“That Van Cott character, what did you think of him?” I asked.
“I kind of liked him,” Morey replied.
“Why?”
“He’ll work harder, do more.”
“But he’s no smarter than us, just wound up more inside.”
“Guys like him get the prizes, because they won’t let anything distract them.”
“Not always,” I said loudly. What Morey was saying was true but not likeable, I thought as the large transparent doors slid open and we went inside and got on line. Morey was more like Van Cott. We waited in silence as the long line moved up the ramp from the lounge, and I remembered Marisa telling me that I was not like Morey. Then what was I like? Somebody who worried a lot about himself, she would have said.
The second-floor dining area was all windows, bright with daylight, and the land was all around us, in place of sky.
I scanned the tables. Linda was sitting with Van Cott at the far end. She seemed younger today. I stared, but she was too far away to notice.
“Come on,” Morey said impatiently, and we went in to get our food. I didn’t like the tone of his voice. I knew that he would consider Linda a distraction, and seeing her with Van Cott had irritated him. As far as I was concerned, Van Cott could use all the distractions he could get.
We walked around the campus after lunch. It was easy to picture where everything was, because the student center and dorms were all within the inner circle of the university. Head outward from the center to get to classes; move toward the outer circle to get to labs. Walks cut across the greens between the rings. These were actually small parks, with benches and play areas for children, tennis courts, and pools.
The student center was a huge three-floor oval with a ribbon of window circling each floor. Morey and I walked into the giant lounge area. A giant holo image stood in the center of the polished red floor, offering newscasts from Earth.
Students sprawled on the floor, walked through the 3-D picture, sat in chairs and hassocks, and leaned against the walls. Multicolored sheen shorts and collarless shirts were everywhere. Haircuts were close among the boys, longer and curly among the girls.
Morey and I didn’t fit, with our collared shirts, creased slacks, and longer hair.
“News,” I said, crossing my arms and trying to look as if we had come here for that.
“A quake on Mercury,” said a woman’s giant face, “has taken three more lives among the miners. But the production of metals is not likely to be affected, Earth Authority has announced in New York. There was no public statement from the Mercury community.”
Boos and hisses exploded among the students. I felt a wave of sympathy for the dead miners. How could this still be going on? People were dying, and yet there seemed to be no urgency in doing anything about it. I looked at Morey, but he shrugged.
“The Russian Commonwealth,” the reporter continued, “has again claimed to be able to stalemate the Western Alliance space cyber-force, but the Far Eastern Alliance claims that this is just another bluff, despite the fact that China has given up six disputed border zones in the last six months without one return threat claim. The UN Sec-General describes the affair as just another routine probe in the give and take of peacefulprocess politik, and not a prelude to the return of armed conflict. If they had a real check threat on Western Alliance peacekeeping forces, he says, then the call committees would already be meeting to determine the move’s technical credibility with a view to reaching a new accommodation of gains and concessions. But no such meeting has been asked for by either side in over a decade …”
Most of the students were paying no attention to this part. Morey and I headed for the snack bar.
“What do you think?” I asked. “Is anyone hiding anything?”
“Who cares? I don’t have time for politics.” We walked through an arch and found a table near the window.
“What do you think would happen if someone were to threaten Earth directly instead of just off-planet forces?”
“Can’t happen.”
“Why not?”
“Because the panic of even a war scare would hurt business more than real wars have done in the past. Even if someone wiped out some bloc’s space-borne force, the result would still be some accommodation. No one wants to attack Earth directly. Couldn’t even if they wanted to. The beam weapons are nearly perfect. War has been impractical for some time now, but no one wants to admit it. So they go through the moves, but it’s just a way of making agreements. That’s why I don’t care. It’s a waste of time.”
He stood up just as I was about to bring up the Mercury situation again.
“What do you want?” he asked. “I’ll get it.”
“Tall carob shake,” I said, realizing that he wasn’t going to give me a chance to bring it up just then.
He went to get on line, and I tried to seem as if I’d been sitting there since the year one. It was all unreal, I thought as I gazed out the tall band of windows at the sunsplashed greenery, my feet set firmly against the spinning world that humankind had set in motion out here in the blackness. We had enclosed a bit of space and filled it with dreams; but close in around the Sun, on little Mercury, people were still suffering, paying the price of providing the rest of us with raw materials to keep the dreams running.…
“Over there, center of the room,” Morey said as he put the shakes on the table and sat down.
I looked and saw Kik ten Eyck sitting with Jake LeStrange.
“I don’t think they like us,” I said.
Morey shrugged. “Who cares? Not my problem. I’m here to become a physicist.”
I was still unsure about wanting to do the same, not if it meant I had to close my eyes to everything else.
We chugged our shakes and pushed the cartons into the drop at the center of the table. I glanced at Jake. He was watching me, so I nodded to him. He smiled and wiggled his fingers at me. I looked at Kik and got a blank stare.
“I’m going for a walk,” I said, standing up.
“Want company?”
“Not really,” I said without thinking.
He looked at me, and I felt that he didn’t care; he knew what he wanted, and nothing else mattered.
“See you later,” he said as I walked away.
I felt restless.
At first I wandered back along the walk to the dorm, but then I cut across the grass; any direction would do.
The air was sweet, with a touch of ozone, as if there had been a storm. Everywhere the greenery showed the skilled hand of a gardener. Even wooded areas were given so much land and no more.
I went around the dorm, climbed over the guard rail, and started down the hill toward the gym. My mind seemed blank, refusing to think about anything; seeing, breathing, and feeling would be enough. My shoes glistened from the moisture in the thick, tall grass, and I wondered about humidity adjustments inside Bernal One. Later I learned that they could make it rain or snow, just for fun.
It was a small world in some ways. No New York City crowds, more like a town. I had already seen some faces more than once.
But to the eye Bernal One was spacious. A sphere of 5 kilometers radius has an inner surface of 314 square kilometers, and a volume of nearly 523 cubic kilometers. I would have to walk 31 kilometers to circle the world at the equator. A population of fifty thousand was small in comparison with Earth’s urban areas. New York City is about a thousand square kilometers, Los Angeles thirteen hundred, but both have inhabitants by the millions.
The sunlight was warm on my face as I stared up at the landscape in the sky. Suddenly I tripped and rolled down the hill, tumbling a bit slower than I would have on Earth, because Bernal’s rotation produces less than one gravity. I grabbed at the tall grass and stopped myself.
I felt a vibration in my feet as I got up, then the sound of escaping air. A piece of hillside lifted up ahead of me. The ground cracked, and clumps of grassy dirt flew into the air as a large hatch opened on power hinges.
“Hello there, son,” he said in a piping voice, and smiled as he climbed out. I saw a stocky, graying man in green coveralls. “Didn’t think this lock was still operational,” he said, looking around with youthful, blue eyes. “Faulty memory.”
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Routine maintenance checks.”
“Where does it lead?”
“Everywhere—on the engineering level.” He looked around at the dislodged dirt. “Strange—this lock shouldn’t have been covered up.” He squinted at me, as if I would know something about it.
“I’m Joe Sorby, from the dorm up there.”
“Bernie.” He put out his and and I shook it. “Bernie J. Kristol,” he added. “At my age you grow into your first name. The rest feels left over from another time. I was just under your dorm, checking the water feeds.”
“How long have you been on Bernal?”
He smiled. “I was here when the place was bare, before they put in the land and greenery. The lake was a big hole, the river a muddy ditch.” I pictured what he was saying, and a great sense of excitement went through me. “They said we were crazy to build a habitat so big.”
“Why did they think that?”
“Accidents, maintenance problems. More people are in danger if something goes wrong. But it’s still the biggest and going strong. Where you from?”
“New York City.”
“I have a son and grandson there. My house is over in North Low-G. Those of us who built Bernal got a chance to stay. They still seem to need me, even though I’ve trained quite a few replacements.” He shook his head and chuckled. “Only trouble is they assign my trainees elsewhere as soon as I get them ready.”
“You must do a good job.” I found myself liking him a lot.
“You know what’s what when you train with me on the service level,” he boasted, but it didn’t bother me. He was obviously telling the exact truth.
“How many people work with you?”
“Oh, maybe a few hundred. But when they get stuck on some problem, it’s easier to call me than to work it out from scratch.”
“Is it everywhere under the surface, the service level?”
“Come to my office and I’ll arrange a tour. Need a job?”
“I don’t think so, but I’ll take a tour.”
“Fine.” He was looking at me closely, as if I were a special person. “Well, I have to go. Take care of yourself.”
He climbed down into the opening. I guessed that he had to be at least seventy to have been here when Bernal was being built, but I couldn’t imagine him slowing up until he was at least a hundred.
The round hatch jerked on its hinges and closed with a hiss, leaving a shiny cover where the grass had grown. I imagined Bernie’s stocky shape loping through the tunnels, his face blasted by flickering blue light as he moved through a world of water pumps, power conduits, air shafts, and waste pipes, which functioned invisibly between the inner garden and the vacuum of space. I was looking forward to seeing it.
After a moment I noticed movement on the gym field below. A group of young women in shorts were shooting arrows at targets on the gym wall, and it occurred to me that Bernal’s spin should create a coriolis effect, curving the paths of the arrows slightly right or left. Coriolis acceleration is the variation in speed as you move inward or outward from the axis of a rotating object. Hurricanes swirl eastward in Earth’s northern hemisphere, westward in the southern; tubs drain in a right-handed swirl in the north, left-handed in the south. I recalled the graffiti about peeing on Bernal that I had seen on the shuttle, but I could see no curves in the flight of the arrows. Bernal was too big, its rotation too slow to create a noticeable coriolis effect.
I came to the last guardrail, where I sat down with my arms around my knees and gazed out into the magnificent space over the gym field. Unsureness crept into me again, and the future became shadowy. I was here to become a physicist and dig out the secrets of the universe. Sure, I was interested in digging out the secrets of nature, but I wasn’t sure that I would enjoy the work. It was fun to think about, but I knew enough to know that it would be work. It was not going to be work for Morey; he was in love with every bit of it, and ready to put off everything to get where he was going. I knew that I probably couldn’t spend the rest of my life in that way, or keep the world away. Physics was not going to be it for me, even though I could do it. Somewhere there was something else, but I couldn’t see it clearly yet. I would eventually, because that way lay the truth about myself.
In the meantime I would have to go through school and get what I could out of it; and maybe it would all come to me one day soon, when that small part of me that was stubborn, and smarter than the rest, decided to speak up. It was depressing, but there was nothing else I could do, even though the answers were probably right in front of me.
The archers retrieved their arrows and started over. After the fourth time they collected their shafts and went into the gym. I stared at the empty field. Then I noticed that someone was waving something orange at me, a scarf or a light jacket.
I jumped up and waved back. The figure seemed to glide across the field. She reached the bottom of the hill and started up. I took a deep breath, and my pulse quickened as I noticed her red braids.
“Hello,” she said, stepping over the rail.
“You were waving at me.”
She smiled. “I wasn’t.”
“What were you doing then?” I demanded.
“Just twirling my jacket.” She looked puzzled. “Who knew you were watching?”
“You came when I waved,” I continued stupidly, staring at her skimpy white shorts.
“I always walk this way,” she replied, ignoring my gaze.
“Well, sorry I waved back, I guess.”
She gave me a careful look. “That’s okay. What’s your name?”
“Joe Sorby.” She would remember me at any moment.
“I’m Linda ten Eyck.”
As I looked into her wide, green eyes, I saw that she was probably my age, certainly not as old as she had acted when I had arrived. It had been her confidence, the way she had done her job.
“Oh—I was your guide when you came in from Earth.” She gave me a knowing, mischievous smile.
I nodded, feeling silly.
“Well, nice seeing you … again,” she said after a silence. She brushed her lips lightly with her tongue, slipped past me, and continued up the hill. I stared, noting how beautifully her strong thigh muscles flexed as she climbed.
She didn’t look back even once.
I went back to the room and punched up the titles of my course books on the desk screen. Retrieval codes popped up, and I slipped them into memory. I was all set to display texts for study. My credit was clear and all my fees had been paid. Three years later: one shiny new physicist.
Maybe Morey was right. Concentrate on one thing and get it done, whatever it takes; catch up on life later. But just then it seemed the hardest thing in the universe to do.
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7
Linda
It was the Friday night before the first week of classes. I was sampling course books at my desk, still determined to make a go of it, and finding nothing that would call for memory boosters.
I blanked the screen, sat back, and gazed out the window at the night glow of the Sun rings as I thought about Linda. Most students were at dorm parties, mixing and pairing, roaming the campus, invading the nearby town or hiking in the woods. The drop in gravity toward the poles was a great novelty among hikers; some couldn’t get enough of it.
But the hurried atmosphere of orientation week had turned me off. I didn’t like lists of things you were supposed to do, so I had kept pretty much to myself, getting up the determination to start school. Morey an
d I usually had lunch together, but we were apart the rest of the time.
I was about to close the drapes when Morey came in and sat down on his bed, looking exasperated.
“They think they’re here to have a good time!”
“Well, it is the last weekend before classes,” I said, turning my chair to face him. “Besides, what do we care?”
“Have youseen some of our classmates? They’ve brought their talking pets. They debate the points of their expensive wristphones. They brag about how many of their relatives have artificial hearts and when they’re going to switch to the natural grown ones, or how many grandparents are in cold storage waiting to be cured of incurable diseases!”
I didn’t much care for bioengineered pets either; they were so pathetic mouthing words they couldn’t understand, just to please their owners. I had to admit that the showiness of my fellow earthies irked me.
“I thought we’d leave high school crap behind,” Morey added.
“Well, the local students seem serious.”
“How can you tell?”
“The Mercury situation, for one thing. There’s a big demonstration planned.”
“That?” He looked at me with contempt. “You think that shows seriousness? Politics. It’ll be settled one way or another, but not by us. I don’t have time, and you won’t either.”
I saw my chance. “See—you do share something with our classmates from Earth. They don’t care either.”
“Come on! That’s a cheap shot.”
“People are dying.…”
“What do you want?” he demanded angrily. “Do you know what’s going to happen? Those who can’t make it in school are going to fool themselves into believing they’re changing things, or they’re going to chase each other in mad affairs. Either way, they won’t get their degrees or develop the push that gets the prizes.”
“Why get excited, then? Less competition for you.”
He looked at me as if I’d betrayed him.
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