“Hey, you ok? Why are you just standing there? Are you not going to sit down?” Rose nodded as she sat across from me. She was acting strange and I didn’t know why. “Are you ok?” I asked again as she hadn’t said anything.
“Yeah, sorry. Hectic morning. You feeling ok?” She asked as I took a pill with some water.
“Yeah, I feel loads better, this is the last of my anti-biotics. I had to take the whole course.”
“I’m glad you’re feeling better. Oh, here comes Matt and Jacob.” Rose waved her hand and the guys came and joined us. Jacob gave Rose a kiss and Matt sat down next to me.
“Hey, you feeling ok?” He asked.
“Yeah, much better. How are you?” I hadn’t really spoken to Matt since the night of Rose and Jacob’s house warming party and that was a week ago.
“Yeah, I’m good. So, I was just wondering, do you know when you are going to decide?”
“Decide?” I asked, confused.
“Me or him.” He nodded his head in front of us and I saw Joseph heading our way. We’d only spent one night apart but it felt like ages since I had seen him. When he approached us I stood up, I hesitated as I hadn’t heard from him and he had been quiet for the last couple of days. He pulled me towards him and kissed me, hungrily. I reached up to wrap my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss.
“Ahem.” I heard and broke the kiss. We looked towards the table. “Yeah, thanks, we’re trying to eat.” Jacob laughed. Rose hit him on the arm and told him to be quiet.
“I missed you last night.” He whispered.
“Sorry, I don’t have a key to your place so I went home.”
“Shit, sorry.” I shook my head as if to say ‘don’t worry about it’. “Want to go out tonight?”
“I’d rather stay in.” I had missed being with him, I missed our intimacy and I wanted to re-connect.
“I’ll be going out then.” Matt growled and he stormed away.
“Meet me here after college?” He pointed to the bench. I nodded and he gave me another kiss before disappearing. I sat back down once he had gone and felt the smile on my face.
“You look happier.” Rose stated the obvious. I nodded and carried on eating.
***
I had met Joseph where he told me to and he drove us home. “What do you wanna do tonight?” He asked, looking at me quickly before concentrating back on the road.
“I have an idea on what I want to do.” I smiled at him.
“Oh yeah, and what might that be?” He smirked.
“You’ll soon see.” I did a mental check. Legs shaved – check. Nice underwear – check. I was good to go ahead with my plan of seduction.
We walked into the flat and I pulled Joseph straight towards his bedroom. He chuckled behind me. “Impatient, sweetness?” I smiled at him over my shoulder. Once we entered his room, I pushed him to the bed and stood in between his legs. I ran my hands through his hair and pulled on it slightly. “You playing rough?” He asked, eyebrow arched.
I shook my head and I lowered my mouth until it was lightly touching his. “I missed you.” He knew what I meant and he pulled me down to straddle his legs. We increased the kiss, not coming up for air until it was an issue. His hands ran all over my body leaving a hot trail behind, he made me wet and I was panting with need. I ran my hands underneath his t-shirt and pulled it over his head. I kissed and licked my way down his chest as I settled on the floor between his legs. I quickly released his belt and gently pulled the zip on his jeans down, knowing that sometimes he didn’t wear underwear and I didn’t want to catch his manhood with me being rough. He wasn’t wearing boxers and as I pushed his jeans over his hips, his cock sprung free. I ran my tongue from the base to the tip in one stroke and I heard a soft growl rumble from his chest. I took him fully in my mouth bobbing my head up and down and circling my tongue around the head.
“Fuucckk.” He groaned. “Feels so good.” I loved when he told me how it felt, it spurred me on to go faster. Nibbling occasionally, too. When I felt him grab my hair and pull my head up I knew he was close and didn’t want to come in my mouth. “You are amazing, but now it’s my turn.” He helped me off the floor and he kicked his legs out of his jeans and removed his trainers and socks. He pulled me close to him and I had to grab his hips so I didn’t fall over. He slammed his mouth onto mine and I moaned into his mouth. While kissing me, he flipped open the button on my jeans and ran his hand over my pussy. I shuddered as it felt so good. He pulled away so he could pull my t-shirt off over my head and quickly flipped the clasp of my bra. He dropped to his knees and pulled my jeans down my legs. I toed my trainers off and he pulled my jeans and socks off. He sat on the floor and leant his back against the bed.
“Come nice and close and lift your leg and place it over my shoulder.” I walked as close as I could to him, his face in line with my pulsing pussy.
“I’ll fall.”
“Place your foot on the bed.” I did as he said and I was open to him. He smirked and ran his tongue over my folds. I whimpered and hoped to God that I wouldn’t lose my balance. He probed his tongue at my entrance and nibbled on my clit, I could feel the familiar build and soon I was calling out his name, it felt like it had been ages. My legs wobbled from the force of my climax and before I knew what was happening I was being lifted and placed on the bed. He pulled me to the edge as he knelt on the floor. He pushed my legs apart so I was spread open for him and then he was thrusting inside me, my legs over his shoulders. I hadn’t had sex like this before and it felt amazing. He felt deep and I knew I wasn’t going to last long.
“Babe, I’m going to… Oh, Joseph!” I cried out. He held my legs and pumped faster, finding his own release. As I felt him coming inside me, I called out again, another orgasm hitting me. I didn’t expect that one. Wait, I could feel him coming in me? He pulled out and I heard him swear. I sat up and kissed him.
“Don’t worry, babe, I’m on the pill.” He looked relieved that I wasn’t mad. I wasn’t, I loved him and was glad we didn’t have a barrier between us. He pulled me off the bed and onto his lap on the floor.
“I’m sorry, I just got caught up in the moment.” I laid my head against his sweaty chest and he ran his fingers through my hair. It was relaxing.
“It was one hell of a moment.” I giggled. “Let’s get cleaned up and have a movie night.”
“Sounds good, but let’s shower later. I love it when you smell of me.” I nodded and climbed out of his lap to re-dress. “Here, wear these.” He handed me one of his t-shirts and a pair of boxer shorts. I took them off him and slipped into them, I wanted to be comfy and Joseph liked it when I wore his clothes.
“Can we order a pizza?”
“Sure, sweetness, I’ll see if I can find a takeaway menu.” He kissed me briefly on the lips and I walked into the bathroom to try and clean myself up a little bit.
***
“Hahaha, you didn’t do that to him?” I giggled.
“I did, I was always the meaner one out of the two of us.” He laughed, whilst stroking my leg that was laying in his lap. We had put a movie on an hour ago but we hadn’t really seen any of it.
“Did you always play tricks on him?” I mumbled as I bit into another slice of pizza.
“Yeah, most of the time. Sometimes we joined forces and played tricks on our friends too. Dad always used to say…” He had been laughing and as soon as he mentioned his Dad, he stopped talking.
“What did he used to say?” I wanted to know, but I didn’t want to push the subject with him either. We were having a good night and I didn’t want that to be ruined.
“He used to say how much like him I was… I don’t want to be like him, Bonnie.” He looked hurt, I crawled into his lap and placed my hands on either side of his face.
“You are your own person…”
“Pfftt, I have a twin brother. An identical twin brother.” He interrupted me.
“Yeah and you are so different. You won’t end up like your Dad, YOU are be
tter than him.”
“You didn’t know him, hell, I hardly knew him.”
“But I know you. You are kind, considerate, you love your brother and Rose. Yeah, you’re a bit of a man whore, but you hadn’t met the girl to tame your wild ways.” I giggled.
“Oh and are you that girl?”
“I think I’m doing a good job.”
“There is something down here that definitely needs taming.” He winked as he pointed to his growing cock.
“I can sort that out for you, handsome.” I stood up and slipped out of the boxers I was wearing. I climbed back onto Joseph, straddling his hips. I grabbed the sides of his boxers and pulled them down past his hard on. He helped me out by lifting his hips and his glorious cock was standing to attention, glistening at the tip. I raised myself up and slowly sunk down until I was full with him.
“Mmmm.” He groaned. I weaved my fingers into his hair at the back of his head and pulled back so I could kiss him. He placed his hands on my bum and began moving me up and down. I was dripping wet and we moved together easily, the sounds of our bodies slapping together turned me on even more. I could feel the familiar build up starting but I didn’t want it to end yet. I slowed down and pulled my t-shirt off. Joseph smirked at me as he ran his palms over my erect nipples, they were aching to be touched as he teased me. I arched my back and pulled his head towards my breasts, as he nibbled and sucked on them, I rocked my hips back and forth, grinding my clit on his pubic bone.
“Ah, that feels good.” He mumbled as he continued sending pleasure throughout my body.
“I’m gonna come.” I panted.
“Yes, come for me.” I rocked harder and my body pulsed, a hot sensation over taking me and I could feel myself gripping his large cock. He moaned and I felt him swell and his release pumped into my body. I slumped my body against his, my face buried into the crook of his neck as he stroked my back up and down. “You ok?”
“Hmm mmm. That was… Intense.”
“It was amazing, the things you do to me sweetness… You better climb off and get dressed in case anyone comes in.” He tapped my bum and my head shot up. Shit, I didn’t think about anyone walking in. I quickly climbed off of him and threw my clothes back on. Just as we were decent Matt came walking in. He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw us sitting on the sofa, my legs over Joseph’s lap.
“Oh, I forgot you were gonna be here.” He mumbled.
“Hey, come and join us. We were watching a movie. I’ll make popcorn.”
“No, I don’t think so.” He went to walk away when I stood up.
“Why?”
“I don’t want to see this.” His hand gestured at me and Joseph together.
“Come on, we’re friends. Right?” I asked as he was backing away, not saying anything. “Seriously Matt, what are you going to do if I choose him?” I asked pointing at Joseph, who hadn’t moved or said a word.
“So, you’ve made your decision.”
“No, I meant what if I choose him. Are you not going to be around us?”
“Fine.” He huffed and sat in the chair, not looking happy.
“Come on, man, let’s watch ‘Fight Club’.” Joseph said as he stood and grabbed the DVD. I walked into the kitchen and came back in with beers for the guys and wine for myself.
Joseph and I settled back onto the sofa and Matt relaxed a bit more when his favourite film started playing. Joseph grabbed my legs to put back in his lap and I hesitated as I didn’t want to upset Matt. I looked at him and he was engrossed in the film. I pulled the blanket off the back of the sofa and wrapped myself up in it.
“You cold?” Joseph asked.
“No, it’s nice to be snuggled up with a blanket.” I shrugged my shoulders. He smiled and I knew he didn’t understand why girls liked to have a blanket on them if they weren’t cold.
I was nice and comfy and having Joseph’s hand on me soon sent me drifting off to sleep.
Chapter 23
Bonnie
Ping.
Hey do you wanna grab a coffee? R x
Sorry, I can’t. I’m on the way to meet the guys x
Oooo, decision time? X
Yep. (biting nails) x
You gonna tell me who you picked? X
I think I owe it to them to tell them first. Will call you later. Love you x x
Love you too x x
I really did want to tell Rose who I had decided I wanted to be with, but I honestly thought I owed it to the guys first. I was feeling nervous, I didn’t want to hurt either of them and I was feeling anxious as to me it was a big decision to be with someone completely and put all my trust in that one person, especially after what I went through with Damien.
I took a deep breath, knocked on the door and walked inside.
“Hello?” I called out.
“In here.” Matt called back from the kitchen. I walked that way and I saw Joseph and Matt casually sitting at the kitchen table laughing about something.
“What’s going on here?”
“We were talking about this new guy at the club, he needs some major training if he’s serious about fighting.” Matt laughed.
“What you doing here?” Joseph asked.
“I wanted to talk to you both.” They both looked up at me. “I’ve made my decision.”
“Who did you choose?” Matt asked, eagerly.
“Before I tell you, I just want you both to know that you both mean the world to me. I don’t want to lose either of you, but what we were doing wasn’t healthy. I want to be with one man, I want to be loved, looked after and have fun too…”
“Bonnie, you don’t have to do this. I’m making the decision easy for you, be with him. I’m out.” Joseph announced as he walked past me. I stormed after him and noticed that Matt was hot on my heels. I grabbed Joseph’s arm and swung him around to face me.
“You don’t get to make that decision for me.” I snapped.
“Well, it’s either him or no-one as I’m not doing this with you.” He yanked his arm away and began walking towards the front door.
“Yes, you’re all mine.” Matt called out happily, picking me up and spinning me around in a circle. I pushed at his chest until he released me. I stepped away, my focus on Joseph.
“So, what was this last week then? You were using me to get what you wanted, fun and fucking?” I screamed. I saw him flinch slightly. “You showed me a different side to you Joseph, I know how you felt. You can’t just walk away.”
“I’m not good enough for you. Matt is a better person.” He sounded deflated, he assumed I was going to pick Matt and not him.
“Not good enough for me? Who was the one who looked after me when I got sick? Took me to see my favourite band? You don’t get to decide who is good enough for me. This is my decision.” I fumed.
“That’s not who I am…”
“Who are you then?” I cut him off. “You said you wanted me, to be a couple…”
“I slept with someone else Bonnie.” He cut me off. I felt my stomach drop and I held back a sob.
“When?” I asked, quietly.
“Thursday night, while you were at your study group.”
“What? Why?” I was confused, he said he was out with the guys. Did he hook up with someone while he was out?
“I told you, I’m just like him.” He was talking about his Dad again. “I will hurt you, I will walk away. I’m selfish.”
“How could you? After everything I told you. I told you EVERYTHING!” I cried and balled up my fists, hitting him repeatedly on the chest. He stood there and took it until Matt pulled me off him.
“I’m sorry.” I stood there and watched the man I love walk out of my life. Matt pulled me towards him and I cried into his chest for several minutes.
“I gotta go.” I pulled away from Matt and walked out of the door. Once I was sat in my car I broke down again. I told him all about my past, maybe I scared him off.
Ping. I scrambled through my bag for my phone in the hopes th
at it was Joseph texting to say he was sorry and that he didn’t mean it.
How did it go? Should I be calling you sister-in-law soon? x
I couldn’t answer her, what was is supposed to say; ‘I wanted to spend the rest of my life with Joseph, who slept with someone else and walked away from me’. No, I couldn’t speak to anyone else for the time being. I made my way home, I would camp out in my room for a few days until I could get my head around how I was feeling.
Joseph
I need a fight man
That was the message I sent to Ethan, I had a lot of rage inside of my body and needed to get it all out. I had done the one thing that I didn’t want to do; I hurt her.
I’ll set it up. 15 mins
I’ll be there
I was the first one at the gym apart from Ethan, I was warming my body up using the gym equipment, I had to settle down my rage else I was going to kill whoever was going against me in the ring.
“Hey, Cammi is here, willing and ready.” Ethan said as he bought the blonde up to me.
“No thanks. I’ll break her in half with how I’m feeling.” I carried on punching the bag in front of me.
“I like it hard and rough, I can take whatever you give me.” She purred, running her hand down my back.
“I said NO!” I shouted and glared at her and she took a step away from me, looking frightened. “Who am I fighting?”
“Dominic.”
“What the fuck, man? He’s one of the hardcore men. Well out of my league.”
“He was all I could get at the last minute. It’s gonna bring in some major cash.”
“Fine. Just don’t let him kill me.” I stopped working on the bag, I needed all the strength in my body to go up against that guy. I kept my body warm by bouncing on my feet and throwing punches into the air.
“You know I would never let it get that far.” I nodded and looked around when I saw a large group of men enter the warehouse.
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