‘What hour?’ I said.
‘Noon, or thereabouts.’
I stretched. My arms were stiff and sore. I noticed a large purple bruise on my right shoulder.
I stood. My legs were as sore as my arms. From the atrium I heard the buzzing of bees and the sound of Cicero declaiming.
‘All done,’ Bethesda announced. She held up the tunic, looking pleased with herself. ‘I washed it this morning. Cicero’s laundress showed me a new way. Even the grass stains came out. The air is so parched, it’s already dry.’ She stood behind me and lifted the tunic over my head to dress me. I raised my arms, groaning from the stiffness.
‘Food, Master?’
I nodded. ‘I’ll take it in the peristyle at the back of the house,’ I said. ‘As far as possible from the sound of our host orating.’
The day was perfect for idleness. In the square of blue sky above the courtyard, puffy white clouds floated by one at a time, no more, no less, as if the gods had decreed a procession. The air was warm, but not as hot as on previous days. A cool, dry breeze rustled over the roof and wafted through the shaded porticoes. Cicero’s slaves moved quietly about the household, wearing expressions of suppressed excitement and determination, infected by the gravity of the events transpiring in their master’s study. Today and one day more, and then the trial.
Bethesda stayed close beside me, offering to fetch this or that, attending to whatever I desired – a scroll, a drink, a broad-brimmed hat. Her demeanour was uncharacteristically subdued. Though she said nothing about it, I could tell that the lingering signs of the night’s danger – the torn tunic, the bruise on my shoulder – weighed on her spirit, and she was glad to have me safe and close at hand. When she brought me a cup of cool water, I set down the scroll I was reading, looked her in the eye, and let my fingers brush against hers. Instead of returning my smile she seemed to shudder, and I thought I saw her lips tremble, as slightly as the leaves of the willow trembled in the faint wind. Then she withdrew her hand and stepped away as Old Tiro the doorkeeper came walking diagonally across the courtyard directly in front of me, oblivious of the rules of decorum that confined the slaves to pass quietly beneath the porticoes. He passed by and disappeared again into the house, all the while shaking his head and muttering to himself.
The old freedman was followed soon after by his grandson. Tiro came careening across the courtyard, leaning on a crude wooden crutch and holding his tightly wrapped ankle aloft, going faster than his skill allowed. He was smiling stupidly, as proud of his lameness as a soldier might be of his very first wound. Bethesda fetched a chair and helped him into it.
‘The first scars and injuries of manhood are like a badge of initiation,’ I said. ‘But with repetition they become tedious and then depressing. Youth proudly gives up its suppleness, strength, and beauty, like sacrifices on the altar of manhood, and only later regrets.’
The sentiment left him unmoved. Tiro wrinkled his brow, still smiling, and glanced at the scroll I’d laid aside, thinking I was quoting epigrams. ‘Who said that?’
‘Someone who was once young. Yes, as young as you are now, and just as resilient. You seem to be in good spirits.’
‘I suppose.’
‘No pain?’
‘Some, but why bother with it? Everything’s too exciting.’
‘Yes?’
‘With Cicero, I mean. All the papers that have to be got ready, all the people dropping by – friends of the defence, good men like Marcus Metellus and Publius Scipio. Not to mention finishing his speech, trying to anticipate the prosecution’s arguments – there’s not enough time for everything, really. It’s all a mad rush. Rufus says it’s always like that, even with an advocate as experienced as Hortensius.’
‘So you’ve seen Rufus today?’
‘Earlier, while you slept. Cicero chided him for storming out on Sulla at the party, said Rufus was too rash and thin-skinned – the same way he chided you last night.’
‘Except that I’m sure Cicero is secretly proud of what Rufus did, and they both know it. Whereas Cicero is genuinely disgusted with me. Where is Rufus now?’
‘Down at the Forum. Cicero sent him to arrange for some sort of writ to be served on Chrysogonus, requesting that he bring forwards the two slaves, Felix and Chrestus, to make depositions. Of course Chrysogonus won’t allow it, but that will look suspicious, you see, and Cicero can work that into his oration. That’s the part we’ve been going over all morning. He’s actually going to call Chrysogonus by name. It’s what they least expect, because they think everyone is too frightened to speak the truth. He’s even going to call Sulla to task. You should hear some of the things he wrote last night while we were out, about the free hand Sulla’s given to criminals, the way he’s encouraged corruption and outright murder. Of course Cicero can’t use all of it; that would be suicide. He’ll have to soften it into something milder, but even so, who else has the courage to stand up for truth in the Forum?’
He was smiling again, a different smile, not of boyish pride but in a kind of adoring rapture, giddy at the prospect of following Cicero into the Forum, flushed with excitement like a soldier in the train of a beloved general. Injury and danger only served to heighten the excitement and to make their cause more splendid. But just how far would Cicero really go to invoke Sulla’s wrath? I snorted to myself and was on the verge of taunting Tiro with doubts. But I checked my tongue. After all, the danger he might face with Cicero was no less real than the danger he had faced with me. He had leaped into space beside me. He had raced across the moonlit Palatine in pain and fear without a word of complaint.
Now he was racing back to his master. He pulled himself up by his crutch and steadied himself on one leg. Bethesda moved to help him, and he blushingly allowed her. ‘I have to go now. I can’t stay. Cicero will be needing me again. He never stops, you know, not when he’s in the thick of it. He’ll send Rufus on a dozen errands to the Forum, and the three of us will be up all night.’
‘While I catch up on my sleep. But why don’t you stay longer? Rest; you’ll need your strength tonight. Besides, who else is there for me to talk to?’
Tiro wobbled against his crutch. ‘No, I really have to go back now.’
‘I see. I suppose Cicero merely sent you to check up on me.’
Tiro shrugged as best he could, leaning against his crutch. He turned shifty-eyed, and his face coloured. ‘Actually, Cicero sent me with a message.’
‘A message? Why you, with a twisted ankle?’
‘I suppose he thought the other slaves … that is, I’m sure he could have come himself, only – he told me to remind you of what he said last night. You do remember?’
‘Remember what?’ I was suddenly in a taunting mood again.
‘He says you’re to stay in the house and not to leave. Whatever comforts Cicero can offer, please feel free to take advantage of them. Or if you need anything from outside, feel free to send one of the household slaves.’
‘I’m not accustomed to staying inside all day and night. Perhaps I’ll make a trip down to the Forum with Rufus.’
Tiro reddened. ‘Actually, Cicero gave certain instructions to the watchmen he hired to protect the house.’
‘Instructions?’
‘He told them not to allow you to leave. To keep you inside.’
I stared at him in quiet disbelief until Tiro lowered his eyes. ‘To keep me inside? The way the guards at Caecilia’s keep Sextus Roscius inside?’
‘Well, I suppose.’
‘I’m a Roman citizen, Tiro. How can Cicero dare to imprison another citizen in his house? What will these guards do if I leave?’
‘Actually, Cicero told them to use force if they have to. I don’t think they’d actually beat you… .’
I felt my face and ears turn as red as Tiro’s. I glanced at Bethesda and saw that she was smiling very slightly, looking relieved. Tiro took a deep breath and backed away from me, as if he had drawn a line with his crutch and stepped behind it.
‘You must understand, Gordianus. This matter belongs to Cicero now. It always did. You put yourself in danger in his service, and for that he’s taken you under his protection. He asked you to find the truth, and you did. Now the truth must be judged by the law. That’s Cicero’s domain. The defence of Sextus Roscius is the most important event in his life. This could mean everything to him. He honestly believes you’re more a danger than a help now. You mustn’t confront him about this. You mustn’t test him. Do as he asks. Obey his judgment.’
Tiro turned to go, giving me no time to answer and using his clumsiness with the crutch as an excuse not to look back or make any gesture of farewell. In the empty courtyard his presence lingered: eloquent, loyal, insistent, and self-assured – in every regard the slave of his master.
I picked up the history by Polybius I had been reading, but the words seemed to run together and slide off the parchment. I raised my eyes and looked beyond the scroll, into the shadows of the portico. Nearby, Bethesda sat with her eyes closed, catlike and content in the warm sunlight. A ragged cloud crossed the sun, casting the courtyard into dappled shadow. The cloud departed; the sun returned. After a few minutes another cloud took its place. Bethesda seemed almost to be purring. I called her name.
‘Take this scroll away,’ I said. ‘It bores me. Go back to the study. Beg our host’s forgiveness for the interruption, and ask Tiro if he can find something by Plautus for me, or perhaps a decadent Greek comedy.’
Bethesda walked away, mouthing the unfamiliar name so that she wouldn’t forget it. She clutched the scroll in that strange way that the illiterate handle all documents – carefully, knowing it to be precious, but not too carefully, since it would be hard to break, and without any affection at all, even with some distaste. When she had disappeared into the house, I turned around and scanned the peristyle. No one was about. The heat of the day had reached its peak. All were inside napping or otherwise taking refuge in the cool depths of the house.
Climbing onto the roof of the portico was easier than I had anticipated. I pulled myself up one of the slender columns, grabbed hold of the roof and scrambled up. The height seemed nothing to a man who had practically flown the night before. Evading the guard posted at the far corner of the roof loomed as a greater challenge, or so I thought until my foot loosened a cracked tile and sent a spray of tiny stones hissing on the paved court below. The guard stayed just as he was, his back to me, standing straight up and dozing against his spear. Perhaps he heard me when I leaped to the alley below and upset a clay pot, but by then it was too late. I made a clean escape. This time no one pursued.
XXVIII
There is a fine sense of freedom that comes from wandering about a familiar city with no particular destination in mind, with no one to meet, no duties, no obligations. My only concern was with certain men I wanted very much not to meet, Magnus chief among them. But I had a good notion of where a man like Magnus might or might not be found on such a fine afternoon, and as long as I stayed away from the familiar haunts to which those who knew my habits might direct a searching stranger, I felt relatively safe – almost a shadow, in fact. Or better, a man made of precious glass, as if the warm sunshine that beamed down on my shoulders and head passed straight through me, casting no shadow at all, and every citizen and slave I passed looked right through me. I was invisible. I was free. I had nothing to do and a thousand nameless, sun-drenched streets to do it in.
Cicero was right; my part in the investigation of the murder of Sextus Roscius was over. But until the trial was done, there was no way I could move on to other business, no way I could return with safety to my own home. Unused to having enemies himself (how soon that would change, with his ambitions!), Cicero expected me to hide myself away until all was clear, as if that were a simple thing. But in Rome one’s path is never entirely clear of enemies. When even a perfect stranger could prove to be Nemesis, no man can protect himself completely. What point is there in cowering away in another man’s house, behind the spear of another man’s guard? Fortune is the only true protection against death; perhaps it was true that Sulla was followed everywhere by her protecting hand – how else to explain his longevity when so many others around him, far less culpable and certainly more virtuous, were long dead?
It would have been amusing to surprise Rufus in the Forum; I imagined stealing up behind him in some dusty corner of some dusty clerk’s library, humming a snatch of Metrobius’s ditty from the night before – ‘and the lady agreed, yes, the lady declared’ – but the Forum was probably the most dangerous place for me to loiter, except for the Subura. Without a plan, I wandered northward towards the Quirinal Hill, into a region where the houses were shabby and the streets littered. I came to the edge of the Quirinal, above the Servian Wall; the street dropped off in a steep descent and the houses on either side drew back from the road, leaving a wide plaza with a patch of unkempt grass and a single straggly tree.
Even in the city of one’s birth there may be undiscovered streets that open onto unexpected vistas, and the goddess who guides aimless wanderers had guided me to such a spot. I paused for a long moment, looking out at the quadrant of Rome beyond the city walls, from the sweep of the Tiber on the left, sparkling beneath the sun as if it were on fire, to the straight, broad Flaminian Way on the right; from the jumble of buildings massed around the Circus Flaminius to the Field of Mars beyond, hazy with dust. The sound and the odour of the city rose on the warm air like a breath exhaled from the valley below. For all its danger and corruption, for all its meanness and squalor, Rome still pleases my eyes more than any other city on earth.
I made my way south again, following a narrow footpath that skirted the backyards of tenements, crossed alleys and wound through patches of green. Women called out to one another across the way; a child cried and his mother began to sing a lullaby; a man roared in a drunken, sleepy voice for everyone to be quiet. The city, languorous and good-natured from the warmth, seemed to swallow me up.
I passed through the Fontinal Gate and wandered aimlessly until I rounded a corner and saw looming ahead of me the charred mass of a burned-out tenement. Blackened windows opened onto blue sky above, and while I watched, a long section of one wall fell crashing to the ground, toppled by slaves pulling long ropes. The ground all about was blackened with ash and tumbled with heaps of ruined clothing and what remained of household goods – a cheap pot melted by the heat, the black skeleton of a loom, a long jagged bone that might have been human or canine. Beggars picked through the sorry remains.
Because of the unfamiliar angle by which I had approached, a long, puzzled moment passed before I realized this was the same tenement that Tiro and I had watched go up in flames only a few days before. Another blackened wall came crashing down, and through the vacant space, standing in the street with his arms crossed and issuing orders to his foremen, I saw Crassus himself.
The wealthiest man in Rome looked quite cheerful, smiling and chatting with those among his large retinue privileged to stand within his earshot. I stepped carefully around the periphery of the ruins and placed myself at the edge of the group. A rat-faced sycophant, unable to insinuate himself farther into the throng, was willing to settle for a conversation with a passing stranger.
‘Clever?’ he said, following my lead and turning up his rat’s nose. ‘Hardly the word for Marcus Crassus. A brilliant individual. No other man in Rome is so economically astute. Say what you like about Pompey being a brilliant general, or even Sulla. There are other kinds of generals in this world. Silver denarii are the troops of Marcus Crassus.’
‘And his battlefields?’
‘Look in front of you. What more carnage could you desire?’
‘And who won this battle?’
‘You have only to look at Marcus Crassus’s face to know that.’
‘And who lost?’
‘The poor beggars in the street, picking through what’s left of their belongings and wishing they still had a roof over their heads!�
� The man laughed. ‘And the wretched owner of this wreck. Previous owner, I should say. Off on holiday when it happened. Not a very good strategist. So saddled with debts that they say he killed himself when he got word of the fire. Crassus had to deal with the grieving son, and certainly got the better of him. They say he gave up the property for less than the cost of a trip to Baiae. And you think that’s merely clever?’ The man narrowed his rat’s eyes and pursed his thin lips in an access of admiration.
‘But he’ll have to pay to have the tenement rebuilt,’ I suggested.
The man arched one eyebrow. ‘Not necessarily. Given the density of this neighbourhood, Crassus may leave the property undeveloped, at least for a while. That’s so he can raise the rents on the tenement next door, and keep them up. He bought that property at the same time, off a panic-stricken fool who gave it up for a song.’
‘You mean the building that barely escaped the flames? That one there, where people keep streaming out the door, assisted by those large men who look like brawlers from a street gang?’
‘Those are employees of Marcus Crassus, evicting tenants unwilling or unable to pay the new rents.’
We watched together as a thin old man in a tattered tunic stepped cautiously out of the building next door with a large sack balanced on his back. One of the evictors intentionally stuck out his foot and tripped the man, causing the sack to slip from his shoulders and break open when it hit the street. A woman came running from an already loaded wagon, screaming at the enforcers while she helped the old man to his feet. The innocent guard turned red-faced and looked away in chagrin, but the culprit only began to laugh, so raucously that heads all around us turned to watch, including that of Crassus.
My new acquaintance seized the occasion of being in the great man’s line of sight. ‘It’s nothing to bother you, Marcus Crassus,’ he shouted, ‘just an unruly ex-tenant blowing farts at one of your servants!’ He let out a ratty little laugh. Crassus’s eternal smile wavered a bit, and he stared at the man briefly with a perplexed expression, as if trying to remember who he might be. Then he turned away and resumed his business. The rat-faced man turned up his long nose in smug triumph. ‘There,’ he said, ‘did you notice the way he laughed at my little joke? Marcus Crassus always laughs at my jokes.’
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