“We’ll find him,” Adare said. She squinted, trying to make out the scope of the pilgrims’ camp. It was large, but not impossibly so. Maybe forty or fifty fires and as many wagons spread over a couple of acres. “He can’t have gone far,” she said, gesturing. “We’ll split up. Check the camp—”
“I’ve checked the camp,” Nira snarled. “Twice. He’s gone, and no one saw him go.”
Adare drew back at the woman’s tone. She had grown accustomed to the harsh language, but this was something new, something harder and sharper.
“How long were you away from him?” she asked carefully.
Nira took a deep, shuddering breath. “I left just before dark. Needed to pick up some fish. I told him to stay by the fire, which he generally does.”
Since sunset, then. A fit man could have run a couple of miles, but Oshi was not a fit man. The canal bounded them a few hundred paces to the west, which meant he could go north or south along the road, or east into the fields.
“Has he done this before?” Adare asked.
“Not for a long, long time.”
Before Adare could reply, Lehav stepped around the wagon, a hand on the pommel of his sword. She couldn’t make out his eyes, but there was something alert in his posture, something ready. Two pilgrims flanked him, both obviously fighters, one still carrying a shank of dripping meat.
Lehav glanced from Adare to Nira, then back.
“I heard shouting,” he said.
Adare nodded. She wanted Lehav’s attention even less than she wanted to sit through the nightly sermons, but shying away now would look odd. Besides, if he could assist in finding Oshi, so much the better.
“We need your help,” she said, hesitated, then wrung her hands, hoping the gesture might look suitably pathetic.
One of the men—a short, heavily muscled brute with a frog’s mouth—leered at her, then turned to Lehav.
“Lady needs your help, Captain. Pretty little thing, all flushed and outta breath. Reckon you oughta give her some . . . help.” Adare could see his tongue in the firelight flicking between his lips like a pink, feral creature.
“I’m not a captain, Lodge,” Lehav said absently, glancing over the wagon. “Left the legions a long time ago.”
“Sure thing, Captain,” the frog replied, grinning.
“Knock it off, jackass,” said the soldier to Lodge’s right, slapping him across the back of the head roughly. “The young woman’s a pilgrim, like us. Not some silly, savage slut from the frontier.”
Lodge frowned, but fell silent.
Lehav ignored the exchange entirely. If he felt any desire to spring to Adare’s defense, he didn’t show it. The fact that he’d saved her back in Annur sometimes tempted Adare to think of him as an ally. It was a dangerous temptation.
“What do you need?” he asked, fixing her with a stare.
“Oshi’s wandered off,” she said, trying to keep her voice high and frightened. “You know the old man? Nira’s worried about him.”
Lehav shifted his gaze from Adare to Nira. “I’ve heard you talking,” he said, the mildness of his voice belying the edge in his words. “I’ve heard your heresies.” He shook his head. “I don’t know why you joined this pilgrimage, but if you’re worried about your brother, you can find him yourself.”
Adare started to protest, but Lehav cut her off with a quick chop of his hand.
“It’s bad company you keep, Dorellin. Sinful company. River blindness is one thing; make sure you aren’t blinded to Intarra’s light at the same time.”
Before she could respond, the soldier turned on his heel and stalked off into the night, his two companions following.
It was a measure of Nira’s fear that she didn’t curse him, didn’t even seem to register his departure.
“It’s all right,” Adare said. “We don’t need him. The two of us can check the road, one north and one south. We’ll be faster than your brother.”
“Ya can’t even see at night, not beyond the fires, not with that thing wrapped over your eyes.”
“I’ll move slowly. I’ll call out.”
Nira hesitated, then nodded curtly, anger and confusion yielding to something like her customary stony resolve. “I’ll go south.”
“We’ll find him, Nira,” Adare said, laying a hand on the older woman’s arm. She was surprised to find her trembling. “He hasn’t been gone that long, and out here it’s just fields and the canal—he can’t get into too much trouble.”
She turned and hitched up her robe, but Nira stopped her.
“Wait,” she said, voice low. Adare turned back, and the woman grasped her wrist with one clawlike hand, skewering her with a level gaze. “If you find him . . . be careful.”
“I’ll make sure he doesn’t hurt himself,” Adare assured her.
Nira shook her head. “Don’t be careful for him, you fool. Be careful of him.”
Oshi’s arms were twigs. His neck didn’t look capable of holding up his bald head. And yet the old woman’s voice burned with a fierce urgency, and she refused to release Adare’s wrist.
“When you find him,” she pressed, “bring him directly to me. To me. And try to keep him calm.”
“It’ll be all right,” Adare said, pulling away gingerly, suddenly worried. “It will be all right.”
Adare waited until she was beyond the ambit of the fires, then pulled off her blindfold. It was a risk, probably a foolish one, but something in Nira’s tone, in the old woman’s trembling arm, made her want to hurry, and she couldn’t hurry with the muslin wrapped over her eyes. She kept the knot in the cloth, ready to pull it back on if someone approached. Then she started running.
It was hard to gauge distance in the darkness, but from the ache in her calves and the turning of the stars in the sky, Adare figured she must have backtracked on the road at least two miles, calling out Oshi’s name occasionally, alternately scanning the open ground sloping down to the canal and peering into the growing stalks to the east. Night and moonlight had leached away the green fecundity of the fields, leaving only gray stems and the shadows between them. If Oshi had wandered even a little way from the road, if he had fallen among the ripening crops, Adare might pass within a few paces without noticing him. She told herself, when she finally turned back, that the old man had gone a different direction, that Nira had already found him, but when she returned to the sprawling camp she found Nira standing by the side of the road, alone.
“Anything?” Adare asked, though the answer was clear enough.
Nira shook her head. Her jaw was tight, the skin stretched taut across her knuckles where she gripped her cane.
“We must find him.”
“It’ll be easier when the sun rises,” Adare pointed out.
“It will be too late when the sun rises,” Nira snapped.
“Too late for what?”
“To help him,” the woman replied quietly.
Adare looked over the camp. Searching for one man in the darkness was a fool’s errand, especially if he was too mad to hear his own name when they called it. Especially if he didn’t want to be found. It was clear, however, that Nira intended to keep looking until she collapsed from exhaustion, and in the world outside the walls of the Dawn Palace, she was the closest thing Adare had to an ally.
“We haven’t searched down by the canal,” Adare pointed out.
“I can see clear ta the water from here.”
“He could be just over the bank. Could have fallen in.”
Nira hesitated, then nodded. “You go north along the bank. I’ll go south.”
Halfway to the canal, Adare started to lose hope. Though the ground was uneven, riddled with divots and small depressions, it offered no place a grown man might disappear. She pressed on anyway, partly out of stubbornness and partly just to see the thing through. There was no telling if there might be a thin sandbar where the current had undercut the shore. It seemed unlikely, but there was no way to rule it out without looking.
She was almost to the water when she heard the sound. At first she thought it came from the deckhands on one of the canal vessels, a few men up late drinking plum wine and singing at the moon. When the breeze dropped, however, she realized it wasn’t singing at all, but a high, thin keening, a human voice, ragged and tremulous as a harp string tightened to the breaking point. The language was unfamiliar, if it was a language at all and not simply the raw expression of grief and confusion. The voice sounded close by, but Adare couldn’t see anyone, nor any trees or bushes that might obscure a person. Shoulders tightening, she moved down the bank.
She almost walked directly into the pit. No, she realized, pausing on the rim, peering down into the shadow below, not a pit, a foundation. It was small, maybe fifteen paces across, and the large stones at the lip had mostly tumbled inward. The few that remained teetered precariously, cracked and covered with moss, hidden by the tall grass and uneven ground. Down at the bottom, a few paces below her, Oshi crouched in the corner, golden robes ripped and begrimed, palms pressed to his ears as though to drown out the sound of his own voice.
“Nira,” Adare called, looking over her shoulder for the old woman. She was searching the canal bank a little way to the south, and Adare had to call once again, more loudly, to get her attention. “He’s here!” she said, gesturing toward the yawning hole in the earth. She turned back to find Oshi staring at her. He had fallen silent, worrying his upper lip with his teeth, and begun rocking back and forth in a quick, convulsive rhythm.
“Oshi,” Adare called down to him. Nira’s warning flitted through her mind, but the man was clearly lost, helpless, maybe even injured. “Oshi, why don’t you come back to the wagons?”
His eyes darted from her, to the ragged clouds above, to his own palms, which he held before his face as though they were ancient and inexplicable artifacts. Adare took a deep breath, picked out a collapsed section of wall where she could scramble down into the pit and, awkwardly clutching the lantern, slid down into the foundation, landing off-balance, but managing to keep her feet. She turned to find Oshi glaring at her.
“What happened to my tower?” he breathed, gouging at the dirt between the stones. His voice rose, “Who wrecked my tower?”
Adare considered the foundation. It may have once supported a slender tower, but farmers had long ago carted off the stone for their own walls and houses. How Oshi found it in the first place she had no idea, or how he had clambered down the uneven walls without hurting himself.
“Who destroyed my tower?” he demanded once more, louder this time, rocking more violently. “Shihjahin? Dirik? Who?”
Adare took a step back.
The man was mad. Ranting. Shihjahin and Dirik were two of the Atmani, both a millennium and more in the ground. Oshi must have been paying close attention to the ancient structures fronting the canal, absorbing the long arguments between the pilgrims over the leach-lords who had built them. He’d come untethered from reality, from his own time, drifting back centuries upon centuries to an era of war and horror.
He had stopped rocking, stopped moving entirely. He sat straight up, still as a statue.
“Are you all right?” she asked hesitantly.
His eyes shifted to her, picked her over, then shifted away. Adare was about to step closer, to wrap an arm around his shoulders as she’d seen Nira do so many times, when he slapped his hands together, an imperious gesture, part summons, part warning, then spread his palms slowly. Adare realized to her horror that the air between them had caught fire, the squirming blaze a dozen times brighter than the meager light of her lantern. An icy sliver of fear pricked the back of her neck.
A leach. Nira’s brother was a leach, and one descended partway into madness.
“Did Dirik send you?” he asked, voice gelid.
He flexed his fingers as he spoke, and the fire coalesced into a bright, burning web, malevolent red filaments pulsing. A leach. There was a whole ministry in the Dawn Palace—Purification—given over to the rooting out and hunting down of leaches, and each year dozens of young ministers were killed confronting their quarry. Adare’s stomach squirmed inside her like a fish. She had faced down Uinian, but that was with il Tornja by her side and a trained assassin backing her play, all in the full light of day.
This . . . this was something else.
“Oshi,” she began, trying to speak slowly, quietly, the way she’d heard the kennel masters talk to their wounded dogs. “Oshi, it’s just me. Dorellin.”
He frowned, flicked a finger, and a small web of flame broke off from the great ball spinning slowly between his hands.
“Your name doesn’t matter,” he said, shaking his head. “It doesn’t matter. Doesn’t matter. You are Dirik’s knife. Or Ky’s. Or Shihjahin’s . . .” He trailed off as the scrap of flame rose and spread, stretching out like a net, floating, Adare realized, for her. She felt bile rise in the back of her throat, opened her mouth to scream, and vomited instead, her whole body trembling and weak. She glanced at the walls, but they looked higher, steeper than they had from above. She might have been standing at the bottom of a well.
“I will cut away the layers,” Oshi rasped, showing his teeth, “strip the skin from your face, flay the muscle from your bone, deeper and deeper, until I find out whose creature you are.”
The great web stretched wide just a pace in front of Adare, swaying like a snake, the strands shifting and flexing. Oshi started to ball his hands into fists. Adare sobbed once, paralyzed, and then Nira was there at the rim of the pit, cane brandished before her as though to beat back the horrible, writhing kenning.
“Roshin,” she snapped, voice laden with anger and grief, but hard, determined. “Roshin! Stop this at once.”
Roshin, Adare thought, a tiny part of her brain still calm, curious, a stone unmoved by the buffeting terror. The fifth of the Atmani, the brother of . . . “Rishinira,” she breathed, turning to the small woman behind her. It was impossible. The Atmani were ancient history, practically myth, destroyed by their own madness and paranoia. The Deaths of the Undying were familiar tales, a favorite subject of painters for more than a thousand years: Dirik and Ky, wrapped in a fatal embrace, a desperate clutch that might have been love, save for his hand on her throat and her fingers gouging at his eyes. Chirug-ad-Dobar impaled on Shihjahin’s lance, and Shihjahin’s own stand, the lone leach atop his rocky hill, land boiling about him as his own armies closed in. They were dead, dead and gone.
Not all of them, Adare reminded herself.
The fates of the youngest of the Atmani—Roshin and Rishinira—were unknown. Some historians claimed that they perished early in the civil wars that rent both the empire and the land itself. Others argued that they fell in the final siege of Hrazadin, their bodies broken and lost beneath the rubble. There were, naturally, a few dissenting voices, stubborn writers who insisted that the last of the Atmani had somehow escaped the violence and destruction engulfing half of Eridroa. Lian Ki’s most famous painting, Flight of the Immortals, depicted two cloaked figures, tiny inside a frame filled with fire and destruction, picking their way across the blasted landscape toward the inky darkness of the horizon. Lian had cloaked their faces in shadow, and Adare stared at the woman behind her, then at the man.
“Roshin,” Nira said again, gesturing to the web. “Put it away. At once!”
“Rishi?” he said, confusion blooming in his dark eyes as he peered up at her. He gestured to the crumbling stone around him. “They destroyed it, Rishi. They destroyed everything.”
Nira grimaced. The web still hung before Adare, but it had withered, the fire fraying, fading to the sullen red of old coals.
“It is long over, Roshin,” the woman replied, eyes fixed on her brother. “They are gone now. They cannot hurt us anymore.”
“What about her?” Oshi wailed, stabbing a finger at Adare.
“She is a friend,” Nira replied.
“A friend,” the old man said quietly, as though testing an unfamiliar word. “Our friend?�
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“Yes,” she replied. After a moment, the unnatural fire died, leaving its writhing lines seared on Adare’s vision. The cellar hole fell into shadow as Oshi dropped his hands. With surprising agility, Nira clambered down the rough stone walls, dropping the last few feet to land beside her brother. “Here,” she said gently, sliding a bottle from somewhere in her robes, uncorking it with a thumb, then holding it to his lips. “Drink, Oshi. You will feel better.”
“Better?” he asked, baffled, peering into the darkness. “Will it ever be better?”
“Yes,” Nira said, tipping back the vessel. Some of the pungent liquid spilled down his chin, but he slurped at it greedily. “It will get better,” she murmured.
When he’d emptied the bottle, he settled slowly to the ground, then lapsed into sleep, leaning half against his sister, half against the rough wall behind him, lips twitching as though trying to form words.
Nira considered the foundation, then shook her head wearily. “I had forgotten this was here,” she said, partly to herself, partly to her sleeping brother. “After all these years, brother,” she went on softly, “and you were the one to remember.”
“What is it?” Adare breathed.
The woman turned to her, as though realizing for the first time that she was still there, eyes narrowing, hand closing protectively over Oshi’s shoulder.
“A place that was pleasant for him, once,” she replied.
Adare just shook her head, uncertain how to respond.
“He was going to kill me,” she said finally.
“Yes,” Nira said. “He was.”
“Why?”
“His mind is gone. They destroyed it. They destroyed all of us.”
“Who?” Adare asked, trying to make sense of the elliptical statements. “Who destroyed you?”
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