“Was it worth it?” she asked.
I sighed. “Of course it was. But I only got the spirit up because I owed it to Janos to finish what we started.”
“And now that it’s done,” she said, “you see nothing that beckons you onward?”
“What else could there be?” I said. “I’m an old vagabond and it’s getting late and I’m anxious to come to a place where I might rest.”
Janela studied me in silence for a time. Then she reached a decision and said: “Do you recall when we last had this conversation, Amalric?”
I said I did. It was when we were waiting for the demon guards to take us to Ba’land.
“Do you also recall that I proposed a second choice?”
“I do. You said you knew how to open the door the Old Ones fled through.”
“But I couldn’t do it,” she added, “as long as Ba’land lived.”
“He’s dead now,” I said, mumbling because my mouth was suddenly dry.
“Yes,” Janela said.
I struggled to answer for it wasn’t the one she wanted to hear.
“You said then it would be a gift,” I finally managed. “But I can’t accept it. I’m nearly done with this life and glad of it. Why should I want to be condemned to toil long in another?”
“Before you refuse,” she said, “do you want to see what you’ll be spurning?”
I shrugged, believing my mind had been solidly cast. “What’s the point in it?” I asked.
“How do we know,” she said, “if we don’t look?”
I hesitated, which made her laugh. “I have you now, Amalric Antero,” she said. “You never could resist a new place, if only for a look at the wares in the market.”
Her response made me smile and with that smile I accepted and was rewarded with her embrace.
That night she dimmed the lights and sat me at a small table. She lit incense then sat across from me so close our knees touched. She set the stone box in the center of the table. She directed me to place my hands on it then put hers on top of mine.
And she said, “Close your eyes.”
I did. I waited, but she said nothing more.
“What do I do next?” I asked, impatient.
“Nothing,” she said.
“Should I think?”
“If you like.”
“What should I think of?”
“Anything you wish.”
“Good,” I said. “Then I’ll think of you.”
I relaxed, building her image in my mind. I found myself peering through the grated window in my garden walls. I saw her mounted on a fine steed, fair of skin and form but with a presence that commanded you to look beyond her beauty. She beckoned and I opened the gate and ran to her. I grabbed her hand and vaulted up behind the saddle.
No sooner had I clutched my arms about her waist then she kicked the horse into a gallop. We thundered along the road to Orissa until it made a fork where no crossroads had been before. We took the unfamiliar path and soon we came to a steep hill. The horse seemed charged by the obstacle and bounded up the rocky trail like a goat in high pasture.
We came to the top and dismounted, Janela taking my hand and leading me to the hill’s edge.
“Look Amalric,” she said.
And I did.
I saw a land of silvery forests, sisters to the tree that humbled Ba’land. I saw a river flowing through those forests, making a golden, shimmering run to a distant sea. I saw ships with marvelous forms and glowing sails the color of the last sky before night falls. And on those ships I saw elegant creatures, neither man or beast or spirit but all those things in one. Creatures of sublime light and curiosity. A wind out of a mariner’s sweetest dreams filled the sails, promising swift passage to ports of wonder.
I longed to go, wept to go.
Janela whispered but the whisper was from a great distance.
And I was back in the room sitting across from her once more.
I was so overcome by the vision I couldn’t speak for a long time. Janela fetched me brandy, curling up beside me until I had sipped enough to find a voice again.
“Did you know it would be like that?” I asked.
“How could I?” she said.
Her voice was rough and I looked up to see she had been weeping as well.
“Can I truly go there?” I asked.
“Yes, Amalric,” she said. “We can.”
I was alarmed when I realized she’d included herself in the answer. “But Janela,” I said, “you told me that death was a requirement for that journey.”
“It is,” she said.
“But why should you want to die?” I protested. “You are a young woman. Already you have achieved greatness no one else has ever managed. You have many years to accomplish still more.”
“But I could never match it,” she said, “no matter how long I lived. I tell you, Amalric, when I found the answer my great-grandfather sought I cried from the joy. But then I wept out of despair because there could never be such a great riddle as that. I’ve been your sister in misery since we returned to Tyrenia. I am a seeker by nature and breeding. But I must have a goal worthy of the seeking. And what could that be, Amalric? What could that be?”
How was I to answer her, my nephew? Knowing my heart, what could I say?
So we made our pact.
I nearly reneged when I learned how it must be carried out. We would drink wine, drugged just enough to soothe us. We would cushion ourselves on soft pillows. The stone box would be opened revealing the magical rose petal inside. Then Janela would prick my arm to draw a bit of blood and administer the killing potion through the small wound. As I died she’d sprinkle blood on the petal to bless it. And then she’d do the same for herself.
“But I’m not such a coward,” I protested, “I can’t find nerve enough to take my own life.”
“It’s the only way,” Janela said. “You must be a spirit first so you are ready for me to carry away.”
Still I resisted the notion that she should end her span so young. But she begged, saying if I loved her I wouldn’t make her stay in this place alone. And so it was we finally made the plan that would free us from our mortal burden.
Do you see how it is, Hermias? If you do, I love you. If you don’t, I love you still.
I must go now. Janela is waiting and I’ve wrung myself dry of farewells.
The tides are beckoning and the captain’s called the last warning.
Where Janela and I go no sea has known a ship’s rough hull. The wind blows only east there. All shores are legend. And every voyager’s soul flies for the horizon.
Where all dreams await our embrace...
In Far Kingdoms.
THE END
ABOUT THE AUTHORS
International bestselling authors and screenwriters Allan Cole and the late Chris Bunch were collaborators for over twenty years. Together, and separately, they published over forty novels and sold more than 150 TV and movie screenplays. Their most noteworthy collaboration produced the eight-book Sten series, hailed as “landmark science fiction” by Publishers Weekly, among others. The Far Kingdoms series, also critically acclaimed, was their final collaboration. The four books include: The Far Kingdoms, The Warrior’s Tale, Kingdoms Of The Night, and The Warrior Returns, which was written by Allan solo. For details about Allan’s life and work, see his homepage at www.acole.com. For information about Chris, see his Wikipedia entry at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chris_Bunch. Both authors are also featured in the International Movie Data Base (IMDB.com)
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