I walked her naked body to the bed ripping the blankets back and watched as she sank into the satin sheets. She pressed her hands against her breasts rubbing circles along her hard nipples. Her legs relaxed revealing her perfect pussy. My cock was hard the second my eyes landed there. All I wanted to do was fall to its mercy. I quickly sagged out of my clothes ready to fuck her, but first I dropped to her pussy. Spreading her legs apart further, I sank into her warmth bringing my tongue to her entrance then teasing her clit with the tip of my tongue before fucking her with my mouth. She tasted so sweet as her juices poured from her. She moaned and writhed into my mouth begging for more.
“Fuck me, I need your dick,” she begged, pulling me to her.
I was so fucking hard, and as wet as she was I slid in easily. I reached for her breasts as her legs rested against me taking the force of my thrust. She screamed as she continued to beg for me to fuck her harder and harder never getting enough. I pulled out and forced her to roll over and pulled her plump ass into the air stroking my dick as I leaned back just watching her pussy juices glisten against her folds.
I sat up on my knees gripping my cock with one hand and her ass cheek with the other. “Baby, you are so fucking amazing.”
I slipped my cock into her pussy sinking all the way in as I gripped her ass with both hands. She pressed into my slow thrust wanting more.
“I need you so badly, Jax,” she said.
I pressed my fingers into her hips and began pounding into her with force.
“Oh!” she cried.
Harder I forced myself inside of her, feeling her pussy wrap around my dick. She was tight and hot, bringing me closer to exploding inside of her. As much as I wanted to get off inside of her, I needed to give her what she needed. I pulled her up and onto my cock fucking her as she sat on top of me. I wrapped my hands around her chest feeling her breasts; needing to suck on them I spun her wet body around. Her hair covered her face hiding her eyes from me. I needed to see those eyes. I needed us to see one another to see what it was we’d felt. I wanted to watch her as I caressed her body inside of my hands. I swept the hair away pulling her mouth to mine. I violently clutched her hips, moving her back and forth across my dick barely hanging on as she came all around me, begging for it harder and harder as I pounded her body into mine with intense force. I was fucking her with more force than ever before as she continued screaming through her orgasm begging me not to stop. I knew she was gonna come again immediately as she rubbed her clit against me every time I shoved inside of her. Another orgasm came coating my dick even more causing me to explode inside of her. I pulled her close feeling her silky body against mine. I held her tight against me as I pushed into her over and over letting go of more cum than I ever had before.
She clutched me sinking her head into my neck as I finished. “Hold me. Just hold me, please.” She was crying as her body shook beneath my touch.
“Baby?”
“Don’t, just hold me, please.”
I shifted her body so that I could lay us down easily without her having to release her grip. I’d never seen her like this before. Bella didn’t cry, she didn’t beg me to hold her while she cried because she didn’t cry. To her crying showed weakness, and she was always hell bent on showing me her strength. I didn’t get to see the vulnerability that I knew was always there, and no matter how many times she’d tried to hide that side of herself I could see it behind her eyes tonight. These were all things she just didn’t do, not in front of me.
I pulled the blanket to cover our bodies knowing I needed to be taking care of business, but right now, she was the only one getting my attention.
“Sleep, baby, sleep.”
Bella
A hand swept my flesh as I woke into the darkness of my bed. My tummy fluttered knowing it was Jax that lay touching me. I smiled and sank into his hold, my back to his stomach, and his lips to my ear.
“Baby.” His breath was hot.
I smiled reaching for his hair. “It’s so nice to wake up with you next to me.” He continued sweeping his knuckles over my arm. “What time is it?”
“A little after four.”
“Can we stay like this another day?” He was silent. “Jax?”
“Bella, I can’t.”
“I know, but it was a good plan, regardless.” A tear fell from my eye. I was an emotional mess lately, and I blamed pregnancy. I wanted Jax to spend time with me. I knew he had a lot going on, what any of that was I hadn’t a clue, but with the Rebecca issue I just wanted to run away and forget about everything. I wanted him to want that, too. But he didn’t.
He took in a deep breath releasing it as his hand left my arm.
“Jax?” I quickly wiped at my cheek and turned into his chest. “Why did you come home, what’s happened?” My eyes had adjusted to the dark allowing me to easily see the outline of his strong features. His eyes turned toward me watching, waiting. I traced a heart across his smooth chest over and over, wishing he would say something— anything, but he didn’t. I eventually gave up on him speaking and deciding that I didn’t want an argument on how he couldn’t tell me anything, I chose to accept the silence and lay my head onto his beating heart. I drew in a breath releasing it into a sigh.
***
My eyes opened feeling my heart sink. “Jax?” I woke curled up with his pillow in my arms like I always had when he was missing from our bed.
I searched the brightly lit room, not seeing him I stepped from the bed and padded to the door. “Oh God!” I jumped slamming the door closed having seen a man I didn’t recognize on the other side.
I was wearing only a thin robe. I didn’t think I needed to dress just to open my own bedroom door in my own home.
I panicked not knowing why an unknown man was standing at my door and headed for the closet throwing a T-shirt and yoga pant’s on skipping the bra and panties altogether.
When I opened the door again, the man was still on the other side. He didn’t speak to me but watched… in a creepy way.
I ignored him and padded to the stairs taking them quickly. There were men everywhere. Two stood next to the front door as I took the last step down the stares. They watched me as well, but I didn’t know who they were.
My heart beat harshly against my chest not seeing anyone I recognized. “Jax?” I began to call “Jax!” Who were these men in my home?
“Mrs. Moretti?” A gruff voice came from behind me.
I quickly turned seeing Wyatt. “Where is Jax?” I panicked as I reached for and clung to his arm. Leaning in I whispered. “What’s going on?”
“Are you okay?”
I was loosing my patience. “Where is my husband, Wyatt?”
“He’s in his office.”
I released his arm and crossed the path of the living room to Jax’s office. I didn’t knock or listen; if I’d be interrupting. I just swung the door open and entered. Five men occupied the room.
Jax stood immediately “Bella.” The other men followed suit standing at the velocity. These men I recognized from the initiation dinner.
“What is going on?”
“Will you please give me a few minutes?”
The men stood and rustled out into the hall one by one. Jax reached the door locking it behind them.
“What’s going on? You can’t keep me in the dark any longer, Jax. I’ve put up with a lot; a lot of crap has gone down, and I’ve dealt with it all. I’m not a doll, Jax, you can’t—” His arms reached for me pulling me into his chest.
“It’s so much worse than I thought, baby.”
“Jax, you’re scaring me.” I clung to his shirt.
He drew in a breath as he rested his cheek on my head. “I need you to sit down,” he said pulling me to the leather chair at the desk. I sat cautiously with knots turning in my stomach. I watched as he called someone. “Get Bella a croissant and tea!” He flung the phone on the desk.
I watched as it slid stopping it with my hand before it reached the edge. “I do
n’t need tea. I need for you to talk to me, to be honest for once.”
I watched his reddened eyes as he drew in another deep breath. He stood in front of the desk freshly showered in his tailored suit. “You need to eat. You’ve barely eaten anything for a week.”
I was scared. I’d seen Jax angry. I’d seen him in the midst of wanting to rip someone’s heart from their chest, but this wasn’t that. This was fear and that— I just hadn’t seen before.
Jax stirred, and I sat cautious until someone knocked. “Boss,” I heard. He walked to the door, unlocked it, and took the tray setting it down in front of me and then walked to the door once more locking it. “Eat.”
I sighed and reached for the croissant taking a small bite. “Okay, now it’s your turn.” I demanded after swallowing.
He sat across from me fidgeting then stood and poured himself a full glass of Brandy. He shook his head and took back all the contents in the crystal glass.
I couldn’t eat another bite without wanting to vomit. “What’s happening? Is it Rebecca?” He stared giving nothing away. “Russians?” His jaw clenched. “It’s the Russians? Cause I can't imagine why there is some strange man seeing me naked and why all of these people are here.”
“Who the fuck saw you naked?” He leaned into the desk pushing it toward. “Tell me!”
I held my arms over my chest shaken by his notable rage. “Please, calm down.”
“Who. The. Fuck saw you naked, Bella?”
“Oh for fuck sake, Jax, the guard! The guy you have at my door. I opened it wearing a robe.” He stood swinging open the door and left the room.
I took a deep breath and stood ready to chase after him.
“Bella—” Sal entered the office stopping me from leaving.
“Jax is gonna kill that guy.”
“I don’t know what the boss is doing. All I do know is that he wants you to stay in here.”
“I can’t do this anymore, Sal. Ignorance is how I live my life. I know nothing.”
“You’ve got to relax, you have a baby to worry about now.”
I sighed. “Yeah.”
“Eat.” He nodded toward the plate.
I stepped closer to the desk. “Why are those guys here Sal?” I knew he wouldn’t give anything up, but I wanted to try.
“Just listen to Jax, he wants to protect you, we all do.”
“From what?” I threw my hands out in frustration.
We sat in silence for several minutes, him watching me and me watching my toes press into the side of the desk.
“Get out!” Jax flung the door open and closed it once Sal had left.
“Please don’t tell me you hurt that guy.” He paced the room breathing heavily. He was loosing his shit. “Please talk to me.”
“I’m trying, God, I’m fucking trying to.” He shook his head, took a deep breath, and reached for my cheeks.
“It’s okay. Whatever it is, we can work through it.” I pressed my palm to his cheek.
He watched me, his eyes reddened from violent anger. “Bella, I’m scared. I’m fucking terrified I can’t protect you.”
My heart sank—plummeted—to my stomach. “Jax, what’s happening?”
His breathing was harsh. “Sit.”
“You’re scaring the shit out of me, Jax,” I said sitting in the closest chair.
He sat next to me pulling the large chair close. “For the first time in my life I don’t know what to do.” He reached for my hands as his elbows pressed into his thighs.
Prickles covered my entire body. I jumped when a knock came at the door. “Boss, your parents are in the air.” Someone said through the door. His head fell with relief.
“Thank God.”
“Your brothers are here as well.”
“I’ll be out shortly.”
“Yes, sir.”
I reached for his cheek turning his attention to me once again. “Are your parents in danger?”
“Everyone is in danger, baby.”
“Spill it! NOW!”
His tongue swept his lips while his eyes wandered my face. “There is nothing in this world I love more than you. I love you, I worship you—” he swept his tongue along his lips again.
I heard the ‘but’ even if he hadn’t said it. “But?” I asked.
A nervous chuckle came from his chest as he looked between my eyes and hands. “But I’ve betrayed you.”
My heart pounded with worry. “How?” I asked through building tears I couldn’t control any longer.
“Your father, Bella. He came to me a while ago before he died. Told me some heavy shit about you.”
“My father? What did he tell you?”
He swallowed and stood releasing my hands. Another nervous chuckle left his lips. “But until today I didn’t know your father hadn’t actually had the correct information. He’d been lied to himself, at least that’s what I think,” he said shaking his head as if he was putting the pieces together one by one as he ignored me.
I stood ready to scream. “What the hell is going on?”
He shook his head, his eyes ready to burst, his pulse throbbing in the vein on the side of his head. “You were never Anthony’s daughter.”
“Jax?” I clung to the counter held in place on the wall. “I—”
He once again led me to the chair. I sat down to take down another drink of tea. “He told me that the Russian president came to him and wanted him to protect his daughter from some people. He figured you’d be safe because his wife had been Italian and you’d easily fit in to Anthony’s family.”
“That’s a fucking lie!”
He shook his head. “Baby, I wouldn’t lie to you. I’d never lie to you about something like this, ever.”
A tear fell in the silence of the room. “Go on.” I jutted my chin forward.
“Don’t get me wrong, he loved you as if you were his.” A gruff laugh came from the back of his throat. “Trust me, I know love when I see it.”
“Where is this President now?”
“He was assassinated shortly after Anthony took you. So until he died he spent his life protecting you inside of his empire.”
“I was in danger? I don’t understand.”
“No baby, you are in danger. I got a letter today through one of the guards downstairs.” He stood pulling it from his pocket. “This is the reason I’ve brought everyone in, the reason I’ve sent my parents away.” He set it into my palm after I’d open my hand flat.
I slowly unwrapped the square of paper seeing the written words but not believing them. As my eyes swept the sentences, I’d began reading it all over again, the words not making any sense to me.
“What is this? What does this mean?” I lifted my eyes from the paper.
Jax leaned forward holding his face in his hands. “I’m so sorry, baby.”
Bella
“This can’t be real—there is no way!” I stood watching the crease above his brows and the vein that throbbed on his temple. I viciously shook my head unable to believe what I’d just read. “Jax, I— I need a drink.” I ran my fingers through my tangled hair. “This is how you’ve betrayed me? By not telling me this secret?”
He pressed his mouth into his hands and nodded. “Yeah,” The word was muffled. “I knew, and I kept it from you—” He stood slipping his jacket off. “—I had the best intentions, though. He said under no circumstances could you find out.”
I dropped my eyes to the paper once again. “I don’t understand how this could happen.”
“Your father didn’t know. He was lied to also, but he only wanted what was best. I want you to remember that.”
I read the words again trembling as their meaning sunk into my conscious.
Jax Moretti,
Return my daughter or you and your entire family will meet your God. You can do nothing to stop what will happen if she’s not returned.
Ivan Mikhailov
“Who is this?”
“He’s the Russian boss, the big guy, t
he one who decides if you live or die.”
“But you’re the boss here, make him stop, make this—” I shook the paper toward Jax, “— make this go away, Jax.” He reached for my hand pulling me to his chest again. “Tell him I don’t want to go. Because I’m not going, I won’t leave you.” I panicked.
“No, you’re not going anywhere.”
“This is why everyone is here?”
“Yes, but we are all leaving in a few hours.”
I leaned away from his chest. “We are running away? Jax, we have a life here.”
“This man—” Jax ripped the paper from my hand lifting it to me, “—had his daughter taken away from him. What would you do to get Ennio back from someone that took him from you?”
“I’d kill them.”
“Yes, and that’s what he will do as well.”
“Becca? She—”
His head was lowered, but he lifted his eyes to me knowing what I was asking. “She was working for him. Hell, I don’t even know what she planned to gain from all of this or what it was she was doing in the first place. I think she was acting as a mole. He knew she could get close to us.”
“Is she really my sister?”
“Unfortunately, Anthony Sagatori is her father, but it doesn’t matter now. She’s a traitor in the eyes of the family. Blood or no blood.”
“My father—” I cleared my throat. “—He cheated on my mother?”
He watched my concern as he drew his brows together. “A long time ago thing were different, unfortunately, I don’t know the specifics, but I do know it’s what happened.”
I nodded. “My parents always seemed so happy, I never would have thought he cheated on her.”
Jax shrugged. “Baby, none of that matters now.” The soft touch of his hand on my chin comforted me.
“Did you kill her?”
He shook his head. “No, you asked me not to.”
After what she’d done he hadn’t killed her simply because I’d asked him not to. That was the trust I’d so desperately wanted. I took a deep breath. “I need to take a shower, and I suppose I also need to pack.”
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