by Amanda Berry
His mouth moved with the desperation she felt and his hands took over her rhythm, sending her soaring higher until all that existed was the pulsating within her. His flesh against hers. His mouth on hers.
Her body clenched around him and her mouth opened in a silent scream. His fingers convulsed on her hips as their bodies continued to strain together. Her fingernails dug into his shoulders as her body rocked into another orgasm.
She could feel his answering pulse within her. He held her body still as he found his own release. Wrapped around him, she opened her eyes and looked down into his.
“I love you.” Her voice trembled and was weak, but very, very satisfied.
He brushed her hair away from her face and kissed her softly. “I have never loved anyone the way I do you.”
Chase still couldn’t believe Natalie was here, asleep in his bed. He trailed a lazy finger down her back, from her shoulder to her waist where the sheet rested.
He’d been in misery the entire time he was in Ontario, but he couldn’t have stayed here. Being close to her was torture. Knowing she was only a car drive away had almost crushed him since she’d made it clear she wasn’t willing to be in the spotlight.
She didn’t know what she was getting into. She hadn’t begun to be pursued by the paparazzi. As an ex-lover she’d been interesting, but to be his girlfriend meant a whole new level of scrutiny. Her nose crinkled in her sleep. He gently brushed her hair off her face.
Would they be able to see what he saw when he was with her? Beautiful, intelligent eyes. A smile that made his heart swell every time she gave him one. When she looked at him, he knew he could do anything, be anyone.
When he’d been gone, he’d lost the peace that seemed to settle over him when she was near. What had changed? Did he really want to question why she was here? Wasn’t it enough that she was? That was it, wasn’t it? How long could she handle the pressure? How long before she left him for good? How long would love be enough to hold her to him? Would he ever be sure she was here to stay?
He couldn’t know, but he didn’t want to go back to the way things were before. He didn’t want the superficial Hollywood romances. He wanted Natalie.
His fingers tangled in her shoulder-length hair. He leaned down and kissed the pale skin of her shoulder. When he lifted his head, he caught the slight smile on her lips before it disappeared again.
His hand trailed down her spine while he kept careful watch on her face. The little minx was pretending to sleep. His hand didn’t stop at the sheet, but continued under and over the curve of her buttocks.
When his hand slipped between her thighs and cupped her, a moan escaped her lips. Gently he stroked her as his other hand wrapped under her to lift her rear up. She rocked against his hand.
The flush of arousal coated her but she kept her eyes closed. Would anyone know the secret beauty who shared his bed? This wonderful creature who dominated his thoughts. Her lips parted.
He grabbed a condom off the nightstand and shifted on the bed until he was behind her raised hips. He replaced his hand with his erection and pulled her up against his body.
“Good morning, sleepy,” he whispered huskily in her ear.
Her arm draped up over his shoulder to clutch his neck as he rocked gently against her. “Morning.”
His arm crossed her chest, holding her to him as his other hand found the moist center of her. His fingers slid over her as he continued to rock inside her.
She shattered all around him. Her body shook as she came hard. Her sex clamped down on him. He lost control as his body shuddered in hers.
He lowered them to the bed still inside her, cradling her against his body.
“Definitely a good morning.” Her voice was soft as she stretched against him. She gently turned into him to face him. Her eyes reflected his satisfaction.
“Let’s go out to breakfast.” If this was going to work in the real world, she had to get used to going and being seen. That part of his life wouldn’t change.
She stiffened slightly. What if she wasn’t ready? Would she ever be ready?
Her body stretched against his again. Her wide, gorgeous eyes smiled up at him. “Where did you have in mind?”
Chapter Nineteen
How could Natalie say no when all the joy had been wiped from his face? Even though she’d wanted to run to the bedroom door and lock it and throw away the key, she knew that at some point they’d have to go out in public. Obviously Chase thought the sooner the better, though Natalie would have preferred to save it for a rainy day.
They sat on the patio of the Polo Lounge at the Beverly Hills Hotel. It was as if Chase was testing her. Thankfully she’d been able to shower and had the sense of mind to run home and change, but she still felt underdressed in jeans, sandals and a light top.
Everyone else was in jeans and T-shirts, but her labels paled in comparison to theirs. Chase sat across from her soaking in the sun. His smile was almost blinding this morning.
She’d managed to hold back the jaw-dropping at some of the famous people she saw sitting around her. They didn’t seem to pay attention to anyone around them and completely ignored the photographers across the street.
While Chase would have a nice tanned look to him in any photos that were taken, she would look like she’d spent days in the sun. Her cheeks burned with the feeling of being watched.
Chase leaned across the table and placed his hand over hers. She jerked.
“Relax, Natalie. It’s breakfast. No one’s going to run up and kidnap you or anything.” Chase was obviously joking.
She let out a nervous laugh, but then she glanced around the streets. “Does that happen?”
His hand brushed her cheek, and her focus centered on him and the warmth that engulfed her when he was near. “Just relax and eat. We’re just two people having breakfast.”
“Yeah, but normally when I have breakfast it doesn’t appear in the Enquirer. Normally no one notices me at all.”
“I notice you.” His smile made her insides churn in a good way. “Now eat something, and I’ll take you for a walk to some shops.”
She gulped as she looked down at the giant croissant on her plate. While Chase had tried to get her to eat a big breakfast, she’d insisted on bread. Bread was less likely to come back up, in her experience.
She picked off small pieces and ate. Chase smiled and shook his head at her before tucking into his quiche. A motion caused her to look up. A group of giggling twentysomethings was heading toward their table.
“Oh, my God, are you Chase Booker?” a petite blonde from the front of the group squealed.
“Can I get your autograph?” A brown-haired girl shoved a pad and pen toward Chase.
He took it and smiled at them. “Who do I make it out to?” He glanced at Natalie briefly.
Was this another test? One of the girls in the back nudged another girl with her elbow and whispered something behind her hand while looking at Natalie. The other girl giggled.
They obviously didn’t think she belonged with him. Their laughter and whispered words cut through Natalie. Would it always be like this with Chase? Ignored or ridiculed? Being ignored was fine, but ridiculed behind her back… Her stomach dropped.
Natalie quickly changed her focus back to Chase. He loved her. She loved him. Wasn’t that what mattered most? He’d written the autograph and handed back the pad.
“Can I get your picture?” The blonde held up a camera.
“Sure, but then I really must get back to breakfast before it gets cold.” He flashed her a smile Natalie had seen a million times in the newspaper.
The girls giggled a thank-you and wandered away. Chase turned back to her. “What’s got you smiling?”
Her smile broadened. “Your smile. They think that smile is brilliant, but they’ve never seen the smile you give me.”
His hand reached across to take hers. A flash went off in her peripheral vision, but she ignored it. If she wanted Chase, that had to be part of
her life, too.
When they finished up breakfast, Chase took her hand and led her down Rodeo Drive.
Natalie stared in the windows, but when Chase tried to lead her into Gucci, her feet ground to a halt. His surprised eyes met hers.
“Don’t you want to go in?”
“Yeah, but I can’t afford anything in there, and I’d feel like Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman. Girls like me don’t go in shops like that. We stand outside the windows like street urchins and stare at the pretty things.” Her gaze shifted to the gorgeous dress in the window. Something she had absolutely no need for.
“What if I wanted to buy something for you?” His hands were on her upper arms, and she longed to be in the privacy of his house or her apartment. Though she relished his touch, she fought the urge to back up and duck her head.
“You don’t need to buy me anything.”
“What if I wanted you to go to the Oscars with me? Would you let me buy you something then?” His eyes swept over her body like a physical caress.
When he looked at her like that, she’d give him anything he asked. The street and store disappeared, and it was just the two of them. Her mind cleared. Had he just asked what she thought he’d asked? “What?”
“I asked if you’d like to accompany me to the Oscars. There’s no one else I’d rather take with me.” His fingers brushed the hair from her face and tucked it behind her ear. “Say yes.”
His smile would convince a nun to give up her vows for him. Natalie wasn’t strong enough to resist.
“I couldn’t afford a dress.” She tried to drop her gaze, but his held hers, enraptured.
“I’ll take care of it. I know just the person to ask to help.”
“When Chase told me he was sending me a project, I’d hoped it would be more than this.” The woman pursed her lips as she gestured toward Natalie. “I need a smoke.”
Natalie smiled weakly.
The woman sashayed out of the room, leaving Natalie sitting in her office. Natalie pulled out her phone and quickly texted Rachel. Pls reply. Need dress for Oscars. Crazy Lady went out for smoke. N
She hit the send button and waited. Her phone beeped in her hand. So jealous. Insist Vera Wang or Oscar de la Renta. She dropped her phone back in her purse.
She wouldn’t mind switching places with Rachel right now or even to have Rachel with her. The woman, Charity Christian, was anything but charitable. Her dark hair was yanked back so tight it pulled the edges of her eyes out farther than seemed possible. Charity had taken four smoke breaks in the past half hour. Every time the woman looked over at Natalie, she insisted on a cigarette.
Natalie wasn’t Alexis Brandt—beautiful, but the ice cream hadn’t yet taken its toll on her figure. She didn’t have anything to push up, but what she had was all hers.
Charity drifted back in on a gust of cigarette smoke. “I’ve called around, and I think we might be able to find something. Your eyes are quite nice.”
Natalie’s lips remained tightly pressed together as she tried not to breathe in the smoke cloud that hovered in the room.
“I know Vera could probably do something or maybe Donna Karan. Stand up again.” Charity had picked up a long, pointed stick like people used in presentations.
Unable to disobey the fierce-tongued woman, Natalie stood. Charity’s critical eye roamed over every inch of Natalie’s body.
“Definitely not red. Especially if you continue to blush like a schoolgirl.” Her stick poked at Natalie’s lower back. “You have a nice waistline, and you need to remember to smile.”
“Umm, is this going to take much longer? I’m supposed to go back to work.” Natalie’s gaze tried to follow the woman as Charity critically assessed all her faults.
Chase had been thoroughly enamored with her body for the past two nights. Charity’s disapproval had nothing on Chase’s rich eyes undressing her as she walked across the room. She was doing this for Chase. Somehow she’d manage to put aside her feelings of inadequacy for a while. The dress, the cameras, the Oscars. How on earth does a girl like her get invited to the Oscars?
She kept expecting to wake up or else find herself walking down the red carpet with nothing on. She’d always been thankful to wake up from naked-in-public dreams. But this wasn’t a dream; she’d be wearing a dress, shoes and jewelry that would equal her entire year’s wages, probably closer to ten years’ wages. And she’d be with Chase. A little twitter raced through her.
She definitely had a Cinderella vibe going, except her fairy godmother, Charity, could definitely use some work, along with a breath mint.
Charity muttered under her breath as she whipped out a measuring tape from her pocket and tightened it around Natalie’s chest, waist and then hips. She returned to the opposite side of her drafting desk and waved her hand dismissively. “You may go. I’ll call you tomorrow and let you know when your fitting will be.”
Natalie retrieved her purse. “Thank you.” She slipped out of the room and drew in a deep breath of fresh air. She could be everything Chase wanted her to be. Elegant, unabashed, fearless. The butterflies in her stomach kicked up into full flurry. Even if she’d prefer to watch quietly at home, she’d do this for Chase.
Natalie pulled her Honda into Pandora Productions’ parking lot and almost pulled right back out. A group of men with cameras lounged across the street, but when her car stopped, they perked up.
The mirror on the visor left a lot to be desired, but her hair hadn’t completely escaped her ponytail, and her subtle makeup was not all gone. Her emotions were so jumbled this morning.
She couldn’t wait to see Chase, but she didn’t want to face the cameras or the other employees who by now knew she’d been at Chase’s all weekend. Chase had offered to go with her this morning to the stylist and then drive her into work, but she couldn’t let him take her everywhere forever. At some point, she’d have to stand on her own.
A knock on her window threw her heart into palpitations. Her hand blocked her heart’s escape through her rib cage. As she turned her pulse increased pleasantly. Chase smiled at her and her mouth curved into a responding smile. He loved her.
She unlocked her door, and he opened it for her.
“Good morning, Natalie.” Chase held out his hand to help her from the car.
Her face burned as she recalled exactly how good her morning had already been, and the night before and yesterday afternoon. She slipped her hand in his and a sense of completeness surged through her.
He drew her out of the car, but didn’t back up, leaving only an inch between them. Natalie’s gaze shot to the cameras that were currently going off. Life would be so much simpler if the cameras weren’t at every corner ready to go. She stepped back from him.
“It’s okay.” Chase’s smile was reassuring. “We’ll go straight in and not talk to anyone.” His fingers linked with hers, and together they walked across the parking lot. “How was Charity’s this morning?”
Words flew through Natalie’s mind: awful, discouraging, ego wrecking. “Fine. She’s going to call me about a fitting tomorrow. When is the luncheon today?”
Chase stopped right outside the door. “Anytime you say ‘fine,’ it doesn’t really mean fine. You mean something bothered you, but you don’t want to discuss it.”
When she looked at the ground, his finger lifted her chin, and she reluctantly met his eyes.
“It’s okay.” The words were beginning to sound like he was trying to steady a skittish horse.
“You are beautiful.” He brushed a strand of hair behind her ear. “Charity can be really harsh, but she does a damn fine job dressing people. I have no doubts she’ll find you the perfect dress, and that you’ll look absolutely stunning in it.”
His head dipped down to hers, and she quickly turned her head to the side so that his lips brushed her cheek.
“We should really go inside,” she said. Her pulse thundered through her veins, and she resisted the urge to turn and taste his minty breath, to forget about t
he cameras and lose herself in his warmth and taste.
His deep voice in her ear sent little shivers of desire coursing down to pool between her legs. “I’ll let that one go. This time.”
She avoided his eyes as he lifted his head and opened the door for her. Slipping into the relative safety of the office, she hurried past the receptionist, whose eyes were about to pop out of her head. She managed to make it to her desk without melting into a puddle on the floor. Chase was hot on her heels. Her breath caught at the hot look he gave her.
“I’ll see you tonight.” Both a promise and a threat lingered in his eyes.
She sank down into her chair as he continued down the hallway. How was she going to concentrate with such a tantalizing offer hanging over her head?
One of the statuesque beauties from the administrative department strutted by and gave her a belittling look. Natalie quickly buried her face into a stack of work.
The hours quickly passed as she concentrated on work and not on the jealous or curious looks of the amazingly large number of people who had to pass her desk during the day. Chase sent her a smoldering glance as he left for his luncheon with Robert.
“So, trying to get ahead by dating the boss?” The catty voice caused Natalie to stiffen in her chair and tear her gaze away from her computer screen.
The woman could have been a runway model, from her choice in clothing to her makeup to her outrageous look-at-me hairstyle. Her three-inch heels had her towering over Natalie’s desk as she looked down her nose.
“I’m sorry.” Natalie couldn’t have heard the woman properly. This woman had never spoken to Natalie before. She probably thought Natalie was beneath her.
The smile that twisted the woman’s face was anything but friendly. “We all try to get ahead by any means possible. But no one has been able to capture Chase Booker’s attention. He only dates actresses, not…” She didn’t continue but let her gaze slide over Natalie.