by S. L. Eaves
“Yeah, well if curiosity didn’t kill me the first time…” His voice drifts. He shrugs.
“Time has been good to you.”
It had. He looks fit, clean shaven, and wears designer business attire. And a wedding band.
“It’s been better to you. You haven’t aged a bit. What are you doing here?”
“I believe I asked that one first…Look, this really isn’t a good time.”
I see a wolf charging at us. It is a glimmer of a vision accompanied by a slight vibration under my feet. Pigeons take flight from the rafters. My focus returns.
“Shit. Get down.”
I push him to the ground between two cars, draw my gun and spin around as a crash sounds behind me. The werewolf mounts an old Cadillac, collapsing its roof, and dives at me. I get a shot off as he pounces, but it doesn’t slow him down. We fly backward into a windshield.
Glass sprays around me.
My gun is gone.
I pull my knees into my chest and brace my feet against his torso. Finding a shard of glass still intact in the window’s frame, I break it loose and stab his shoulder. He recoils and I spin from the car’s hood. My gun is behind him. Damn it. He lunges. We hit the ground together, wrestling. He snaps my arm back. I cry out in pain, rolling off him.
He comes at me again. With my good arm, I produce a silver switchblade from my boot and thrust it upward into his chest as he descends. He lets out a howl and hits the ground with a thud.
I climb to my feet and walk over to inspect the damage. Henry’s eyes stare absently at something in the distance. He lies naked and unthreatening in human form. I take a moment to calm my senses, to let the fangs disappear, then I bend down and remove my knife from his heart.
Jeff comes rushing over, mouth gaping in shock. Got to admit, I am pretty surprised he’d hung around. He looks from the body, to me, back to the body. I wipe the blood from my knife and return it to my boot.
“Silver through the heart. Never fails.” I find where my gun had landed and return it to the small of my back.
“You killed him. He’s human? But he—he just—”
He is retreating. Fast.
“He was a werewolf. They revert to human form after death. Doesn’t change what they were inside: pure beast. Merciless, vicious, bloodthirsty.”
Am I describing the wolves or myself?
“Are you okay?” Jeff asks as I shake the glass from my clothes.
He broke my arm. I attempt to make a fist and winced. “I’ll be all right.”
I place my finger on the comm in my ear.
“It’s Lori; come in.”
“Xan here.”
“Target’s been eliminated. We have confirmation on Catch’s werewolf theory. These guys aren’t just working with the wolves; they are wolves.”
“He was?”
“Affirmative.”
“Any intel?”
“No, ’fraid not. Didn’t quite go down as planned. He sniffed me out.”
“Public slaying? Any witnesses?”
Xan is monitoring me on GPS.
“No, no witnesses.”
I sigh, staring at Jeff.
“I’ll clean up here and return shortly.”
I look around for a good place to stash the body. Miraculously no car alarms had been triggered and no other civilians chose this time to retrieve their vehicles. Though a couple are going to be pretty pissed when they do.
There is a small dumpster in the corner. My lucky day.
Jeff remains stagnant as I drag the corpse to the dumpster and hurl him in with my one good arm. I turn.
“You’re still here.”
“Who were you talking to?”
“Nobody.”
He doesn’t budge. I meet his eyes.
“Look. You saw what he was. He would have torn you apart as soon as he finished with me.”
He nods, swallowing. He gets it.
“Let me look at your arm. You should go to the hospital.”
“Like I said, I’ll be fine.”
Silence.
“I don’t know what you want from me. It is unfathomable to me why you’d even want to talk after everything…”
There is so much pain in his eyes I hardly recognize him.
“How could I not? That night haunts me endlessly. I wake up screaming in my sleep. Crying. Sweating.”
“Shouldn’t you be telling this to a therapist?”
“I have.”
I take off my jacket and rip my shirt sleeve off. I fasten it tightly around the point in my arm where the bone protrudes just below the elbow. It’ll take a day or two to heal properly. Putting my jacket back on proves a more difficult task and Jeff holds the sleeve out as I gingerly slide in my injured arm.
“Will you at least let me by you a drink?”
“For what purpose? So we can catch up on lost time? Reminisce?” I start walking away. “Best we let the past stay buried.”
“No. Because you owe me an explanation.”
“I owe you another life. One without me in it.” I continue toward the stairwell. “There is nothing more I can offer you.”
“About a year ago. I was outside a bar, taking a piss in the alley. This guy grabbed me from behind. His face—the glowing eyes, the fangs. Erased all those years of therapy.” He shudders. “He took one look at my neck and stepped back. Told me to get lost. Just like that. Why?”
I pause at the top of the steps and turn around. He is rubbing the scar I’d given him. I sigh and fish out a pack of cigarettes from my pocket, putting one to my lips and lighting it. He watches expectantly. I offer him the pack and he shakes his head. Must’ve quit.
“There is a reason he didn’t kill you. There is a reason I didn’t kill you. Your fate is greater. Your god has a plan for you. Or maybe it’s a stroke of luck.”
I shrug, blow smoke from my nostrils.
“Then there’s a reason we’re both standing here in this parking garage.”
Same stubborn guy I’d considered a best friend for many years.
“Fine, one drink.” I’d lost the energy to argue.
“I buy the drinks; you can pay for my therapy bills.” He smirks.
***
“It’s like…you ever watch a horror film where the villains are all, ‘Come join us. We’ll show you a world beyond your wildest dreams’? And the protagonist always has the same reaction—”
“Like, ‘You must be insane. I never want to be like you.’”
Jeff realizes the analogy as he completes it for me and his expression goes grim.
“Oh…”
“Yeah. In the movies, the protagonist survives, overcoming all obstacles, bringing down the evil forces…whatever they might be. Happy ending. I’m no protagonist. Hell, I didn’t even get asked.”
“Did they show you a world beyond your wildest dreams?”
I polish off my drink and signal the waiter for another.
“I’ve seen things I wouldn’t believe if I hadn’t seen ’em with my own eyes. Things I never wanted to see, not in my dreams. Not in my nightmares. Not standing two feet from me. You can relate.”
“Like today in the parking garage.”
“There’s a reality outside a human’s comfort zone.”
I choose my words carefully, not wanting to scare Jeff more than I already had. I continue, “What humans call supernatural, myths, bedtime stories…it’s a way of denying real threats, real consequences.”
I avoid using the word “dangers,” but it is inferred clearly enough.
The waiter brings us another round. We stare in silence at our drinks.
“Look, I’m not trying to sound all grave and dismal. I’m just trying to help you understand the things you’ve witnessed.” I sigh and try again.
“There’s another world, sharing this same plane of existence and from what I’ve been told other planes are a distinct possibility, but that’s beside the point. It has the same familiar concepts as this world. Good, evil,
creatures fighting for what they believe in. Power struggles. Greed. Everyone has their motives, every action justified by their own reasoning. It’s just like this world where humans reign.”
“What about the others?”
I look up at him over my glass.
“Are they like you? Torn from their lives here, however unwillingly? What about the man—er—vampire, that did this to you?”
“He learned of their world and he embraced it.”
“Really?”
“The circumstances vary greatly…It’s not something we talk about. We all deal with vampirism differently, some easier than others, but the war provides a much needed distraction.”
I feel like I’ve just stepped back into my old life. Conversing as though we were back in college again. Except for the immense rift. Except for the demon in the room.
“I can see you distancing yourself with your eyes.”
At that, he looks away.
“It’s okay. I’d be concerned if you weren’t. I’ll tell you something. Something I’ve never told anyone.”
“You don’t have to confide in me.”
“It’s not a secret. At least not to me.” I think about what Catch told the others. I finish off round two. “I had a tumor. Have actually; it’s ineffectual now.”
“A tumor?”
“Brain, to be specific. Very rare, especially at my age, I would imagine at least. Something was hinted to me a little while back…let’s just say it dealt with vampires having the ability to sense death.”
He raises his brow.
“Got me thinking, putting some clues together about my own life and about things I’d heard, so I had the appropriate test run and my suspicions were confirmed. My days were numbered. This revelation changed my perspective on things…all my life the world took from me. Took my family, my home, my health, my innocence; gnawed away at everything I’ve ever loved, ever valued. Now I see this condition as less of a curse and more as an opportunity. A chance to take back.”
I feel my eyes turn yellow and shut them until the burning fades. When I open them, Jeff’s face registers sorrow. That pain is back in his eyes.
“Wow.” He finishes his drink. “So is that like why you were targeted? They could sense—”
I nod. “Yeah, I think. Part of it. Apparently they—at least some of them—think the tumor triggers waves in what would otherwise be dormant parts of my brain. I don’t know if I’m explaining it right, but essentially they think I can process things instantaneously—like as they happen or before—or even possibly pick up waves telepathically from nearby beings, like see future or past events through reading thoughts, er, well—sheesh, I don’t even know. Because thus far, as far as I know, that’s not the case.”
The waiter brings another round.
“So they turned you because there was a slight possibility that, with your medical condition, you might be telepathic or have premonitions? But you don’t? Man that’s a lot of pressure.”
I think about the moment in the parking lot when I felt as though I was seeing through the wolf’s eyes. I think about seeing the arrow strike Quinn. I think about telling Jeff. Instead I just laugh at the absurdity of it all.
“Yeah I guess. Except they aren’t super open about it; they’re just watching me to see if I’m going to develop this ability. Talk about a lousy ROI, huh?”
We drink in silence for a short while. The comm beeps in my ear. I ignore it. I should leave soon. But I’m not ready. The lure of revisiting my old life, this window being offered to me, proves hard to resist.
“So therapy, huh?” I ask with mild interest.
“Yeah.”
“Must’ve been bad. I know how much you hate psychologists.”
He laughs. It is comforting.
“I wasn’t sleeping for a while after everything. After time passed, it was easier and I went several years without therapy until that vampire encounter sent me fleeing back.”
My comm beeps again. I signal ‘hold-on’ with my hand and reach for my ear.
“Yeah?”
“Where are you?” Xan’s agitated voice penetrates my eardrum.
He knows where I am.
“Problem?”
“Quinn went off her comm; she’s gone rogue.”
There’s a surprise.
“She’s still registering on the GPS. She’s not far from you. Thought maybe you’d want to handle it.”
“Does she know her target’s a wolf?”
“I didn’t get a chance to warn her before she went offline.”
Doesn’t matter. She’s deliberately disobeying orders.
“Okay, hang on, give me minute.”
I shake my head. “Bit of a situation. I’m afraid I’ll have to call this Hallmark moment short.”
“Have they been listening to all this?” He is pointing inquisitively at my earpiece.
“No. I have to push in a button to activate the mic. It’s much more discreet for our purposes than a cell. No batteries, failed signals, line taping.”
“Your purposes? Something to do with that wolf?”
I lower my voice to a whisper. “What I said earlier about our worlds. In my world werewolves reign and if they have their way, they will cross over into human world and become the new hierarchy, the top of the food chain so to speak. My kind is doing what we can to keep that from happening and to keep our worlds separate. Ignorance is bliss.”
I can tell by his expression some part of him understands.
“I’m sorry. Truly. Take care.”
I stand up; he doesn’t protest.
“Lori against the world. Some things never change.”
We exchange knowing grins. I put a cig to my lips.
“No. I guess some things aren’t meant to.”
“Will I see you again?”
“Hopefully not, for both our sakes.” With that I leave the bar, not looking back. I can’t bear to.
***
“Okay, I’m here. Where is Quinn?”
“She was pursuing her target below ground last we spoke, but that was nearly an hour ago.”
“Sewer?” I crinkle my nose.
“Yes. GPS still picking up a signal…she just passed west 26th street.”
“You know why she went offline?”
“No, but it wasn’t an attack or she wouldn’t still be moving. More likely she just doesn’t want big brother with her.”
“Why didn’t you send Trent? He seems to have taken a liking to her.”
“I don’t necessarily trust him to follow protocol when it comes to her.”
“Yeah, true…Do we know the target’s location?”
“Projected destination is the stock yard. Collection of warehouses and hangers by the river.”
Quinn needs to know her target is a wolf. Being a full moon, he’ll be at his strongest. Typically we avoid hunting during this time. And a warehouse? Who knows how many would be there…I think about Catch’s encounter.
“Oh hell. Okay, I’ll retrieve the rebel.”
This is turning into a long night.
***
Minutes later I am approaching the Hudson Yards.
“You’re right on top of her,” Xan chimes in.
I pry up the nearest manhole and drop down. I am instantly struck in the gut by a four-inch heel.
Found her.
“Lori?”
Clutching my stomach, I say, “Yeah. Damn girl, those ain’t spelunking shoes.”
“What are you doing here?”
“I’m here to bring you back to base. It’s a full moon and your guy’s a wolf.”
At that she scoffs and starts walked away, continuing her pursuit. I join her.
“What’s the big deal then? You know who he is, where to find him. You’ll have your chance.”
“Tonight he’s heading for the docks. I think he’s expecting a shipment or prepping one to export. I want to know what exactly they’ve been procuring and why. Don’t you?”
“Sure, but this isn’t the way.”
A rat runs between my legs.
“Definitely not the way.”
The device in her hand beeps and its little 2x3 inch screen illuminates. She studies the blinking dot on the map.
“You steal that from Jiro?”
“Borrowed and yeah, I put a tracking device in his briefcase. Bet you wish you’d thought of that.”
Okay, she had a point there.
I grab her arm and give a slight tug.
“Let’s go. You can report your findings to Marcus. Let him decide the right course of action.”
She strikes me with her free arm, shoves me into the sewer wall. I raise my arm instinctively to deflect another blow, forgetting it is broken. We make contact and I cringe as she spins it behind my back. I am now facing wall, forehead sticking to its slimy surface.
“I don’t answer to Marcus and definitely not to you.”
“Being reckless won’t get you answers. It will only get you killed.”
“You speak like you know from experience.”
She gives my arm a squeeze. She notices the bloody rag sticking from the jacket and lets me turn to face her. She does not release her grip. Instead she pulls the sleeve back and studies the broken bone. The flesh is healing around it, trying to mend it.
“You really do know from experience.” She smiles as I pull my arm away, rubbing it like a wounded animal. “Some mongrel may’ve gotten the better of you tonight, but don’t think I’m going to suffer the same fate. I can fight.”
She disappears into the darkness.
“And don’t come after me again unless you want to help or want your other arm broken.” Her voice echoes off the tunnel walls.
I sigh. My comm crackles and I hear Xan’s voice.
“Find her?”
“Yeah, but she was less than pleased by my proposition.”
“I kinda figured.”
“Don’t alert the others. I’ll clean up this mess.” I am referring more to the sludge on my clothes than the situation. I take off after Quinn.
When we emerge from the sewer, we are standing in an alleyway between two large facilities. Using their proximity for leverage, she leaps from wall to wall until she reaches the roof. I follow suit.
Quinn has her head inside the air vent as I join her on the roof. She emerges and returns the grate.
“Not a sound.”
“Want to search it?”