I walked back out into the mist and fading light and drove down into the sprawl of Honeypark. Every house had been painted white twenty years ago, and very few of them had been painted since, so the whole estate had an eerie sheen to it; dirty and wan, and furled in white cloud, it resembled a grimy snowdrift. Pearse Avenue was a long, meandering road that twisted and forked like a maze; I got lost two or three times until I took my bearings from the three sets of lads who were building bonfires on the paltry scraps of green the council had allocated for the tenants’ recreation and parked not far from the biggest of the three. The boys building it were excited, throwing the occasional banger at each other as they piled car tires and burst mattresses on top of packing crates and builders’ pallets. Pearse Avenue curved in a horseshoe oval on the far side of the green, and 452 was the center house of the five houses that made up the oval. As I put my hand on the gate, someone threw a banger that exploded a few feet away from me. I twisted my head, startled by the explosion, and heard the baying laughter of the boys who had thrown it; when I turned back, there was a short fat man with greasy black hair and a black tracksuit and heavy black shoes standing in the doorway of 452, flanked by two lads of about twenty in grey hooded tops and grey track pants, one tall and bulky, one short and slight. The hoodies started to approach me. It looked like I was in the right place. I preferred not to carry a gun, but I was wondering whether I should have overcome my scruples for Honeypark’s sake. On the other hand, these boys did not exactly look officer class. I vaulted the gate, reached in my breast pocket and pulled out an ID card. No one reached for a weapon when it looked like that’s what I might have been doing.
“Seafield Garda,” I said in a very loud voice, moving toward them, “investigating the murder of David Brady.”
The two grey hoodies looked at each other, then back at me. I said David Brady’s name and the word “murder” again, and the hoodies turned and nodded and ran fast in separate directions, leaping over the walls of the neighboring houses; the greasy fat guy looked like he wished he could join them, but now I was standing in his way. He backed toward the house, but I moved quickly to put myself between him and the door.
“Is this your house, sir?” I said.
“No. Yes. No,” he said, his voice ragged with tension.
“Which is it?”
“Yes.”
“Name?”
“Sean Moon.”
“What can you tell me about David Brady’s murder, Mr. Moon? What do you know about the disappearance of Emily Howard?”
His pale green eyes burned red; I could smell the whiskey in his open pores; sweat coursed down his acne-ravaged brow.
“I don’t know, I…I don’t know anything.”
I heard muffled sounds from upstairs: thumping on a floor or a plasterboard wall, then a muffled scream.
“They made me, I didn’t have any choice,” Sean Moon said.
I pushed past him and went straight up the stairs. The back bedroom door was shut, but it wasn’t locked. I opened the door to find two people locked in a struggle on the bed. One was Emily Howard, and the other was the skinny blond boy who’d been in the film and in the photographs, the one with the eagle tattoo on his shoulder. I could see it now; he was bare-chested, wearing only a pair of jeans; Emily wore a short red kilt and a black bra. They didn’t notice me for a few seconds, and I didn’t announce myself. Their struggle wasn’t much more than a play fight; in fact, it looked like foreplay; either Emily was stronger than the boy, or he was letting her dominate; she had straddled his chest and pinned his arms behind his head when she saw me.
“Who the fuck are you?” she said.
“My name is Ed Loy,” I said. “Your father hired me to find you.”
Using a hand flat on the boy’s hairless chest for balance, she swung a bare leg over his head and stood in front of me, head back, chest thrust forward. Her pupils were dilated until they seemed to stain her brown eyes black; her lips were so engorged they hung open; I could feel her hot breath in my face.
“What are you, some kind of private dick?” she said, her voice a sustained jeer on the edge of a laugh. I nearly laughed myself, her derision was so incendiary.
“That’s right,” I said.
“Well you’ve found me. Now fuck off. Oh, no, wait, there’s one message you can take back to Daddy: tell him his nephew Jonny is here.”
The boy flinched when she said this, and turned away toward the window. Emily either didn’t notice, or didn’t care. She didn’t look like she was on drugs; or rather, she did, but I didn’t believe she was. Her eyes had the recklessness I had seen in her mother’s, but none of the coldness; they were aflame with passion and young-girl bravado; something about them looked not entirely sane.
“That’s right, Mr. Loy. I’ve been fucking my cousin Jonathan, Aunt Sandra’s pride and joy. Tell Daddy, tell Jonny’s mummy. Let them incorporate that into the illustrious fucking chronicle of the Howard family. Maybe then they’ll leave us both the fuck alone.”
Emily’s voice was quite high by the end of this, teetering on hysterical. In the olden days, I suppose I would have slapped her across the face. It would probably’ve been easier for her than having to hear what I did say.
“Emily, I’ve got some bad news. Your ex-boyfriend David Brady was found dead this morning. He was murdered.”
Emily’s face went perfectly still, and her eyes rolled back in her head. The blood left her face, and she began to shake. I thought she was having a convulsion, so I reached my hands out to steady her. She slapped them away and began to pummel me with her fists, raining blows on my chest and face. I caught hold of her arms below the elbow until she stopped and stood still for a while, her breath coming in quick bursts until she went limp and dropped her head onto my shoulder and let the tears flow. Jonathan leapt to his feet and came around the bed toward us. I held out a hand to keep him at bay. In a voice that sounded like a shrill, highly strung version of Denis Finnegan’s, he screamed, “This is all your fault, you devious whore, you filthy fucked-up bitch!”
Five
I THOUGHT I HAD JONATHAN CALMED DOWN, AND THEN Emily started up at him and the two of them let fly and it was you always you never your dad your mum fuck the Howards for a while, with Emily decidedly having the upper hand. It was an oppressive little room to share with two half-dressed cousins having a bitter lovers’ quarrel. Finally they subsided again. I suggested they put some clothes on, and said I’d see them downstairs. Sean Moon was waiting in the living room. I looked around the kitchen first: full of pizza boxes and microwave meals, it looked like people had been camping there for a while. When I went into the living room, the first thing I noticed was that it matched the room the porn had been shot in. The second thing was that Sean Moon appeared keen to talk but anxious that he might be overheard.
“It’s okay, they’re still in the room,” I said. “What’s on your mind?”
“I’ve never been in trouble with the police,” Moon said.
“Well, tell me what happened, and maybe you won’t be,” I said.
“They paid me to let them use the house.”
“Who paid you? The grey hoodie boys?”
“The Reillys. They’re…I don’t know. Their da has a paving business across in Woodpark, but the Reillys are into everything. Anyway, I was in the Woodpark Inn, and they asked-said it was just for a few days, couple of blue movies, I could watch and everything, thousand Euro.”
“And who all was there?”
“The two upstairs, and another girl called Wendy in the first one, and then Wendy and Petra in the second. And the Reillys.”
“And David Brady.”
Moon looked at the floor. The carpet had originally been a pale shade, ivory or vanilla. It was difficult to say what color it was now, such was the variety and texture of the stains and sheens it had accumulated. I wouldn’t have touched it, let alone had sex on it.
“Why was he murdered?”
“Good question.
Any ideas?”
Moon shook his head violently.
“I’ve never been in any trouble-”
“You told me that. But the Reillys have. Are they killers?”
The headshake again.
“No. Just…”
“Drugs?”
“I think so. But I don’t-”
“I know, you don’t. What do you do?”
“I’m on disability. Chest. Inhalation of fumes.”
I looked around the room. By the TV there was a stack of videos and DVDs: Manchester United, Star Wars, Star Trek, Lord of the Rings, a lot of cartoons. And a PlayStation and a bunch of computer games. What Sean Moon did was watch TV, by the looks of things.
“Do you go to the Woodpark Inn much?”
“Just when there’s a match on. I don’t really drink. Don’t like the taste.”
“What about the porn films, Sean? Did you like them?”
He looked up at me from beneath his pocked brow, a furtive leer on his overgrown child’s face.
“They said they’d give me the DVD. But they haven’t. Do you think they will?”
I heard footfalls on the stairs.
“I don’t think so, Sean. I don’t think so.”
Emily and Jonathan were silent on the drive back to Shane Howard’s surgery. There was nobody there except Anita, who told me Shane had called her at lunchtime to cancel the afternoon’s appointments. Of course, there were two patients she couldn’t contact, so she had to stay here to face them when they showed up. She didn’t look very happy, and although she smiled and blessed herself when I told her I had found Emily, she seemed like a woman with a lot on her mind.
I swung around the harbor and up the steep drive to “Howard residence.” The Porsche wasn’t there, but Emily had a key. When we got inside, Emily announced she was going to bed. I said I didn’t think that was a very good idea and she erupted again and said she didn’t care what I thought, I was just another flunky bought and paid for by her father and now I’d done my job I should crawl back down beneath the stone I’d slithered out from. Jonathan had helped himself to a brandy from a drinks table and was sitting on the sofa watching us. He was very skinny and his eyes were red and his expression flickered from a disdainful glare to an eye-rolling smile, as if at the appalling comedy of the situation. I wondered that he could find comedy in what had happened, but evidently he could: occasionally he would laugh, as if remembering an especially amusing moment, and then his eyes would narrow, and his hand would flash up to cover his mouth, as if he was afraid he might suddenly give the game away.
“I don’t know that I’ve done my job yet. I need to get your side of the story,” I said to Emily.
“I don’t think so,” she said, and walked out of the room. I followed her down the hall.
“In that case, I’ll have to ring the Guards and tell them that you and your cousin participated in pornography that may have been filmed by the recently murdered David Brady. I have the photographs, and the other film Jonathan was in, and it’s starting to look like I’ll have no option but to turn them over,” I said to her retreating back.
She stopped, but didn’t turn around.
“There’s also the question of whether you were being held against your will, or whether you were willing players. If the latter, there might be charges of blackmail and extortion to consider.”
“I’m really really tired, Mr. Loy,” she said in her best sulky-spoiled Daddy’s girl voice.
“I’m not feeling too chipper myself, but since neither of us is three or eighty, I think we can probably make it through another hour or so without needing a nap,” I said.
Her shoulders began to shake. More tears, I thought, but when she turned around I saw that she was laughing.
“All right, fair enough, you’re not like the usual twats Daddy sets on me,” she said. She shook her red hair, then nodded at me with those deep dark eyes, her sullen pout fully restored.
“What are the usual twats like?” I said, as we went back into the living room.
“Big ex-cops in anoraks with beer bellies. They’re supposed to be inconspicuous, I mean, hello? In a pub full of scrawny students, and a fat culchie with a big red face trying to blend in? I don’t think so.”
Emily sat down beside her cousin, slapped her hand on his knee and ran it up his thigh. Jonathan rolled his eyes back in his head as she did this; when she reached his crotch, she squeezed, and he shot his tongue out. I went to get a brandy for myself. The house was cold, and what the kids were doing was annoying, and what I feared lay behind it was disturbing me. There was Jameson, so I had a glass of that instead. It was suddenly dark, dark the way it gets at three thirty on a dull misty Halloween, darker than night it seemed.
Emily was poking Jonathan in the side now, and he was juddering and grimacing and giggling. I sat down opposite them and waited for them to stop, and after a while, they did.
“Whose idea was the porn?” I said.
There was silence for a while, then Jonathan pulled his hand from his mouth.
“David Brady’s,” he said.
Emily hit him in the face so quickly that it was difficult at first to take in what had happened. She was wearing several rings, and they raked across Jonathan’s cheek and temple, drawing needle sprays of blood. He yelped in pain and cowered away from her, but quickly tried to retrieve himself, shaking his head and contorting his grimace of pain back into the mask of detached amusement he seemed to wear for protection. Just as quickly he was on top of Emily, his hands around her neck, and she was writhing beneath him on the sofa, her motorcycle boots kicking in the air. I grabbed his head by the hair and tugged him off her, then hauled Emily to her feet and clasped her flailing wrists in one hand. Jonathan recoiled on the couch, hands up, head bowed, cowering, a dog who’d been beaten too often; Emily was kicking at my shins, dragging me across the room.
“That’s enough now, enough, do you hear me?” I shouted. Emily’s face was flushed with rage, her lips compressed, her breath coming hard through her nose. She bent down and sank her teeth into my hand, and I had to use all my will not to slap her face. I put the flat of my hand against her chest and pushed her hard across the room. She fell back onto the couch, winded. There was blood on my torn hand; it tasted of metal, and of fear.
Emily was staring at me in astonishment.
“No one pushes me around,” she said. “No one treats me like that.”
“No one bites my hand unless I ask them to,” I said. “But here’s the thing: if you take a walk on the wild side, be prepared for the unexpected.”
“Do you-actually-know who I am?” Emily Howard said, with all the contemptuous hauteur a private education and an exclusive south Dublin address afford.
“I’m scared to find out, sweetheart,” I said.
We sat in silence for a while after that. Jonathan drained his brandy, and Emily clicked the rings on her right hand against the rings on her left. Somewhere across the bay, fireworks crackled and shot their plumes of light through the murk; like a relief diagram of nerves and synapses in the body, they seemed to give the falling night scale and dimension. I felt like there was a gulf between me and these damaged, spoiled, feral kids; I feared that if I asked the wrong question or said a word out of place, it might tip them over an edge they were clearly teetering on. I could call Denis Finnegan and leave them in his charge. That would possibly have been the smart play. But I knew I wasn’t going to let any of this go until I got to the bottom of it.
“All right,” I said. “For starters, neither of you was forced to do anything against your will, is that so?”
“You mean, fuck?” Emily said with a big leering grin.
I nodded.
“No, we weren’t forced. Were we, Jonny?”
Jonathan shook his head, his smile back in place, his eyes in his lap.
“We did it all for love, Mr. Loy,” Emily said, and waggled her tongue at me.
“Why was David Brady shooting pornography
? How did that come about?”
“How do you know it was David?” Emily said.
“Jonathan told us,” I said.
“Jonny is mistaken, aren’t ya, babe?” Emily said.
Jonathan pushed a kind of sputtered laugh through his nose.
“I make many mistakes,” he said in an arch, ironic tone, as if he was quoting a line from a movie.
“Also, there’s a shot of his wrist in the movie Jonny made with, what’s this they were called, Wendy and Petra?”
“Kylie and Stacey more like,” Emily said in a bad Dublin accent. “Hayley and Kelsey.”
“And on his wrist was his 2JS2 bracelet-no one but David Brady has one. And he had the films and the photos on his home computer. So we all know it was him. What we don’t know is, why.”
“Are they still there, on his computer, for the Guards to find?” Emily asked, her tone suddenly urgent.
“You first. Why were you making porn films with David Brady? And why were you doing it in Honeypark?”
Emily looked to Jonathan, down the corridor that led to her bedroom, and then toward the door, but there was no way out. She sighed laboriously and began to speak.
“Back when DB and I were going out, during the summer, we went through this phase of doing E and kind of like, getting off with other people in front of each other. It was like, we’d give each other marks out of ten, don’t think much of yours, total minger/total babe type of thing. And then sometimes we’d bring someone back to his. It was a bit of crack, a bit pervy, a bit fucked-up. And we’d be in control of it all, so the next morning, or even the middle of the night, if we decided we’d had enough, we’d just throw them out. Anyway, we were at this Saturday-night bash in Seafield Rugby Club and the usual parade of sluts were flaunting themselves at DB, honestly, they’d feel him up right in front of me. So we fix on this cute little one with porn hair, you know, dead flat, snow blond? And we get it together back in David’s. Didn’t think much more about it really.”
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