by Joyee Flynn
I sat back down, staring up at him as I thought. After a few moments, I finally had an idea.
“Isn’t that doctor your friend? Can’t he help us?” I asked excitedly, wagging my tail.
“I’m not sure how Cameron would react to all of this, Toby,” he answered, reaching to scratch me behind the ears. “He’s a good man and been my friend for years, but are you willing to trust your secret like that?”
“My pack is sick, Randall,” I whispered, feeling the tears form again. “We’ve had to bury a few members already. If we don’t get help soon, others will die, and I can’t let that happen. My dad died after I hit puberty. I think he died of a broken heart after losing my mom but made sure to stick around until he knew I’d be okay. The pack is my family. They helped me deal with losing him and raised me. I can’t let them down.”
“Okay, we’ll talk to Cameron when he comes over tomorrow to check up on you,” Randall said after a few moments. “I’m not sure what his reaction will be, so you need to be ready for that. But he’s a good guy with a kind heart. I think he’d want to help.”
“So, what am I going to do about my employees and helping the pack after the medicine?”
“I’m not sure, baby. I think that depends on you.”
“What do you mean?” I asked, confused as to how that was my decision. “Depends on me how?”
“Well,” Randall said, pausing to lick his lips. “I’m Sheriff here, Toby. People depend on me, and I help keep them safe. It sounds like you do the same with your pack, and that makes me think that one of us will have to give that up. I really can’t see any other way around that, can you?”
“I didn’t think of that,” I gasped, feeling like a jerk. “I was so excited about finding my mate and getting better that I didn’t think about how living here with you could hurt the pack.”
“Yeah, I’m seeing that now,” he replied as he stroked my head lovingly.
“What are we going to do?” I asked softly, feeling myself shake at the idea of abandoning my pack or leaving Randall. I wasn’t a fan of either option. But I couldn’t just ask my mate to leave his home and job and move up to the mountains with the pack.
“I don’t know, baby,” Randall answered, giving me a weak smile. “We’ll have to see how everything goes with getting you better and help first. Then we’ll have to have a serious talk about what comes next, okay?”
“I don’t want to lose you,” I whimpered as the tears fell. “You make me happy already, and I want to be with you, Randall.”
“I want to be with you, pup,” he said firmly as he picked me up and brought me onto his chest. I nuzzled his neck as he rubbed my back. “I won’t let you go now that I’ve found you, Toby. We’ll figure something out. I’m not sure yet, but I promise we’ll be together no matter how we work through this.”
“I trust you, my mate,” I replied, laying my head on his shoulder. And I did. Randall had done everything he’d said he would so far, and now wasn’t the time to lose faith in that. We fell silent then, lost in our own thoughts. I felt myself start to drift off as the conversations and issues we’d touched on weighed on me.
* * * *
I woke up a while later to Randall’s soft snoring. It seemed we both ended up taking a nap on the sofa. Glancing over at my IV, I saw that the bag was empty now. I carefully got down off my mate’s broad chest and then shifted back to human form. Carefully, I detached the IV line from my hand and folded the port back under the tape so it wasn’t in the way.
It was meant for a puppy, so it’s not like it was big on my hand. I sat down next to Randall as I stared at him. He was such a good person. I knew he said he had issues in his past that weren’t good, but he was so gentle and loving toward me. They couldn’t have been that bad if he knew how to treat a mate well, could they?
I wasn’t sure, but I also didn’t want to think about anything else bad with the other issues we had to deal with. Instead, I wanted what Randall had promised we could do after I ate and took my medicine. Moving between his legs as I knelt on the floor, I rubbed my face over his sweatpants-covered groin. He groaned in his sleep as his head fell back on his shoulders.
Smiling as I looked over his firm body, I felt lucky that I’d been mated to someone as hot as Randall. He was perfect. Everything about him was gorgeous, from his muscular pecs and round, flat nipples to the lines of his toned abs. I pulled down his sweatpants and kissed the head of his cock like he’d done to me. Randall gasped and reached down to run his hand through my hair. Taking that as a sign that he liked it, I leaned forward and licked the length of his dick.
“Toby,” he moaned loudly, still not having opened his eyes or looked down at me.
I wrapped my lips around the head of his cock, rubbing my tongue over the slit. His hand tightened in my hair, and he guided my head down. Some of his pre-cum leaked out and flowed over my taste buds. The taste of him was even more amazing than his scent. I groaned as I took more of him into my mouth, needing to taste all of him.
“Oh, fuck, baby, this is one hell of a wake-up,” Randall said as he rubbed my neck with his thumb as his fingers twirled in my hair. Glancing up at him, I saw he was looking at me with a big smile. “You look even better with my cock in your mouth than I’d imagined, Toby.”
I smiled widely at his words, loving that he was happy that I wanted to give him head. I moaned like I’d seen people do on the Internet and took as much of him into me as I could before I felt like I was choking.
“Not so much, baby. Take it slow your first time,” he said gently as his other hand moved to cup my cheek. “It’s been a long time since anyone’s given me a blow job. I won’t last long. I mostly like the up-and-down suction on the head of my dick. You don’t have to worry about trying to deep throat me, okay?”
I made a noise that was supposed to be an “okay,” but it came out more like a grunt of acknowledgement. Pulling back up, I did as Randall wanted, running my tongue around the head of his massive cock before taking it in my mouth more.
“Oh, fuck, that’s perfect, baby.” Randall moaned as his fingers tightened in my hair. “Reach down and play with my sac, baby. Yeah, just like that, Toby.”
I ran my fingers under it as I slid my thumb the other way. His were so much bigger than mine that I could barely fit them in my hand. I squeezed and massaged them the way I’d seen done as I kept sucking on him. Then I reached up with my other hand and rubbed my fingers over his nipple. Randall really liked that, because he moved his hips when I did it, shoving his cock farther into my mouth.
“Fuck, baby, your mouth is amazing. That wicked little tongue is so goddamn soft,” he said and then gasped when I pinched his nipple. “Oh, god, squeeze my sac harder, baby.”
I did, and his balls drew up toward his body, and I knew what was coming soon. It made me want to make him come more than I wanted air. Doubling my efforts, I was soon rewarded when Randall went stiff before shouting my name. His cock twitched and then shot his seed in my mouth. I swallowed as fast as I could. Moaning at the salty but yet sweet taste of it as it ran over my tongue, I was rock hard. A little leaked out of the side of my mouth as Randall finished coming.
Pulling off of his softening cock, I let go of his nipple and balls as I licked him completely clean. When I was done, I rested my head on his thigh as we both tried to catch our breaths. Randall reached down and picked me up under my arms as he pulled me up against his chest.
“Fuck, baby, where did you learn to do that if you’ve never given a blow job before?” Randall asked in between kissing my neck, and I felt my cheeks heat up when I didn’t want to tell him the answer.
“The Internet,” I mumbled against his shoulder.
“What was that, Toby?”
“The Internet,” I answered louder this time. Randall froze under me for a moment before bursting out in laughter.
“Has my baby been watching porn on his computer?” Randall asked in between bouts of laughter. I felt my face burning even mor
e as I went to move off of his lap. He held me to him as he lifted my chin up so I had to look at him. “There’s nothing wrong with being curious, Toby. You just surprised me, that’s all. That was the best blow job I’ve ever gotten, so whatever you’ve been watching taught you well.”
“Really?” I replied, getting excited that I’d given him a good orgasm.
“Really, pup.” He moaned in my ear before kissing me passionately. “What else have you watched on that computer of yours?”
“You won’t get mad?” I asked, staring into his eyes. When he smiled and wiggled his eyebrows, I couldn’t help but giggle. “Some of the videos I really liked and want to try. Others were kind of creepy, and I so don’t want to ever do those things.”
“Which were creepy?” he asked, tilting his neck as he stared at me. “I want to hear those first before we get into everything you want to try.”
“Well, I didn’t like the ones where people were wearing the leather outfits and masks,” I answered honestly, feeling relaxed about the topic now. “There were ones where guys were peeing all over each other and in each other’s mouths. I know I peed on you to mark you, but that was different, that was all instinct. I don’t want us to do that sexually.”
“I don’t like any of that either,” Randall said firmly with a nod. “What else didn’t you like?”
“I didn’t like when the guys were really old with guys my age,” I replied after I thought about it for a minute. “And there were some where the guy had his whole hand and arm in another guy, which scared me. Oh, and the ones that seemed like they were beating up the other guy. I liked the spanking ones, but not when they brought out whips and stuff.”
“You liked the spanking ones, Toby?” he asked me with a raised eyebrow. I swallowed loudly before nodding. “That’s so fucking hot, baby.”
“Really?” I squeaked, surprised he felt that way.
“Oh, yeah,” he groaned, leaning over to nip my neck then shoulder. “I love the idea of spanking your firm little ass before I fucked you. The idea of making your hot bubble butt all red from my hand is getting me hard again.”
“You like my butt?” I asked, glancing at it over my shoulder. “I never realized it, but you’re right I kind of have a bubble butt.”
“I love watching it bounce as you walk, baby,” he whispered in my ear as he squeezed my ass. “I love the way it feels in my hands. It’s the perfect size for me to palm it and play with.”
“I love when you play with my butt,” I whimpered as my dick got so hard I could pound nails.
“What else did you like that you want to try with me, Toby?”
Chapter 5
Randall smiled as his hot little man’s cheeks got even redder at his question. He was shocked to his core when Toby admitted that he’d learned how to give head by watching porn. But as he sat there and listened to what Toby didn’t like or want to do, Randall was glad that they agreed on those things.
None of what Toby didn’t like Randall was into. Now, he just wanted to know if the things Randall was into Toby wanted to try. The spanking was a good start, but there was one kink that he liked above all else. He sent up a silent prayer that it made his baby’s list.
“I liked where they sucked each other off at the same time,” Toby answered shyly. Randall smiled at the prospect of doing sixty-nine with the hot twink in his arms. “And I have a list of all the positions I saw that I want to try. But I really liked the passionate ones where someone got pushed down on a table or bent over a chair and fucked like their life depended on it.”
“So, you like the idea of a little rough playing?” Randall asked, thrilled that Toby got hot at the idea of carnal, sweaty sex.
“Oh, yeah,” Toby moaned, rubbing his cock against Randall’s stomach as he squeezed the firm ass in his hands again. “And I liked the toys. Can we try toys, Randall? I have a list of the ones I want to use with you, too.”
“I have got to see these lists,” he chuckled, nipping Toby’s lower lip. “I think we can play with any toy you want, baby. As long as they’re not the type to give you pain or hurt you.”
“No, not any of those,” Toby replied shaking his head. “I liked the ones that vibrate and some of the dildos. I think it would be so hot if you played with a dildo in my ass while I sucked on your cock.”
“Fuck, baby,” Randall gasped as his dick took interest in the conversation. “Who knew someone so innocent could be so dirty minded?”
“Is that bad?” Toby asked warily. Randall smiled and shook his head as he thrust his now-hard cock up against Toby’s.
“No, baby, I really liked the ideas you have.”
“Promise you won’t laugh at the one I like most?”
“I promise, Toby,” he answered gently, cupping the shy man’s cheek. “I have some fantasies of my own, baby. I’d never laugh at yours. I think it’s great that you’re being so open and honest with me.”
Toby searched his eyes for a moment before looking down at his chest. “I like the ones with handcuffs. I really liked them, Randall. Is that okay? I mean, is it bad that I want to try being tied down?”
Without saying a word, Randall was on his feet as he threw Toby over his shoulder. He pulled his pants back up enough so he could move and raced into the bedroom. Randall knew without a doubt that he’d never ever let Toby get away from him now. His little mate was into his favorite kink. Tossing a wide-eyed Toby onto the bed, Randall reached over and opened the bottom drawer of his nightstand.
“I can’t tell if you’re happy or mad at what I said,” Toby said softly as he pulled his knees to his chest. “You didn’t answer me.”
“Does this answer your question?” Randall purred as he held up padded wrist restraints that hooked up to the headboard. Toby smiled widely as he looked at Randall with lust in his eyes. After staring at the restraints for a moment, his little man nodded furiously. “You really are perfect for me, Toby.”
“I am?” Toby panted as Randall knelt on the bed with the restraints and a bottle of lube. He nodded as he crawled toward the object of his desire.
“Your favorite videos, the ones you really want to try, are exactly my favorite fantasy,” Randall said as he stalked his prey. “What are the odds of that, Toby? I think that makes you a perfect fit for me in bed, don’t you?”
“Yes,” Toby hissed as Randall moved him up the bed and put his body between Toby’s legs. “Can we try it, Randall?”
“Try and stop me, baby,” Randall chuckled as he looped the ties through the headboard. “We can definitely play with tying you down. But if you get nervous or don’t like it, just say so, and we’ll stop, okay?”
“Okay,” Toby squeaked, and his innocence hit Randall again. He took a deep breath to calm down before dropping the restraints and moving so he was on top of Toby, bracing his weight on his forearms.
“Why don’t we wait on restraining you, baby?” he asked gently, staring into the wide eyes of his mate. Randall brushed back the hair from Toby’s head as he gave him a soft kiss. “You’ve only had sex once. I don’t think you’re quite ready for being tied down.”
“I–I don’t think so either,” Toby stuttered, trying to turn his head away from Randall. He wasn’t having any of that. Turning Toby’s head back toward him, Randall smiled reassuringly at his hot little twink.
“I didn’t mean to push you, baby,” Randall said as he peppered Toby’s face with kisses. “I got so excited at the idea of you wanting to try my favorite fantasy I was thinking with my other head instead of the one with a brain. We’ve got all the time in the world to play with different ideas and try new things, but not until you’re ready, okay?”
“You’re the best mate ever,” Toby whispered as he wrapped his arms around Randall’s neck. He kissed Randall with such passion that he moaned at the feeling of Toby’s plump lips on his. “I really do want to have you tie me down, Randall. I think I need to work up to that. I’m really glad you’re not upset.”
“Never, b
aby,” he said as he ran his hands down Toby’s back. “I don’t ever want you to do anything you’re not ready for. I want you to feel comfortable with what we do before you’re ready to try new things.”
“Everything’s new with you,” Toby replied as his cheeks heated up again.
“I mean, I want you to feel secure and confident in our sex life before we bring toys or restraints into our bed.”
“Thank you, Randall,” Toby said as he wrapped his whole body around Randall. He hugged his little pup back, loving the feeling of the smaller man in his arms.
* * * *
Randall let go of me then and sat back on his heels. I stared up at him, not really sure what was going on, but followed his lead when he patted my hip. Rolling over, he moved me to be on my hands and knees.
“Are we having sex again?” I asked, wiggling my ass inadvertently in excitement.
“First, I’m going to return the favor,” he answered.
Before I could ask what he meant, Randall grabbed the cheeks of my ass and pulled them apart. I felt his tongue swipe over my hole, and I thought I was going to come right then from the intense pleasure shooting throughout my body. Whimpering for more, I lowered my shoulders to the bed and presented my ass to him like a gift.
“Look at this pretty, pink, tight hole just begging for my cock,” Randall said in between licks, driving me insane with need. “We need to get it ready for me, baby.”
I let out another moan as he shoved his tongue in me, riding out the sensations as he teased me. My body was on such overload I just lay there and made every pleasurable noise known to man as he continued. Minutes later, Randall had finished eating my ass and had three fingers inside of me.
“Do you want me, baby?” Randall purred as he pulled out his fingers.
“Yes, please,” I whined, needing that full feeling again. “Fuck me, Randall.”