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by Joseph D'lacey


  Mr Keeper considers his answer for several moments.

  “Because they’ve forgotten the abundance of the world.”

  “Do they have to stay there forever?”

  Mr Keeper shakes his head.

  “If they can prove they have something to give, they’re allowed back.”

  Megan watches the waterwheels and loses herself in their motion for a long time. Now she understands why Mr Keeper placed their packs away from the market, but she still can’t believe that anyone would actually try to take something that belonged to someone else.

  Eddies swirl past in the disturbed water. Behind her the noises of the market come and go as she enters and leaves places in her imagination, many of them conjured by the things she has seen in the last few hours.

  A tiny boat bobs towards the section of river above which they sit. The boat is almost circular, propelled by a white-haired man so ancient he could be Mr Keeper’s grandfather. He moves a single paddle, swishing it like a tail and making the boat move to his will. He brings the boat to the edge of the river and bumps it against the sandy bank. Nimble as a cat, he leaps out of his diminutive vessel and pulls it far onto the shore where the water can’t reach to pull it back in. He lifts a pack from the boat, much like the ones she and Mr Keeper carry. With this obviously heavy weight slung over one shoulder, he climbs the rocks which reinforce the hub side of the river, making right towards them.

  Mr Keeper, shaken from his reverie by this, stands up and waves his pipe. The ancient man waves back. Mr Keeper grabs his pack and signals for Megan to pick hers up, but the old man shouts out.

  “No need. I’m coming to you.”

  “Go and help him, Megan,” says Mr Keeper. “Can’t you see the man’s older than time itself?”

  Megan leaps to her feet and begins to stumble down over the huge rocks to the old man. Once again he waves her off.

  “Nearly there now,” he shouts. “And I’m quite sure I don’t require any assistance climbing this piddling little slope. I’m fitter than the pair of you.”

  Megan hesitates and looks back at Mr Keeper. He’s grinning.

  “Might as well leave him to it then,” he says.

  Moments later the old man is standing before them and placing his pack beside theirs. Megan notices he is not even panting. And though his face is so wrinkled and leathery she couldn’t count all the lines on it in a whole day, his eyes are like those of a child: bright, playful and mischievous. He jumps onto Mr Keeper’s rock and they embrace tightly for a long time.

  “It’s good to see you again, old friend,” says Mr Keeper. “You haven’t changed at all.”

  “You have,” says the old man. “You’re getting old.” The old man turns to Megan and inspects her with his boyish eyes. “And who have we here?” he asks.

  “This is Megan Maurice.”

  The old man takes both of Megan’s hands in his and closes his eyes for a moment. His palms and fingers are weathered and dry but the skin is warm and intense. She feels a welling of emotion at his touch. When he opens his eyes he is smiling.

  “What a great pleasure it is to meet you, Megan Maurice. You are a light for the world. I can tell you have much to give.”

  She can’t hold his gaze.

  “Megan,” says Mr Keeper, “this is Carrick Rowntree.”

  Overwhelmed, she doesn’t know what to say. In the end she says nothing.

  “Come,” says the old man, jumping down from the rock and shouldering his pack once more. “You must be hungry. Allow me to furnish you with a repast.”

  He trots away as though his pack weighs nothing and Megan and Mr Keeper struggle to keep up. They follow him between the concentric aisles of the marketplace, and he leads them to the very centre of the hub. Here he finds a larger stall than many of the others with chairs and tables made of logs ranged nearby.

  “Make yourselves comfortable,” he says.

  They watch from their seat as Carrick enters a fierce negotiation with the stallholder. When he returns, the stallholder is red-faced but the old man is smiling.

  Mr Keeper nods in the direction of the irate man, who is now moving around at high speed behind his stall, his hands a blur as he reaches for ingredients from all directions and adds them to pans Megan cannot see. Smoke and steam rise. The man wipes his face with a rag slung over his shoulder, his anger evaporating as he cooks.

  “What was his trouble?”

  “Oh, he’d forgotten why Keepers don’t pay for anything.”

  This is new to Megan.

  “You don’t pay? Why not?”

  The old man grins.

  “Well, it’s simple, really. We don’t pay because we don’t get paid. Keepers don’t have any money.”

  “Oh,” says Megan. It was simple but it didn’t make much sense. “But why is that?”

  “Ah. Now that’s a little more… esoteric. Not something the gentleman making our lunch would have understood – though he was curious. No, I had to threaten him with the law.” Carrick grins again, delighted by the reaction he’s provoked in the stallholder. “It goes back to the times of the first Keepers. Do you know when that was?”

  Megan shakes her head.

  “You’ll find out soon enough, I’m certain.” The nod he and Mr Keeper give each other is barely perceptible, merely a half-closing of the eyelids. “At the time, money had been a very important thing to everyone and suddenly it became worthless. People soon realised what the Keepers had to share with them was much more valuable, and so they made sure the Keepers were well looked after. Keepers became living symbols of the giving and receiving nature of the universe and of the land. And so that they could travel safely and confidently, everyone agreed that they would be welcome wherever they went. Nothing they ask for can be denied.”

  It is Megan who grins now.

  “So if I felt the need to twist that man’s nose,” she pointed to the stallholder, “he’d have to let me?”

  The old man nods with feigned seriousness and then holds up a finger of warning.

  “But it would be a terrible abuse of your power.”

  All of them laugh, Megan especially hard.

  “You know,” says the old man, “there’s a saying that everything you need–”

  Megan can’t help but interject.

  “–will come to hand in the very moment of its requirement.” She puts her hand over her mouth. “Sorry.”

  Mr Keeper looks surprised – not an expression she sees on his face very often. She thinks perhaps he’s angry until he puts an arm around her shoulder, leans over and squeezes her as though he were her own apa.

  He looks at Carrick and smiles.

  “That’s not something she’s ever heard from my lips.”

  “Nor should it be, Mr Keeper. And good for you, Megan Maurice.”

  At that moment the stallholder arrives with a tray and thumps a steaming bowl of food in the centre of the table. In front of each of them, he places a wooden bowl and spoon. Smaller bowls of the same hollowed wood serve as cups, and he places an earthenware pot next to the old man’s bowl.

  “Enjoy,” he says. “And please forgive my ignorance, Keepers. It’s a long time since I’ve seen your kind here in Shep Afon. I hope you’ll eat with me again if you ever return.”

  “So do I,” says the old man – the aroma from the steaming bowl is delicious – and the stallholder departs, his good humour renewed. Carrick points to the food and tea on the table. “Now doesn’t that just prove that old saying to be true?”

  Megan peers at the heap of food.

  “What is it?” asks Megan.

  “Barley bowl,” says Mr Keeper. “In the centre and underneath everything else is a mound of steamed barley. Over that is poured a broth and on top of that the cooked meats. It varies from place to place but this one does look particularly good. I’m suddenly ravenous.”

  Carrick ladles food for each of them and makes a short prayer of thanks to the Earth Amu and the Great Spirit. He
pours them each a cup of scalding tea and they begin. The food is so good that no one speaks for quite some time, other than to utter mewls of satisfaction or ask for more. Between them, they demolish the entire barley bowl. Megan is sitting back with her hands feeling her stretched tummy when the stallholder returns with three bowls of stewed fruit and custard. The three diners shrug and set to again.

  When their pudding bowls are empty, the conversation is flagging and the remaining tea is long cold, the old man rises and they follow him back to the river bank. The three of them descend the rocks to the sandy shore, and the old man erects a hemispherical canopy with the opening towards the water.

  “When you get to my age, a nap after lunch is essential.”

  Mr Keeper, still groaning with the weight of food in his belly, clears his throat.

  “I wouldn’t normally, of course, but I think I’ll join you.”

  Megan, so full she can barely keep her eyes open doesn’t say anything. She unfurls her bedroll from her pack and lays it half inside the canopy. She is the first to collapse, hands clutched around her stomach.

  Soon all three of them are snoring.

  Megan wakes to a hand pressed over her mouth and something cold and sharp against her neck.

  Mr Keeper grumbles in his sleep and turns over. The old man, Carrick Rowntree, still snores. Much of the light of the day has gone and there is a chill rolling off the river. These things are incidental to the knife and the hand, both of which belong to a figure wearing a ragged black hood. Two holes have been cut in the material from which stare intense eyes.

  Three other black-hooded figures stand to one side. One of them beckons for her to stand up. It holds a finger to where its lips must be before drawing the same finger across its throat. Megan stands, still groggy from sleep, her head thumping and her legs jittery.

  For a moment the figures stand and watch her. The four hooded heads turn to each other. The one she has obeyed so far nods and another steps forwards, pulling a hessian sack over Megan’s head. Her world goes dark. The knife and the figure holding it to her throat impel her away from the sleeping men and down the gentle incline of the beach towards the water.

  51

  Gordon woke often, reaching for the reassurance of his knife in the darkness on every occasion. When morning came, he stayed in his tent. Its isolation and safety were flimsy, though, and soon produced a new weakness, a new fear. They couldn’t see him, true. But he couldn’t see them either. If they were plotting to evict him, or worse, it would be impossible to get a sense of it from inside the tent. Though he hated the exposure, his youth denuding him in front of these men, he made himself unzip the flap and step out. Dave, Beck and Grimwold were pulling on backpacks and checking their guns – rifles this time. They looked like the real thing too, not air-powered toys for hunting pigeons or rabbits. When Grimwold caught him looking at his firearm, his lips peeled again from his dull-surfaced, dirty teeth. Gordon looked away immediately, unable to hold the man’s greasy, penetrating gaze.

  Cooky sat in the mouth of his own tent, a well-used but sturdy canvas construction which looked like it had survived from the early days of the Boy Scout movement. He was reading a book, or so it seemed at first glance, but he had a pen in his hand too. Dave led Beck and Grimwold to the perimeter of the camp, where he looked back and called to Cooky.

  “See you in a few hours.”

  Cooky didn’t look up from his book. He merely raised a finger in acknowledgment.

  “I’ll have some grub and coffee ready,” he said.

  Only Grimwold looked back as he left the camp, fixing Gordon in his reptilian stare, blank features betraying contempt and want. Gordon’s fingers touched the open knife in his pocket, drew strength from it.

  When the sound of their footsteps receded, swallowed by the pine forest, Gordon still stared after them, thinking that now would be a good time to leave. Now, while he was well fed and Grimwold was out of sight.

  Cooky was absorbed by his book, occasionally underlining sections with his pen. Gordon watched him for a while, but if the old man knew he was observed, he never once looked up.

  “Where are they going?” asked Gordon in the end.

  At first he thought Cooky hadn’t heard him. He was about to ask again when Cooky looked up and clicked his pen shut.

  “Hunting,” the old man said.

  “Deer?”

  “Maybe.”

  Gordon wondered what that meant. He was silent for a while, this time under the scrutiny of the older, less dangerous-seeming man.

  “You’re young to be travelling,” Cooky said. “Especially on your own.”

  Gordon didn’t respond.

  “These are dark times,” continued Cooky. “No telling what people will do to each other now.”

  Gordon almost nodded.

  “Seen that for yourself, have you? I thought as much. Why else would you be on the road?” Cooky closed his book, distracted enough now for a conversation, it appeared. “Where’s your family?”

  Gordon didn’t answer. Cooky pressed his lips together and closed his eyes in understanding.

  “Got some relatives where you’re going, have you?”

  Don’t. Don’t ask me these questions.

  “Friends then?”

  Gordon felt the weight settle back into his limbs again, but it was different this time. This was the weight of realisation. He had no one to help him. He did not know where he was going. He was a boy abroad in a world of men. Men like Skelton and Pike, like the raiders at the Palmers’ camp. Men like Grimwold. He could trust no one.

  He had no awareness of running back to his tent or diving inside. All he knew was some moments later his head was half buried under his pack and he was weeping into his hands while his body writhed. It occurred to him, quite a cold observation, that his fit of tears was so severe it resembled hysterical laughter. Indeed, from time to time a laugh escaped between the sobs and the thought that he, too, might be insane made his tears flow more freely than ever.

  Some time later, Cooky’s voice came, soft and calm outside his tent.

  “You all right in there, Louis?”

  Gordon barked out another short giggle-sob at the idea that he had taken his father’s name without having the strength or worth to carry it. But he was able to reply.

  “Yeah. I’m OK.”

  “Come out and have a hot drink. You don’t have to say a word if you don’t want to. I’m nosey. I ask too many questions. Always been my problem. I won’t do it again, I promise.”

  Gordon cleared the remaining tears from his face and the snot from his nose, wiping his hand on his trousers. He backed out of the tent to find Cooky crouching there with a steaming mug in his hand. He held it out and Gordon took it.

  “It’s got some whisky in it,” said Cooky. “Don’t mention it to the lads, eh?”

  Gordon took the tea and sniffed it. The fragrance of the whisky wasn’t as unpleasant as he’d expected it to be. After a few sips it didn’t taste too bad either.

  His sadness became something more subtle, melancholy brought on by the aliveness of the trees all around them and silence of the forest. In the simplicity of the setting there was great moment and presence. Every branch and every hidden creature had something to say to him. The message, though silent and wordless, was clear: everything that had happened was behind him and he was still alive. One day this pain would be a memory too. What mattered now was the search, the keeping of his promise to his parents. And with this message came something else for the very first time. He knew if he listened, he would always hear this silent voice speaking to him. And if he heeded it always, he would fulfil his mission. Everything that seemed so wrong and so cruel in his life now seemed like a piece of something bigger and more significant. This journey wasn’t about him. It was about the world. This message shouted itself from every tree trunk and every pine needle and every patch of winter sky. Far above him he heard the mellow cry of a single rook, aloft on chilled winds,
confirming out loud what every other living thing was saying to him silently: this, all this, was meant to be. All this was right. When Gordon moved, the world would move with him. He knew it now. In his marrow. In his blood.

  The knowledge made him get to his feet. If Cooky hadn’t placed a gentle but restraining hand on his arm, he might have walked out of the camp and continued his journey right then. The bony but insistent grip of the old man brought him back. Gordon looked at Cooky, knowing his eyes must have been wild. Then he smiled and sat down. There was time. There would be time for all of it.

  He drained the rest of his tea, relishing the heat and elation that now ran in his blood. He looked Cooky in the eye and said:

  “Have you ever heard of the Crowman?”

  After a moment in which Cooky didn’t respond, a moment in which the whole experience almost collapsed, Cooky began to speak. He spoke for a long time and Gordon took it all in.

  52

  Megan’s hearing reaches out for clues. The sounds of shouting and bustle from the market have diminished almost to nothing. By now the stallholders and hawkers and all their customers will have gone home or back to their camps. The clunk and splash of waterwheels seems louder now and comes from all around her.

  She feels the sandy bank soften beneath her feet. They are at the water’s edge. From all sides, hands lift her and for a moment her feet touch something that feels like a solid wooden floor. Then she is forced to her knees and from there onto her belly. The knife remains pressed against her neck. She hears the sound of oars gently cutting water and feels the rocking of the river beneath her.

  Only a few moments later she feels the bottom of the boat hiss to a stop on the sand. This bank of the river is very different. It’s quieter than the market side and smells of sewage and rot. The air is cold and still, somehow stagnant. It feels like a different world.

  She is lifted from the boat and marched up the bank. Near the top she is manhandled from the sand onto an outcropping of grass. She is propelled by hands from all sides. Megan considers screaming now that the blade has been withdrawn, but what good will it do? Even if Mr Keeper hears her, they could slit her throat long before he can cross the river and intervene.

 

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