“Beautiful, we are all fucked up not just you. That is nothing new.”
He gives a big hearty laugh. He caresses my arm sending chills straight to my pussy again. This dude has to keep his hands to himself!
“Kristy, I have known Giovanni and Brody for many years. We all grew up together. Giovanni is a great man. All you have to do is give him a chance. Don’t worry about what happens in the future just enjoy now.”
I shake my head in agreement. He is right. Take one day at a time and if this is to be, it will be. Do not try to push it.
Sebastian leans over me to turn on my computer. He smells so good. I take a big whiff of his scent. I must have done it loudly because he starts to laugh. I feel my face flush.
“Okay the first thing you need to know about your job, Kristy, is what it entails. You will act as a liaison between entertainers and businesses. You will have to do a lot of social networking. A lot of meeting with high class people. Some might even be stars. Also arranging appearances and obtain engagements.”
I look up at Sebastian feeling sick to my stomach. I am so seriously overwhelmed. I am thinking I am in way too deep! Be positive I tell myself. I got this.
“Kristy, I am going to show you what you will need to do every day when you come into work. I know it is overwhelming, but the more you do this the easier it will get.”
I get out a pen and paper to take some notes. He is sitting so close to me it starts to distract me. We sit there for hours. He patiently shows me how to do my job. I feel I will be able to get it.
“Kristy, I have a dinner party tonight with a new band I am thinking about signing. I want you to go with me. This is something you will be responsible for as well.”
“Thank you, Sebastian. I would really like that. It might help me out a lot.”
I get home feeling really stress from the day. Sebastian has helped me out so much. I do not know what I would have done without him.
I pick up my phone to call Giovanni, “G, how are things in Washington?”
“Good. I am in the middle of something. Can I call you later tonight?”
I am somewhat disappointed that Giovanni cannot talk to me right now. I was hoping for some phone sex before I went out.
“Sure Giovanni, talk to you tonight.”
Sebastian had put his number in my phone so I text him my address. I head into the kitchen to make myself a drink feeling so stressed out! I call downstairs to let them know Sebastian would be arriving around six.
I make another drink taking it to my room. I start roaming through my closet looking for a sexy outfit for tonight. I find one that I think is perfect.
It is a two-piece dress. The top is a pullover midriff brown and black shirt that shows my belly ring. The skirt also the same color as the top. It is short with fringes around the edges. I put on my black pumps, touch up my makeup and I am ready to go out.
I go into the kitchen making another drink. I am feeling a little uneasy about being with, Sebastian. I hear a knock on the door. Looking out I see it is him. I open the door to his smiling face.
“Shit beautiful, you look fantastic.” I stand back allowing him to come in.
“Thanks, Sebastian. Can I get you a drink?”
“Yeah, whatever you are drinking.” He is looking around my condominium. I am looking at his ass. Man . . . what an ass he has. I hand the drink to him and he takes a sip.
“Damn woman - you know how to make a drink. Thank goodness I ate or you would get me wasted.”
We make a couple more pre-drinks taking the edge off. It is an awkward silence, but for some reason I enjoy being close to him. Strange!
When we get outside, he has his driver waiting for us.
“Kristy, this is Charlie. Charlie, this is Kristy.” We shake hands as I get in the backseat.
Sebastian makes us another drink from the bar inside of the limo. I down that one quick and get another.
CHAPTER 24
When we arrive at the club, it is hopping. There are people everywhere. Sebastian takes my hand so he will not lose me. He leads me to a private room. The room is big, although not a lot of people are in there. The server comes over taking us to a table of men.
Sebastian introduces me to all of them. He also place our drink orders. Whiskey on the rocks. I know it will not take much to get me drunk. I have not eaten a lot lately.
The men in the band are new to the area. They end up being good. Sebastian and I listen to them while we drink. We have quite a few drinks and I am starting to feel the effect of that. I stand up to use the restroom almost falling right on my ass. I grab the table laughing. Sebastian comes over to me putting his arm around my waist, “Are you okay, Kristy?”
I laugh because it is super funny to me. He does not think it is funny at all! I can tell he is concerned because of the way he looks at me.
“I’m good, really Sebastian. It’s these damn heels.” I tell him pointing to my feet.
He keeps his tight hold on me, leading me to the restroom. When I get myself into the stall, I feel like masturbating. Giovanni leaves me here horny after our long kiss at work, while Sebastian is here with drunken me. I do not masturbate though. Except, I could have.
When I am done, he takes my waist going back to the table. We get almost back to the table when the song, “O Darling” comes on the radio. Sebastian turns us to the dance floor. He holds my hips as we dance. He pulls me closer into him. I bury my face in his chest. I am thinking oh man he smells so good!
This cannot happen I tell myself pouting. What is going on? I keep telling myself do not do this to Giovanni. Even if he wants me to spread my wings! Do not act on it!
After our dance, he leads me to the table holding my hand. We have a few more drinks then leave the building.
Once we get back into the limo, I notice the partition is up. Sebastian pulls me on his lap. I get ready to protest when he pulls me in, kissing the hell out of me! I put my tongue into his mouth frenching him so hard. He moans grabbing my breasts, squeezing them. I hold his hand away from my breasts; however, I continue to kiss him. After a while, I break free from him. Jeez, I feel like a tease. I did the same thing to Jacob.
“Sebastian, sorry I can’t do this. I really do love Giovanni. I know we can become close friends. It just can’t be anything more than that.”
He moves me to the seat next to him. He turns to face his body to mine, “I know you love, Giovanni. I am so attracted to you. You are awesome! Yes, I would like more with you. I know that cannot ever happen. I cannot help the way I feel either. I guess friends is better than nothing at all although I want more.”
He put his arm around my shoulder and I lean my head into his arm. Someone is picking me up; I am so very sleepy I cannot open my eyes. Sebastian takes me up to my place. He takes off my shoes then lays me on the couch. He kisses my forehead, covers me up with a blanket then leaves.
The next morning I wake to my cellphone ringing. I look at the clock it is nine in the morning.
“Hello,” my sleepy voice said.
“Hey baby, are you sleeping?” Giovanni is asking me quite loud. At least it is loud to me.
“Not anymore,” I tell him almost falling back to sleep. I am so tired.
“What did you do last night? I called quite a few times and got no answer.”
“Sebastian took me to a nightclub to check out a band he wants to sign.”
My head is killing me. My stomach hurts. Probably for not eating, I guess. I am so hung over! UGH! I hate to be hung over!
“That was nice of him. Did you have fun? Did you drink too much?” Giovanni is grilling me and I know it.
“Yes, to all the above.”
Giovanni gets silence for a little while and I almost fall back to sleep.
“Kristy, have you done what I asked you to yet?”
“Giovanni, if you are asking me if I slept with Sebastian the answer is no.”
He gives a sigh, but I did not know if that was from frustratio
n or relief.
“Giovanni, I kissed him like I did Jacob that one time. That was it.”
I felt very bad for kissing Sebastian the way I did. I cannot imagine what I would feel like if I had slept with him. Jeez!
“You are doing a lot of kissing lately, young lady,” Giovanni tells me teasingly. He sits on the other end of the phone for a while.
I almost tell him bye when he starts to talk again.
“Kristy, I wish I could get you to understand what I am trying to do.”
I thought I knew what he was doing but I was not sure. I just could not see this as being right! Everyone else seem to get it just not me, at least not yet.
“G, why can’t it just be us making love?”
“Right now, the way our lives have gone you will end up cheating on me! This is something you should try trust me. I rather you do it now, than when we are totally committed to each other. This way you will find out for yourself what you want. See if you really want me!”
I am trying hard to see it his way. In some ways, I do and in other ways, I do not. I am just so confused. The more we talk about it, the worst my confusion becomes.
“Giovanni, what if I do this and fall for the person I sleep with? Did you think of that?”
“Yes Kristy, I have thought about that a lot. It would be very hurtful to me. It would rip my heart apart. If that happened then I guess we should not be together. If that did happen, we would not have wasted twenty years trying to figure out our lives. Kristy, I want you as my last relationship. I want to spend the rest of my life with you as my wife.”
“Giovanni, I get it! I finally understand how you are seeing this! I just do not know if I can act on it or if I even want to. Are you sleeping with other people?”
He already told me he was not. I just want to hear him say it again. It will make me feel better.
“Seriously? There is not a chance in hell! Kristy, I only want you! That is what I am trying to get into your beautiful head. The sooner you do this the sooner we can totally commit.”
It still makes me feel bad that he wants me to experiment with someone else.
“I have to get ready for a meeting, my love. I will call you later. I love you, Kristy.”
“I . . . love you too Giovanni!” That has caught us both by surprise.
“Say that again, Kristy, I didn’t hear you.”
“I love you, I love you, I love you.”
I hang up my cellphone before he can say anything else. I call work to take the next three days off.
I need some serious mental time to myself. I am not going to answer my phone for anyone!
By the second day, I am feeling better. Giovanni keeps calling. Sebastian will call, a couple of times he has come to see me. The front desk will not let him up to my room though.
I am starting to get cabin fever so I decide to take a run on the beach. It is so beautiful outside. Running seems to clear my head. I run for a long time. When I get back to my place, I open the door to find Giovanni sitting on my living room couch.
Odd, is what I am thinking. He is supposed to be in Washington working. I am wondering how he got in but never question him. I walk to him, bending down kissing him.
“What is wrong, Giovanni?” I can clearly see something is. I have to ask him with concern because he is frowning at me.
“That is why I had to fly here! I want to know what is wrong with you. I kept calling and you never answered. You told me you would answer your phone when I call so I would not worry about you. You didn’t answer so I assumed something was wrong with you.”
I am not happy about his attitude with me. If I do not want to answer the damn phone then I will not.
“G, nothing is wrong. I am confused now. I just wanted some time to myself to think. Simple! You do not have to worry about me. I can take care of myself. I keep saying that!”
“Kristy, put yourself in my shoes. I did not hear from you. I called the office; they said you were going to take a few days off work. Nobody knew why, not even Sebastian. What am I supposed to think, baby? How would that make you feel?”
I know he is right. I never thought about that. I am sure if he had done that to me, I would be totally pissed off.
“Okay, you are right about that. I should have answered. I should have just told you I need time. I am sorry. I swear to you I will never do that again. Ever, I promise.” I am almost begging him to forgive me.
He holds me so close to him, so tight. I feel like I cannot breathe. I do feel bad. I feel like I am being selfish. How rude of me.
Giovanni looks at me, kisses me. Holding me so close to him again. It is as if he never wants to let go. Like he is afraid to let me go.
“I have missed you so much, Kristy.” He kisses me deeper, picking me up taking me into the bedroom.
We just make it into the door when he starts to rip my clothes off. When I am nude, he unzips his pants then pushes me into the wall. He is holding my hands above my head with one of his hands. The other hand wraps my legs around his waist.
Aw shit, this is so fucking hot! I am totally into this. I could really get used to this.
He stuffs me so hard with his cock I feel like I am climbing the wall on my back. He keeps pushing into me with force. I have never had this position before and I love it.
“Oh yeah baby, fuck me harder please.” I am screaming this is so intense.
He looks at me turn on by my reaction. He holds my hands tighter getting deeper into me. I do not think he can because we are standing. Oh yeah, he manages. He keeps pushing into me. I am hoping he is ready to cum because I am. We both go insane cumming all over each other. He holds me up until I quit shaking.
“Damn Giovanni! That was so amazing.” I cannot quit shaking. I am so excited. I never knew you could do something like that. What have I been missing? I ask myself.
We shower deciding on going to dinner. We end up eating at a seafood place. He has shrimp with steak I have salmon. During dinner, his phone rings. He let out a big sigh, shaking his head back and forth.
“Is everything okay, Giovanni?”
“Fine baby, there is seriously nothing to worry about.”
After dinner, we head back to my place. We are both so drained we head straight to bed. It seems like fifteen times during the night his phone rang. Why he did not turn it off, I have no idea. I did not ask what it was about at all. I figure if he wants me to know he will tell me.
The next morning when Giovanni wakes up, I am holding his dick. He turns over to me smiling, “sit on me beautiful.” He tells me in a seductive voice.
I sit on him until I am filled deep inside then I lean back. I look into his eyes grabbing his lower legs. I start sliding in and out. Riding him up and down.
“Yeah baby, keep going like that.” Giovanni starts panting. I ride him hard and fast.
“Kristy, I love that you are filled deep with me. I want to stay this way forever.”
His moaning is becoming harder. I know it will not be long before he is cumming.
I lean back more. I arch my hips to his dick. He starts to rub my clit.
We are really into each other. I am staring deep into his eyes as he is doing the same to me. We both cum letting the orgasm run through us. After that, we cuddle for a while. Then went to the shower to get ready for work.
In the shower, he turns me so my back is to him, “put your hands on the tile, and bend over.”
I did as he suggests. I feel his fingers in me. He is working them all inside of me. I end up cumming again.
Giovanni has to return to Washington. He says he will be back in a couple of days.
I head into the office. When I get there, I walk in the break room for coffee. Brody walks in behind me, “Kristy, did you enjoy your time off?”
“Yes, I did thanks. What is on the agenda today?”
“Today, you get to do an interview to replace, Mariah.” He responds with a boyish grin.
“Shouldn’t you and Giovanni do
that? You guys are the boss.” I had thought I already enough on my plate.
“This is part of your job, Kristy. You pick whomever you like. Giovanni and I will be fine with your decision.”
“Um Brody, you don’t want to at least give them a second interview?”
“No, we trust your decision. Here are the applicants; on the top of their file is their interview time. Sebastian set them up yesterday.” Brody hands me the files then leaves the room.
I have five interviews to do. I am only supposed to hire one. I end up hiring two. Cecelia who is in her fifties has been in clerical work for years. I hire her as our receptionist.
The next person I hire is, Calvin. He is older and very sharp. He has a degree in accounting. I know he will make a perfect fit.
When I finish with that, I walk to Brody’s office. He calls and put Giovanni on speaker. I want them to know what I have done.
“Okay guys, I hired two people today. The replacement for Mariah as you know. Then I was talking to a man who is bright. I hired him as your accountant. That way you do not have to worry about how many hands are in the pot. He will take care of everything. He will also report to you two once a month. That way you will know how everything stands.”
Brody looks at me, “I like that, Kristy.”
“If you trust him Brody and I will also.” Giovanni’s voice comes over the speaker.
“Great guys, they will start on Monday. I would like you both to meet them.”
Brody agrees and Giovanni says he will fly in on Monday.
I return to my office looking for Sebastian. I cannot find him so I walk out to the front of the office looking for him.
Craig walks up to me, “hi, Kristy. Are you looking for something?”
I am looking for Sebastian. Have you seen him around?”
“He called saying he was taking a couple of days off.”
I shake my head yes walking back into my office. I stand looking out the window. I wonder if he needs some space from me. If he did, I would not blame him.
I finish the work I have to do then go home.
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