Wouldn't Daley be proud of him? Wouldn't he be relieved things were back to normal?
Normal?
Nick rubbed his eyes again, blotting out the world.
He thought about the garrote upstairs in the old cedar box, its serpentine length curled around his service medals.
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Nick got the job. His happiness carried him on a long walk to downtown Houston where he window-shopped and watched the crowds. In the afternoon he went to a bar and ordered one Cuba Libre after another. He was celebrating. It was what men did to celebrate: either get drunk or fuck and he had never been all that interested in fucking. By sundown Nick was drunk and decided he loved the world and all his fellow men. He staggered home in the dark, his surprise speech ready. I got a job, he would say. What you think about that, Daley? He practiced the words and sometimes caught himself giggling like a schoolgirl. Oh, wouldn't Daley be proud of him!
He slipped on the steps and almost fell down. His door key got stuck in the lock, and after three unsuccessful tries to loosen it, he opened his mouth to call Daley. That’s when he heard a high-pitched feminine squeal of delight float down from an upstairs window. Nick held the key tightly and listened, afraid to hear it again. Why would a woman’s voice be…?
"Ohhh, Daley, please! Don't tickle me, please don’t.”
It was true. His brother had a woman in the house and he had brought her home because...because of their morning quarrel? Because he preferred a woman's company to his brother's?
Nick’s fist hit the key in the door and it turned sharply.
He was shocked into sobriety. He stepped into the black foyer listening for any noises coming from Daley’s room. He slammed the door with such force the glass panes rattled.
"Nick? Is that you?" Daley called from the second floor.
Nick grimaced and felt a childish urge to stomp his feet. Rage boiled inside him.
"Nick...?" Daley called again.
"Who else?" Nick shouted, giving in to his anger, as he stomped to his bedroom.
The rain started immediately, beating against the windows with each new gust of wind.
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Daley lay in bed propped up on pillows while the worst of the storm raged. It was near midnight. He watched Madra Halsworthy as she slept. The lightning streaking across the bedroom windows illuminated Madra's young, naked body. It was still astounding to find her in his bed. He had tried to approach her all semester. Three months of closing in and backing away. She was not someone to be easily captured.
Unlike the other students, she dressed eccentrically in long, ground-sweeping skirts and soft flat shoes. But it was the ankle-length black velvet cape lined in lush crimson satin that really set her apart. The cape had a stiff six-inch collar that stood up around her neck, serving to shield her profile from view. When she leaned forward, her face peeked out like a slice of pale moon from behind a night cloud.
Finally Nick had cornered her in the hallway. She had backed up against the wall, her dark eyes burning with indignation because he had made her drop her books.
“Look what you've done!”
"This was the only way I could hope to catch you," he had said.
"What do you want?" Her voice was a whisper and her eyes stared at the center of his chest. She reminded him of a helpless trapped rabbit.
"I'm sorry," he said, retrieving her books and papers from the floor. She had not moved. Her eyes were glazed and distant. "Madra?" It was obvious she did not hear him. "Madra?" She finally blinked. "Are you an alright? I only wanted to meet you. I didn't mean to scare you."
When she spoke it was poetry, but the words were so soft he could hardly understand her. Emily Dickinson, she told him later as they sat in a dark student hangout getting to know one another. Emmy was a passion of hers and she knew two dozen of her poems by heart. Eighteenth century history was another passion, as was red wine, small English sports cars, and shocking lesser mortals by living just exactly the way she wished. In two hours he knew most everything there was to know about Madra Halsworthy, and he was damned intrigued. Two hours later she moved her few clothes and possessions into the Ringer household.
They were a couple.
Thunder boomed outside the window and Daley felt a chill. He covered Madra and himself. He slipped down on the pillows, fitted his face into the fragrant place between her warm neck and shoulder.
How was he going to explain this to Nick? Daley wondered. His brother would be angry enough there was a woman in the house. But what would be do when he found out she was living there?
Chapter 8
SIX MONTHS LATER a distraught man walked in a small, forgotten, overgrown cemetery searching for a link to his youth. He longed for peace, but it was nowhere to be found. There was a woman named Madra living in his house in Houston. Her name meant hell and trouble. Her coming signaled death in the man's stony heart.
He walked the cemetery, the wind ruffling his blond hair. Beneath one of the many plain stone markers lay his mother, but he could not remember which marker sheltered her. He had not been in the cemetery in years. When she died, they had been too poor to afford an engraved granite stone. Feeling ashamed, he decided one day he would have a gravestone erected.
In the ledger for the cement markers was a list of the dead. Among them was the name Mary Stuart Ringer. Her plot was numbered and could be located with a map. Mary's son could not disturb the old gatekeeper for such useless information. Any marker would do. Any grave.
He stood before one. A daddy-long-legs spider crawled up a dried brown stalk and clung motionless at the top when a chilling breeze rattled the weeds.
"You didn't try to understand," the man whispered to the cold ground. "You left us behind. "
He waited for her reply but there was none. The blank, apathetic marker winked at him the second he turned his back and took his shadow away.
From the deserted cemetery he drove across Bloomington to the old house. He was surprised to find it still standing. The weathered, squat five-room house peered out from a tangle of creeping ivy that covered every crack. The windows were blank, lifeless. Splinters from the door hung from the wood like sharp tongues.
Home. Where was it? What did it mean?
He drove across a dead winter town that did not resemble the one he remembered and found the road leading to the ten acres Mary Ringer had bought in the early sixties. It had been paid for with blood money.
A year after her husband left she had been notified Armand Ringer was dead and his insurance policy with the oil rigger's company was still in her name. "I'll buy that piece off Doff Road and we'll build a house on it one day," she told the boys. Build a house with what? For whom? The land sat neglected, forgotten.
Until one of the boys thought of it. It was a game. Macabre and unholy, but nonetheless in the beginning it was a sort of game. Bury the killed animals on that lonely wilderness of ten acres. The animals would be missing, but there would be no evidence to prove they were dead--murdered.
The game included finding ways to dispose of the remains. They buried the first ones in the hard ground, digging until their young hands blistered and began to bleed on the pickax and the shovel. Then they buried them in the trees and called that an Indian burial ground. For a while they constructed mock ships, tiny, rough-planked contraptions with sails made from torn shirts. There was not enough water for a decent Viking burning at sea so they set them aflame in a rusty red ditch where a tiny stream of water flowed and had to turn away, holding their noses and breathing through their mouths when the stench was too bad.
Together they did it. Often it was done under the cover of night, the stars their only witnesses.
Ten scrubby, wooded acres of secrets. A place of death. He stood facing the past, trying to find the meaning of it, feeling the urge to kill again and to bring fresh blood to the earth. The wind blew up, slapping him in the face, stinging him with cold.
His eyes swept the boundaries of his land. On one side was a di
lapidated wooden fence no one had bothered to repair. On the other was a wide empty ditch that rarely carried rainwater. And in the middle was a desolate parcel where no man walked save ghosts.
He turned away, shivering. He was not afraid. Whoever said he was afraid was a liar. He was determined to bring sacrifice to the land. To his home.
This time he would leave behind evidence of his great vengeance. His coming would create a storm of fear.
He smiled. Liberation, so sweet.
Half an hour later Houston's skyline emerged from a smog-shrouded distance. He took the South Loop and exited onto a feeder road. Random chance landed him in Willie DeShane's neighborhood. He cruised the streets familiarizing himself with them until twilight descended. As the sun sank behind red clouds, he parked his car and began his search for a victim.
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Willie should not have been roaming the streets at sunset. His father forbade it, and Mrs. Lawrence strictly enforced Jack's rules. But Willie had wandered too far from home, and though he raced against approaching night, he knew when he got home he would be in serious trouble.
His friends had caused his delay. Willie tried to discourage the four boys tagging along behind him because he intended to go to a secret place. But it was not so easy to get free from boys who had selected him as a leader.
"Why can't we go with you?" Marv asked in exasperation.
"Yeah , can't we go too? Where you going so special anyway?" Jo-Jo added, skipping into place beside Willie and grabbing his arm. "I bet you're up to somethin' and you don't want us to know."
Willie frowned at how close Jo-Jo had come to the truth. But he had found the block of old houses that were being demolished to make way for a new Safeway store, and he had not finished exploring the area yet. He did not want to share his adventure. The others did not have to do everything with him. Sometimes he felt he was hobbled with five pairs of arms and legs.
For several minutes the other boys speculated on Willie's reason for shunning them. Everyone knew if your father was a policeman you had a duty to prove that you were just as normal as the son of a baker, a machinist, or a dock-worker. Otherwise you would be called names, if anyone bothered to play with you at all.
"He's gonna take to stealing Hersheys from the Totem store," one boy guessed.
"Nah, uh-uh. He'd get skinned alive if he was caught. He's probably doin' crazy stuff like peeking in old ladies' windows."
"Bet he's got a hideout he don't want us to find," ventured Randolph, the youngest of their group. "You got a hide-out, Willie?"
"What's he supposed to hide from, dummy?" asked Jo-Jo.
During the jeering Willie kept his mouth shut. He knew if he tried to defend himself it would only get worse.
"Leave off,” he muttered. "I think I'll go home."
Marv sneered. "Aw, let's leave him alone. We don't need this aggravation." That's what his mom always said. Who needs this aggravation?
"Marv's right." Jo-Jo slowed and the other three boys automatically fell out of step with Willie. They looked at one another reluctantly. Giving up on any pursuit was thought cowardly. They looked to Marv to take the blame. He had given up first.
"We can go jump on my trampoline. Willie won't get to." Jo-Jo raised his voice so that Willie would be sure to hear him. "He might not get to jump on my trampoline ever again."
Willie dug his hands deeper into his jeans' pockets and turned a corner without a backward glance. "Nerds," he whispered. "Buncha stupid nerds."
He liked the boys all right. They had played together for years and they were friends, but a person needed to explore some things by himself.
Besides, Marv would get destructive in the old houses being torn down. He would start breaking windows and then what would happen? They would get run off. And Jo-Jo would not want to go in. Randolph would no doubt get hurt. He would be the only one to fall through a rotting floor and bust his leg. He was always getting hurt. And Brucey, the silent studious follower who dogged their steps, would get that look in his eyes that said, "Hey, we're gonna get in real bad trouble for this, you know." Then they'd all feel guilty and have no fun at all.
Long shadows were moving across the brick-and-board littered yards by the time Willie got to them. The entire block was deserted, and two houses had already been destroyed. Willie thought of a movie he had seen on TV about the bombing raids on London during World War II. That's what this place looked like.
Willie ran a zigzag pattern, dodging imaginary falling bombs that whistled through the air. Ka-boom! The three-story got it right through the roof. Willie threw up his arms to protect his face. Boards, chunks of brick, and dust filled the air. The ground trembled. Helpless screams rose and drowned out the concussion.
Willie saw a soft bare spot ahead in a vacant backyard and he aimed for it, his body a hurtling bullet. He took the roll, head ducked, knees brought up to his chest. He rolled like a basketball. He slammed against a hidden retaining wall made of oddly shaped stone that used to be a garden. He scrambled to his feet, rubbing the hurt shoulder. That would be a bruise for sure. "Got it dodging bombs, " he would say, and smile without explanation.
The shadows were deepening. Willie eyed the nearest house, knowing he either had to check it out right away or else wait until the next day. And on Sundays there was church service, dinner in the dining room with his father, and very little free time left over for exploration. It was do or die. Brave the heavy, ominous shadows or lose face.
The last time he had come here he had found treasure--a galvanized metal box full of rusting hand tools. The wrench and the pliers worked wonders on his ten-speed Schwinn after they had been oiled and cleaned. True, two screwdrivers were broken-ended, but still he had his own tools now and did not have to borrow his dad's. What might he find today? Next week whatever discarded treasure he could find in the rooms might be buried under a ton of wreckage, never to be rescued. Could he take the chance even though the sun was going quickly and the light was fading?
Quickly Willie crossed the yard and mounted the rickety unpainted steps. He paused briefly on the threshold to let his eyes adjust to the murky interior. One of the walls in the room was gone, exposing studs that looked naked and raw. The floor was piled with plaster, wine and beer bottles, and a piece of tin with blackened lumps of burned wood in its center.
Willie pulled his brown corduroy jacket closer. It was much cooler inside than it had been in the yard.
It was when Willie hunkered down to open a low cabinet door that he realized he was not in the house alone. He caught his breath. He had not heard a telling sound or smelled an unusual scent. It was just there.
The idea that eyes were watching his every move. He tensed and held his breath.
He stood slowly. Taking a deep breath now, he turned from the door. He did not call himself a coward or try to shake off the dread. Willie knew there was someone lurking in the shadows and that someone did not want him to get away from the abandoned house.
Suddenly Willie was running. He was a supersonic jet, his body sharp and pointed, his head plowing through space. He cleared the doorway, and the steps barely shook from the touch of the soles of his tennis shoes. The yard and the old garden wall vanished. At the overgrown driveway he had to make a split-second decision: run down it to the street, or cross it into another yard strewn with fallen brick and shattered boards. He took the yard, his instinct telling him if he was being followed, it would be harder for a grown-up to maneuver the obstacle than it would be for him with his boy's natural agility. And he knew whoever was there was an adult. Kids had never made him feel so creeped out.
Halfway across the yard he looked back. Looking back did two things. It confirmed the thoughts he had had inside the old house. There was a man behind him, and the man did not intend to lose him. Looking back also caused Willie to catch the toe of his right sneaker on a brick hidden in the grass. He stumbled and spun around, his arms flailing in the air for balance. Even as he desperately tried to get up, Willi
e saw the man closing on him, his wide shoulders blocking the sky.
"No," the boy whispered. "No, no, no, no..."
He scrambled to his feet. Run, Run, Run, his mind screamed at his legs. Faster, lose him, faster, lose him!
The man's running footsteps grew closer. The air Willie gasped into his lungs was full of ashes and dust.
Tears streaked his cheeks. The tendons behind his knees throbbed with pain. In one sudden, terrible flash of knowledge, Willie knew that he was losing the race and forfeiting his fife. He could not outrun the man. He could not out-jump him or outmaneuver him.
"Dad...please Dad, help me..." he panted.
Willie was grabbed from behind and lifted off his feet in one motion. His legs, still pumping, began to kick.
His fists beat on the man who held him tightly. Willie was rolled into spongy dew-wet grass. A tremendous weight rolled him over, then covered him. He screamed but a fleshy palm broke it off. His nose was and mouth were covered. He tried to scuttle away, but the palm held him, and the weight holding him threatened to burst his chest open.
He could not see his attacker in the near dark, but he felt hairy masculine arms around him.
The man flipped onto his back, bringing Willie up into the air and onto his chest. The boy kicked frantically. His fingernails clawed at the hand on his face, finally getting his nose free, and he sucked in air that burned as it filled his chest.
The arm around Willie's chest moved swiftly to his throat. For a second the boy was free. He gasped, jerked forward, and tried to roll away. But a wire sank into his throat.
One tender, spicing cut. Closing off his breath. Stars flying, bursting crazily inside his head, plummeting into endless black space. A snap. The heart fluttering, a weak bird against the constriction of a cage.
Willie DeShane fought to the final second, and then he gave up his life, his body shuddering delicately in the arms of a killer, his green eyes filming over, reflecting the cold, merciless light of the stars as they began to twinkle in the growing darkness.
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