He pulled back to look at her. “God, I’ve missed you too. Allie, if I break it off, everyone will know about us.”
“I know.” She seemed way too calm.
Nick’s heart was beating furiously. “I’ll do it on one condition.”
“Anything.” She was smiling now.
He felt nervous for the first time around her, wondering what she’d say. “I’ll do it if we stick together. That even while the shit hits the fan, we stay together and find out what’s truly going on between us.”
Allie gasped. “I want to. But won’t that make things worse?”
Nick shook his head. “I don’t care. That’s my condition. I won’t do it unless you’re by my side… And in my bed.”
She wrapped her arms around him. “Yes. That’s a deal I can’t refuse.”
***
Nick stepped back into the restaurant when he knew Allie was safely tucked into her car waiting for him. He spied Marissa right away; she was the center of attention at the party.
He thought he’d feel nervous doing this, but he was strangely calm. He actually felt a thrill of excitement for the first time in months. He couldn’t wait to dump Marissa so publicly, but he was more impatient to get back to Allie. He had gone four long months without her and he was practically shaking with need.
He glanced around the room and saw many of his friends and even his parents hanging out and having fun, waiting for his big announcement. They were in for a surprise, but most of them, like Lena and Alex, would be happy for him in the long run. He was fairly certain most of his friends never liked Marissa all that much.
He began trying to get everyone’s attention. People around him started growing quieter and soon the whole party was quietly waiting for him to speak. What the hell did he say?
Nick took a deep breath. “Hi, everyone. Thanks for coming tonight. I hope everyone is having a good time. And I hope you all continue having a good time after this announcement. This isn’t quite what you came here tonight for, but my engagement with Marissa is off. We have decided not to get married. My apologies to anyone who’s been inconvenienced. But, please, everyone stay and have a good time. Drinks are on me.”
There was a murmur of shocked conversation buzzing in the air when Nick turned to walk toward the exit. Nick cringed when he heard Marissa’s shrieks. “You can’t do this, Nick. I’m going to ruin you – you’ll be sorry.”
He turned as he heard Marissa's hysterics growing closer, and saw her approaching fast, cursing him. Before she got within ten feet, Alex stepped in front of her and interfered with her progress.
Nick didn’t wait any longer, but walked out the door not looking back.
***
We arrived at Nick's apartment. I eyed the lock warily as Nick opened his door with the key. "Do you think she'll come looking for you here?"
Nick's jaw clenched. "No. She'll be too busy spreading the damn video far and wide. I think we're safe for tonight."
My stomach churned nervously. "What's on the video, exactly?"
Nick glanced sideways at her. "She hasn't actually shown it to me. It's pretty extensive from what she's described though."
I shuddered. Even though I had spent the past two days since I talked to Lena thinking of nothing but the implications of the video's release, the thought of it still scared me. I believed without a doubt that Marissa would have eventually released the video when Nick could no longer withstand the ratcheting up of her demands. It was better to rip the bandage off this festering scab now. But, no doubt, it would be a painful and humiliating experience.
Nick was watching me carefully. "I can call her. She might give me a second chance."
"No!" I was scared, but I had no regrets. "No. You absolutely did the right thing. Now, I just want to forget about the video for a little bit. Can we not talk about it anymore tonight?"
Nick's smile lit up his whole face, causing my stomach to flip-flop. "There's one way I know that will make you forget the video. Come here, Allie."
I could feel the wetness of my desire soaking through to my panties as I breathlessly approached him. His arms reached out and pulled me against him as his hand slipped down my back and rested on my ass, drawing me against his hardness, the place I loved to be. An overwhelming ache so consumed me that I thought my knees might buckle.
I swallowed as I gazed up at him. His smile had faded, leaving a burning intensity smoldering in his eyes. “I haven’t been able to shake you from my head, Allie. I’ve thought about you every day since you went back to Philadelphia and I’ve dreamt about you every night. I want you. I need you.”
A shiver of anticipation ran down my spine. My voice came out a whisper, “I need you, too.”
Nick’s hand tangled in my hair as he pulled my lips against his own. Our kiss ignited with a fiery passion that had been repressed for too long. I was quickly swept away by the intoxicating sensations of our dizzying connection.
Nick broke away from my mouth already tearing at my clothes. “Let’s get rid of these.”
My hands were shaking as I pulled off his shirt even as my bra slipped down my arms. The frenzied pace only served to stoke my growing need. Nick kneeled in front of me and began shimmying my skirt down my long legs. When it dropped to my ankles, I stepped out of it. I trembled with anticipation as his fingers hooked under the edges of my pink silk panties and slowly slid them downwards.
His hands slid up my thighs and around to my ass pulling me closer and closing to him until his mouth found my belly. My legs felt shaky when his lips pressed against my navel, his tongue tasting my skin. I clung to his broad shoulders as his mouth moved lower, softly tracing his tongue on my inner thigh.
I moaned softly as the sweet agony of desire built in my pussy. “Don’t stop.”
Nick groaned as his arm wrapped around my knees. In one motion, he bent me over and tossed me across his shoulder like a caveman. “Sorry, Allie. I can’t wait any longer.”
He stood up and carried me across the living room and into his bedroom before I could even gain equilibrium. He put me down and while I scrambled to look more dignified than splayed inelegantly on the bed, he tore off his pants.
The sight of his hard masculine body had me panting with eagerness. As he approached me, an almost feral look in his eyes, my pussy throbbed in reaction. I reached for him, desperately needing a physical connection with his body. We fell into each other, touching, caressing and kissing with reckless abandon.
When my lips started trailing down his body intent on feasting on his magnificent cock, Nick halted my progress. “Stop, Allie. I’m ready to explode at any moment. I’m barely holding on. I don’t even think I can last long enough to satisfy you.”
I sat up and straddled his stomach. “I bet that you can.”
Fevered with passion and quivering to feel his lips on my most intimate spot, I didn’t even hesitate to slide my pussy up to his mouth in demand. He supported my thighs with his hands, spreading me open wide, as his tongue plundered my recesses.
I had never been able to find such a state of bliss with another man. Within seconds, I was moaning softly as every ounce of my being hummed with the mounting pressure; I was on the edge of ecstasy.
When I felt that I was about to shatter with orgasm, I pulled away from his face and slid backwards down his torso. I kissed his lips quickly, tasting my essence on them before I took his straining cock in hand. Nick watched me with half-lidded eyes as I teased my opening with the tip of his cock before impaling myself on his shaft.
My gasp of pleasure mingled with Nick’s groan as I was suddenly stretched to accommodate his fullness. I leaned my head back and thrust out my chest as I slid his cock in and out of me sending sizzling jolts of pleasure straight to my core.
Nick groaned. "Oh, God. You're driving me insane."
The pure intensity of the feeling grew until I knew that I would shatter at any moment. I slowed my efforts, if only to prolong my own pleasure.
“Spr
ead your legs so I can see you.”
My eyes opened and met with Nick’s. My knees had grown close together with my efforts, so I opened them wide as I continued to pump up and down Nick’s cock.
Nick moaned again. “So sexy, Allie. I’m not going to last...”
I sped up my motions, intent on reaching my own climax which was so near. Nick licked his thumb and then reached between my legs, right where we were joined and rubbed my clit with every stroke.
“Oh, yes!” I could barely contain my cries of ecstasy as his sweet touch was taking me over the edge. I cried out his name loudly as I lost all control. My pussy convulsed powerfully around his cock as my body shuddered with the force of my orgasm.
A flood of bliss washed over me, and wave after wave of pleasure coursed through my body. Nick had taken control and was gripping my hips and plunging into me from below. It was seconds later when he joined me in heaven, spurting his seed inside me.
I collapsed on top of him and he stayed inside me while we slowly recovered. He held me tight in his arms and we felt more than just physically connected.
We lay together for probably a half an hour, just touching. “You make me feel so amazing.”
Nick kissed my forehead. “You do the same for me babe. It’s incredible.”
I snuggled into him. “I feel like I can tell you anything, Nick.”
“Absolutely. I’m here for you. Always.” He was twirling a lock of my hair in his fingers.
I took a breath. “Since we last saw each other, I’ve dated other men. I was really crushed after you called, so I tried so hard just to move on and forget about us. And I’ve gained a little more experience with men since then.”
I felt him tense slightly, but he said nothing so I continued.
“I found out that what we have- what you make me feel- is not normal. At least not for me. Unless you’re just the greatest lover on the planet.”
Nick laughed. “Probably. I'm kidding. No, it’s not normal. I feel the same thing. Once you feel it, it’s hard to live without it. Why would you want to?”
I looked up at him. “Is it just a sexual chemistry?”
His face became serious. “It’s not just chemistry. It’s more than just surface deep. It’s substantial. We’ve got a lot of challenges ahead of us. Once things are out in the open about us, we’re going to face some criticism. It’s going to make it harder than ever to explore whatever is going on between us. But I can’t let you go. I want to give us a shot, Allie.”
I could hardly dare to hope. “A shot at what?”
Nick smiled lazily. “A real relationship. I want you to be my girlfriend. Out in the open – no hiding. I want to go places with you. Do things with you. I want to wake up next to you. “
I swallowed nervously, finally ready to lay it on the line. “Nick, you know I already have, uh, well, strong feelings for you, right? I’ve felt that way, well, forever.”
Nick’s hands began to roam my body slowly. “I know something is going on with us and it’s not just about sex. This is pretty unchartered water for me, so you’ll have to be patient. Actually, it scares the shit out of me. But it’s also the most amazing thing too.”
Desire began to spread through me at Nick’s touch. “Do you think we can make it past this whole tape thing?”
Nick’s hand found my breast and began playing with it. “I know I can. And if you are as easily distracted as you are right now, I’m sure I can get you through it too. I’ll just keep you in bed the whole time… If we have each other, it won’t matter too much what other people say about us.”
“You’re one nice distraction, Nick Hudson. But it seems like my mind is wandering again. Would you mind if I used your body to distract myself again?” My hands slid to his cock.
Nick groaned. “Oh, God. I like the way you think.”
We made love again. Not a frenzied chaotic joining of uncontrolled physical need, but an emotional and sensual exchange. I surrendered to his skillful touch as his hands and mouth worshipped my body.
I felt deeply connected to him, drowning in emotion, as our bodies and souls joined until the mindless bliss of my approaching orgasm overwhelmed all further thought.
This was right. When Nick joined me in release, I felt complete. I had found heaven.
Chapter 16
It was a bitter cold winter day, overcast and dreary. A freezing rain had slowed down life, delaying schedules, keeping children home from school and generally keeping most people huddled indoors. But the speed of social media had not slowed down a nanosecond.
Marissa had made good on her promise. The extremely salacious nature of the video, the relative fame of Nick and Cold Fusion and the insatiable appetite for scandal spread the video faster and farther than Marissa could have dreamed. Of course, in the end, she had lost as well. But this certainly wasn’t the end of her. She wasn’t a quitter. She needed to regroup, but she’d be back.
***
Tommy was staring at his smart phone. He couldn’t believe the images he was watching. He had already watched it twice. When one of the roadies, Mike, who he’d known since high school, had told him about the video on the internet, he hadn’t believed it. He thought for sure Mike was just messing with him.
But his eyes didn’t lie. It was unmistakably Nick and Allie. And they were fucking hot together. He watched again as Allie sucked Nick off like a pro and then Nick boned her every which way possible. Tommy had to adjust his stance because his dick had become hard as a rock watching it. Jesus, Nick was a fucking stud.
***
Tyler was fuming. God damn! Nick had been doing Allie this whole time. What the fuck was wrong with him? Tyler couldn’t watch it again. It made him sick to his stomach.
Now with this tape released, the whole world would know. It was obviously Marissa’s doing after that disaster of an engagement party. He had wondered why Nick had been putting up with her for so long. He felt a twinge of guilt. He’d realized that Marissa was just a gold-digging bitch like most of the others, right away. If he had told Nick that he’d slept with her, maybe this wouldn’t have happened.
Well, it was too late now. Nick had gotten burned badly. And he deserved it, fucking his god damn sister. This shit would snowball and be in the media forever. It would hound Cold Fusion and overshadow everything else. He felt like putting his fist through the wall. How would this affect the band?
Tyler took a deep breath. Cold Fusion would be okay. They’d just chalk it up to rock star bad behavior. If they played it right, they’d be okay. But, fuck, this was the sort of thing he was known for. Not Nick.
Tyler smiled to himself – hell, he’d never fuck his sister. Was he just pissed that Nick had stolen some of the limelight from him? Shit, that was it! That’s why he was so pissed. Now that he realized it, he relaxed a bit. No worries. He’d just have to work harder to get the spot light back. What did you have to do to one-up fucking your sister though? Damn. He hit the play button to watch the video again. Damn! He had work to do.
***
Alex was grinning. “Holy shit, this is giving me some good pointers.”
Lena slapped his arm. “Oh My God. I can’t even look.”
“I’m getting some good ideas. This camera angle isn’t quite perfect. Though it doesn’t leave much to the imagination, so that’s a plus. I’m getting too horny watching this, babe. I think we need to practice for our own video.” Alex pulled her onto his lap.
Lena squirmed. “Turn it off. I can’t even imagine how Allie’s feeling right now.”
Alex turned it off. “Let’s give them some time and then we’ll call and see how they’re doing. I’m sure Allie could use a friend right now.”
“I’ll just text her and tell her to call if she needs anything. Maybe you should do the same for Nick. Do you think they’re together right now?” Lena was looking around for her phone.
Alex laughed. “Did you just see that video? They’re together. I’ll give you one minute to find your ph
one and send a text, before I start undressing you. I’m thinking we stay in tonight…”
***
Nick felt nauseous as he sat on the couch next to Allie with the laptop. They had just spent all day in bed and their empty stomachs had made them realize that they couldn’t hide from the world forever.
They had to find out what the damage was. When Nick’s initial internet search had led him to a huge list of links, he knew they were sunk. He clicked on the first video link and braced himself.
He held Allie against him as he recognized the scene playing before him. The video was startlingly clear. Too bad his bedroom had been so damn bright. He glanced nervously at Allie. She looked pale and queasy as she watched the video.
She covered her eyes and peeked through her fingers. “I can’t watch. This is worse than I thought.”
Nick rubbed her arm. “Damn, it’s fucking hot, Allie.”
Allie groaned. “I just want to crawl under a rock and hide. Oh my God! Think of who is going to see this. Our parents! Our friends! Ugh. I feel sick.”
Nick tried to reassure her. “Allie, the people who matter will support us. All the rest can fuck off. We have each other; we can face this together.”
“Oh God. Look at me! Look at what I’m doing. It’s so humiliating.” Allie turned away. “I can’t see any more right now.”
“I’m getting a boner just watching it. I’m surprised I have anything left after everything we just did.” Nick stopped the video and pulled Allie into his arms.
She buried her head into his shoulder.
Nick was stroking her arm lightly, trying to soothe her. “Do you regret it? Should I have married Marissa to keep this quiet? Did we make a huge mistake?”
Allie’s head flew up. “No! Who knows, you could have married Marissa and been miserable for two years and then she could have turned around and demanded more. You never would have gotten out from under her. I don’t regret it at all. And now we can be together. Everyone already knows.”
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