by Lauren Royal
Colin's lungs burned as he swept up the boy under one arm and leapt out the window. They landed hard on the balcony, tumbling into a tangled heap, Colin's surcoat twisted around one foot. Flames followed, orange and white and blue tendrils snaking through the window, threatening the wooden structure on which they huddled.
Colin unsnarled the garment and threw it over the rail to his brothers. He stood, pulling the boy up with him, and jammed his sword back into his belt. Below the balcony, several men waited, a quilt stretched tight between their hands.
"We're going to jump!" he shouted to the child over the roar of the flames.
"No!" The boy squirmed out of his grasp. "No! No!"
He snatched him back. A devil of a time to be scared of heights, but then again…
Colin's gaze focused on the quilt. Three stories, and his considerable weight plus the lad's—there wasn't a chance in hell they'd survive anyway.
Hot flames licked at his back; black, billowing smoke choked his air supply. Through tear-blurred eyes, he searched out Jason's face, far below.
"Rope!" he bellowed, the word tearing at his raw throat.
Time ticked away while he watched his brothers argue with a man intent on securing his worldly goods. At last they gave up and simply filched the rope from the laden cart, Ford tugging while Jason brandished his sword in the obstinate fellow's face.
A moment later, the lifeline snaked up, thrown in a wide arc by Jason.
With shaking fingers, Colin knotted it to a balcony post and pulled tight. He hauled the child onto his back, yelled "Hang on!" and they were speeding toward the ground. After sliding to the dirt, Colin grabbed the boy and rolled out of harm's way as the balcony fell to the street, landing with a mighty crash and a deadly shower of sparks.
Safe for the moment, Colin and the boy lay tangled together, coughing their lungs out.
"John!" The boy's brother rushed forward and scooped him up. "Oh, Johnny! I thought for sure you were dead!"
The child dissolved in tears. The older boy rocked him as, one on either side, Jason and Ford helped Colin stand and shrug back into his surcoat.
They urged him down the street, further from the threatening flames, while Colin in turn tugged the boys after him.
"Wh-where are your folks?" he croaked between coughs.
The older lad shook his head. "We don't know," he yelled over the deafening racket. "They told us to wait, but that was"—he tilted his blackened face to the sky—"yesterday, maybe." The smoke was so thick it looked like dusk, but the sun had risen, bathing the city with an unearthly glow.
The boy stopped walking. Hugging his sniffling brother to his side, he shoved the tangled brown hair from his face and fixed Colin with pleading eyes. "My lord, can you help us?"
"I…" Nonplussed, Colin looked to Jason and Ford.
They shrugged.
"Can you help us? Please?" Without waiting for an answer, the boy grabbed his brother's hand, pulling him along as he shouldered his way purposefully through the throng.
Colin's gaze was glued to the lads' vulnerable backs. "I'll see you at Cainewood!" he called to his own brothers before taking off after them.
He chased them through the teeming confusion of the intersection and onto Friday Street, where they ducked into a space between two buildings. Seven more children huddled there, most of them in tears.
"Davis!" a few cried in unison, running over to embrace the tall boy. They pulled little John into the center of their circle, a small island of camaraderie amongst the misery.
Colin's heart squeezed. These children could have been himself twenty years ago, and Jason and Ford and Kendra. They were commoners, not peers, and they were most likely lost, not abandoned.
But the desperate feeling was the same.
Davis withdrew from the group and returned to Colin. "We all live by Ludgate," he explained breathlessly. Though tall for his age, the lad couldn't be more than ten or eleven. "We waited there together, but our folks will never find us now. We had to move, to Warwick, then we found that empty house on Paternoster, then here…but my brother didn't make it here. Oh, I thank you, my lord." He fell to his knees in the mud. "You saved my brother's life."
Colin absently patted the boy's head, leaning to look into the street. "The hell of a lot of good it will have been if we all burn anyway," he muttered. "It's headed this way. Wait here; I'll be back."
He darted before a creeping wagon, its bed laden with a hodgepodge of household goods. With Colin's palms outstretched to press against the two horses's muzzles, the wagon ground to a quick halt.
"Hey!" the driver shouted. "What the devil do you think you're about?"
"I want this vehicle." Colin came around and leapt up beside the man, who shook his slick, bald head indignantly.
"Folks paid good silver for me to save their belongings. I'm bound for Moorfields, for the refugee camp." The man's accent branded him from the countryside, no doubt come into London to assist the victims' flight—and turn a handy profit in the process. A simple cart had suddenly become a high-priced asset, and this was a sturdy wagon.
"Silver, hell. I'll pay gold." Colin fished a pouch from his ripped surcoat and pulled out a guinea. He jumped to the street and began unloading the wagon, suffering a pang of guilt at his cavalier disregard for others' belongings. But a line from one of Dryden's poems came to him unbidden: "And thus the child imposes on the man."
Surely children's lives took precedence over men's possessions.
The driver bit on the coin and then pocketed it, climbing down to watch with disbelieving eyes.
Colin tossed him another guinea. "There's for your flea-bitten horses. And there's another in it for you if you'll help me unload. The fire's gaining."
A quick glance toward the flames had the man throwing goods off the back end, heedless of the clutter it added to the street. He grabbed the third coin, then took off at a run toward Cheapside, disappearing into the wretched mass of newly homeless.
The children clambered up into the wagon bed, their faces masks of relief beneath the tear-streaked soot. Waves of heat lashed at Colin's back, spurring him to move on.
He shrugged off his hot coat and stood up on the bench seat, plucking his damp, grayish shirt away from his body as he peered through the smoke toward the west. Priscilla lived in that direction, and his family's town house was there too, in Lincoln's Inn Fields. Thankfully, the area appeared untouched. The fire was heading north now; west was the best way out of London.
And out was where Colin intended to head—out and to his brother Jason's home, Cainewood. There was no sense searching for the children's families until the fire died down, which could be days. And there was no suitable space for them at Greystone.
He sat and picked up the reins. Traffic was unbearable, and they moved at a crawl. A quarter-hour later, they'd traversed one block of Friday Street and made the turn onto Cheapside. Just three or four blocks, a little further from the leading edge of the fire, and then—
"No, Papa!" The voice cut through the roar of the crowd; an oddly familiar voice, though Colin was sure he'd never heard it raised before. His fingers went instinctively to his ring. "Papa, you cannot!"
His head whipped around. There it was, Goldsmith & Sons. And the girl, Amethyst.
He jerked on the reins as her father shoved her stumbling into the street, flames thundering in the shop behind. A small trunk came out after her, then the man gestured wildly and ducked back inside. Colin saw him start up the stairs—stairs already engulfed in fire—before a blast of heat slammed the door shut.
"Papa!" The girl's wail was a knife to Colin's heart.
"Davis, take it," he barked, throwing the boy the reins. He jumped to the street, lithely dodging cross-traffic as he made his way toward the girl. She hastened up the street in the direction her father had indicated, not making much progress, weighed down by the trunk she dragged in the mud.
They both whirled at the sound of an ominous crash. She let out a
n anguished scream as the roof of her home caved in, sending a column of sparks into the sky that was extraordinary, even in stark daylight.
"Papa!" She dropped the trunk and rushed back toward the door. The gilt shop sign crashed to the street, but she lifted her skirts and leapt over it without missing a step. Colin reached her just as she grasped the door latch, but she jerked back, staring at her palm, where angry red welts were already rising. Cradling the hand, she doubled over, oblivious to the soot and ash that rained down on her head.
"Papa!" The cry was a whimper now.
Black smoke puffed out from beneath the door, swirling around her grayed skirts. She didn't move. Flames licked at the shop's windows. God's blood, the blaze would consume her in a moment, and she wasn't moving.
Colin grabbed her good hand and pulled her toward the wagon.
"No!" She wrenched from his grasp and rushed back to the door, bunching her skirts in one hand for insulation as she reached again for the searing metal handle.
Colin couldn't believe his smoke-blinded eyes. He clutched her by the waist and yanked her back against his body.
"No!" She slammed into him and immediately lunged forward. "Papa's in there—I must save him!"
The door's paint was now blistering, writhing, bubbling. At any moment the planks would flare up. Yet she tugged against Colin's restraint, aiming a shoulder at the door, clearly intending to batter it down.
With both hands on her shoulders, he dragged her back a yard…two…three.
"No! Let me go!" She twisted and turned in his grip. Heat battered them in scorching waves. "No!"
"Yes!" He spun her around and, desperate, gave her a shake meant to rattle some sense into her fevered brain. "You must leave!"
"I have to save him!" Head down, she kicked at his shins. Still he hung on, jostled by the torrent of evacuees, dragging her stumbling toward the wagon as she struggled. "Let go of me!"
Jaw clenched, he stopped and took her face between his hands, forcing her eyes to his. "He's dead!" he roared over the deafening noise. "He went up the stairs, and the roof collapsed! Now come, before you're dead as well!"
A glassy look of despair began to cloud her amethyst eyes as she went limp beneath his hands. Her knees buckled. He scooped her into his arms and ran to the wagon.
After flinging her light frame up front, beside Davis, he made to climb up after her.
She stiffened, bolting straight up. "My trunk!" she screamed, pointing at the homely object. It sat mere feet from the shop, flames from the front wall reaching deadly fingers in its direction. But one look at her face convinced him he'd have to retrieve it, or she'd attempt to do so herself.
"Go!" he shouted at Davis, slapping the nearest horse on the rump for emphasis. Davis lifted the reins, and the wagon lurched, inching down the street.
The heat was incredible. A window burst as he raced toward the shop, the blast scattering glass and releasing clouds of smoke that seared his lungs anew. Coughing, his eyes streaming tears, he knelt to lift the trunk.
Hell and furies, how was a small trunk so heavy? He let it drop and, grabbing one handle, dragged it clunking down the rutted street to where the wagon crept along. Waving the children back, he managed to heave it into the wagon bed, then ran around and swung up to the bench, taking the reins from Davis, who scrambled to join the others in the back.
"Are you hurt?" He forced the words past his raw throat. "Amethyst?" What had her father called her? "Amy?"
At the sound of her name, she looked up, her glazed eyes registering first confusion, then disbelief.
"Lord Greystone?"
Before he could respond, she threw her arms around his neck and burst into tears.
Colin placed one arm around her, gingerly and then tighter. The sobs wracked her slight body. Hot tears soaked through his shirt, wetting his shoulder.
Long, gut-wrenching minutes passed. They progressed several blocks before she choked back the tears and slowly lifted her red-rimmed eyes to meet his.
Dark purple smudges marred the delicate skin beneath her eyes. The fire had been burning since Sunday; she'd likely not slept for days.
"I'm so sorry," he said.
She nodded her head miserably.
"Where can I take you?"
Sniffling, she gave a vehement shake of her head. "Nowhere," she said in a trembling whisper. Her eyes filled again and threatened to brim over. "I have no one."
Discomfited, he turned back to the road. No one? It couldn't be so; surely she knew someone who would take her in. Her father had perished, true—he'd seen that with his own eyes—but what of a mother? A relative? A neighbor?
Against his body, he felt her take a shuddering breath. Shooting him an exhausted glance, she bunched up his discarded surcoat to make a pillow and lay down on the bench, her knees drawn up like a small child. Less than a minute later, her breathing slowed and evened out in the rhythm of sleep.
He drove on, absently smoothing the loosened, tangled hair off her face, letting his gaze wander over the melting softness of her slumbering body draped along the length of the seat. Something vaguely disturbing fluttered and settled in his stomach as he turned onto Lothbury and headed west.
CHAPTER SIX
"She's touching me."
Rubbing his dry, burning eyes, Colin glanced over his shoulder at the children in the wagon bed.
"He's looking at me oddly."
Colin clenched his teeth and turned his attention back to the road, where it seemed every inhabitant of London was ahead of him. A leisurely carriage ride from London to Cainewood Castle normally took about five hours, but the sun was setting, and after six hours they weren't even a quarter of the way there.
They could walk to Cainewood faster than they were moving, he thought irritably.
"She won't stop humming."
"Ouch!"
He had to find somewhere to stay before major warfare broke out. For the past hour, he'd stopped at every inn along the way and sent Davis to inquire about available lodging. Colin was beginning to believe every room in the kingdom was taken.
When Davis came out of the last one, shaking his head, Colin had briefly considered bedding outdoors for the night. But although it was warm, there was a persistent wind, and he shuddered at the thought of trying to make nine children comfortable with not so much as a blanket.
Nine children and Amy Goldsmith.
He glanced down at her grimy face. Amethyst Goldsmith—whoever would have thought? He'd left her shop two weeks ago with no intention of ever going back, ever purchasing another piece of jewelry, ever seeing her again. And now here she was, dropped—literally—right in his lap.
God's blood, it was incredible! What had he done to deserve this?
She'd moved up in her sleep, and her head now rested on his thigh. He'd warrant she'd turn red with embarrassment if she knew. She was so different from the women in his circle, and it was more than a lack of sophistication. It was a freshness, an optimism in those clear, innocent eyes—untouched by the Civil War, the years of the Commonwealth, the Restoration—all the calamities that had such a large part in the shaping of Colin and all of his acquaintances.
For the dozenth time, he allowed himself to touch her, thanking God she was alive. He ran the backs of his fingers over her delicate jawline and down her graceful neck, then slid his palm along her arm. He lifted her hand, lightly encircling her slender wrist. When she stirred he hastily replaced it, setting it back on her curving hip.
Murmuring something incoherent, Amy flexed her lithe body a bit, then settled back into sleep. Her long black lashes looked like feathery crescents on her tear-streaked cheeks.
Colin tore his gaze away and stared straight ahead at the congested road. Why did an innocent touch leave him so…disturbed? His betrothed, Priscilla, was the perfect woman for him, yet when he touched her—or made love to her, for that matter—he never felt like this.
He was more familiar with Priscilla, he decided, more comfortable. He
wasn't supposed to touch Amy this way—indeed, he wouldn't dare if she were awake. It was the excitement of the forbidden, that was all.
Besides, he wasn't looking for passion in his marriage. He'd told his sister as much just last night.
God's blood, had it been but a day since his family's visit to Greystone? He felt ages removed from the lighthearted man who had pulled that prank. It seemed as though he hadn't slept in a week.
He pulled up before another inn and sent Davis to investigate. Scuffling sounds and a high-pitched shriek came from the back of the wagon. Colin's empty stomach complained loudly, and he came to a decision.
They were stopping here. To eat, if nothing else.
They were in luck—of sorts. Davis came running back to report that there was room in the inn. One room, to be precise. With two beds. For eleven people.
Well, it was shelter, and Colin was inclined to think there might be nothing else available between here and Cainewood. He sent Davis to claim it before someone else pulled off the road.
Amy washed down a bite of meat pie with ale, allowing the children's anxious chatter to lull her. Wedged on the bench between a girl of five and a boy of six, she kept her gaze on her plate and avoided Lord Greystone's eyes across the table.
She had no wish to talk—given her choice, she wouldn't even be awake. She'd managed to spend the past few hours in oblivion, casting the time away. Dreaming…warm hands caressing her…comforting. Now that she was conscious, she felt guilty for having such a dream when her father was dead.
A sudden sharp pain of loss overwhelmed her, and she struggled to force it back inside. She couldn't think about it now—it was too fresh, and she was too broken.
"Bread, Amy?" Lord Greystone's rich voice cut through her thoughts.
She slowly brought her gaze to his. "No, thank you."
"Cheese?"
"I'm really not hungry." She could see Lord Greystone eyeing her barely eaten pie, so she stuck her spoon in it.
"You have to eat." The statement was matter-of-fact, but his voice was filled with concern. "You'll fall ill."