“Look at me,” Nick demanded, his body speeding up once again. “I need you to look at me, Gwen.” He softened his tone, pleading with me to do as he said. “I want you to know who is with you, who is calling out your name when I finish.”
Little did he know I’d do anything and everything he wanted. It might take me a minute to comply when everything felt so amazing, but there was no doubt I’d do it all. With a little smirk, I opened my eyes, finding his unwavering love staring back at me as his jaw clenched and his body continued pumping inside.
He was absolutely beautiful in this moment. His mouth slightly parted, sweat building and his muscles were straining as he took me higher and higher. Feeling the pressure as I reached the peak, I feared I’d never make it over again. Just when I thought I couldn’t take any more, he surged forward, taking me over the edge into a freefall of endless pleasure and passion.
“Gwen!” He thrust one last time, slamming into my body with such force I felt myself sliding upward toward the headboard. “Gwen,” he groaned agonizingly as he jerked forward two more times. “Gwen,” he whispered in satisfaction, falling forward. and holding me close, his body trembling as he emptied himself inside me.
Looking down at her, her face so tranquil as she slept, she was more than I’d ever dreamed of. She was goodness personified. Far more than I deserved after such a despicable life. She stole my breath and filled me with awe.
After making love repeatedly for the past few hours, I’d insisted she’d be too sore and laid beside her as she drifted to sleep. Truthfully, I was out of shape and would probably be just as sore as she was. Smiling to myself, I knew that wouldn’t stop either of us tomorrow morning. We had unleashed two very powerful beasts, and neither one would be content to contain them any time soon.
Watching her now, her sweet innocence once again returned, I couldn’t believe the truth I’d learned tonight. All this time I thought that I’d been the one saving her. When in fact, it was her who was saving me from the moment she’d first looked at me.
It may take a lifetime to show her how much she meant to me. But I would never again take a day for granted, and I’d spend every minute doing my best to make sure she knew. I would love her in every way that she needed me to. She was and always would be, my everything.
“Stop thinking and go to sleep,” she whispered, smiling without opening her eyes. She knew me so well.
“I love you.” I kissed her cheek and wrapped my arm around her as I laid my head on the pillow beside hers.
“I love you, too.” She held my hand to her heart and snuggled up against me, quickly taking both of us into the most peaceful sleep we’d ever had.
This book is more than just a story. Twenty years ago this month, I found myself in a similar situation as Gwen. Although I went to the police, and eventually to court, I never spoke of my experience with anyone close to me. It wasn’t until a few years ago that I finally found the courage to tell someone, “I was raped.”
After that, I didn’t discuss it or elaborate in any way. Those three words still held power over me and I avoided them at any cost. It wasn’t until recently that I decided to stop hiding the truth. It wasn’t my fault and I don’t have any reason to be ashamed to admit what had happened.
Rape is a very real problem in the world today. Whether it is with someone we know, a stranger, or for a more sinister reason such as sex trafficking. It doesn’t matter if you’re a man or woman, adult or child. It is a weapon used against our bodies, one that continues to cause destruction far after the initial act is complete.
My hope is that after reading this story, others will be encouraged and know that it wasn’t their fault. You may have been hurt, humiliated, and violated. But always remember, even though our body may be broken, our spirit is, and forever will be, UNBREAKABLE.
THANK YOU!
A very special thank you to my children who are always waiting with a hug, kiss, or loving word when they see me struggling. You all are my world, my everything. Without you, my life would be meaningless.
Of course, there are many people who have helped, encouraged, and pushed me on when I wanted to quit. Those who read my work and tell me what needs improved. Others who support me in every step of the author world. There are no words to express my gratitude! I am truly blessed to have each of you in my life!
My husband, there are no words that can adequately tell you how much your encouragement and constant cheering mean to me. You are my rock and my constant refuge. I love you!
Stacey, I’d need another book just to tell everyone how amazing you are! In a world filled with selfish and dishonest people, you are one of the few who are truly good and selfless. I couldn’t have made it through the past year without you! Thank you for all you do for me every day.
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