by Brian Hodge
A Loaf of Bread, A Jug of Wine was commissioned for an anthology of stories extrapolating on the Frankenstein mythos as laid down by Mary Shelley, and written with a desire to continue the philosophical threads of the novel, which rarely seem to make it to the screen whenever anyone takes another stab at it. And while this took longer, it was during this same time that I wrote “Mostly Cloudy, Chance of Kurt,” from my previous collection, The Convulsion Factory. I can hardly imagine two more different stories. Which may be why neither interfered with the other. When the anthology came out, it was with a cover featuring the only picture of the Frankenstein monster I’ve ever seen that looks like Mick Jagger with stitches.
Blind Idiot Lovecraft. I once wrote eight short-shorts of 750 words or less for a Barnes & Noble anthology genetically engineered to hold 365 of the diminutive things. Five were accepted. Two were bounced for being too vicious, but found alternate homes. And then there was this one. All editorial personnel concerned liked it a lot, but feared the average reader wouldn’t get the Lovecraft jokes. Which I found sort of sad, although H.P. Lovecraft himself probably wouldn’t have appreciated the jokes at all. But he’s dead. So, as the holidays were approaching, I sent out a number of copies of the story enclosed with cards and letters as a kind of Yuletide lagniappe, and because my friends are without exception above average, none of them scratched their heads and said “Huh?” At least that they would admit to. But one admitted to nearly falling off the toilet in laughter. High praise.
Graphic Arts is the earliest story here, and reads like it. But it’s a pivotal piece, my first real stab at a few things that have since carried forward into a lot of subsequent (and more refined, I hope) work. I was running a few miles one fall afternoon, came across some fresh spray-painted graffiti, and began dwelling upon its raison d’etre. I recall beginning the story itself on napkins in a bar, after Doli and her best friend abandoned me there with the best friend’s husband (soon to be ex), who looked just like Malcolm McDowell doing H.G. Wells in Time After Time but was about as conversational as Steve Buscemi’s creepy partner in Fargo.
The Dripping of Sundered Wineskins. In the first volume of Poppy Z. Brite’s Love In Vein anthologies I published a very well-received novelette titled “The Alchemy of the Throat.” It was about a fellow named Julius who was older than he looked and a castrato that he bought in Sicily. In the middle of it was a series of reprehensible scenes that I took to calling “the bacchanal sequence,” featuring Julius’… peer group, let’s call them. Long before Love In Vein was published, I had the suspicion that there were other stories there, and I was most intrigued by the Sisters of the Trinity. When Love In Vein II became a reality, I had my excuse to finally figure out who the Sisters were. Students of religion who’ve read both stories may notice that by now their theological backdrop is taking on a Gnostic flavor. I still see these stories as being part of a much larger picture.
[2011 update: The Sisters, primarily Maia, later reappeared in “When The Bough Doesn’t Break,” currently to be found in my fourth collection, Picking The Bones, due for release in 2011. My short novel World Of Hurt, with no direct carryovers from any of the stories, is set in the same universe, and expands the mythology further. They come in their own time, these pieces, but they do come, and another feels like it’s on the way.]
Sensible Violence. “Whom God would destroy, He first makes mad.” Or the gods — it works either way. This came out of a fairly misanthropic period of months, when a gaggle of peskier demons had installed a revolving door in my head. Which must explain the drafts.
Cenotaph. 2011 update: This is one of those aforementioned stories that I really would’ve liked to include in the original edition. But the anthology I wrote the story for was published close to the time Falling Idols first came out, and when editors buy a new story, they rightfully expect a period of exclusivity. “Cenotaph” later went into my next collection, Lies & Ugliness, but now it’s here too, as it always should’ve been. And so, to crib from the Endnotes there…
Let’s call this one a case of divine intervention. I accepted an invitation from Tom Roche to do a story for an anthology about gargoyles that he was co-editing with Nancy Kilpatrick. When I’d said to count me in, this was with no greater insight into what I might do than the phrase “the Michelangelo of the gargoyles,” which had popped into my head. Then no more. Then I had a birthday, most of which in those days were spent in St. Louis. Doli and I passed that early October afternoon at a Scottish festival held in the wilds west of the city, on the grounds of what had once been a monastery. Under the dealers tent (really more of a big tarp), we found a ceramic Green Man pendant shaped a bit like a blunt arrowhead with a leafy, sleepy-eyed face. I had to have it. Had to. There were other Green Men, but there was just something about this particular one. [I’ve since learned that it’s a copy of a relief known as the Florentine Man, carved by … wait for it … Michelangelo.] So Doli bought it, and wore it all day, then that evening at my precise birth-minute, as we stood beside a lake, she took it off and draped it over my head as a gift, where it remains to this day. After which we laid siege to food and ale at a favorite Welsh pub, Llewellyn & Gruffydd’s. Soon after, the story really took off, and found itself finished on the evening of Samhain. So I credit the Green Man for this one. Although he didn't spare me the trouble of needing eight or ten nonfiction books to get all the facts straight. The gods are funny that way.
As Above, So Below. The Rilke quote came first, tapping me on the shoulder and telling me that it embodied an interesting dilemma. Then the title, an ancient Hermetic axiom capsulizing the principle that the here and the hereafter are mirror images of one another. And then they sat there in my head and in my notes for the longest damned time, offering no help at all about what to do with them next. But then the characters started showing up, and took over some of the work. Truth be told? Part of this was written during one of the worst periods of my life, on days when I didn’t much care if I saw the next day. Then again, part of it was written at a time that began to presage a considerable amount of change and transition. That much may be obvious on all but the most casual read-through, I don’t know. But more than anything else I’ve written, this novella stayed true to itself while at the same time serving as an in-progress, if metaphorical, reflection of … well, a hell of a lot. Carl Jung, I’m sure, would have a field day. And let’s just leave it at that.
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Thanks are due the editors/publishers who saw merit in the previously published stories and gave them their first life: John Pelan, Marty Greenberg, Stan Tal, Poppy Z. Brite, Dom Salemi, and Nancy Kilpatrick and Thomas Roche. Further thanks all over again to John and Kathy Pelan for their faith and belief in the power of stories. And to James Powell for the cover art this time around.
Thanks to Beth, Clark, D.J., Jasmine, Kurt and Amy, Monique, and Wildy (and the Bluesman) for all the conversations, real or virtual, that fed me somehow. And to Grandfather, and the Watchers. Blessed be.
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“Be mad … Be mad and tell us of the mysteries behind the veil of ‘reason.’ Life’s purpose is to bring us nearer to those mysteries; and madness is the surest and quickest steed. Be mad, and remain…”
— Kahlil Gibran, letter to a friend
About The Author
Called “a spectacularly unflinching writer” by Peter Straub, Brian Hodge is the author of ten novels, close to 100 short stories, and four collections of short fiction. Recent books include his second crime novel, Mad Dogs, and his latest collection, Picking The Bones.
He lives in Colorado, where he’s at work on a gigantic new novel that doesn’t seem to want to end, and distracts himself with music and sound design, photography, Krav Maga and Brazilian Jiu Jitsu, and organic gardening.
Connect with him online through his web site (www.brianhodge.net), his blog (www.warriorpoetblog.com), or on Facebook (www.facebook.com/brianhodgewriter).
Table of Contents
Stick Around, It Get
s Worse
A Loaf Of Bread, A Jug Of Wine
Blind Idiot Lovecraft
Graphic Arts
The Dripping Of Sundered Wineskins
Sensible Violence
Cenotaph
As Above, So Below
Endnotes: Paradise Burned
About The Author