by Skye, Aubrey
"I can tell what you're thinking. Don't say it. I'm taking you upstairs to show you just how lucky you make me feel every time I see you smile." I buried my face in his neck and stayed quiet. He carried me to my bedroom, and he laid me down on the bed. He settled himself on top of me and continued to kiss me. Our tongues tangled with each other slowly, and the passion continued to build. He made me feel so wanted and safe.
Rob traced kisses down my jaw, then he concentrated on my neck. He kissed, licked, and lightly sucked every inch. When he nibbled on my ear lobe, I moaned quietly. He found the hem of my shirt, and I sat up a little bit so he could pull it off of me. Then he pulled my pants off so I was lying there in my bra and black cotton boy shorts.
"Perfect. I'm going to kiss every inch of you now. I'm going to make you cum more than once today, baby. I'm going to kiss away those tears and show you how much I want and need you."
"Rob, I need you so much."
That was all I could muster as I laid there watching him. He took his shirt off to reveal his lean, muscular chest. His long arms were not huge, but they were well-defined from long days of hard work at the shop. He kicked off his boots and removed his socks before pulling off his jeans. He was standing in front of me in just a pair of red plaid flannel boxers. His long legs were skinny, and he had huge feet, but he looked perfect to me. I was blatantly checking him out, and he gave me a hungry half smile to let me know he enjoyed it.
Rob climbed back on top of me, and the heat from our bodies was much more evident in less clothes. I opened my legs a little so that we were in the missionary position.
"Jesus, Tara. If you press into me like that for much longer, I'm gonna cum just like this. I need to get you off at least once first." I grinded into him one more time and smiled. He kissed me and pulled away, and I missed the contact immediately. He started kissing my neck again and then trailed kisses along my collar bone. He moved over to my right shoulder, then started moving down my arm. He stopped abruptly.
"What the fuck is this?" I looked down to see what he was pointing at and saw bruises in the shape of Aidan's hands starting to form on my arm. Without thinking, I glanced down at the other arm and saw a matching bruise. I knew he had grabbed me hard, but I hadn't thought there would be marks.
"Uh, Aidan got a little upset and held onto me too hard. I'm ok. It's fine. It doesn't even hurt." Rob brushed his fingers over one of the bruises, and I flinched.
"Yes it does hurt. You don't have to hide it from me, Tara. One way or another, that fucker is going to pay for hurting you. But for now, I'm going to heal you." He brushed his lips very lightly over each bruise, and I could tell he just wanted to take the pain away. I was feeling a mix of want and overwhelming like for Rob in that moment.
He moved over my bra-covered breasts and ran his tongue over the top of each one. Reaching under my back with both hands, he unhooked my bra and pulled it off. My nipples were already hard in anticipation, and he took one in his mouth. He expertly sucked and nibbled it without hurting me, then he switched to the other one. I arched my back to meet his mouth, and he pushed them together to suck them both at once. When he felt that they were well sucked, he started kissing down my stomach. He stopped at my belly button and kissed tiny circles around it. Then he moved downward with tiny kisses. He let his tongue drag in a line right across the top of my panties. I was so wet and ready for him already, but when he got close to my wet core, he just let his hot breath linger over it before moving way down and putting my big toe to his mouth.
I whimpered with want, but he just smiled. He kissed every toe on both feet and licked up my arches. Who knew it could be so erotic to have someone lick your feet? He started kissing up the inside of my legs until he reached my inner thighs. He pushed my legs apart and teased my thighs with his tongue. Placing his hands on my hips, he rubbed just above my sweet spot with his thumbs. I knew he must have had a lot of practice to be this good, but I didn't care.
"Tara, you taste and smell so good. Everything about you makes me so hard. Now that you're nice and ready, I'm gonna give you something to smile about." He hooked his fingers around the top of my boy shorts, and I lifted my hips so he could pull them off. He threw them across the room and laid on his stomach between my open legs. Pushing them open wider, he placed a soft kiss on my clit.
"Rob! Don't tease me. I need you to lick me. Please."
"No need to beg, baby." He leaned back in and started licking in slows circles on my clit. It felt so good that I could have cried again. I was already so worked up that I knew this wouldn't take long. He moved down a little bit and put his tongue in my wet hole. As his tongue slid in and out, he kept working my clit with his thumb. I was grinding into his face with my hands in his hair, and I was getting lost in the sensations that I was feeling. He moved his tongue back to my clit and started a sweet assault. He put two fingers inside of me, and I was so close to the edge. I was panting and sweating. It was like his tongue knew exactly how to move in unison with his fingers to make me cum. When he sucked my clit into his mouth while he rubbed my G-spot with his fingers, I lost it.
"Fuuuuuuck! Rob! I'm cumming! Yes baby! Lick me!" I pushed hard into his face and he continued to eat me while my orgasm coursed through me. My whole body shook with my release, and I let myself go. He moved on top of me and let me taste myself on his lips.
"Delicious, Tara. If you were mine, I would do it every day. More than once if you wanted. Now I need to be inside of you. I want to make love to you." He pressed his forehead to mine as I felt the head of his hard cock press against my slick opening. He started to push inside of me very slowly, inch by inch, and I gasped at the fullness. Once he was all the way in, he just stayed there. I leaned up to kiss him, and our tongues moved together. I put my hands on his ass to guide him into me.
"I can't ever get close enough to you, Rob. Please make love to me. Make it all better, baby. Help me."
"It feels so right inside of you. I never knew it could be this good. I don't ever want to stop." Rob pulled almost all the way out, then he pushed back in at an achingly slow pace. I guided him with my hands and moved my hips in rhythm with his. I had never had sex like this with anyone, not even Aidan. It was so hot and emotional all at once. I could feel how much he cared about me in his kiss and in the way he moved inside of me. I could see it in his eyes. I was coming completely undone with him, and I didn't care.
He continued to fuck me, and it was intense. Our foreheads were together and our breaths mixed in hot surrender. We had started something that was impossible to stop. I planted my heels on the bed and pressed up into him. He took my hands and gently held them over my head. He was holding me down, but he still managed to make me feel safe.
"Rob, you fuck me so good. I want to make you cum. I want you to fill me up and leave part of you inside me."
"Tara, you feel so tight and wet. I can barely hold back. I hope you're getting close. I need to make you cum again. I need you to feel how much I need you." We started grinding in a passionate frenzy. I was thrusting up in a way that made my clit rub against his pelvis with every stroke of his cock. I squeezed my pussy around him hard, and I could feel myself start to tense. He felt it, too, and bit one of my earlobes again. I felt his balls slapping against my ass as the room started to blur.
"Baby! I'm gonna cum! Cum with me, Rob. I need you!"
"Yes, Tara! Fuck yes! I'm gonna fucking cum in your tight pussy!" He started shooting his cum in me, and within seconds I followed him. He released his grip on my hands and held me while he came. I was shaking and tears were falling from my eyes as I felt everything explode around me. The emotions and feelings generated by everything going on were bombarding me.
"Oh baby, don't cry. Please don't cry. That was perfect, and you are perfect. We will work everything out. And I will protect you. I promise."
"There is nothing anyone can do to protect me. Even if I break it off tomorrow, it will still haunt me. People will give me dirty looks everywhere I go b
ecause I dumped perfect Aidan Harper. And Jack will have me followed and harassed. There is no good way out." He was still inside of me as we laid there talking. After a few minutes, he rolled off and covered us up with my blanket. Most guys would have run right out to clean up, but he just held me.
"Not everyone thinks Aidan is perfect. I know better than that. I know Aidan and some very valuable information from his past. I have always wondered how the hell he managed to land a great girl like you. He doesn't deserve you. I know, and I believe you. That's all you need to know."
"But only you knowing will not help. Look how crazy Aidan got today when I got snotty with him. What is he going to do when he finds out you slept with me? Where will my bruises be next time? He could hurt me and ruin my career as a teacher." I rolled over on my side away from Rob because I was feeling so lost and frustrated.
"Don't turn away from me, Tara. You don't ever have to hide from me. And let me tell you about what will happen if I find out Aidan ever touches you again. First, I will hunt him down and give him a taste of his own medicine. Then I will tell the world everything I know about him. I will ruin him before he ever has the chance to ruin you." I rolled back over to face him and burrowed myself into his chest. He might not have been as big as Aidan, but I fit perfectly in his arms.
"Just hold me for a while. I just want to feel safe." He rested his chin on the top of my head while my face was pressed to his chest. There was no space between us, but that was made up for by the lingering questions that made the air feel heavy. I realized that I never wanted him to leave, but I couldn't tell him. After three days, I would scare him away with confessions.
"I hate to say this, but we should probably get up. I don't need him coming back here and finding you. I'm all confused by what I'm feeling, and I need some time alone."
"I don't want to go, either, but I understand why you're asking me to go. And I'm feeling confused, too. I am sleeping with you knowing full well that you belong to someone else. I am giving more of myself than I should, but I can't stop." He leaned in and kissed me soft and sweet before getting up to find his clothes. I stayed in bed and watched, enjoying every minute of having him there with me. I certainly wasn't the type of girl who had two gorgeous guys after her. Maybe I had dreamed of this happening before, but now I wanted to take that wish back.
"See something you like?" Rob gave me his sexy half smile, and it snapped me back into reality.
"If you can't tell how much I like it, then you must be blind and deaf. I like it so much that I've had it three days in a row."
"Well, play your cards right, and you can have it every day, twice a day."
"Wow, I better be a good girl." I laughed with him before getting out of bed and throwing on my clothes. I walked him down to the back door, holding his hand. I felt like I was letting part of my heart go with him, as crazy as that sounds.
"Well, beautiful, this is it for me. You text or call me if you need me, and I'll be here as soon as I can. Please don't let him ruin you. I'll be in touch." He placed his hand on the back of my head and pulled me in for one of the most passionate kisses I had ever gotten. It left me a little breathless.
"I'll try to be in touch. I have a lot of shit to figure out. Thank you so much for being with me today. I don't feel completely worthless now."
"Good because you're far from it. See you later, pretty girl." He gave me a quick kiss and headed out the back door. He disappeared into the afternoon, careful to not be seen.
I went back to my spot on the couch and started a Julia Roberts marathon. She had some of the best movies for a girl with a hurting heart. She even had movies dealing with a love triangle. I ate my sub and had a bowl of cookies and cream ice cream. I even dozed off for a while, missing the end of Notting Hill. By 8:00, I was exhausted and ready for bed. It didn't matter what was going on in my personal life. I still had to be ready to give my all to my students if I expected them to give me their best.
I headed upstairs to wash my face, brush my teeth, and get ready for bed. I settled into my big bed, and it smelled faintly of both of the men in my life. I turned on a cheesy Hallmark Christmas movie and got ready to sleep. I checked my phone one last time before bed, but there were no missed calls or messages. That was probably bad, but I was too tired to think about it. I plugged the phone in to charge and set my alarm for 6:00 am. I was asleep within minutes.
Monday morning, I woke to the sound of country music from my favorite radio station. I actually felt pretty rested, and I got up and took a shower. I dressed in black pants, black wedges, and a red V-neck sweater. I added small silver hoop earrings and made sure my hair looked halfway decent. It was freezing cold when I got to my car, so I went through the drive thru to get some coffee and a plain donut. When I pulled into the parking lot at school, it was only 7:30.
The day went pretty smooth. Some stragglers handed in their projects late, which made them lose points, but at least they weren't taking zeros. I had lunch in the teacher's lounge and had some laughs. I even had a chance to talk to Lauren during my free period, but I didn't tell her about everything that had gone on. She would lose it if she heard about Aidan. By the end of the day, I was in a pretty good mood. When I went out to the car, I was surprised to see a bouquet of roses and a card on my windshield. I immediately recognized the handwriting on the front of the card. Grabbing them quickly, I got in the car. The flowers were perfect, and they smelled sweet. I opened the card. On the front, it simply said "I'm sorry" in pretty lettering. The inside had a written message.
Dear Tara,
I don't know how I always manage to mess up with the most perfect and beautiful thing that has ever happened to me. I'm so sorry for getting riled up. I'm ashamed of myself for letting it get out of hand. You deserve so much better, but I hope you won't give up on me. Please say you'll still be my wife. I will spend every day making it up to you.
Love Always,
Aidan
I closed the card and felt another wave of emotions come over me. How could I be so angry at him but still feel sorry for him and want to make it all better? Maybe I could help him with his anger. Maybe we should go to counseling together. But should people that have to go to counseling before the wedding ever get married? So many doubts and no idea what to do with them. I got in the car and did the only thing I could think of. I drove straight to Lauren's house. Someone needed to help me, and she was the only one I trusted with everything. I pulled into her driveway and breathed a sigh of relief when her car was there. I didn't need to knock, so I just let myself in the side door. One of the kids ran up to greet me first.
"Aunt Tara!!! Yay! Mommy's cooking mac and cheese and hot dogs! You want a juice box?" It was Jemma, and she had some kind of chocolate all over her face.
"Maybe, girlie. Where's your momma?"
"She's in the bathroom wiping chocolate off of Jace's face. Momma!!!!" She went running and I followed. I found Tara on her knees in front of Jace, attempting to use a baby wipe on his face while he squirmed and squealed.
"Looks like you're having a blast." She looked up at me with disgusted eyes and swatted me with a wipe.
"You wanna try this? Be happy you don't have kids!" She got up off her knees as Jace and Jemma went running through the house.
"I will someday, and you can laugh at me. I have enough problems right now."
"Why what's going on? Rob? Aidan?"
"Both. Shit has gotten crazy over the past three days! I need you!" The tears started welling up in my eyes as I sat down in one of her kitchen chairs.
"What the hell happened, Tara? Something bad enough that you're gonna cry?"
"Well, I've been with Rob twice since I saw you Saturday night. And I got into a huge fight with Aidan. He grabbed me and screamed in my face because I didn't answer his texts quickly enough. He says I should always be available to him. I was scared shitless."
"He what? What the fuck? He hurt you? I always knew he couldn't be perfect. Is this the first time he put hi
s hands on you?"
"No, he did it a few months ago. He left bruises on my wrists that I hid from everyone for a week. I was too ashamed to tell you."
"Jesus, Tara. What's next? An accidental black eye? A fall down the stairs? Are you still gonna marry him?"
"I still love him so much, but after he left Rob called. I started crying and he was there in minutes. He carried me upstairs and kissed and loved me until I felt better. He keeps talking about knowing the real Aidan, but he never says anything more. Just that he wants to kill him if he ever hurts me again."
"Someone should hurt him. I'm thinking about going to find his sorry ass right now with a baseball bat. I can't believe this. You really should have told me."
"I know. But it gets worse. After Rob left my house on Saturday night, I got a text. I didn't know the number, and whoever it was said they know about me and Rob. They said I'd better stop or they will tell Aidan." She wanted to see the text, but I had deleted it.