Kate looked up and smiled as Emily slid onto a chair at the table. “My, you got down here quick this morning,” she said, setting the plate of toast in front of her daughter. “Did you have a good sleep, Em?”
Emily nodded. She could hardly wait to finish eating and head outdoors. Then she decided perhaps it would be best to act casual. She knew if she seemed overanxious to leave the house her mother would become suspicious and it would take too long to explain everything. Besides, her mother wouldn’t believe her story anyway.
“You certainly needed a good rest. These past couple of weeks have been tough for you, haven’t they?”
A pang of sadness clutched at Emily’s middle. Shifting the crumbs around on her plate with her fingers, she thought again of her grandmother’s funeral the day before. Suddenly the toast seemed dry, and Emily found it hard to swallow.
“Your dad said to say good-bye. You were still sleeping when he left at six,” Kate said, pouring Emily a glass of milk.
Emily washed the lumps of toast down, and nodded in response.
“This morning we have to run into Glenavon and get some boxes. We have to start packing away your grandmother’s things,” her mother said. “Gerald Ferguson should be here soon to pick us up.”
“Aw, Mom. Do we have to do it today?” Emily couldn’t believe what she was hearing. It would take ages before she could look for Emma. And wasn’t her mother rushing things a little? “Couldn’t we leave it for a few days? It doesn’t seem right somehow going through all of Grandma’s things so soon.”
“The sooner the better, Em. I just want to get it over with.” Kate wiped smudges off the door of the fridge. “Besides, we have to get back to the city. You have school next week and I have an advertising business to run, remember? And we’ll both have a lot of catching up to do.”
Emily tried another tactic. “Mom, could I stay here while you go into town?”
“Certainly not, Emily. It’ll go quicker if you help.” Kate picked up Emily’s plate and glass and rinsed them under the tap. “Your father will be back this weekend to take us home, so we need to get as much done as we can.” She began loading the dishwasher. “Your aunt Liz can only help for a couple of days. She’ll be back this afternoon. The time will pass fast enough until the auction this summer.”
“Auction?” Emily looked in surprise at her mother.
Kate straightened up and turned to Emily. “Yes, of course, we have to have an auction. We can’t just leave everything here when we sell the place.”
“What do you mean? Aren’t you keeping the farm?”
“Certainly not. Who would run it?” her mother asked in surprise. “Your uncle Andrew is too old. And his sons all have farms of their own – too far away from here to make it worth their while.”
Emily was stunned. She had never dreamed the farm would be sold. She knew, of course, that her parents and most of her aunts and uncles were either retired or had jobs in various cities, but how could they give up the farm where they’d grown up?
“What about Uncle Ian?” Emily blurted out with sudden inspiration. He was semi-retired, but not too old to farm.
Kate snorted. “Don’t be ridiculous, Em. He’s never been interested in farming in his life.”
“Couldn’t we just keep renting the land to Mr. Ferguson and visit here once in awhile?”
“No, Emily,” her mother said in exasperation. “The decision has already been made.”
“Why can’t we keep the farm?” Emily whined, hating herself for doing so, but unable to stop. She knew how much it irritated her mother.
“We’re selling the farm. End of discussion.” Kate polished the table with vigour.
Emily stood stiffly across the room, noting that her mother wouldn’t even look at her. She felt hot tears forming and quickly grabbed a tea towel off the hook by the stove to wipe her eyes. They just couldn’t sell the farm! She loved it here.
Her mother’s voice broke through her misery. “Let’s get a move on. Gerald will be here any moment.”
Just then she heard the crunch of gravel and the squeal of brakes as a vehicle slowed for the turn into their farmyard. Emily ran to wash her face, struggling to compose herself.
Plans for finding Emma had been pushed from Emily’s mind completely during the last agonizing minutes of the conversation with her mother, but they returned in full force as she slammed the door after getting into Gerald Ferguson’s truck. Emily stared across the pasture. She was still determined to get to the rock sometime today. If Emma was there, well and good. If not, she had plenty to think about at her favourite spot.
•••
In fact, it was late afternoon before Emily managed to escape the clutches of her mother and Aunt Liz. They were forever finding something for her to do. They’d decided to start by sorting through things in the end bedroom on the second floor. Their plan was to work their way back towards the stairwell and then do the attic.
Mechanically, Emily followed their instructions, her mind elsewhere. She was trying to come to terms with everything that had been going on in her life lately. Never seeing Grandmother Renfrew again was devastating enough. Now the added blow of being unable to come to the farm once it was sold was awful. When she added the strange events of the day before to her already spinning thoughts, she felt totally overwhelmed. Somehow she managed to carry out her mother and aunt’s directions.
“Put these into the hallway please, Emily.” Her mother pointed to two huge garbage bags piled in one corner of the room.
Her mind still in a fog, Emily crossed the room. She groaned as she lifted the bags. “These are heavy. What’s in them anyway?”
“Material scraps – for quilting.”
“Quilting? All this?”
“Yes. Your grandmother never threw anything away,” said Aunt Liz, with a wry smile. “She was one of the best quilters around this area too.”
Emily knew this was true. Grandmother Renfrew had repeatedly won first prizes for her quilting at the country fairs in the district. Her garden produce and wild berry preserves often brought home ribbons, too.
Emily half dragged, half carried the bags through the doorway. When she returned, her mother had opened the closet door and was handing down quilts and blankets from the top shelf.
“Oh, look, Em,” said her mother, unwrapping a quilt from its clear plastic bag. “Here’s what’s left of your grandmother’s first patchwork quilt. She made it when she was ten years old.”
Emily looked at it in amazement. She felt her throat tighten as she gently fingered the worn fabric. “Look at the tiny stitches – and all the different materials she used.”
“These are all swatches from her family’s clothing. She called it her ‘crazy family quilt,’” said Aunt Liz from the other side of the room. “Considering all the relatives, I’d say that was an apt name.”
Kate chuckled in agreement, refolding the coverlet gently and returning it to the bag. Emily headed towards the doorway, planning to get away.
“My goodness, I don’t think Mom has had these rooms housecleaned for years,” said Aunt Liz, patting her permed grey-blonde hair while surveying the mess scattered around the room.
“There’s more to do than I figured,” Emily’s mother agreed, eyeing the stack of cartons crammed inside the closet. “I think it’ll take longer than we expected to get ready for the auction.”
Emily stopped short. “You’re not going to get rid of all of Grandma’s stuff are you?”
Her mother and Aunt Liz exchanged glances. “Well, not everything,” Kate said. “We’ll give some to the family. But once the farm’s sold there won’t be anywhere to keep most of it.”
“You can’t – you just can’t sell Grandma’s farm.” Her protest came out a little louder than she expected.
“We’ve already been over this, Emily,” Kate said quietly.
“I’m afraid we have to, sweetie,” said Aunt Liz in her soft
, sure voice.
Emily stood in the doorway, fighting back tears. How would she stand not being able to come and visit the farm? All the memories of her grandmother were here. As far back as she could remember, Emily had gone wandering over the land with her. She sagged against the door frame.
Through a film of tears Emily watched her mother and Aunt Liz drag a bulky box into the centre of the room. They sneezed as they wiped a layer of dust off the top.
“Be a dear, and run downstairs and bring up the dusting rag, please, Emily,” her mother requested, without turning around. They opened the box and started laying old purses and scarves out on the bed. “Oh, and bring the broom and dustpan too.”
Emily turned and plodded robot-fashion the length of the hallway, using her sleeves to wipe her eyes. There had to be a way to keep the farm. Clumping down the stairs, Emily could hear the two women chattering to one another. She stopped on the landing and looked out the narrow window. Brilliant sunlight flooded the meadow.
All Emily could think about was being able to spend as much time as possible out there. Somehow she had to convince her mother not to sell. She needed time to think everything through. Maybe if she hurried, they’d let her go. And maybe Emma would even be there. Although by now, Emily was having serious doubts about what she remembered of yesterday.
She ran downstairs, grabbed the cleaning tools, and scurried back up again, hoping to be excused. But her mother had other plans. Emily continued to trot up and down the stairs most of the afternoon, feeling more and more miserable.
When at last they released her, Emily’s head ached and she was exhausted, but as she hurried across the greening pasture she felt a spurt of energy push her forward. The sun slanted low in the pallid sky, illuminating tiny flowers brightening among the tufts of grass. An occasional bird flitted overhead, but Emily hardly took note. She felt numb from the emotions of the day, and weary from her mother and aunt’s constant commands. Regardless, she was still determined to see if she could find Emma. She scanned the rocks ahead. No sign of her, but then Emily didn’t really expect to see Emma yet. Maybe she wouldn’t be there. Or maybe she’d never existed.
Emily was almost out of breath by the time she scrambled up the last few feet of the incline to the huge rock. Circling around the back, she again found the familiar toeholds and ledges. She could feel the soreness in her leg muscles as she climbed. Cautiously she ascended and swung herself over the top ledge. But Emma wasn’t there. And the landscape hadn’t changed. She was still in the present.
She grimaced. How foolish could she be? Did she really think she’d made friends with a pioneer girl yesterday? It must have been some trick of her overtired mind. She chuckled softly to herself, but the humour of her situation quickly faded, turning to helplessness and then despair. Emily began to weep. She felt shattered, like a fragile crystal that had crashed to the floor. Everything she loved and cared for was being stripped away.
Spent at last, her body limp, Emily settled herself on her stomach overlooking the edge of the rock and scanned the coulee. She perched her chin in her hands with her elbows propped on the rock. Through puffy eyes she could see a green mist of buds veiling the branches of the willow bluff to her right. And she was sure there were more crocuses blooming than the day before. A couple of gophers ran in and out of their holes, and she thought she detected the scent of early mint in the air. She breathed deeply, and the fresh air, like a healing balm, calmed her.
As the afternoon sun warmed her back, Emily rested her head on her folded arms. In the distance she watched cotton-ball tufts of clouds floating in the pale spring-blue sky. The images shifted ever so slightly; a sleeping cat dissolved into a sailboat drifting, drifting, drifting…. Emily’s eyelids felt so heavy. Perhaps she’d close them for a while. She found herself drifting too with the soft come here and stay-a-little-while song of the meadowlark somewhere close by.
•••
She stirred and struggled to a sitting position, squinting at the bright sunlight overhead. The sun seemed to be higher than when she’d first arrived. Through bleary eyes Emily could see Emma standing across from her on the rock. She was wearing the same long dress and white pinafore from yesterday. Emily smiled and caught her breath. “You did come! I wasn’t sure if you were real yesterday.”
“I couldn’t get away until now,” said Emma, “but I thought you might be here. And yes, I’m real.” Emma looked Emily up and down, and then started giggling. “You look really funny wearing pants.”
Emily grinned back at Emma. “I bet you’d probably find them more comfortable for working in. You should try them sometime.” Then as Emily stretched her arms and yawned, she glanced across the valley. Gasping in surprise, she scrambled to her feet. She was in the past again.
“It’s beautiful isn’t it?” Emma sighed. “I love this wide open space, and the wind on my face.”
Emily agreed and peered at the raw prairie below her. Now she knew she hadn’t been dreaming yesterday, not unless she was having the same dream. And how incredible to be able to see the countryside as it once was, so lush and wild.
Emily fiddled with a strand of hair, twining it around a finger. Emma smoothed her wind-blown pinafore over her dress, and Emily followed her gaze over the expanse of prairie that stretched out and touched the late afternoon sky. The shrill cry of a hawk pierced the tranquillity in the shrubbery below.
“What do you see, Emma? Do you see what I see?”
“Why, that’s a silly question, Emily. Tell me what you’re seeing, lass. Then I’ll tell you if I can see it too.” Emma laughed and nudged Emily’s shoulder.
“All I can see is the wind blowing the grass for miles and miles. All that wildness – nothing is like it was where I come from.”
“It sounds like we are getting the same view.” Emma laughed again with a musical ring.
Emily grinned back at Emma as the girl’s words came out in her soft amiable voice.
Sitting down on the rock, Emily felt the twinges of soreness in her legs from all the lifting and running up and down the stairs she’d done earlier. She dangled her legs over the edge in relief, and Emma joined her. They sat in silence for a few moments, the breeze fluttering Emily’s loose hair. In the distance they heard sage grouse beating their wings, calling to their mates.
“Tell me about where you come from. What’s it like?” Emma asked softly.
Emily wasn’t sure where to start, but she told Emma about her grandmother, the farm, and her family. Emma listened intently as Emily explained about missing almost two weeks of school since her grandmother had become sick and died. And how it was Easter break now, but soon she’d have to go back to the city.
Amazement filled Emma’s face, as Emily told her of all the farms and houses everywhere. She asked the odd question here and there, and seemed amazed by Emily’s explanations. Emily wasn’t sure if the other girl believed her or not. Especially when Emily told Emma about her two best friends, Courtney and Samantha, and all the things they did. With a twinge of guilt Emily realized she hadn’t communicated with them much for the last three weeks, had barely thought about them at all.
What were they doing back in Regina right now? Probably hanging out at the mall or over at Sam’s
listening to music and talking about boys. Would they believe Emily if she told them about Emma? Should she even say anything when she got back home? Maybe she’d keep Emma a secret. She’d have to think about it.
Emily glanced over at her. Emma had her eyes closed and her face raised to the sky, smiling in the sunshine. It was kind of neat having a special friend like Emma that no one knew about, even if she was a little different. The loneliness Emily had felt much of the time at the farm in the last little while was gone. “I always wanted a friend my age out here in the country, but I never thought it would be someone from a long time ago.”
“You’re right, it is a little strange, but I’m glad w
e met,” replied Emma, stretching. “I’d better be getting back now. But would you like to see where I live sometime?”
“I think I would,” said Emily with some reluctance. She was curious about Emma’s life, but her first reaction was one of fear. What would she be getting herself into? And how would she get back to her own time again? She wasn’t even sure if she could return home right now. Perhaps she’d visit Emma’s family the next time they met, if there was a next time. Emily shuddered. She was more worried about seeing her own family again.
The girls climbed down the rock with Emma in the lead. As soon as she touched bottom, Emily ran to the front of the boulder. She was relieved to find that she could once again see her grandmother’s farm. When she turned back to wave to Emma, the girl had disappeared, and so had the stand of poplars.
Chapter Four
Next morning Emily slipped into her jeans and a cotton sweater, and tiptoed downstairs to the kitchen, being careful to avoid the loose floorboard by the door. She propped her note near the fruit bowl on the table. In it she’d explained to her mother that she’d gone for a walk, and would be back to help in a little while.
She grabbed an apple and eased the back door open.
Streaks of dawn brightened the sky as she wiggled under the barbed-wire fence and sprinted across the pasture towards the rocky outcrop. Dandelions were beginning to show their yellow heads, and as Emily passed the willow bluff, crows cawed their greeting to the day. She quickened her pace as she neared the rock.
Emma just had to be there! She wanted to know more about her new friend. After leaving Emma last night she’d decided it was a chance of a lifetime to see an actual pioneer family in action. And especially now that the farm might be sold, there wasn’t much likelihood of another opportunity.
Emily clambered up the steep incline, and scaled the rock. No Emma. Emily groaned. Not only was Emma not there; she was still looking at ploughed fields. How could she get through to Emma? Could she call to her somehow? Oh well, maybe Emma would soon appear. She could wait awhile; the sun wasn’t even fully up yet.
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