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The Gipsy’s Baby
and Other Stories
Rosamond Lehmann
Contents
The Gipsy’s Baby
The Red-haired Miss Daintreys
When the Waters Came
A Dream of Winter
Wonderful Holidays
About the Author
The Gipsy’s Baby
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At the bottom of the lane that ran between our garden wall and the old row of brick cottages lived the Wyatt family. Their dwelling stood by itself, with a decayed vegetable patch in front of it, and no grass, and not a flower; and behind it a sinister shed with broken palings, and some old tyres, kettles and tin basins, and a rusty bicycle frame, and a wooden box on wheels; and potato peelings, bones, fish heads, rags and other fragments strewn about. The impression one got as one passed was of mud and yellowing cabbage stalks, and pools of water that never drained away. After a particularly heavy rainfall there was water all round the door and even inside, on the floor of the kitchen. Cursing but undaunted, wearing a battered cloth cap on her head, Mrs. Wyatt drove it out again and again, year after year, with a mop. It was an insanitary cottage with no damp course, mean little windows in rotting frames and discoloured patches on the walls.
Mr. Wyatt was shepherd to Mr. Wilson the farmer, who was, I suppose, a shocking landlord; but this idea only strikes me now. It merely seemed, then, that the wretched cottage with all its litter and pieces of shored-up life suitably enclosed the Wyatt brood, and that one was inseparable from the other. Mrs. Wyatt accepted her circumstances in a favourable spirit, and gave birth each year to another baby Wyatt. She was a small crooked-hipped exhausted slattern with a protruding belly and black rotten stumps of teeth. Her beautiful wild eyes were of a fanatical blue, and when she fixed them on you they seemed to pierce beyond the back of your skull. Her face was worn away to bone and stretched skin, and in the middle of each hollow cheek was a stain of rose, like one live petal left on a dead flower.
Maudie, Horace, Norman, Chrissie Wyatt—these names I remember, and can differentiate the owners clearly. Then came three more who reappear to me only as a composite blur, and their names escape me, except that one must have been Alfie, and I still believe the baby’s name was Chudleigh. All but one, they took after Mr. Wyatt, and had flat broad shallow skulls, sparse mousish hair—foetus hair—coming over their foreheads in a nibbled fringe, pale faces with Mongolian cheekbones and all the features laid on thin, wide and flat. Their eyes were wary, dull, yet with a surface glitter. They were very undersized, and they wore strange clothes. Maudie owned an antique brown sealskin jacket with a fitted waist and flaring skirts to it. Horace had a man’s sporting jacket of ginger tweed that flapped around his boots. The younger ones could not be said to be dressed, in the accepted sense. They were done up in bits of cloth, baize or blanket; and once I saw the baby in a pink flannel hot-water bottle cover. There was something sharp, gnawing, rodent about them; a scuttling quietness in their movements. Their voices too were extremely quiet, delicate, light; entirely without the choking coarseness of the local drawl.
Chrissie was the different one. She had a mop of curly brown hair with auburn stripes in it, a dark, brilliant skin, hollow cheeks, and large rolling eyes like her mother’s, only dark. Her brow was knobby, over-developed, disquieting with its suggestion of precocity, of a fatal excess. She frowned perpetually in a fierce worried way, and her prominent mouth would not shut properly. It made a sharp rather vicious looking circle of red round her tiny white teeth. Some charitable person had given her a frock of black and scarlet plaid that fitted tightly to her miniature form and gave her the enhanced reality, or the unreality, of a portrait of a child. I don’t think I ever saw her, except once, in any other garment in the whole space of time—how long was it?—during which our orbit touched the orbit of the Wyatt family. The frock did get more and more exiguous; but Chrissie did not grow much, or fill out at all. Against the dun background of her sister and brothers she was isolated and set off: as if her mother’s degenerating flesh and bone had combined with the nondescript clay of her father to produce the rest; but Chrissie had been conceived from that bright splash of living blood in her mother’s cheek.
Whereas the others all looked, curiously enough, clean in a superficial way, she was always excessively dirty, and this increased her look of a travel-stained child from a foreign country: a little refugee, we would think now. If one met her in the field path and said: ‘Hallo, Chrissie,’ one said it with apprehension: might she not spit, screech like a monkey, blaze out a stream of swear-words? She never did, though. She bent rapidly down and started to tear up handfuls of turf. When one passed on, she followed, at a little distance, her eyes rolling fiercely, like a colt’s, not focusing.
She was often alone, but the others seemed always in a cluster, moving up and down the lane, or hanging over their broken fence. When we went by we always said ‘Hallo,’ kindly, and they breathed the word back to us in a soft wheezing chorus. They always had colds on their chests. Then, after a brief distance had been established between us, they were apt to direct a piercing whistle after our dog Jannie, a Dandie Dinmont whose long low trotting form riveted them always into a pin of concentrated attention. Patiently bouncing along, as only Dandie Dinmonts do, his shaggy topknot over his eyes, his heavy pantomime head as if barely supported between invisible shafts, he seemed altogether to ignore this magnetising influence. Seemed, I say: we knew he had another life; that nostalgie de la boue drove him at dawn and dusk, himself all grey, a shade, to explore the lowest districts and there regale himself with nauseous garbage. We suspected that the Wyatts’ back door furnished him a toothsome hunting ground.
Another trait which we could not ignore, but kept firmly on the outskirts of our relationship with him, was his habit of killing cats. He was death on cats. It was curious, for he was a total failure with rabbits, and if he blundered on one in the course of one of his Walt Disney gallops over the fields, he winced if anything and seemed upset. A great many cats visited our garden up till—not after—the time when Jannie, shaking off puppyhood, was beginning to know his own nature; and once he killed three in a week. He left a specimen corpse in the broccoli bed and our gardener came upon it unexpectedly. It was his own cat, a tortoiseshell. The sight turned him up, he said; he hadn’t been able to fancy his dinner. We grew to be nervous of exploring the shrubbery, just in case. My father got bored after paying up several high death claims, and gave orders to the outdoor staff to bury at sight and say nothing. At the same time, to our despair, he steeled himself to purchase a muzzle for Jannie. Tearful and crimson, Jess adjusted it, muttering in his ear that it hurt her more than him. But Jannie went out into the paved garden, and beat with his muzzle on the ground like a thrush cracking a snail shell, and within the hour he had got the better of it and came in again wearing it as it might be some kind of Central European military helmet, rakishly, over one eye. Attempting to conceal from him our laughter, we rolled about on the ground and squealed and bit our fingers. We muzzled him a few more times in a spirit of pure frivolity, to await the intoxicating result; but when that delight lost its freshness, the device was altogether discarded; and he ranged once more in all his wild dignity and freedom.
Now we entered upon a halcyon period. No cat, living or dead, haunted the garden any longer. Innocently Jannie’s smoke-blue form wove in and out of the berberis and laurel. We told ourselves it was an adolescent phase outgrown.
One evening the ba
ck door bell rang. Shortly afterwards a note was carried through and presented: a grimy note of poorest quality.
It seems strange in retrospect how many of the dramas of our lives opened with the loud ping of the back door bell, and were passed along up to the front through a number of doors and voices of announcement. ‘A person at the back door, ’M, wishes to speak to you.’ ‘What kind of a person, Mossop?’ ‘I reelly couldn’t say, ’M. Mrs. Almond give me the message.’
Ladies and gentlemen to the front door, persons to the back. The former could scarcely engage one’s imagination: they and the nature of their visits were easily calculable. But a person at the back door emerged, portentous in anonymity, from that other world that ever beckoned, threatened, grimaced, teeming with shouts and animal yells and whipping tops and hopscotch, with tradesmen’s horses and carts, and the bell of the muffin man and words chalked up on palings, just beyond our garden wall. Now and then someone came through the wall and appeared before us, and occasionally it was by the pressure of some extreme urgency—a fatality, a case for the hospital post haste—so that the sight of one or other of my parents walking from the room in answer to such a summons always caused in us a stirring of the bowels.
It was my father who received this note: my mother was out.
He scanned it in silence, then said:
‘Is someone waiting for an answer, Mossop?’
‘Yes, sir. I understand a young lad. I couldn’t say who it would be.’
‘Tell him I’ll come along presently and see his mother.’
Then he handed the note to Jess. It said that Mrs. Wyatt presented her compliments and our dog had taken and killed their dear little black cat they’d had for a pet three years. It was a bald statement of fact translated with a world of labour into demented arabesques of scrawl and blot, and signed simply: Mrs. Wyatt.
We looked at Jannie sweetly sleeping in his basket by the hearth, and looked away again, seeing a loved face suddenly estranged; angel’s face, fiend’s face, unaware of crime. ‘It’s his nature,’ muttered Jess; but the pang rooted in the acceptance of such a truth has rarely come home to me more profoundly. This was the first time I knew the inescapable snare of loving a creature with no sense of decency. He was a criminal. We could not change him. We had to love him, go on patching up his betrayals of us, still kiss his tender cruel fur cheeks.
My father sat and smoked a cigarette, and we sat, our books discarded, and waited for him to finish it. He was aware of our feelings and we trusted him. He was never one to blame or to pass a moral sentence. The principle of his life was a humorous benevolence combined with a philosophical scepticism about humanity; and no doubt that perfect generosity of temperament which led him, all his life, to give away his money to anybody who asked him for it, had enabled him frequently to reflect without bitterness: ‘It’s his nature.’ I think the letters in every kind of handwriting, classy, uneducated, youthfully unformed, shaky with age, baring secrets—some trivial, a few tragic—of folly, ill luck, confidence misplaced, with accompanying expressions of everlasting gratitude and pledges of prompt repayment, laid away without comment in a drawer of his desk and found after his death—I think they would fill a volume. The numerous ones beginning: ‘Dear Old Man,’ were the ones most conducive to cynical reflection. Not that he would have thought so. He never expected to be paid back, and he never was; and in his will he directed that all debts owing to him were cancelled.
We waited in silence, and finally he got up and said: ‘Come along, you two, Jess and Rebecca. Down the lane with us.’
Jannie, seeing what looked like the prospect of a walk, stretched himself and skipped forth from his wicker ark and began to prance. ‘Don’t let him out,’ said my father; and in silence we shut the door on his shining, then anxious, then stricken face. Seeing the light fade totally out of him made us feel that the punishment horribly fitted the crime; but far stronger was the sense of wantonly smiting his innocence. The shame, the blame were ours.
We went down the garden, through the bottom gate. It was a hot June evening, and the lane smelt of privet, of dust and nettles. We walked past the end of the row of stumpy prosperous cottages, each with its tended flowery front plot, and came to where the Wyatts’ cottage squatted by itself upon its patch of cracked earth and vegetable refuse. There was a decrepit barren old plum tree just beyond their gate, and beneath it were several little Wyatts, perfectly still: waiting for us. Maudie, the eldest, sat with the bald baby on her knee; another, at the staggering stage and with a faint hatching of down on its skull, was stuffed into a wooden grocery box on wheels. Horace, next in age to Maudie, had this vehicle by one handle, and sat there negligently pushing it back and forth. Chrissie was not there. As we came through the gate, it was as though a wire running through them tautened and vibrated. They watched us advance towards them. My father said benevolently:
‘Is your mother in?’
‘In the ’ouse,’ said Maudie, with a jerk of her head.
We were about to pass on when Horace croaked suddenly:
‘Your grey dog got our Fluff.’
My father replied regretfully:
‘Ah, dear, yes. We’ve come to say how very sorry we are.’
‘We don’t like ’im no more.’
‘I can understand that,’ said my father. ‘He’s a very bad dog about cats, yet in other ways he’s most gentle and loving. It’s strange, isn’t it?’
Horace nodded.
‘We buried poor Fluff,’ he said without emotion.
We went on, and their heads swivelled round after us, watching. My father rapped at the door. The lace curtains covering the front room window twitched sharply. After a pause the door was opened by Mr. Wyatt, in his shirt sleeves, smoking a pipe.
‘Good-evening, sir!’ His tone was bluff and hearty, and his sly little eyes twinkled up at my father in a normal way. I don’t quite know what I had expected—that he would burst into tears perhaps, or pronounce a curse upon us—but a grateful relief softened the pinched edges of my heart, and affection for Mr. Wyatt came over me in a flood.
‘Good-evening, Wyatt. My little girls are dreadfully upset about this business,’ said my father, in a serious man-to-man way. ‘I’ve brought them along because they wanted to tell your Missis and the youngsters how they felt about it. Was poor Pussy a great pet? Are they much cut up about her?’
And what should Mr. Wyatt do but give a shout of laughter.
‘Oh that dog, sir! ’E does give me a laugh—always ’as done. Never seen such a dog—’e’s a proper caution. Never think from the build of ’im ’e’d be so nippy, would you? Jiggered if I know ’ow ’e copped that blessed cat. Thought she could look after ’erself. ’E’s given ’er many a chase up the tree when ’e’s been around. Caught ’er napping—that’s what it was.’ He chuckled and pulled at his pipe. ‘There she was, laid out stiff round by the shed. Not a mark on ’er. ’E done the job double quick—neat, too. Our Chrissie saw ’im at it. She was a bit upset. Fact is,’ he added confidentially, ‘they was all a bit upset. It’s only natural. They thought a lot of that there cat.’
A figure now suddenly materialised behind his shoulder, and it was Mrs. Wyatt, straightening her dark blue apron, tucking in wisps of hair, sending out emanations of wild welcome. She seemed completely overcome by the sight of us on her doorstep and kept uttering whimpers of delight, her ruined gap-tooth mouth opening and closing at us, her great eyes shedding over us streams of radiant blue light.
‘Won’t you come in, sir? Arthur, why don’t you ask the gentleman in, and the young ladies, bless their hearts. To tell you the honest truth, I wasn’t feeling quite the thing, and I slipped upstairs to have a bit of a lay-down.’
Her voice, piercing, resonant, with an occasional wailing note in it, pinioned us where we stood while continuing to urge us within. It occurred to me suddenly that Mrs. Wyatt looked very ill. Her lips wer
e a queer colour—violet—and her cheeks beneath the carnation cheek bones were yellow, cadaverously sunken. She looked mad, driven, loving, exhausted. I stared at her until I felt hypnotised; and to this day her face with that something prophetic stamped upon it which I discerned but did not recognise comes before me in all its waste and triumph.
My father excused us from coming in on the score of its getting on for my bed time; and this threw her into a further paroxysm of enthusiasm. She seemed to dote on me for my early bed time: it was a tribute to our superior way of life.
‘To be sure! It would be! Bless ’er! Well! It’s ever so good of you, sir, I’m sure to trouble to come down. I said to myself: “Now shall I mention it, or shan’t I?” Giving you all such a shock and upset—it didn’t seem right. But the children did take on so, I didn’t hardly know what to do. I thought: “Mrs. Ellison will understand I did it for the best.” How is she? Oh she does so much! I’m sure every one in the village worships her. Oh that dog of yours!—artful!—it isn’t the word. I said to my husband I’d never have believed it. Always round at our back door always welcome, the bones and that he’s buried, and then to take and kill poor Fluff like that. It seems so cold-blooded if you understand. Many’s the plate of scraps he’s had off her. I used to pass the remark to my husband, what an appetite!—and then gazing up at you so melting out of his big eyes. Ooh, Chrissie did create!—didn’t you lovey? Where’s she got to now? She’s been tight round my legs ever since.’ She turned and yelled over shoulder: ‘Chrissie! Chris! Come to Mammie, duck! Dad’s buried poor old Fluffie. You won’t see her no more.’
These (to us) crude and tactless encouragements seemed to fall upon deaf ears. No Chrissie appeared. My father engaged Mr. Wyatt in low-voiced conversation. I saw some silver slip from his hand into the knobby brown-grained hand of the shepherd; and the latter thanked him with a brisk nod and a brief word.
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