by Criss Copp
He’s moaning; guttural and raw. His body is pressing desperately up against mine, and the ridge of his erection is painfully and bruisingly obvious against my mound. I already know my pussy is crying out for him to have me and is prepared to take him... my pelvis in its entirety is burdened with the aching need.
My body is not tingling like the last time we came together, it’s screaming, desperate for release, like an aching junkie fraught with need for a hit. I’m quite literally shaking with an urgency to feel him against me, inside me; and so my body instinctually knows to pull myself up onto him, wrap my legs around him and start grinding my pussy against him, as he pushes me into and almost through the wall.
He whimpers in his throat and the noise subliminally adjusts the pattern of our breathing; and it’s as though we have been experiencing hyperthermia, which has rendered our breathing a shuddering mess.
Ben drops his hands from my face and grabs my arse. He begins grinding urgently back into me, and I’m desperately whimpering and moaning for him to just fucking crawl inside me and claim me completely.
Ben.
I just can’t think clearly, I can only feel. And I’m feeling like my body is exploding and being incinerated. My cock is beyond desperate to be buried inside of her... it wants my whole body to slip inside and wear her like a second skin.
I feel like my soul is a shattered conglomerate mess, swirling between us and colliding with the fractured pieces she presents of her own.
My heart is beating outside of my chest and I’m shaking with need to have her... immediately!
I reach to the door of the flat and manage to stumble inside.
I’m moving on instinct. I know this flat because I used to live in here. I’m clinging to Jade like she’s my life raft in stormy seas, and I make my way across the living area and to the bedroom, which gratefully has the door open, because I’ve run out of multitasking abilities. Walking with Jade in my arms while we devour each other is all I can manage right now.
I stumble into the room and turn to the bed.
I need Jade to lie down on the bed and I need to instantaneously have her naked as well, preferably with me inside her, and it needs to happen in like... seconds!
I drop and push her off me in one go, and she falls back on the bed with a thump. I have a momentary thought that I just winded her, but I can’t let it bother me, I’m tearing my shirt off over my head and throwing it... somewhere!
She’s obviously doing okay, because she’s done the same, and she’s already taking her bra off!
Jade.
I’m not sure why I’m able to breathe, because he just threw me down on the bed like I was one of his wrestling buddies. But I can’t let it prevent me from getting naked and getting him to fuck me to unconsciousness.
We’re both frantically ripping and dragging at our underwear, jeans and trousers, and I’m finished and bared before him in nothing but my skin before he finally gets to kick his clothing to the side, and is standing before me with his raging hard on and a body to die for! He’s definitely better than the two Ryans... FUCK!
Impressive... fucking impressive!
Not sure how I’m going to completely accommodate that thing, but I’m definitely willing to give it a go... again and again!
I’m thinking briefly that there’s something missing in this sexual routine, but the buzzing in my body is telling me to shut the fuck up and stop thinking; it’s counterproductive to feeling, and so I let myself be dragged back into the sexual soup of desire.
Ben.
Oh my God... please, don’t let this be another fucking dream, and then I’m going to wake up and she’s going to be somewhere else, pissed at me and... oh God, please... not another dream!
She smiles at me and I know it’s not a dream, so I quit merely looking at her perfect and lightly haired pussy on display between her slender legs, her sweet and suckable breasts ideally waiting for my mouth and her pouting lips; and I dive in to taste her.
I’m kneeling beside the bed and kissing the inside of her thigh mere seconds before my lust and needy compulsion is once again driving me forward to victory. I turn my head and pull her pussy toward my mouth by hooking her hips from under both her legs and tugging her towards me; driving her legs over my shoulders and securing my mouth and tongue over her vagina, where I drive my tongue through her folds and confiscate her arousal from her waiting pussy and mix it with my saliva. She’s moaning and quietly screaming out in her breathlessness, as I navigate from her entrance up to her clit with my tongue and mouth, tasting her insanely arousing musky and honeyed flavours and sucking them into my mouth. I’m not tentative in my ministrations to her clit... I’m suckling it like I’m sucking venom from a snake bite. And then I’m bringing my right hand around and entering her pussy with my middle and forefingers; driving them in and out of her with a frantic, hungry rhythm.
This build up has been months in the making, I’m not fucking around anymore with slow bullshit! Her vagina feels incredible, I’m fucking jealous of my fingers, and my cock is straining like a dog on a leash to feel the inside of her; to feel the silky walls and to experiencing the sensual caresses and sucking motions of her pussy as it moves forcefully inside her, creating mind blowing friction.
Jade is screaming, arching her back and tearing frantically at the bedspread. Her orgasm claims her like a vice, clamping down with impressive strength and power. Her pussy is gripping my fingers with choking persistence and I’m almost sick with need to fuck her now.
I’m pulling my fingers out of her after one last forced thrust against the strength of her inner walls, and then I’m pushing her body up the bed and forcing her legs up on either side of her chest, such that she’s bent in half and spread open, so I can enforce my presence inside her with my straining cock without resistance from her in any way.
Jade.
Thank fuck I’m flexible, or he’d pop my hips out. I have both my legs open and pushed up under my armpits, and I’m desperate for him to ram his large cock inside me... NOW! But he’s driving me insane momentarily by devouring my nipples... suckling, biting down on them and then teasing them by licking them to soothe them. It’s causing my mind to fracture, my body to further spasm and my throat to force out a keening, moaning wail as another orgasm begins to pull at me. My pussy’s so wet now that the bedspread must be soaking. I can feel my juices and his saliva slowly trickling down my butt.
He moves up my body... his hands on the back of my thighs, continuing to push down on my legs and open me up impossibly wide. I feel his cock teasing at the entrance of my butt, before he readjusts his hips, and looks down between us for a reposition. He’s still not using his hands to focus his cock on my pussy’s entrance, but he’s managed to direct the swollen head of his cock to the place I want it most. I can see and feel him slowly enforce his presence within the immediate confines of my vagina... and he’s groaning. He’s watching the tip of his cock dip into me teasingly, and promising blissful pleasure and pain. Despite the position he’s forced my body in, my vagina is tight... his fingers alone felt like they stretched me wide, and he’s about to shove his cock inside my now clamping, pulsing pussy. I’m so fucking glad and scared at the same time I almost come at the thought of it.
I’m struggling to breathe; because I’m in the throes of a complex set of passionate emotions, but equally because of the position he has me in. And then he groans desperately as he thrusts his cock deep into me and floods me with a rush of painful desperation, which I respond to with a scream.
Ben.
Jade screams in anguished enchantment as I force my cock past the entrance of her extremely tight pussy. She’s so unyielding, but she’s also deliciously wet and aroused beyond belief; and even though the stranglehold she has on my cock right now should be preventing me from being able to move inside her; the slippery silk of her clamping walls and the fire in my pelvis that is driving me to thrust impatiently inside her; won’t be denied. So despite my own pain at h
aving forced myself inside her, and her scream upon my entry indicating her hurt, we are both now experiencing intense gratification born of the knife edge between pain and pleasure.
She can’t move, but she’s keening and moaning desperately; I’ve got her trapped almost completely. I can feel her unravelling further below me as I thrust inside her, becoming a part of her, within her, and I want more... I want more of her! So I stare at her face and make my demands.
“Look at me.” I growl gutturally. My hips and thrusting is rocking us, rocking the bed, bouncing her head on the pillow beneath it.
She looks up at me with those beautiful green eyes, and I can see the universe hidden in their depths as our eyes lock, and she pleadingly says, “Oh... fuck me”.
I feel like I’m crawling inside of her, completely and utterly. The claim she has on me is complete... I can’t imagine doing this again with anyone that isn’t her. Every thrust is driving me closer to a shared affinity, a conjoined outer body experience, a blending of souls.
I’m feeling my orgasm screaming forward, as hers claims her and she is beginning to tilt her head back... threatening to sever our eye contact and once again she’s screaming. I’m roaring, and I don’t care who hears us, I’m struggling to maintain the strands of my sanity, and despite my almost inability to make coherent thought, I bend down and claim her mouth with my own. I thrust the last of my orgasm into her and we scream into each other’s bodies; my cock straining to unleash everything he can inside her, as I come over and over in her in a wave of pulsing sensations that completely shock me as they tether me to her soul.
Jade.
My head can’t fathom the depth that we both delved; my body remains trapped below him, and I’m home and this is my destiny!
Chapter Seventeen: Upshot
Ben.
Shit... I didn’t use a condom.
Jade.
Fuck... I’m not on birth control, what the fuck was I thinking?
I wasn’t thinking!
Ben.
“Jade... shit, I’m sorry... I’m clean. I have to get tested all the time; you know... we’re a blood sport.” I explain. I mean, I haven’t had unsafe sex since Mandy, my ex-girlfriend, anyway. But I’m clean. I have tests that prove it.
Jade’s just groaning. I’ve already pulled out of her, which is what reminded me I was without my trench coat friend. I’ve also let go of her legs and she’s relaxed them down beside my hips. But I’m still hovering over the top of her, watching her face pull painful faces.
“Sorry.” I beg forgiveness.
“It’s not that, I knew you’d be clean... I get that... same here, it’s just that... FUCK!” she screams out.
While screaming in the throes of passion is sexy and isn’t scary... this shout makes me flinch.
“I’m a fucking moron!” she laments, throwing her head back. Then she’s slapping the bed beside her.
“Fuck, fuck, fucking, cunt, fuck!” she says with each slap.
“Jade?” I ask, she’s kind of acting a little weird, weirder than usual.
“I’m a fucking nurse! If this was Silas, I’d cut his balls off!” she explains.
I don’t like the image that springs to mind, it takes me to the dark confines of a bad Jerry Springer episode.
“I’d do more than that!” I grumble.
She looks at me with an asinine expression.
“Jade, what’s wrong?” I ask, still holding her trapped beneath me.
“I’m not on the pill! I’ve never needed to be! I don’t use birth control!” she explains with a whimper.
I’m momentarily confused, because I haven’t had this conversation before.
“Oh....” I softly express my delayed perception of this situation.
I remain in place. I’m thinking that this is something that will have her frantically running out the door like The Road Runner escaping the clutches of Wile E. Coyote! So I’m not moving till she figures this out and stays... with me.
She’s doing something, I can see her brain ticking over.
“What are you thinking?” I ask.
“Maybe I should go and get the morning after pill!” she says.
I don’t know why, but I feel a bit like a deflated balloon when she says that.
“What do you think?” she asks.
“I... don’t know. Maybe you’re jumping the gun?” I reason.
“Well, either way, it won’t matter! If I was in danger of, you know; then it won’t matter. But if I am, then I’ll be free from the worry!” she smiles at me.
That deflated balloon just disintegrated. I don’t know why... but if fate has intervened and we just fucked up and made another human being... I’m not for destroying the possibilities. But it’s not my body, it’s hers! So with a heavy heart, I tell her to do whatever she needs to do.
“I’ll have to go to the Chemist.” She says, smiling again. “And you sir, need to get some condoms.” She chuckles.
I’m smiling at that, “Already sorted, they’re in the upstairs bedroom, since that’s where I planned on taking you originally!” I explain.
She’s chuckling and leaning in to kiss me.
Okay, we’re okay. She’s not running, and she’s just indicated that she’s up for another round at some stage... soonish!
Jade.
“Hi... I’m after the Emergency Contraceptive Pill.” I whisper to the Pharmacy Assistant. I’ve walked in here gingerly... I’m hoping she doesn’t think I’ve been raped or something; because my difficulty walking properly has nothing to do with non-consensual sex, and everything to do with fucking amazing and mind-blowing orgasmic sex.
“I’ll just grab the Pharmacist for you.” She whispers back.
I turn around and see Ben standing over near the sunglasses browsing. He’s driven me here and after we’re done here, we’re going to grab some groceries for dinner. He’s apparently going to cook. Actually, he cooks all the time for his Mum; but it’s the first time he’s cooked for another woman. I’m hoping it won’t make me sick.
A middle aged man with almost completely white hair, which is slightly at odds with his middle aged features, comes over and introduces himself. He asks me questions about my menstrual cycle, the regularity, and when my last period was. After all this, he asks me for my details and then issues permission for the pharmacy assistant to sell me the item I have requested; and then we’re out of there in no time at all. It was that simple.
“So, is there anything you don’t eat?” Ben asks me.
“No, I’m pretty sure I’ll give most things a go.” I assure him.
He’s carrying a basket in his hand, and we’re walking down the pasta aisle to get to the meat section. I’m looking at the sauces as we pass them, when I feel his hand slip into mine and hold it. I look down at our hands, watching his fingers lace their way through mine. It gives me a little jolt, and then tingles begin to travel up my arm and towards my chest. Butterflies form in my stomach and I turn to look at him.
“What?” he asks, looking back at me.
“Nothing, this is... nice!” I say, because it is.
“Nice? That’s... disappointingly sweet!” he says with a quirk of his lips, as we continue to the meat section.
I slap him on the shoulder and go to pull my hand away, but he’s not having any of that. He’s holding on to my hand in a vice-like grip and chuckling at me.
“Arsehole.” I grumble.
“Well at least you like arseholes.” He says, and stops in front of the lamb section. “How about lamb cutlets with three veg?” he says.
“Mash?” I ask, turning my attention to food.
“Yes... creamy mash, carrots and broccoli.” He answers, “With gravy.” he adds.
“Sounds great!” I enthuse.
“Great, grab that tray there.” He says, pointing to the tray with his head.
“Why can’t you grab it?” I ask him, trying to pull my hand out to give him his hand back.
“Because both m
y hands are occupied.” He says; holding my struggling hand tighter.
“Let me help you with that.” I offer, trying harder to release my hand.
“Stop making yourself look like a five year old on a leash, and grab the lamb cutlets!” he demands.
“You’re really not going to let go of my hand are you?” I ask frustratedly.
“No! So stop trying to get away!” he growls at me.
“God damn it!” I seethe.
“Grab the damn cutlets Red!” he requests.
I turn to face him and place my hand on my hip. “This is really dumb!” I say.
“You’re right, and when you’re right, you’re right!” he says in agreement.
“Yeah?” I ask.
“Yes. Hold this a minute will you?” he says, handing me the basket.
I sigh and grab the basket, rolling my eyes in the process.
He grabs the lamb cutlets, shoves them in the basket and begins to drag me off to the veggie section.
“Hey! That’s uncalled for!” I say to the duping. I am seriously having a dumb moment. I fell for that stupid switch in record time!
“Chivalry is dead I’m told!” he says, walking a fast pace towards the root vegetables.
“At least with sexy irrepressible arseholes it is.” I grumble.
“I’m sexy?” he says, beaming.
“Unfortunately...” I grumble again, but I’m smiling and trying to stop it from erupting as I watch him try to place potatoes into a plastic bag one handed. He struggles monumentally to open the bag, because it is sticking to itself, but he manages to get it with his teeth. And then the first potato doesn’t actually go in the bag... it just rolls over into the red onions. He sighs... reaches across and grabs it up and tries again. Once the first potato is in the bag, he’s on a roll, and he manages to put another five potatoes in the bag.