by Iliffe, Glyn
‘I’ll give you two days ration of wine.’
‘No.’
‘Three days.’
‘Not for a whole week. Beside, you drew the western parapet a fortnight ago, whereas I haven’t even seen her for a month.’
Odysseus opened his eyes again and saw two soldiers walking up the main thoroughfare from the lower city. They wore the same armour and plumed helmets he had seen on the men who had just thrown him into the gutter – members of the elite guard that defended Pergamos – and as they approached a desperate idea struck him. He looked around at the empty street, then sat on his haunches with his back to the wall and held his hands out before him.
‘A bit of food, my lords?’
The nearest paused as he noticed the beggar for the first time, then reached into a satchel beneath his cloak.
‘Here,’ he said, passing him a piece of bread. ‘The gods have smiled on me today, so why not you?’
Odysseus took the bread, noting the dagger in the man’s belt.
‘And what good fortune’s worth three days wine ration to your friend?’ he asked.
The man grinned.
‘I drew the evening watch for the western wall, of course.’
‘You’ll have to forgive me, sir, I’m new to the city. Where I come from the soldiers’d rather be drinking wine and throwing dice than be out on duty.’
He no longer made any effort to disguise his accent, but instead employed his most calming tone, hoping to lull the minds of the two soldiers. He instinctively calculated how he would take the dagger and kill them both. Then, after hiding the bodies and swapping his beggars outfit for one of their uniforms, he could try and bluff his way through the gates.
‘Surely you’ve heard about Helen of Troy?’
Odysseus hesitated and gave a slight nod.
‘Every evening at sunset she walks along the western parapet, looking towards Greece,’ said the other soldier. ‘Pining for the children she left behind, or so they say.’
‘And I’ll be guarding the same stretch of wall,’ declared the first, glancing triumphantly at his friend. ‘Whatever people say or think about that woman, she’s a beauty beyond the measure of mortal minds. There’s something of the gods in her, or I’m a Greek.’
‘And can she be seen from the lower city, my lord?’
‘Go to where the outer wall meets the western wall of Pergamos and you’ll see her. If you ask me, I think she makes sure she can be seen: to remind us of what we’re fighting for – something much greater than mere wealth or power.’
‘He’s loved her since the first day he saw her,’ the other soldier explained to Odysseus. ‘If you go there, you’ll understand why.’
‘But don’t get too close,’ added the first. ‘If she catches a whiff of your perfume, old man, she’ll be back inside faster than a rabbit in its hole.’
The men laughed and walked up to the gate, rapping loudly on the panels and calling for entry. Before the doors could be opened, Odysseus was back on his feet and walking as quick as his feigned stoop would allow. He passed the tower with its row of idols and followed the curve of the walls beyond. The thought of Helen had filled his fertile mind with the germ of an idea, an idea that had saved the lives of the two Trojans. It powered him along until he saw the crenellated lip of the city wall rising to meet the battlements of Pergamos ahead of him. Already the light was fading on the streets, as the sun slid towards the ocean and was lost behind the two-storeyed houses and the high fortifications. Then the walls of the citadel bent sharply to the north-west and converged in a dark triangle with the defences of the lower city. Here Odysseus sat down with his back to a small house, looking up at the dark, saw-toothed outline of the ramparts where he hoped to see Helen.
As the clear sky slowly began to turn to a darker blue, Odysseus noticed others gathering around him. Three women in black were the first, their lined and ageing faces stern and silent as they stood together by the corner of the small house. They were followed by the angry stumping of a crutch on the cobbled street as another beggar – his left leg missing below the knee and his right eye an empty pit – entered the sombre triangle. A young mother was next, holding a small infant in the folds of her widow’s robes, and behind her were three Mysian warriors, their young eyes fixed hopefully on the parapet above. A few more arrived, until at last a score of people were waiting in the shade, all of them, in one way or another, victims of Helen’s beauty. Then, as one, the small crowd fell still and stared up at the walls. Odysseus followed their collective gaze and felt his own heart suddenly beating faster. Helen had come.
It was as if a final beam of the sun’s radiance had alighted on the grey stone of the battlements. She wore no black to symbolise the mourning in her heart, but was instead dressed in a white chiton and robe that blushed pink in the dying daylight. Her sad and lovely face, chin raised, stared out at the sunset beyond the city walls, pained by memories of things that had passed. Like a goddess among mortals, she seemed aloof to the dark, shuffling figures below. And that was how it should be, Odysseus thought: she was too beautiful, too perfect, to be soiled with the misery and torment of a sinful universe. Its filth could not stick to her nor weigh her down, and though the widows, the maimed and the awestruck looked up at her in demanding silence, even they must surely know she was not of their world.
And yet she had offered herself to Odysseus when he had been a young suitor in Sparta twenty years before, promising to marry him if he would help her escape the claustrophobic life of her father’s court. By then he had already fallen in love with Penelope, but the memory of Helen’s submission gave him the courage to stand and shuffle forward. Ignoring the shocked whispers of the onlookers, he raised his face to the battlements and called out in the Trojan tongue.
‘What is it you look for in the setting sun, my lady?’
Helen turned to face him and the whisperers on either side fell quiet. Her blue eyes fixed momentarily on the ragged, filthy creature that had dared call out to her, then with the slightest narrowing of disgust turned back to the horizon.
‘Perhaps a winged horse to carry you away from this prison? Or maybe your own death, so your spirit can follow Paris’s and share with him in the forgetfulness of Hades?’
‘How dare you!’ Helen replied, seizing the edge of the wall and staring down at him. ‘How dare you foul my husband’s name with your rank breath?’
‘He ain’t your husband no more,’ cackled one of the widows.
The others joined her laughter, suddenly released from the spell of Helen’s beauty and delighting in her discomfort. One of the Mysians ordered them to be silent, while on the battlements the sound of sandals on the stonework announced the hurried arrival of a guard. Odysseus immediately recognised one of the soldiers he had spoken to by the gate to Pergamos.
‘My breath may indeed be rank, mistress,’ he continued, ‘but it can barely make worse the name of a wife-stealer and family breaker. Such a man deserved to die!’
Unused to facing effrontery, Helen’s face fell blank and she stepped away from the parapet in confusion. Eager to win her favour – a word or even a glance – the guard rushed forward in her defence.
‘Silence, you insolent … By all the gods, it’s you!’
‘I’m here, like you told me,’ came Odysseus’s jaunty reply. ‘And she’s just as beautiful as you said.’
The guard’s mouth fell open in confusion for a brief moment, then snapping shut he pointed at the three Mysians and ordered them to seize hold of the beggar.
‘Take him to the guard house. We’ll soon teach him to hold his tongue before a lady.’
He turned to Helen, hoping for some recognition or approval. She was too shocked to even notice him, and with her hand on her chest was trying to steady her breathing. Below them, the Mysians were struggling to contain the beggar’s surprising strength.
‘You can teach me whatever you like,’ Odysseus shouted out, this time risking Greek. ‘But the lady mig
ht want to hear my news, first. Of Aethiolas, Maraphius and Hermione.’
One of the Mysians drew his sword and raised the pommel above Odysseus’s head, but before he could strike a command rang out from the walls.
‘Leave him alone!’
The three men released the beggar at once and stepped back as if burned. Odysseus looked up to see Helen leaning stiffly on the parapet, her eyes staring fiercely at him. He met her gaze and held it, knowing the mention of her children – whom she had last seen twenty years ago in Sparta – could not have failed to gain her attention. Then he saw the faintest twinge of recognition cross her features and lowered his face to the ground. He turned away, as if eager to make his escape.
‘Stay where you are!’ she called.
The Mysians blocked his path and he looked back over his shoulder to see Helen giving instructions to the guard on the walls. The man frowned in consternation, then turned and ran to the nearest steps. Helen followed him, pausing briefly to throw one last glance at the mysterious beggar before disappearing from sight.
The score of onlookers now surrounded Odysseus, a few of them angry but most of them intrigued as they stared at the bedraggled creature who had somehow won Helen’s interest, where their own presences had never so much as received a look. Then they moved aside as orders were barked out and the guard from the walls appeared, accompanied by two others.
‘What was that you said to her?’ the guard snapped. ‘Greek, was it? A spy, are you?’
‘Just a traveller, nothing more.’
‘Whatever you are, and whatever you said, you’ve gained her attention. She wants to see you at once.’
He signalled to his companions, who reluctantly seized the stinking beggar by his elbows and pulled him along between them. They passed through the gate and the cool, echoing archway into Pergamos, where Helen was waiting at the foot of the ramp that led to the upper tiers of the citadel. Despite his foul stench as the guards brought Odysseus before her, she remained where she was and regarded him with suspicious eyes.
‘Who are you?’ she asked, in Greek so that the others would not understand their conversation.
Odysseus caught the smell of wine on her breath, though there were no other signs to tell him she had been drinking.
‘A sailor, my lady, fallen on hard times.’
‘A beggar, cursed by the gods it seems. How do you know the names of my children? Did Pleisthenes tell you?’
‘I’ve never met your youngest son, though I know you brought him with you when Paris abducted you.’
‘He did not abduct me. I came here willingly.’
‘Though not without sacrifice, leaving behind your daughter and other sons whom Menelaus had taken with him to Crete.’
Helen’s eyes narrowed again, subtly changing the emphasis of her beauty.
‘Not many would know that. Perhaps there’s more to you than rags and a terrible smell. Perhaps you’re a god in disguise – such things happen, or so my old nursemaid used to say. At the very least you’re a Greek.’
‘I’m no god, my lady, but I am a Greek – once an Athenian merchant from Piraeus. And for a meal and a sup of wine I can tell you about the children you left behind. They still long for their mother, or so I’ve heard.’
Odysseus saw the look of longing enter her expression and was glad that he would not need to lie to her. Menelaus sent ships back to Sparta every two years for replacements, and when they returned the first thing he would ask about was news of Aethiolas, Maraphius and Hermione, news which he would then share with the other kings to show his pride in his children – and assuage some of his guilt for not being present as they grew up. Something of that same guilt was in Helen’s eyes as she looked at Odysseus now.
‘Then they’re still alive,’ she said, as if to herself. Suddenly, Odysseus was aware of her eyes on his again, though this time there was a new intensity to them as they searched his face. ‘Thank you, friend. I agree to your offer – a meal and wine in exchange for everything you know about my children – especially Hermione. But not before the filth has been washed from your body and you’re clothed in a fresh tunic and cloak.
‘Guards,’ she said, talking to them in their own tongue as she turned to go, ‘take this man to the palace and tell my maids to bathe him.’
‘That’s not necessary, my lady,’ Odysseus protested, reluctant to give up his disguise. ‘Food and wine will do for me.’
‘Nonsense,’ she replied, looking back over her shoulder. ‘They bathe in Athens, don’t they? And Ithaca, too, by all accounts.’
Chapter Twenty-nine
TEMPTATIONS OF THE FLESH
Odysseus closed his eyes and laid his head back against the rim of the bath, enjoying the feel of the warm water covering his naked body. He had not had a proper bath in ten years, and never to this degree of luxury. His bath on Ithaca had been in a high-sided ceramic trough, just long enough to sit in with his legs outstretched; the one in Helen’s quarters was a large oval tub set in the floor at the centre of the room, decorated with murals of dolphins, shells and other marine creatures bordered by wavy lines that represented the sea. The strong smells of manure, urine and sweat had been replaced by the subtle perfumes that Helen’s maids had added to the steaming water, and as he filled his nostrils with their aroma he could almost forget that he was lying undisguised and unarmed in the heart of Priam’s citadel. Naturally, though, his busy mind would not allow him to forget his present danger, for not only had he been deprived of his beggar’s mask but the astute Helen had also guessed his true identity. The thought had plagued him all the way to the palace, and had he not been escorted by three armed guards he might have taken the opportunity to escape. And yet Helen had not given him away at the very time when he was most vulnerable, and the more he pondered this the more he believed she would not surrender him to his enemies – at least, not until she had had her chance to talk with him first.
And so he had allowed her reluctant maids to undress him and bathe him, pouring water over his head and shoulders until the heat drove the weariness from his limbs and he began to feel more at ease. In a short while, they would return with olive oil to rub into his skin and hair, and fresh clothes so that he would be in a fit state to be presented to their mistress. Then, of course, he would have to make an explanation of his presence in Troy and hope Helen would not give him up to the guards, who would certainly be close at hand. But he doubted the gods had placed him at Helen’s mercy just so he could be surrendered to Priam. Rather, he thought, they were giving him an opportunity.
The door opened behind him, announcing the return of the maids. Instead of the hurried scuff of three or four pairs of sandalled feet, though, he heard only a single pair of bare feet walking softly and slowly across the stone floor.
‘How many years since we last met, Odysseus?’
Odysseus’s eyes snapped open to see Helen standing at the opposite end of the bath. She was dressed in a white chiton of a thin, revealing material, through which the points of her nipples were clearly visible. Her black hair was no longer pinned behind her head, but hung down over her shoulders so that her pale face was framed in a perfect oval. Her cheeks were touched with pink and her full lips were red; not due to any false colouration, but rather because of the empty krater that dangled from her fingertips. Her large blue eyes were heavily lidded and looked lazily down at Odysseus’s nakedness. The maids had left a stool close to the edge of the bath, which Helen hooked with her toes and drew closer. She dropped onto it with a heavy motion, letting the krater roll from her fingers onto the floor beside her, and leaned her elbows onto her knees.
‘Must be twenty years,’ he answered.
‘And now here you are, in my bath. My maids treated you well?’
Odysseus nodded.
‘I’m sure they didn’t enjoy it,’ she said with a laugh. ‘Not with those rags and that awful smell. Couldn’t you have picked a better disguise to come spying on us in?’
‘It wo
rked well enough, though I admit I didn’t expect to find myself in your bathroom.’
‘But here you are, completely at my mercy.’ The smile left her lips and her eyes grew dark. ‘You realise I could call the guards at any moment and have you dragged before Priam? Or have you forgotten that we are enemies, Odysseus? I’m a Trojan princess, married to the heir to the throne! It’s my duty to have you arrested, and my pleasure to watch you executed.’
‘Your duty, yes, but not your pleasure, I think. Else why didn’t you reveal who I was by the gates, when I was surrounded by armed soldiers? And why are you here with me, alone? Isn’t it the truth that you don’t consider yourself a Trojan at all – no more than those widows below the battlements think of you as one of them – and since the death of Paris you have no reason to want to stay here?’
‘Whether I want to stay here or not isn’t my decision, as well you know,’ she replied sternly. Then she sighed and brushed away the locks of hair that had fallen across her face. ‘But you’re right: if I’d intended to give you up I would have done so by now. And I may yet, but not until you’ve told me about my children. I hope that wasn’t just another of your lies to gain entry to the palace.’
‘If it was, what’s to stop me making up more lies to keep you happy?’
She smiled and shrugged lazily. ‘Nothing, I suppose, but if you must lie make it good and make it convincing. I’ve thought about them every day for the last ten years, and more so since Paris died. I often wonder what they look like now, or whether they’re married and have children. By Aphrodite, Odysseus, I could be a grandmother!’
They laughed together at the thought of it, and while the smile was still on her face Odysseus began to tell her all he knew about her children. When he had finished Helen did not press him with questions as he had expected, but fell silent for a while and looked down at her painted toenails.