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by Messenger, Shannon


  I jerk awake and kick off my sheets even though I’m shivering. Sweat glues my hair to my forehead.

  The girl in the sky. The girl about to die. It was Audra.

  But I have no memory of that moment, not unless . . .

  I sit up, gripping the edge of my bed.

  “Unless the memory came back.” I say the words out loud, hoping it’ll make them true.

  Audra told me they were gone—permanently. But there was something in her eyes when she said it.

  Fear.

  I want to shake the thought away, refuse to let it rattle my trust in Audra. But she is hiding something from me. I already know that.

  Could it have to do with my memories?

  What could I have possibly seen or known when I was seven years old that would be important now?

  “Vane, are you awake?” my mom asks, knocking on my door.

  I lie back down, trying to look normal. “Yep.”

  She peeks her head through the doorway. “I thought I heard you moving around. I brought you some breakfast. The protein will help your muscles.”

  She holds out a plate filled with the biggest torpedo she’s ever made. The growl my stomach makes echoes off the walls.

  She sits on the edge of my bed, watching me eat. I do my best to ignore her, concentrating on the spicy, cheesy goodness, but I know she’s hanging out for a reason.

  “So, about yesterday,” she finally says.

  Aaaaaaaaaand, there it is.

  I shoot her my best I really don’t want to talk about this look. She doesn’t take the hint.

  “You ready to tell me the truth?” she asks.

  I keep my eyes glued to my plate. Playing dumb doesn’t usually work, but maybe this time I’ll get lucky. “The truth?”

  “What really happened with you and Audra? I know what shin splints look like, honey—and those weren’t it. You couldn’t even support your own weight. And I’ve never seen you so pale.”

  I try to shrug it off, but she shakes her head.

  “I didn’t say anything because I didn’t want to embarrass you in front of Audra. But now I want to know. Why couldn’t you walk? And don’t tell me it was some sort of training injury.”

  “It was.”

  “You’re really going to lie to me?”

  “I’m not lying.” It did happen during training. Not the kind of training she’s thinking of, but still—training.

  “You’re not telling me everything, either—which is exactly the same.”

  I really hate when she makes a good point.

  I concentrate on tearing remains of my torpedo into shreds.

  “Are you in some sort of fight club?” she whispers.

  I snort. “Seriously, that’s your theory?”

  My mom flushes. “I don’t know. You looked pretty beat up yesterday—and Audra looked like a fairly tough girl, dressed all in black with her military-style boots. I just thought . . .”

  “I’m not in a fight club. And neither is Audra.”

  She nods, relieved, and I hope we’re done.

  No such luck.

  “Then what is it?”

  I sigh.

  I hate lying to my mom. So I toss her a bread crumb and hope it’ll be enough. “Audra’s kind of training me for something.”

  “Mind telling me what for?”

  I can’t tell her—but I won’t lie, either.

  I hold her gaze, knowing I need to look confident to pull this off. “How about I tell you once I know how it goes?”

  She considers my offer. “Is it illegal?”

  “No.” I’m pretty sure there aren’t any specific laws against battling sylph warriors.

  “Is it dangerous?”

  “It’s not supposed to be.” Not totally a lie. Audra keeps telling me we’ll be fine. And if I ignore the worry in her eyes when she says it, I might believe her.

  “You’re making this really hard, Vane.”

  “I know.” I take her hand, something I used to do all the time as a kid. Makes me wish I could go back to being ten, knowing my mom can fix whatever problem I’m having.

  But she can’t fix this.

  “I promise, I’ll tell you more when I can. For now, just know that I’m not involved with anything featured on one of those special news reports you love to watch.” She’s softening—I can tell. So I go for the gold. “Have I ever given you reason not to trust me?”

  “No,” she admits after a beat.

  “Then can you please just believe me when I say I’m okay—and that if I need your help, I’ll come to you?”

  I can tell by the frown lines around her mouth that she doesn’t want to agree. So I play my final card.

  “I’m seventeen, Mom. You have to start letting me handle things on my own.”

  She shakes her head, and I expect her to argue. But instead she whispers, “Don’t make me regret this.”

  “I won’t. I promise.”

  She stands and takes my plate. “How are you feeling?”

  “Better.” I stretch my legs under the covers. They throb like I’ve just run ten thousand miles at top speed—but they’re working. “Just tired.”

  “Then I guess it’s a good thing you don’t have anywhere to be.”

  My dad had tried to force me to get a summer job, but my mom talked him out of it. She knows how sick I get in the heat. But I know she’s really telling me she doesn’t want me going anywhere. She doesn’t trust me.

  I hate that.

  I can’t do anything about it, though, except force a smile and reach for the remote. “Yep. I’ll be resting up all day.”

  Tonight will be another story—but she doesn’t need to know that. I just have to keep the act up for seven more days. Then everything will go back to normal.

  Or . . . I’ll be a prisoner of an evil warlord. Or prisoner of a sylph army. Or dead.

  Not a lot of good options in that mix. And not a lot I can do about it. Except train as hard as possible, and trust Audra.

  Assuming I can trust Audra.

  When my mom leaves, I close my eyes and try to force myself to sleep, hoping to trigger more flashbacks. I want my memories. Need them. And now that I know they’re within my reach, I’ll do whatever it takes to get them back.

  Audra has her secrets. Now I have mine.

  CHAPTER 26

  AUDRA

  Vane looks pale when I come to collect him for training, and the circles under his eyes are the color of storm clouds. Like he lost a fight with gloom.

  “You okay?” I ask as I move closer to him.

  He shrugs and focuses on tying his shoes. “Just tired.”

  He isn’t the worst liar I’ve ever seen—but he’s close. I sink on the bed next to him, careful to keep a wall of space between us. “Did you rest?”

  “I tried to.”

  “But?” I prompt.

  He shrugs again.

  Does he think that counts as an answer?

  Apparently. He says nothing further.

  I don’t have the energy for this.

  “We can do this two ways,” I tell him. “You can keep ignoring my questions, and I can keep pestering you with them until you finally come clean and tell me what’s wrong. Or you can tell me now and save us a ton of time and frustration. I leave it up to you.”

  He lets out a long, slow sigh, slumps off the bed, and walks to the window, keeping his back to me. “Fine. I had a hard time sleeping after my mom called me out about the shin splints. She didn’t buy our story.”

  “What did you say?” I keep my voice casual, despite the fact that my mind is racing in a million directions.

  He wouldn’t tell his family the truth—would he?

  What will I do if he did? What will I tell the Gales?

  Vane shrugs—so help me, if he shrugs one more time I’m going to shake him so hard his teeth will rattle—and turns to face me, not quite meeting my eyes. I hold my breath, bracing for the worst possible answer.

  “I told h
er the truth. That I couldn’t tell her what was going on, and that I needed her to trust me.”

  “Did she agree?”

  “For now. But I know she’s worrying—and I hate it. I can’t keep this up forever, Audra.”

  I know I should sympathize with his struggle—but it’s hard to feel sorry for him. Poor Vane has a mother who cares. I barely remember what that’s like.

  “You only have to keep it up for a few more days,” I tell him, trying to keep the resentment out of my tone.

  “Right—’cause after that I’ll either be Raiden’s prisoner or the Gale Force’s new slave.”

  The venom in his voice slices into my brain. Instant headache.

  I can’t have this argument again. “Are you feeling well enough to train? We should probably get started.”

  “Do I even have a choice?”

  “Not if you want me to live through this.”

  I don’t realize I said that out loud until I see Vane’s face. He looks like the scared little boy watching his broken mother float away.

  “Vane, I . . .” I’m not sure I have the words to fix what I just did.

  He shakes his head and turns his back on me.

  Neither of us speaks as we sneak through his window and run to the darkest corner of the lawn. When we’re safely in the shadows, I call the nearby Easterlies and wrap them around us.

  “We’re not training in the grove?” Vane asks as the winds coil tighter.

  “It’s time for you to practice the power of three. You’ll need more space.”

  I move toward him and he steps back, meeting my eyes. His mouth opens and closes a few times before he finally says, “You know I’m trying, right? I mean—I—”

  “Vane.” I force myself to hold his gaze. “I don’t expect you—”

  “But I’m going to,” he insists.

  I don’t deserve that promise—especially from him. I take it anyway.

  The winds brush my face, reminding me why we’re standing there. I clear my throat. “You remember how windwalking works?”

  He nods, shifting his weight as I drape my arms around his shoulders. His hands wrap around my waist, and heat melts through me. He exhales right as I inhale and his breath is the sweetest thing I’ve ever tasted. I want to lean closer and drink it in. Instead, I let the winds launch us into the dark sky.

  Maybe it’s the chilly air up high, or the long, lonely day I’ve spent worrying, but his touch doesn’t scald me with guilt this time. It feels safe. He feels safe. Strong. Warm.

  “When do I get to fly alone?” Vane asks, his face flushed. Eyes bright with energy.

  “Not for a long time. Windwalking is one of our most complicated skills. It requires an extremely fluent communication between you and the wind, and you barely know a few words.”

  “That sucks.”

  Something inside me sinks. “You don’t like flying with me?”

  I want to yank the words back in the second they leave my mouth. Especially when Vane’s grin returns, carrying a decent helping of his trademark cockiness.

  “Oh, I do.” His hands trail to my hips, and I hope I haven’t inspired him to make another move with my ridiculous behavior. But they freeze when they reach the windslicer belted to my side in its etched, silver scabbard.

  “Seriously? You brought the sword?”

  “Why?”

  “Well, I mean, it’s a cool weapon and all—but you guys have seen the gun, right? Don’t you think it’s time to upgrade to something a little more effective?”

  “Please. Even a breeze can redirect a bullet. I’d like to see a gun stop a cyclone with a single slash.”

  His smile fades.

  Good. He needs to understand the kind of danger we’ll face in a wind battle.

  Hundreds of glowing red dots appear on the horizon, and I angle the winds toward them, dropping us low when the narrow, spiked windmills come into focus. I can’t help being impressed by the way Vane automatically pulls away from me. He remembers how to land.

  We hit the ground running, screeching to a stop at the edge of one of the lower foothills.

  Vane laughs. “The wind farm? You’re joking, right?”

  “What’s wrong with it?”

  “I guess I assumed we’d practice the power of three—or whatever you call it—in the middle of nowhere, so I couldn’t do any damage to, oh, I don’t know, huge wind turbines that probably cost more than my life.” He waves his arms at the rows of windmills all around us. “Not to mention, they look like they’ll slice me to Vane-bits if I get too close.”

  I can’t help smiling. “Don’t worry, I’ll make sure nothing gets out of hand. But you need the windmills. They’ll help you separate the different winds, since your senses aren’t fine-tuned enough to determine that on their own. See how each windmill is turned differently? They’re angled to pick up winds from every direction.”

  “Is that why there’s always like, one or two random windmills spinning, even though none of the others around it are moving?”

  “Exactly. So when we practice tonight, and I tell you to find an Easterly, you would reach from there.” I point to four windmills at the base of the lowest hill, lined up like soldiers, their pointed blades blurring in unison. “Watch for their speed. Easterlies are the stealthy winds. They also tend to cluster, so you want to look for a group. Let’s see if you can spot a Northerly.”

  He squints through the darkness, examining the spinning blades.

  “There.” He points to a pair of windmills in the middle of our level.

  I repress a sigh. I can’t expect him to know these things—they’re not something he’d learn in groundling schools. But it’s still disappointing when he gets them wrong.

  “Those are Southerlies. See how it looks like they don’t have enough force to keep moving, but somehow still do? Southerlies are the steady, sluggish winds. Easterlies are the swift, tricky winds. And Northerlies”—I point to the edge of a hill, where the freeway carves its brightly lit path in the night. A line of windmills stands taller than the others, their enormous blades whirling at top speed—“are the strong, forceful winds.”

  “What about Westerlies?”

  I swallow the lump that rises in my throat every time I think of Westerlies. They stand behind every pain, every sacrifice I’ve endured in my seventeen years in this world. “They’re the soft, peaceful winds.”

  Vane snorts. “That’s ironic.”

  Indeed, it is. The greatest war our world has faced is being waged over the language of peace. Makes me want to scream. Or punch something really, really hard.

  Instead, my eyes search the rows of turbines, seeking out the one spinning to a rhythm all its own. I find it at the lower point of the highest hill, silhouetted against the starry sky. “There’s a Westerly.”

  Vane hesitates before looking where I point.

  “It’s the only draft here I can’t feel. I can see it, and if I were in its path I would feel it against my skin. But I can’t feel it prickle my senses. Can’t call it. And if I tried to listen to its song, all I would hear is a hiss of rushing air. Its language is completely lost to me.”

  I don’t tell him to feel for it, but Vane closes his eyes, stretching his hands toward the lone Westerly powering the windmill. Reaching for his heritage.

  Please let him feel it. Please let there be hope.

  I send the silent plea into the night, wishing the winds could hear it and grant my request. But it isn’t up to them.

  It’s up to Vane Weston.

  Everything comes down to him.

  CHAPTER 27

  VANE

  I want to feel that freaking Westerly so bad.

  Not because I’m expected to. Not because I can hear Audra holding her breath beside me, hanging the weight of the world on my shoulders.

  I need to know. If I really am a Westerly. If I have any chance of saving us—of stopping Audra from sacrificing herself to protect me. Of stepping into the role everyone expects
me to fill.

  So I concentrate on the windmill until it feels like the world disappears. All sound. All thought. It’s just me and that draft, straining to make contact.

  But I can’t feel it. No itch in my palm. No pull in my fingers.

  If it weren’t for the spinning blades right in front of me, I’d have no clue the wind’s even there.

  Epic Vane fail.

  I glance at Audra and watch the disappointment flicker across her face like shadows.

  She forces a smile. “I didn’t expect that to work.”

  “I wish—” I start, but she waves my apology away.

  “Don’t worry. I have a plan for how to trigger the breakthrough.”

  I turn back to the Westerly whipping the windmill at a brisk, steady speed.

  I do feel . . . something. An ache deep, deep inside. Almost like hunger.

  My body craves that wind—in a way I don’t crave any of the others. Like it’s a part of me, and I’ll never be complete until I let it fill me, wrap around my mind, and sing its song, tell me the long history it carries.

  Just like that first night in the sky with Audra, I know.

  I’m a Westerly. A broken, defective one, but still a Westerly. And I need to have a breakthrough to my heritage, or I’ll never be complete.

  So I let myself hope Audra will find a way to make her fake promise come true.

  Because seriously, she’s not that great of a liar. I can see the hesitation in her eyes. The doubt. The fear. Like now. As we watch the elusive Westerly, I know what she’s thinking. I feel the same way.

  The draft is racing away, taking our safety with it.

  Audra clears her throat. “We’ll worry about the fourth breakthrough later. Tonight we’re here to train you to protect yourself.”

  I can’t tear my eyes away from the Westerly. It’s so close. I just need one word. One tiny clue to its secret language. I can almost . . .

  The sound of a roaring windstorm snaps me back to reality.

  I turn to find Audra standing in front of a spout of swirling gusts soaring at least a hundred feet into the sky. The winds feed off each other as they spin, stretching the funnel higher with each passing second.

 

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