s bedroom as Alex tucks him in. He read him three books from the dozens Alex had bought him and is displayed on a shelf against the wall.
“I’m so glad you came back to us daddy.” My son says to his father. My eyes start to water up, I feel like it’s my fault that they couldn’t have been reunited all this time. Maybe if I tried harder to look for him? It couldn’t have been too hard if he is a big CEO now. My mind is all over the place.
“I’m happy that I found you both, buddy. Now we will always be together, ok?”
“Okay, daddy. Goodnight. I love you.”
I hold my breath, I’ve never heard Adam say that to anyone before. I see Alex’s face full of emotion as he kisses our son. He doesn’t say anything at first, he looks like he’s getting choked up. “I love you too, son.”
We leave his room and Alex closes the door behind him. He wipes a tear from his eye. We walk to the living room and he grabs me and spins me around and kisses me. At first, I can’t process what’s happening but after a few seconds, I return the kiss. Eventually we break the kiss, our foreheads are touching.
“Thank you, Tori.”
“Thank you for what?” I ask.
“For giving me a son, I didn’t know there could be a feeling in the world that I feel knowing that he is mine. That you both are in my life.”
“I should thank you too, I didn’t make him by myself.” I laugh.
“Our love made him, that’s how I feel about the both of you. You are my heart, Tori. Whether you choose to believe it or not, I will always love you both.” He kisses me again, only this time it’s fierier. I moan into his lips as he grabs my butt and squeezes.
“Sleep with me tonight.” He whispers into my lips.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea.” I manage to say. Our breathing is heavy and I’m trying to control myself but what I want to do is let him fuck me.
“Why not?” He asks me as he pushes me onto the sofa. I have no idea what he’s going to do. He kneels in front of me and pushes my jeans off me, taking my panties with them and spreads my legs. I know I should stop him but I don’t.
He uses his fingers to spread me, then lowers his head and kisses me. My panting becomes faster and I start moaning. I realize that someone might walk in right now. I tap his shoulder, “Alex, someone might come in.” His hands are on my clit and he is moving around in circles, causing the familiar buildup of pleasure.
He lifts his head, “I sent everyone home.” Then his mouth crashes against mine. It feels amazing, I haven’t been with anyone since him. He whispers against my neck, “Fuck, baby. You still taste as amazing as I remember. With that, I felt myself clench. “Yeah, baby. Come for me.” He encourages.
As the pleasure is rising, I run my fingers through his hair. Before I realized it, my body explodes. The greatest pleasure that anyone has ever given me. When I come down from the high, I look down to see Alex staring at me with a smug look on his face.
“What?”
“Nothing, just that I see that I’ve still got it.” He says as he sits beside me, he brings his hand to his face and licks his fingers clean.
“Well, I haven’t had sex in nine years, so it’s safe to say that it wouldn’t be a hard task.”
He stops licking his fingers and looks at me, “Seriously? Nine years?”
I’m embarrassed, I didn’t want him thinking I was some naïve girl, although I was unexperienced, I wasn’t stupid. I just didn’t have time to date with a son at home and a job.
“Alex, I was busy working and raising our son. I didn’t have time to date. I also didn’t want to introduce some strange man to my son only to have him disappear and the one that suffers the most is Adam.”
He rests his arm behind me on the sofa. I am naked from my waist below and he is still fully clothed. I snuggle into his side and he kisses the top of my head. This feels so natural and it surprises me that I feel like it’s been like this all along.
I decide that it would be fun to shock him, since he thinks I’m so green and inexperienced. I want to give him something to make him feel good.
I kneel on the floor in front of him and we lock eyes as I unbuckle his belt and unzip his pants.
“Baby, you don’t have to do anything.” He says to me. I’m not paying much attention to what he was saying, I was too busy trying to get him out of his pants. I was trying to look confident but was quickly failing. I fumbled with the zipper until he helped push it down. There you go.
Finally, when his pants are unzipped and I reach in, looking for his dick. I pull it out. Shit, I forgot how big he was, it looks even bigger than what I remembered. He was already hard so I slowly licked the drop of fluid on the tip. I keep our eye contact, as I try to take his whole length. I gag the first few times but after a few strokes, it becomes easier. I feel it hitting the back my throat. I moan as I suck him. He leans his head back and it’s his turn to lose himself in pleasure. I love the noises that he makes and the way he’s stroking my hair as I’m pleasuring him with my mouth. I can feel a vein throbbing as I continue to suck him.
I feel a tap on my shoulder, “Baby, I’m going to come. If you don’t want it in your let go.” I don’t let go, I keep sucking him. He growls his release as he comes down my throat. His taste is salty and it feels like it was a heavy load but I swallow every drop.
I lean back on my knees and wipe the extra come off my lips. He wipes the sweat off his forehead. “Shit, baby. You always amaze me, that was the best I’ve ever gotten.”
I sit beside him on the couch, pleased with myself. I put my feet up on the coffee table to elevate my aching feet. “Yeah right, I bet all the girls did that for you.”
He smiles, he gives me a chaste kiss “Some but it was nothing compared to that.”
We sit on the sofa in a comfortable silence. I wish I could live in this moment forever. As much as I wanted to deny it in the beginning, I love this man. I have always loved him. Not only is he the father of my child but he was my best friend. After all these years, it feels like he’s the only one that knows me entirely.
“I’m so glad you applied for a job at my company.” He finally says.
I laugh, “I wasn’t so happy at first, but now I’m happy too. I still need a job though, I was laid off my old job six months ago and my employment benefits are finished.”
“What did you used to do?”
“I worked in a medical office, as a data entry clerk. I wanted to start using my business degree but I needed to move to a place with more opportunities than Bradshire, so I quit and packed us up and moved to the city. I didn’t realize it was this hard.”
“I’m sorry that you couldn’t find anything. I know that HR liked you at S & J though. Just say the word and you can have the job.”
“That’s sweet Alex, but I don’t want to be known as the office hussy because I slept with the boss to get the job. I can’t accept a position
that I don’t deserve.”
“Why don’t you think you deserve it? I’ve read your resumé, remember? I’ve called your references.
“I’ll wait for them to call back, but I don’t want you to talk to anyone about putting me on the top of the list. Okay?”
He looks at me, biting his lip. He finally speaks, “Okay, but just so you know, you don’t have to work ever again. You should focus on raising our son and our future babies.”
I look at him like he’s lost his mind. “Babies? How many babies were you planning to have?”
“I was thinking that I since I missed Adam growing up, you owe me about five, maybe six babies.”
I look at him wide eyed, “I owe you? Unless they come out of you, I’m not having six kids.”
He smiles and strokes my cheek, “We’ll see.”
I yawn, “Alex, I’m going to head to bed, it’s been a long day.”
“Okay baby, goodnight.” I try to kiss his cheek but he moves his head and I end up kissing his lips. The kiss is starting to get more passionate, so I pull away before it goes any further than it already has tonight.
I smile at him and walk towards my room, I can’t help but feel giddy. I instantly lose that feeling when I open the door to my bedroom and everything is trashed. The bed covers are all torn and ripped. The lamps have been knocked down and the books on the shelves have been pushed off. I scream, “Alex!!” A few seconds later, Alex appears in the doorway and looks in shock at the mess.
“What the fuck happened?” He looks around in disbelief.
“Who the hell did this?” I ask to no one in particular. I turn to the left and see writing on the wall that says, Fucking Slut. Who would write that? I don’t know anyone who would do this. Realization than hits me, would she do this? What the hell did I do to her?
Three Years earlier…
Alexander
I am sitting at my desk and Libby is sitting opposite me. She is crying, I may not like Libby at times but I hate to see women cry. I may be a cold bastard sometimes but I do have a heart, even if it may be small.
I hand her a tissue as she continues with her story. “Alex, they took my comment out of context, I swear. I never told anyone that we were engaged!” I’m not sure if I should believe her or not but I don’t want to have to think about this any longer.
“Okay, I believe you. Just don’t let it happen again. I have no interest in marrying anyone.” I get up from my chair and motion for her to leave my office, enough of this shit, I have work to do.
She gets up and follows me to the door, still with the waterworks. She looks up at me and smiles, “I really hope you can forgive me.”
I plaster a smile on my face, “Of course. See you around.”
She walks out of the office and I close the door. What a fucking mess. Everything becomes complicated with that woman. Sometimes I wonder if I could ever find a woman that doesn’t annoy me. The only women I tolerated was my mother and Tori and both are gone from my life.
I sit at my desk and get back to work, there were contracts that I needed to look over.
*****
Before I realized it, the clock on the wall said 7:48 pm. Shit, I should probably head home. I turned around in my leather chair to look out the window at the city view. I became successful, I worked my ass off and gave everything I had into this company and made my dreams come true. All this means nothing if I don’t have anyone to share it with.
I am surrounded by people all the time but I still feel lonely, there isn’t anyone I trust who I can talk to. The only person that I could talk to is gone, I could talk to her for hours about anything. I think about reaching out to her but I’m afraid that it would result like my previous attempts. Would she have gotten married and have kids with some jackass that works nine to five? The thought makes my stomach turn, the thought of someone touching what is mine makes me angry and livid. She was always meant to be mine.
Because of the loss of my mother, my father was in a dark place. After the funeral, we had gone home and he had gone to bed and stayed in bed for a week straight. I was in the kitchen trying to put together a lunch for the both of us with what we had in the house, money was running low. I had walked into his bedroom with the food and saw that he had swallowed an entire bottle of pills. I found him unconscious on his bed with his mouth filled with foam. I had called the ambulance immediately then I called my grandparents, and they came as quickly as they could. I couldn’t take care of him anymore on my own. I was supposed to start college in September and I didn’t know what I was doing when it came to him. He wasn’t the only one grieving, I was too.
My grandparents came and suggested to go to their house in Chicago. They could take better care of him there and get him the help he needed. They took care of everything and had talked to an agent to sell the house. We packed a few bags and left. After all of this, I had forgotten about calling Tori. I hadn’t meant to leave without telling her. I loved her, I hope she knew that. I didn’t want to break her heart but I had to take care of my dad. I didn’t want to lose another parent when I had just lost one.
After a few months, I got up the courage to call her. Her mother had answered. Usually her voice was warm and inviting, but this time she was cold and distant. She told me that I broke her daughter’s heart and I was no longer welcome in their home. I didn’t even have a chance to explain everything, she hung up on me. I tried calling Tori’s cell but the number was out of service. Months passed, I had registered into a different college and worked my ass off for what I have today. I’m proud that my father is happy and healthy today even though I wasn’t so sure it was a possibility a few years ago.
Her mother turned me away when I called again last year. She said that I had no right to ask for her anymore, that I caused enough heart ache and stress to her daughter. It broke my heart that I had made Tori upset, I wanted to talk to her and explain everything. I even contemplated going to her parents’ house and getting an address for her personally or getting a private investigator.
Thinking about all of this makes me miserable so I decide that I need a drink and leave the office to head to the country club bar. The work on my desk will be there in the morning, my head isn’t in it right now.
I pull up at the entrance of the club and the valet takes my car, I tip the kid a fifty so he would take good care of my Porsche. The kid looks at my car and his eyes light up like it’s Christmas morning.
I enter the bar area and there’s classical music playing and an almost empty room. There were a few people scattered but for the most part it was empty.
I take a seat at the bar stool and motion the bartender, “Can I get two fingers of scotch, please.” After the bartender pours me the drink, I take the glass and raise it to my lips. At the corner of my eye, I see a beautiful exotic looking woman. She has long pin straight black hair and a nice curvy body. The women now a days I fuck seem to be complete opposites of Victoria, they are thin and blonde when Tori was curvy and a brunette. They are outgoing and flirty when she was shy and withdrawn. This woman is different than my usual assortment.
I turn to her and wink, she smiles back and flips her hair. I just need someone to take the edge off. I have all these emotions and anger that I need to fuck away. I get up and walk to her side of the bar, “Mind if I sit?” I ask her.
She pats the stool beside her, “Go ahead.”
I look at her empty glass, “Do you want a refill?” Hopefully, I get her drunk enough to leave with me.
“Sure, thank you.” We smile at each other for a few seconds before I call the bartender again and order a refill for her and another scotch for myself.
She sticks her hand out and I take it, “My name is Hannah.”
“Alexander, nice to meet you Hannah. Beautiful name for a beautiful woman.”
She smiles at the compliment as she does another hair flip. I instantly picture what her hair would look like wrapped around my hand as I fucked her from behind.
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So, what is a beautiful woman doing here by herself?”
She takes a sip of her cocktail and licks her lips, “I like to come and unwind from a long day at the office.”
I look at her, she doesn’t look like she works in an office. I would have guessed she was a model. “Oh yeah? Where do you work?” I ask her, feigning interest.
“Richard Maidstone and associates. I’m a legal assistant.”
I just nod my head as I finish the rest of my scotch in one gulp.
I move closer to her to whisper in her ear, “Want to get out of here? I have a room upstairs for when I don’t feel like driving all the way home.”
She smiles her flirty smile and nods, “Sure.”
We both get up and I reach into my back pocket and pull out my wallet to pay both our tabs. I grab her hand and we walk to the lobby and up the grand staircase. We don’t say anything, we just walk to my suite here at the club. I usually take the girls I sleep with here. I prefer to fuck them in neutral territory, I don’t bring strange women to my home.
I get my key card from my wallet and insert it in the door. We both make it inside and I close the door. I grab the back of her head and kiss her. Our kisses become aggressive and I start unbuttoning my dress shirt. I pull it off without breaking our contact. Finally, my lips leave hers and I turn her around roughly an unzip her skin-tight dress. She only has a bright red thong, no bra. That makes things extremely easier.
I step back and the dress falls onto the floor, her tits are full and perky. I go up to her and grab her breasts as I continue to fuck her mouth with my tongue. We walk into the living area, the back of her legs hit the couch and I push her down onto it.
I unbuckle my pants and grab my cock out, “Suck it.”
She grabs it and strokes it a few times, then puts the head into her mouth, soon the entire length is in her mouth. She seems like she’s got a lot of practice the way she swallows most of it like a champ. She continues to suck for a few more minutes until I feel like I’m able to explode.
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