He also knew it would not last. They were on the brink of war and liable to be hanged for treason. The Gathering was almost on them and Garet Warner was already talking of returning to the Citadel to make his report. Damin kept fingering his sword threateningly every time Garet mentioned the subject, still of the opinion that the safest course of action was to slit the commandant’s throat.
The rebels were growing restless, too. The shaky truce brought about in Testra was in danger of falling apart. Tarja felt responsible for the rebels, but his position here was ambiguous. He had been welcomed back into the Defenders, his desertion if not forgiven, then at least not mentioned, yet too much had happened for him to follow orders without question as he once had done. He was walking a fine line between loyalty to the Defenders and the responsibility he felt for the rebels who had put their lives in his hands because they believed he could help them.
And now R’shiel was back.
He loved R’shiel. He knew it as surely as he knew how to take his next breath, but he could not say why that night in the old vineyard in Testra a year ago, he had suddenly realised it. He could remember wanting to strangle her. They were fighting, something that until that moment they had done a great deal. R’shiel was trying to get even with Joyhinia and did not particularly care how many rebels’ lives she spent doing it. Tarja remembered wanting to slap some sense into her one moment, wanting to die in her arms the next. It bothered him a little. He felt no guilt that he had grown up thinking she was his sister. No thought that would in any way cloud his love for her seemed able to take root in his mind.
He reached across to gently lift an errant strand of long, dark red hair that had fallen over her face then froze as he felt something move under the blanket. Certain he had not imagined it, he threw back the covers and yelped with astonishment. His cry woke R’shiel with a jerk.
“What in the name of the Founders is that!”
R’shiel glanced down sleepily. A small grey creature lay curled between them, seeking the warmth of their bodies, although Tarja’s yell had obviously frightened it. With an incomprehensible chitter it scrambled up the pallet and wrapped its thin grey arms tightly around R’shiel’s neck, staring accusingly at him with black eyes too large for its wrinkled grey head.
“It’s only a demon,” R’shiel laughed, peeling the creature off so that she could breathe.
“Only a demon?” Tarja asked, his heart still pounding.
She laughed again, a rich, throaty laugh that Tarja had not heard from her in a very long time. “It’s bonded to the té Ortyn bloodline and I was the first té Ortyn it saw, I suppose.”
“So... what... it thinks you’re its mother?”
“Demons don’t have mothers, silly. They... just... come into being. She won’t be able to speak or do much at all until she’s melded with the other demons a few times.”
“She?” he wondered doubtfully, as he stared at the androgynous little creature. “How can you tell?”
“I can’t,” R’shiel shrugged, pulling the demon off her neck again as it tried to hide in her long hair. “Demon’s don’t have genders, not really. They just sort of decide along the way somewhere. I just have a feeling this one wants to be a girl.”
“You sound quite the expert.” Nothing could have made the change in R’shiel more obvious, or pointed to what she was, than waking to find a demon in his bed.
“It’s a necessary virtue, when you’ve got demons following you around everywhere you go. You’re lucky there’s only one in the bed. They were as thick as flies in Sanctuary.”
He looked at her curiously, wondering if she would elaborate. She had said little in the days since her sudden return. Not, he thought wryly, that they’d spent a lot of time talking. But her time there had wrought a noticeable change in her. She was more certain of herself. Perhaps she had finally accepted what she was. Perhaps the Harshini had done something to her besides healing the wound that almost killed her, and they had certainly done that well. Not even a hint of a scar marred the golden skin below her breast where Joyhinia had thrust Jenga’s discarded sword into her.
“I can feel it, you know,” she added softly in the darkness, as if she knew what he was thinking. “It’s like there’s a tether linking me to Sanctuary that nothing can break. I think if I was lost in a snowstorm, I’d still be able to find it.” She sighed wistfully. “I used to feel it when I was in the Citadel, but I never knew what it was. Which was probably a blessing,” she added with smile.
He wondered if this was how it would be. Would she tell him, bit by tantalising bit, or would he never hear the whole story of her stay in the magical halls of the Harshini? The little demon started chattering again, pulling on her hair. He knew he would learn nothing more for the time being.
“Is this,” he asked, pointing at the little demon with a scowl, “an event that we can look forward to on a regular basis? Waking to find demons in our bed?”
“It could have been worse, Tarja. There could have been half a dozen of them melded into a cactus, or worse.”
“Worse?”
“Well, they could have melded into a dragon,” she laughed. “Or a snow cat, or a Karien knight in full armour or a beehive, or a —”
“What?” he cut in abruptly. Something she said sparked the germ of an idea in his mind, but it was elusive. It hovered on the edge of his awareness, just out of reach.
“I was kidding, Tarja,” she said, looking at him oddly. “I’ll speak to Dranymire. He’ll keep the demons out of our bed if it bothers you so much.”
“No, I didn’t mean that. You were talking about the demons melding.”
“But I didn’t really mean they’d do it —”
“But they can meld into anything, can’t they?” he asked, afraid to give voice to the idea in case she thought him insane.
“I suppose,” she agreed, a little doubtfully.
“Or anyone?”
“Who exactly?”
Tarja sat up and began pulling on his clothes hurriedly. “Get dressed. We have to talk to Brak.”
“Tarja! What are you up to?”
“I’m not sure yet,” he told her as he tugged on his boots. “I need to talk to Brak first. Hurry up!”
She threw her hands up in disgust, but did as he asked, although she was still lacing her vest as he hurried her out into the chill morning. The little demon had vanished, thankfully – at least Tarja hoped it had. The idea of one of his men waking to find an inquisitive demon poking around in his equipment did not bear thinking about.
“Tarja!” R’shiel demanded as she ran to catch up. “What’s this about?”
“I’ve got an idea, but I need to find out if it’s possible,” he explained, as he strode through the waking camp towards the old Keep. Pink fingers scratched at the sky as dawn clawed its way over the Jagged Mountains.
“Maybe if you shared this brilliant idea, I could tell you.”
He grinned at her as he strode past the guards in front of the Keep, but did not answer. He pushed open the door to the old great hall and strode towards the huge hearth at the far end, and a small figure curled up near the dying embers.
“Boy!” he snapped, jerking the Karien lad awake. “Find Lord Brakandaran and tell him I need to see him urgently!”
The child nodded hastily and scrambled off the hearth. He was running by the time he reached the door.
“You bully! That child is terrified of you!”
“I know,” he agreed, taking the poker to stir some life back into the coals. “I threatened to chop his brother’s fingers off.”
“Why?”
He stopped stoking the fire and looked at her. “Because he’s a fanatical believer in the Overlord and if I hadn’t put an end to his antics, somebody would have killed him. Better to be terrified of me and live long enough to reach manhood, than find himself skewered by a Hythrun sword.”
She smiled at him then and moved closer. She smelled of summer and leather and their lovemakin
g. It was a heady and very distracting combination.
“Don’t you ever get tired of being so damned noble?” she teased.
He found himself unable to think of a suitably witty retort as she slid her arms around his neck and kissed him. He dropped the poker with a clatter as rational thought began to slip away, wondering what else the Harshini had taught her. Either that, or R’shiel had inherited that magical race’s rather legendary libido.
“Can’t you two make up for lost time somewhere else?”
He felt her smile as she broke off the kiss and turned to look at Brak. The Harshini rebel was shaking his head at them. The Karien boy looked mortified.
“Hello Brak,” R’shiel said, making no attempt to leave the circle of his arms. “We weren’t expecting you so soon.”
“That’s obvious. I was heading this way when the boy found me.”
Tarja somewhat reluctantly let R’shiel go and glared at the boy. “Shoo! Go find us some breakfast!”
Mikel nodded wordlessly and fled. Brak watched him go with a frown. “I think you actually enjoy tormenting that child, Tarja.”
“I’m an evil, barbarian bastard. I have a reputation to uphold.”
Brak shook his head at the folly of humans. “The boy said you wanted to see me.”
“I need to know about demon melds,” he explained, throwing a small log on the fire as the exposed embers glowed red in the dim hall. The dawn striped the long chilly hall with slices of dull light and their breath formed small misty clouds as they spoke.
Brak glanced at R’shiel who shrugged, her expression confused.
“Would you care to be a bit more specific?” the Harshini asked. “If we had a week, I could tell you a tenth of what I know.”
“Can they take on a human form?”
“I can’t imagine why they’d want to, but they could do it.”
“Can they imitate people? Take on a specific form?”
Brak’s eyes narrowed suspiciously. “I’ve got a bad feeling I know where this is leading, Tarja, but yes, they can imitate people. Before you get too enamoured of the idea, let me explain a few things. The more complex the shape, the more demons it takes, and the shorter length of time they can hold the meld. If you’re thinking of doing what I suspect you’re thinking of doing, it won’t work. A human form is hard enough. To create one that walks and talks convincingly would take dozens of demons and you’d be lucky if they could maintain it for more than a few hours.
“That’s assuming they would agree to such an idiotic idea. Then you have the problem of getting the meld to act the way you want. Your demon meld could say the wrong thing at the wrong time and blow the whole illusion.”
“But it’s theoretically possible, isn’t it?” Tarja insisted.
Brak nodded reluctantly. “Theoretically.”
R’shiel listened to the conversation, her eyes wide. “Founders! You’re thinking of replacing Joyhinia with a demon meld?”
“Not permanently,” he told them, trying hard to contain his enthusiasm. “Just long enough to get through the Gathering. If Joyhinia can stand up in front of the Gathering then she can appoint Mahina as the new First Sister.”
R’shiel stared at him and then at Brak, her mind obviously racing. “It might work.”
Brak threw his hands up in despair. “R’shiel! You’re as bad as he is! Think about it. The only way it would work is if you went with the demons to the Citadel. And you’d need Joyhinia with you, too – they couldn’t copy her convincingly with her so far away. You’d be putting everyone in danger, starting with yourself. Besides, Dranymire would never agree to anything so dangerous. The demons are bonded with the Harshini to protect them, R’shiel. Not aid them in committing suicide.”
R’shiel seemed unfazed by Brak’s tirade. “I didn’t say it would be easy, Brak. I just said it might work.”
The Harshini shook his head in disgust. “Korandellan must have suppressed your ability to think, along with your emotions, R’shiel.”
Tarja glanced at R’shiel curiously, wondering what he meant. R’shiel simply shrugged. “Zegarnald said I needed toughening up, Brak. Just think of this as... training. Of course, if you don’t want to help —”
Brak sighed heavily. “Gods! I don’t believe this. This is rank stupidity. It is insane.”
Tarja nodded in agreement, his enthusiasm for the idea waning a little at the thought of sending R’shiel to the Citadel. He had not considered that when the idea came to him. Perhaps it was a crazy idea. “Well, it was worth a try. But I won’t do anything to endanger R’shiel.”
“It’s not your place to decide what might endanger me. Besides, it might well be the only chance we have.” R’shiel’s enthusiasm for the idea seemed to be increasing in direct proportion to his growing reluctance.
“Listen to Tarja,” Brak told her. “You might be the demon child, but you’re a long way from being invincible. It was worth considering, but it won’t work. Forget it.”
“You’re right, it would never work,” she agreed, capitulating with suspicious speed. “We’ll have to think of something else.”
Before he could question her willingness to drop the matter so easily, the Karien boy returned bearing a tray with steaming mugs of tea. Tarja took the tray from the lad before he dropped it and handed out the mugs. R’shiel smiled at him innocently over the rim as she sipped the steaming brew.
But something about that smile, full of ingenuous sweetness, sent a shiver of apprehension tingling down his spine.
Chapter 23
Mikel emptied the bucket of water from the well in the corner of the old Keep’s yard into another bucket, grumbling as the icy water splashed his trousers. Today was not going well at all.
First, Tarja had so rudely awakened him to find Lord Brakandaran, and then Mahina had snapped at him for being late with her tea. And then the soldiers on the Keep gate had teasingly refused to let him pass when she sent him with a message for Lord Jenga. And then Lord Jenga had yelled at him when he almost got himself trampled by the horses milling about in one of the vast corrals south of the camp.
No, today was not going well at all.
To add to his misery, the atmosphere in the Defenders’ camp had changed noticeably following the return of the Hythrun Warlord and his two unexpected companions. For one thing, Tarja was smiling a lot these days, which made him a little less fearsome but did not alter Mikel’s loathing for him. If anything, it increased it. How dare he look so smug! As for the pair who had returned with Damin Wolfblade, Mikel had been horrified to hear someone say they were Harshini.
Mikel found that hard to swallow. Did they think him a child to believe such wild stories? Everybody knew that the Harshini were monsters with wart-covered skin, sharp pointed teeth and drooling mouths who ate wicked Karien children, particularly if they wavered in their devotion to the Overlord. Lord Brakandaran looked just like any other man and the pretty lady was more beautiful than Lady Chastity, so she couldn’t possibly be a Harshini monster. Mahina had introduced her as Lady R’shiel and warned him to treat her with respect, or suffer the consequences. The Lady had smiled at him pleasantly, but otherwise paid him little attention. Had it not been for her obvious attachment to Tarja, he could have almost allowed himself to like her.
Mikel hefted the bucket and turned towards the hall, muttering miserably to himself, but he had only taken a few steps when a scratching sound behind the well caught his attention. Glancing around to ensure he was unobserved, he put down the bucket and walked cautiously around the stone lip of the well. A heap of rubble from the crumbled outer wall was piled up on the other side. He heard the sound again and moved toward the source, wondering if it was a cat, or perhaps a fox who had inadvertently wandered into the Keep. He hoped it was a cat. He liked cats. Perhaps he could catch it and keep it for a pet...
The area near the well was one of the warmest in the Keep, with the forge on the other side of the wall. It would be a good place to hide. Mikel listened
hard, trying to hear over the rhythmic clanging coming from the smiths on the other side. The scratching sound came again, louder this time, from a dark hole formed by the fallen masonry. With a careful hand, Mikel reached into the darkness.
Whatever it was, it bit him with a force that made him cry out in pain. He scrambled backwards around the well, tripped over the bucket and landed on his backside in a puddle of icy mud. His hand was bleeding profusely and throbbing, and tears of fright and pain and humiliation were streaming down his face. Laughter wafted down from the guards on the wall-walk who had looked down at the commotion. A grey streak emerged from the rubble with a screech and bolted past him towards the Keep. He watched it race past and into the arms of the Lady R’shiel.
She caught the creature with a smile and turned to Mikel. “Don’t worry, I think you frightened her as much as she frightened you.”
Mikel stared at the little monster with wide eyes. He didn’t know what it was, but it was clinging to R’shiel, chattering unintelligibly in a screeching voice and pointing at him with huge black accusing eyes.
“Oh look, you’re hurt.”
She shooed the creature away and it literally vanished into thin air. Mikel traced the star of the Overlord on his forehead to ward off evil as the Lady walked over to him and squatted down, smiling reassuringly.
“Here, let me look at it,” she said. He held out his throbbing hand wordlessly, too afraid to do anything else. She took his hand in her own and almost instantly the pain vanished. He snatched his hand back in astonishment. The bite was gone, the skin as smooth as if it had never been broken.
Mikel screamed.
R’shiel waved back a curious guard come to see what all the fuss was about. She sat back on her heels until he ran out of breath then smiled.
“Feeling better?”
“Wha– what did you do to me?” he demanded. Had she used magic on him? Would he be condemned to drown in the Sea of Despair for eternity because she had infected him with evil spirits? Mikel was weak with fear at the prospect. “You used the power of the pagan gods on me!”
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