by Alan Furst
“Where to?”
“The Hotel Benoit.” He watched as the city went by. He got out at the hotel, went to his room, and slept for twenty hours.
Call Helene. He was barely awake, still trying to figure out where he was. He’d had powerful dreams; a woman, a boardwalk by the sea. She pulled her dress up, put her foot on a bench and fixed the strap on her sandal. He kicked his way out of bed and struggled to stand up, then he went to the window and moved the curtain aside. Gray winter Paris, nothing more.
“Agence Levaux, bonjour.”
“Bonjour. Mademoiselle Schreiber, s’il vous plait. ”
“Un petit moment, monsieur.”
Casson waited. At the hotel desk, a fiftyish couple was checking in. He looked at his watch, 10:30 A.M.
“Hello?”
“Hello, it’s me.”
“Thank God you’re back.”
“What’s wrong?”
“Merde.” She switched to a professional voice. “I believe it sails the ninth, monsieur, from Copenhagen.”
Casson waited a moment. “All right now?”
“Yes.”
“Will you meet me for lunch?”
“The little bar on Marigny, just off the boulevard. One-fifteen.”
“I’ll see you then. I missed you.”
“I’m sorry, here we go again,” she said. “Certainly-I’ll have it in the mail this evening.”
“One-fifteen,” Casson said.
He stood on the corner of the rue Marigny and watched her coming down the boulevard, walking alongside a short, dark-haired girl and a blond woman with a bright red smile; shoulders braced, head held high. Victorine? Very tightly wound, he thought. A high forehead, blue veins at the temples, they would pulse when she was angry.
“See you later!” Helene called out as she left the other two. They waved and continued down the boulevard.
When she spotted Casson her face lit up. As they embraced she said, “Did you see her?”
“The blonde.”
“Yes. The other one was my friend Natalie.”
They went into the bar and sat at a small table. “There’s been all kinds of trouble,” she said. Casson ordered a carafe of wine and beet soup, the only dish on the blackboard.
“What happened?”
“Well, first of all, Degrave.”
“You know?”
“They told Laurette.”
“How is she?”
Helene shook her head.
“You’re spending time with her?”
“When I can.”
“Not much else you can do.”
“No. You can’t just sit there, so you say things, but…” A waiter brought the carafe, the soup, and a basket with two small pieces of bread. “The bread’s for you,” he said.
“Then, a few days ago, Victorine called me into her office-she’s the supervising agent now.”
“The job you gave up.”
“Yes, and I thought that was the end of it.” From Helene, a rueful smile. “She was quite concerned, she said. About me. I wasn’t doing so well. Letting things go, not keeping up with my correspondence. I would simply have to try harder. Or else. She didn’t say that, but she didn’t have to.”
“And you said?”
“I crawled. Agreed with her, promised to do better.”
Casson nodded. “No choice,” he said.
“A day went by, then another. I kept out of her way and did my work-if she wanted everything perfect, that’s what she’d get. I thought, she’s just letting me know who’s boss. But then she called me in again. This time I was really scared, but she was pleasant enough. She asked me some questions about a client, I told her what she wanted to know, and then we chatted. She went on for a while, something about her mother needing medicine, how life was getting harder, everything so expensive. I was nodding and smiling, wondering when she was going to let me go out of there, and then she said, ‘Helene, I’m afraid I must ask you to lend me a thousand francs.’ ”
About half a month’s salary, Casson guessed. “What did you do?”
Helene shrugged. “What could I do? I gave it to her. Went to the bank at lunchtime and cleaned out my account. And then, a week later, she asked again. I said I couldn’t help her, I didn’t have it. She didn’t say anything right away, but she was angry. I’d seen it before-she doesn’t stop smiling but you can sense some kind of rage inside her. She has it under control, but not for long. After a while she looked at me and said, ‘I’m sure your people can help you, Helene. You’ll just have to swallow your pride and ask.’ ”
“Your people?”
“That’s what she said.”
Casson thought for a moment. “She’s going to turn you in.”
“I know.”
“When I was at Degrave’s house, in Cassis, he gave me a name- a man who can help you get out of the country.”
“Degrave is gone, Jean-Claude.”
“Even so, we have to try.” He paused, then said, “How much does she want now?”
“Another thousand.”
“I’m going to give it to you. She has to have it today, after lunch. It will keep her from going to the police, she won’t do that until she’s sure she’s got everything you have.”
“Jean-Claude,” she said, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to drag you into this.”
He reached under the table, took her hand and held it tight. “And when you give it to her, be casual. You know the game, you don’t mind playing it, you and she are in this together.”
They went that evening. He’d looked up the name in the telephone directory, found several de la Barres but only one in the 7th- Andre, Textes de Medecine Anciens.
A maid let them in and led them down a long hallway lined with bookcases that rose to the ceiling. In the room that served as an office it was the same. De la Barre was in his late seventies-at least that, Casson thought-bent by age into the letter c, so that he looked up at the world from beneath thick, white eyebrows. “How may I help you?” he said.
Casson was direct. He told de la Barre that Helene had to leave France, and that they had come at Degrave’s suggestion. Casson wondered if he knew who they were. Have you been told it’s a favor for a friend? De la Barre listened intently, but his face could not be read. When Casson was done, the room was very quiet. De la Barre looked at them for a full minute, making up his mind. Finally he said to Helene, “Is it urgent, madame?”
“I’m afraid it is,” she said. Briefly, she explained her situation.
He opened a drawer and studied a list of some kind, then ran a hand through his hair. “I can’t promise,” he said. “We can only send a few people, and even then…”
“I have to try,” Helene said.
“Of course,” de la Barre said gently.
Again, he consulted the drawer. “We will help you to cross into Vichy, that much is easy, and you can continue on to Nice. From there, you will have to sail to Algiers-still French territory, but you can find your way to neutral ports. The ship is Italian, the San Lorenzo, a small freighter that carries twenty or thirty passengers-it’s up to the captain. The next sailing is scheduled for a week from today, the eleventh of February, but it is always delayed. The weather turns bad, or the engines break down, or the shipping authority in Nice delays all departures for military reasons. Of course, working in a travel agency, you’re familiar with the situation.”
Helene said she was.
“And speaking of that,” de la Barre said, “I wonder if you could do me a small favor? The agency must use a great variety of forms, is that right?”
“All sorts-for steamships and railroads and hotels. Of course they’re not valid until they’re stamped by the Germans.”
“No,” de la Barre said. “Of course not.” The edge of irony in his voice was so finely cut that Casson wondered if he’d actually heard it. “Even so, I would greatly appreciate it if you’d select a few of each, whatever you have, and make a small package for us. And while
you’re at it you might include some stationery.”
“With pleasure,” Helene said.
“On your train ride down to the Unoccupied Zone, someone will open the door of your compartment and say, ‘Any room in here?’ They’ll look directly at you when they ask, but you don’t have to answer. Later, go out into the corridor and give the package to that person. Don’t be furtive, simply hand it over.”
Helene agreed.
“Now what you’ll need to do at work is ask for some time off- we don’t want you to disappear suddenly. Do you have some vacation days you can take? Good. Explain the request as a family emergency. Is there any reason why travel documents into the Unoccupied Zone shouldn’t have your name on them?”
“Not that I know about.”
“Good. Before you go, give me your identity card and I’ll copy off the information. You’ll need to travel south on the Monday night train, stop by here at seven or so and we’ll give you the permit.”
Helene handed over her identity card. While de la Barre was writing, Casson walked around the room. Phrenologie. Physick. La Theorie de l’Alchimie de Jehan le Breton, in wood boards. “I should mention,” de la Barre said, “that you’ll need enough money for an extra week in Nice-not for a hotel, you’ll stay in an apartment. But sailings are at ten-day intervals, and if we can’t get you on the first one, we can try for the next.”
Afterward they went to a cafe. Helene was flushed, excited. Casson ordered Ricon.
“My God,” she said. “Monday.”
“I know,” Casson said. “We have the weekend.”
On Thursday morning he took a train to Melun and left a message for Kovar. Late that afternoon, a response was dropped off at the hotel desk-a meeting at 9:30, same place.
He went out to the Gare du Nord quarter and found the office building. On the second floor, behind a set of double doors, was the Madame Tauron School of Ballet and Modern Dance. He could just make out the measured notes of a piano as he climbed the stairs. What was that? He paused for a moment and listened. Erik Satie, Gymnopedies. He could hear the shuffling of feet and a voice that echoed in a vast room. “Yes, and yes, and three.”
The third floor was dark, and deserted. Except for Alexander Kovar, behind somebody else’s cluttered desk. “Welcome,” Kovar said. Casson was pleased to see him.
“Still at it?” Kovar said.
“Yes,” Casson said. He could hear the piano on the floor below.
Kovar took a slightly bent cigarette from his shirt pocket, carefully tore it in two, and gave Casson half. “Maybe you have a match?” he said.
Casson lit their cigarettes. “The guns are in Paris,” he said. “So I need to contact the FTP.”
“A success,” Kovar said.
“So far.”
“I’ll talk to my friend.”
“And you-you’re surviving?”
“As usual. I think, the last time I saw you, I’d just quit my job at Samaritaine. Now I’m back to my old tricks, writing for the risque weeklies.”
“Vie Parisienne?”
“Oh yes, and Le Rire. Under several pseudonyms-each one has his specialty. For example, the story of Mimi, the dance-hall girl. Adrift in the backstreets of Pigalle, innocent as a lamb, and headed full speed for debauchery.”
“But, somehow, never quite gets there.”
“No. Something always comes up. One week the frites catch fire. Next installment, a surprise visit from Uncle Ferrand.”
“Wicked Uncle Ferrand.”
“So it turns out-poor Mimi. When I get bored with that, I write ‘The Inquiring Reporter.’ I ask men with beards, ‘do you sleep with it over or under the sheet?’ Then I did one on ‘my favorite recipe for Lapin du Balcon.’ ”
“Guinea pig?”
“Yes.”
“You actually do it-go around and inquire?”
“Are you mad? Half the world is looking for me. I barely go out in the street.” He laughed. “Actually, it’s not so bad. I’ve been on the run for a long time, eventually you get used to it.”
Casson tapped out his cigarette in a saucer on the desk. “There’s something I want to ask you,” he said. “What do you think will happen here?”
“The war will go on. For a few years, anyhow, until the Americans get organized. Then, probably, civil war.”
“Here?”
“Why not? The right is finished, what with Petain and Vichy. So, after the Germans leave, the Gaullists and the communists will fight it out. For myself, I plan to be somewhere else.”
“When the war ends.”
“Sooner. Maybe a lot sooner. I may see you again, Casson, but there’s a good chance I won’t. In a day or two you’ll be in direct contact with the FTP. They’ll ask about me-how we met, and where. Please, don’t tell them. Not about Melun, and especially not about this office. Can I depend on you for that?”
“Of course.”
Suddenly Casson realized that it was his fault, that Kovar had to leave because of what he’d done. He started to say it, then didn’t.
They stood and shook hands. “Bon courage,” Kovar said.
They decided to spend their last weekend in the country. Casson told himself he didn’t care about the money, and they could go to a hotel where travel agents got a discount. Friday after work they took the train up to Vernon, across the river from Giverny, and a taxi down a poplar-lined road to an inn where the paysagistes used to stay while painting the valley of the Seine. In the room, blue Louis the Fourteenths bowed to blue courtesans on the wallpaper, and through a tiny window under the eaves they could see, if not the Seine at least the Epte, its tributary. There was a fireplace with a basket of sticks, and a sepia photo of Berthe Morisot, hung slightly askew to hide a hole in the plaster.
They walked by the Epte, had the Norman omelet supper- obligatory for the demi-pension-went upstairs to drink the bottle of Algerian wine they’d brought from Paris. Took off their clothes, walked around naked in the firelight, made love.
A little broken, both of them, Casson thought. But that couldn’t be permitted to spoil things. The idyll at the country inn was like meeting for a drink or going to a dinner; you knew how to do it, you were good at it. Away from the husband, the wife, all the vengeful smiling and chattering of Parisian existence, stripping the blanket down to the end of the bed and getting to the urgent sixty-nine with all passionate speed. Once upon a time a cure, he remembered, a cure for almost anything, but different now-more had to be forgotten. There had been a moment, Helene sprawled luxuriant across the quilt, her colors pale and dark rose in the firelight, when desire suddenly fled and what he saw struck him as fragile, vulnerable.
He wasn’t alone; she was also, sometimes, adrift, he could sense it. She was certainly adept, knew everything there was to know, and if the fire inside her was low she would make sure it was blazing in him. They managed, they managed, enough art to get to pleasure, the gods of the country idyll victorious in the end. She flopped back, her head off the bed and upside down, which made her voice a little strangled. “Enfin,” she said. “Something that felt good.”
They stared into the fire for a time. It was quiet on the river at the end of the road, only the old beams of the inn creaking in the winter air. He turned to look at her, saw tears in her eyes.
“Are you all right?”
She nodded, not trusting her voice.
“Scared?”
She was.
“I’ll miss you,” he said.
Again she nodded.
“When you reach Algiers, I want you to write me a postcard. So I know you’re safe.”
“I will. To the hotel?”
“Yes. And just to be on the safe side, write one to Natalie too. Did you ask for vacation?”
“I had to go to the office manager, but he’s always been nice to me. And then to the dragon herself. At first she was suspicious, but I told her I was going to see an old family friend. I didn’t actually say it, but she got the idea he was rolling in mone
y-nothing he wouldn’t do for me.”
“Good.”
“Maybe I’ll send her a postcard.”
Casson laughed. “Maybe you should.”
“Will I ever see you again, Jean-Claude?”
“Yes.”
She took a deep breath, let it out slowly. Swung her feet over the edge of the bed, crossed the room, and put a piece of wood on the fire. Her silhouette against the firelight was slim and curved.
“Lovely,” he said.
LUNA PARK
Life came down to money. Something he’d always known and never liked. He’d even tried, for a time, insisting that it wasn’t true. Age twenty, a student at the Sorbonne, he had left home, where money ruled with an iron fist-they had it, they lost it, it didn’t matter, it did-and taken a room under the roof in the 5th Arrondissement. A classic room, the aesthetic sensibility of a thirteenth-century thief, so perfect of its type that his mother wept when she saw it. His father took one step inside, looked around, and said, “If you’re not happy now, Jean-Claude, you never will be.”
On 9 February, 1942, life came down to one thousand, two hundred and sixty-six francs. He laid it out on the bed and counted it twice. What he’d managed to save from his work with Degrave was pretty much gone. He’d given Helene a thousand francs for Victorine, and another five thousand for the trip to Algiers. He had a cheap watch, a few books, and the Walther pistol, probably worth a few hundred francs but difficult, and dangerous, to sell.
Cold. He shivered, rubbed his hands, and walked around the room. Winter could be mild in Paris, but not this year. And the Germans had set the coal ration at fifty-five pounds per family a month, enough to heat one room for two hours a day. At the Benoit, that worked out to a few feeble bangs from the radiator at four in the morning and a basin of tepid water in the sink.
He counted the money once more-it hadn’t grown-withdrew a hundred and fifty francs from the account and slid the rest under the mattress. He combed his hair, put on the glasses. A cafe over on the place Maillart had a wood-fired stove. You couldn’t get all that close to it-a flock of letter writers and book readers occupied all the best chairs, but even over by the wall it was warmer than his room. A fairly genial atmosphere in there-on his last visit he’d shared a table with one of the regulars, an appealing blond woman who wore eyeglasses on a cord and read Balzac novels.