And so even though it had only been a week, the past didn’t hurt quite so much. And when it eventually did, Gracie would be right there to soothe the ache.
She loved him and he loved her and they were now focused on the future. Lost Gun’s infamous three-week-long rodeo extravaganza was in full swing. Jesse had swept the preliminaries and landed at the top of the leader board. Meanwhile Gracie had been named the official photographer by the board of directors of the Lost Gun Livestock Show and Rodeo. Her pictures had been featured on the front page of the weekly newspaper just yesterday and her photography studio was booked solid for the weeks to come.
Speaking of which, she had an early shoot tomorrow morning and the last thing she needed was to be traipsing around in the middle of the night.
At the same time, she would never forgive herself if something bad happened to Casey or Big Earl.
While she’d given up carrying the weight of the world, old habits were still hard to break.
Before she could pull back and tell Jesse as much, he ended the kiss, pulled his keys from the ignition and reached for the door. “Let’s get this over with so that we can get on with our own hookup.”
“Such a romantic.”
“It will be, darlin’.” He winked. “That much I can guarantee.”
She tamped down the excitement the blatant promise stirred in her and reached for the door handle. A few minutes and a full stretch of pasture later, they reached a cluster of trees. They picked their way through the thick foliage, following the small light that glowed in the distance until they reached the line of trees that gave way to yet another pasture. The light grew brighter, illuminating Casey Jessup and the shovel in her hands.
Gracie watched as the young woman shoved the sharp edge into the ground, pushed it down with her foot and scooped a mound of dirt to the side.
“That doesn’t look like a still to me,” Jesse whispered against her ear.
“Maybe she’s burying the evidence. People bury everything from money to time capsules. Why not moonshine?”
“Because the goal is to sell it, not bury it,” he pointed out under his breath. “Something else is up.”
He was right, Gracie realized as she watched Casey dig not one, but two holes. Then three. Four.
Forget burying something. The woman was looking. Desperately looking, her movements frantic, anxious, determined.
She finished another hole and let loose a loud cuss as she hit another dead end.
Still, she didn’t give up. She went for yet another spot, her expression mad. Mean.
The minute the thought struck, something niggled at Gracie’s subconscious. Her mind rifled back and she remembered the meeting with Big Earl and the Josey Wales poster on the wall. The quote echoed in her head, so familiar, as if she’d heard it somewhere before.
She had, she realized as she held Jesse’s hand and watched Casey Jessup break ground at another spot.
When things look bad and it looks like you’re not gonna make it, then you gotta get mean. I mean plumb, mad-dog mean. ’Cause if you lose your head and you give up then you neither live nor win.
It was the quote engraved on Silas Chisholm’s headstone. It had been his favorite saying or so Jesse had told her when they’d visited his grave just a few short days ago.
He’d been a die-hard Josey Wales fan, just like Big Earl.
“They knew each other,” she murmured, the words louder than she intended.
Casey’s head snapped up and she turned. Her gaze locked with Gracie’s and a dozen emotions rolled across her face. Surprise. Aggravation. Relief.
“He knew Silas, didn’t he?” The words were out before Gracie could stop them.
Casey didn’t look as if she meant to answer.
No, she looked ready to come at them, shovel swinging. But the anger quickly subsided as her gaze shifted to Jesse and something close to defeat filled her expression. She shook her head. “He didn’t just know him. They were friends. Partners.” She slung the shovel down and stuck a hand on her hip. “You said we couldn’t cook anymore and we need that money.” Her gaze met Gracie’s. “I can’t take care of Big Earl like I need to. He’s got heart problems and he needs that money.”
“What money?” Gracie asked, but she already knew.
And so did Jesse. “It wasn’t lost in the fire,” Jesse murmured after a long, drawn-out moment. “It’s here.”
Casey nodded. “Silas gave it to Great-granddaddy and he buried it out here for safekeeping.”
“That’s great.” Gracie’s heart pumped with the realization of what such a discovery meant. Recovering the money would put an end to the treasure hunting and the speculation. The money would mean real closure.
For the town, and for Jesse.
“Actually, it’s not so great.” Casey blew out a deep, exasperated breath and stared around her at the multitude of holes. “Great-granddaddy’s memory isn’t what it used to be. He buried the money out here, but the thing is, he can’t remember exactly where.” She glanced behind her at the endless expanse of land that seemed to stretch endlessly. “We’ve got fifty acres and the only thing he can remember for sure is that he buried it in some tall grass.”
Gracie stared around, at the endless stretch of tall grass and trees and enough possibilities to keep Casey Jessup digging night after night for the rest of eternity.
“It could be anywhere,” Jesse’s deep voice echoed in the dark night, confirming what Gracie was already thinking.
That there would be no quick fix. No digging it up and giving it back, and laying the past to rest for Jesse and his brothers.
Not just yet, that is.
* * * * *
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ELISA HENDERSON HAD imagined worst-case-scenario headlines even before her plane took off.
Dating Coach Misplaces Client.
Client Goes AWOL from Dating Boot Camp in Caribbean.
God, this was not comforting. She needed to get up. She needed to move. Most of all, she needed to find out whether Celine Carr had made the flight. But she couldn’t do that until the Fasten Seat Belt sign blinked off.
She’d gotten Celine’s text just as Elisa had arrived at the gate. Thru security. Gotta pee. Board without me. She’d taken her seat in coach—alone, since Celine had claimed the last available in first class. Elisa tried to catch a glimpse of Celine, but the aisles were filled with other passengers. By the time Elisa had realized they were about to take off, she
still didn’t know if Celine was on the plane, and the flight attendants wouldn’t let Elisa up. She’d tried to call and text Celine a million times, until a redheaded flight attendant pleaded with Elisa to put the cell phone away before she got them both in trouble.
Now all she could do was cross her fingers and try not to fidget.
Think positive. She’s on the plane. She’s raring to go.
This is the weekend you teach her that she calls the shots. That she controls her dating destiny.
This is the weekend you make hiring a dating coach the new black.
She took a few deep breaths and focused on positive visualization, which always helped her beat stress: Celine, sitting in first class, smiling and signing autographs, ready to make the best promo video ever. Celine, strolling the white-sand beach at the edge of the aquamarine Caribbean, hair blowing in the breeze, beside a handsome, attentive man. Celine, confident and competent, beaming her appreciation as she said to Elisa, Thank you. You helped me see that I didn’t have to keep making the same dating mistakes. The right man was out there. Imaginary Celine tossed her hair, gave her guy a sidelong glance and linked her fingers through his. Thank you for this wonderful man.
Elisa loved the thrill of the match, the click of satisfaction she felt when she fit two people together like puzzle pieces. Plus, she loved running boot camps, intensive one-on-one weekends where she observed her clients in real-world dating situations and taught them new strategies. These weekends were a great chance to get to know a client well, learn her quirks and boost her self-esteem. And who could argue with a weekend in the Caribbean? Elisa was lucky that her sister’s friend knew Celine’s publicist, Haven, and had been willing to put them in touch. And maybe a little bit lucky, too, that Celine was already undergoing a major image revamp as Haven tried to halt her slide toward celebrity train wreck. It hadn’t been too hard to convince Haven that a high-profile boot camp could turn Celine into a dating role model instead of someone whose antics reporters mocked. And if Elisa could make that happen for a rising star like Celine Carr, she’d have the added bonus of building her business’s brand in a big way.
On the other hand, if Celine had missed the flight, Elisa would step off this plane into a barrage of firing flashbulbs and mocking voices calling out, “Where is she?”
Rendezvous Dating? Isn’t that the business run by Elisa Henderson? The one who lost Celine Carr on the way to St. Barts?
She knocked her head against the back of the seat and closed her eyes.
The seat belt chime sounded. She unbuckled herself and hurried down the aisle.
“Whoa,” said a deep voice, very close. She drew up abruptly to avoid a collision, and, for a moment, her mind was overwhelmed by a confusion of hands steadying her, a broad chest blocking her view and the smell of soap.
Then the voice said, “Lise?”
No. No. It wasn’t possible. She knew that voice. Way too well. That voice represented a years-old friendship and B-grade movies and Chinese takeout and Scrabble games and that bar they’d gone to so often, the Aquarium...
The eerie light of that bar, a blue-tinged drunken haze, the stumbling walk home, her couch, his fingers in her hair, the taste of a mouth she’d longed for so badly she hadn’t admitted it to herself, his tongue stroking hers, waking up every nerve ending in her entire body...
What the hell was Brett Jordan doing on her flight to the Caribbean?
She lifted her gaze and, unwillingly, took him in.
Dark hair, just long enough to be tousled. Harder-edged and squarer-jawed than he’d been at twenty-five. But cute, too—a vague upturn at the end of his nose, a slight cleft in his chin and the suggestion of dimples. He was the very definition of masculinity—and he wasn’t much farther from her face than he’d been that night when he’d finally, finally lowered his lips to hers.
Two years hadn’t quenched one ounce of the thirst. She could feel it, a sharp want that lit up all the tender parts of her mouth. She could feel it in her teeth, too. She’d nipped his lower lip that night, and he’d made a sound that didn’t have a name.
She wanted to close her eyes and shut him out—and she wanted him to pick up where he’d left off.
Oh, of all the cosmic slaps across the face. No. Please no. Not him. Not now.
“Hi, Brett.” Her voice sounded tight and unfriendly, even to her. Damn it. She’d been shooting for nonchalant, but she’d never been able to keep any part of herself in line when it came to him.
“This is wild!” he said. “What are the chances?”
Way too high, apparently.
“Well, you know,” she said, with a shrug. There. That’ll show him. He was the one who’d put the brakes on before anyone lost their pants, then messed around with her sister less than two weeks later. She’d never wanted to see him again, especially not on an airplane with no escape route and passengers peering up at them curiously. All this while the fate of her universe hung in the balance.
His grin was casual and disturbingly cute. “Are you going to St. Maarten? Or St. Barts?”
“St. Barts.” She stepped to the side, nearly elbowing a seated passenger in the head. That was his cue to step to the other side, and they’d continue on their separate ways. He’d be grateful. No muss, no fuss, just the way he liked it.
But he didn’t move from the middle of the aisle. His shoulders filled the gap between the seats so there was nothing for her to look at but the broad expanse of his chest. “Me, too. Catch me up, hot stuff. What’s going on with you?”
He was talking to her as if it had been a few weeks since they’d seen one another, not two years. They hadn’t just waved goodbye at their last visit and promised to get together soon. Their friendship had actually ended. It was as if he’d never kissed her, as if he’d never gone out with her sister. God, it galled her that he could pretend nothing had happened.
No, what really galled her was that, for him, nothing had happened. She’d been nothing more to him than a best buddy and an error in judgment.
The passengers around them had gone from curious to irritated, shifting in their seats and occasionally glaring.
“Another time, maybe.” Like never? “I have to go talk to my client.” And once again she feinted to the side, a more aggressive lunge. He’d have to get out of her way.
Instead, he stopped her with a hard hand on her arm. “You can’t slip away that easy. What if you go into hiding for another two years? Are you still in New York? I am.”
The presence of more than eight million people in the city of New York, where they’d both moved after college, made avoiding just one person easy. But hop a flight to a Caribbean island and blammo! There he was. Now that they’d run into each other once, she bet the island of Manhattan wouldn’t be big enough to contain the two of them in isolation. She’d run into him in the grocery store every week now. That was how these things worked.
She was close, too close to him. She could smell him, old familiar scents that brought back half-forgotten longings. How could eau de Pert Plus shampoo and Old Spice cologne have such a profound effect on anyone? And that hand on her arm was like iron, a display of male strength on a scale she hadn’t experienced in way too long. He was near enough that she could feel his heat, and longing slipped through her defenses and washed over her in a rush of sensation. She only prayed he couldn’t see it on her face.
This was an act, she reminded herself—those pale green eyes so
intent on her, the inviting grin, the banter—it was just habit, the way he was with women.
“There are no guarantees in life,” she said. Miraculously her words came out cool and light.
He grinned at her. “See, I always liked that stuff you used to say. ‘He who laughs last, thinks slowest.’ And ‘Where there’s a will, I want to be in it.’”
He’d had that one crooked tooth on the bottom straightened since she’d seen him last. She missed the quirk of it. No, she didn’t. She didn’t miss a thing about him or their friendship.
The plane lurched slightly, and she grabbed on to a headrest. She was rewarded with raised eyebrows and a glare from the seat’s occupant.
She tried to broadcast an apology, but the aggrieved passenger just turned away.
“We should get out of the aisle,” she said. “I have to get to first class.”
“You said your client’s up there. What kind of client? Are you still working for that matchmaking company?”
“I have my own business now. I’m a dating coach. This is a one-on-one weekend dating boot camp. I watch her in action, give advice and basically play wingman—wingwoman—to her.”
“So you’re still doing it, huh? Making a career out of teaching women not to date me.”
That ego! Unreal. Sure she’d harassed him about his wham-bam-thank-you-ma’am version of romance, threatening to tell the women of Carville College, and later the island of Manhattan, that Brett Jordan was not in their best interest. But that didn’t mean he’d influenced her job choices
“I’m making a career out of teaching women not to date jerks,” she corrected.
“Did you just call me a jerk?” He grinned.
Despite herself, she had to hide a smile. “You hear what you need to hear.”
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