"I'm so sorry," she murmured. "It was an accident. Honest."
"Of course it was," Mosby declared. "No one deliberately slices the ball."
"That's right," she concurred, hoping Adrian wouldn't accuse her of evil intent, at least not in front of this crowd of witnesses. "If it's any consolation, I've never hit anyone before."
"Or you haven't been told," Adrian remarked dryly. "That would have been quite a drive if it had gone straight."
"Probably," she agreed.
An ambulance siren wailed in the distance and he visibly winced, then sighed. "For me, I suppose."
"Afraid so," Mosby said.
"What if I don't want it?"
Sabrina ignored his petulant tone. He'd hated receiving attention and today's incident would forever mark him in the hospital staff's collective minds. As a man who preferred to remain out of the limelight, he'd never forgive her for the notoriety.
Then again, he had worse things to hold against her than being the subject of well-meant gossip. Never telling him about their son topped this incident by a country mile. Oh, he'd no doubt be furious, but she'd endured too much during and after her pregnancy with no one but herself to rely upon to be afraid of his reaction. She'd had her reasons and as far as she was concerned they had been the right ones, but her bravado didn't stop her from checking his hand for a wedding ring.
No ring. Not even a pale tan line marked his third finger.
How curious, especially after what she'd seen…
"Sorry, young man, but when you go back to Mercy, you'll go none the worse for wear," Mosby replied. "If everything checks out, you can report for work in the morning."
Either Adrian recognized the finality in Dr Mosby's voice or he'd realized that an ambulance ride wasn't such a bad idea because he didn't argue.
"Sabrina?" Mosby turned his attention to her. "Follow Adrian to the hospital and make sure he's given VIP treatment. Nothing's too good for our newest physician."
Oh, sweet baby Jane. "Me?" she protested, before she realized that refusing would only foster unwanted speculation.
Mosby studied her. "Why not you?"
Why not her, indeed? She could give him a specific reason—Adrian had told her that he didn't want her in his life—but mentioning their volatile past wasn't appropriate under the circumstances. Fortunately, the perfect excuse popped into her head.
"I'm not sure he'd appreciate me doing the honors when I'm the one responsible for his condition." She glanced helplessly at Adrian, hoping, expecting him to refuse her company.
"Nonsense," Mosby declared. "Dr McReynolds is a professional as well as a golfer. Accidents happen. He won't hold this against you."
She wasn't as certain, but she bit back a reply because anything she could have said would have raised questions she didn't want to answer.
"I suspect you won't play worth a hoot after this anyway, so your team will probably thank me." The chief of staff added with a twinkle in his eye, "It may also be safer for the masses if you aren't swinging a club."
Great. She'd never live this incident down, either. For a woman who'd won regional tournaments in both high school and college, she'd rather be known for a brilliant achievement instead of a hapless slice that had knocked out a fellow golfer and sent him to hospital.
Mosby laid a hand on Adrian's shoulder. "Never fear. We won't abandon you. Will we, Sabrina?" he asked with a pointed glance in her direction.
She glanced at Adrian, wondering why he consented to Mosby's plans. While he truly wasn't in a position to refuse any more than she could, she wondered if he was simply too confused to realize what was happening. Accident or not, she felt guilty for causing his injury.
"I'll get my things," she said reluctantly, hoping she wouldn't be forced to contact his sisters with bad news. Conditions such as skull fractures, subdural hematomas and nerve damage were serious possibilities. Although it was a shame he hadn't shown initial signs of amnesia. It would solve a lot of her problems, she thought wryly.
"Good. I'll check in with you as soon as we've finished our round. We'll have test results by then."
"Paramedics are here," someone said, and the small crowd parted.
Sabrina stood off to one side, watching the emergency personnel apply a cervical collar and prepare Adrian for transport. The grim set to his mouth and his one-word replies suggested his head hurt worse than he cared to admit. Surprisingly enough, his vulnerability tugged at her heartstrings.
You'd feel the same for any injured person, she told herself, refusing to believe she held any tender feelings for him at all. After the way he'd treated her, thrown her love away like yesterday's garbage, how pitiful would she be if she did? In another lifetime, she would have been more than happy to escort him to the hospital and act as his hospital liaison, but too much had happened since those blissful days. Far better for her peace of mind if she treated him warily or, at best, as a familiar stranger until she discovered why he'd taken this temporary position at Pinehaven Health Center.
An uneasy thought came to her. Did he know about Jeremy?
No, she decided. She hadn't mentioned her pregnancy to anyone before she'd left Denver. Since then she hadn't run into any of her old friends and her new ones had never heard Adrian McReynolds' name until today. For the moment, her secret was safe, although she'd have to deal with it sooner than she'd anticipated.
She caught a ride back to the parking lot in a tournament official's golf cart, loaded her clubs, then followed the ambulance to the hospital.
By the time the paramedics had unloaded Adrian and installed him in a trauma room, he sported an IV in his hand, a pulse oximeter on his finger, and a long-suffering expression on his handsome face.
The old Sabrina would have teased out a smile because she hated to see him ill at ease, but the new Sabrina refused to let herself feel anything but objective concern. As far as she and the rest of the world were concerned, he was just another patient, even if he could legally use the initials "MD" behind his name.
"Would you like me to call anyone for you?" she asked politely after the ER doctor had examined him and they were waiting for the lab and radiology staff to arrive. "Your wife? Girlfriend? Or a family member?"
"No." His blue-gray gaze met hers. "Don't call a single soul."
"I'm sure someone would want to know what's happened."
"There isn't anything to tell to anyone," he said shortly. "This is a minor injury and not worth the trouble it would cause."
So much for finding out if he'd ever replaced her…"Suit yourself, but if you should change your mind, let me know."
"I won't."
"As stubborn as ever, I see," she remarked, already breaking her first rule to treat him as a stranger she'd met a few minutes earlier.
"I just want to play the hospital's game so I can go back to my apartment where I can recuperate on my own."
Knowing Mosby as she did, Adrian wouldn't be heading back to his apartment as quickly as he thought, but someone else could break the news. On the other hand, Adrian hated not being in control, so if she planted the idea, maybe he'd resign himself to his fate before he got official word from The Man himself. Why she wanted to prepare him for the eventuality, she didn't know, other than dealing with his surliness ranked at the bottom of her list of things she wanted to do.
There was a silver lining, though. She hadn't wanted to be Adrian's guardian angel in the first place, so if he gave her the slightest bit of trouble, she'd shovel it right back, in spades.
In fact, now that she thought about the situation, he wouldn't have to complain too much for her to do so.
"Dr Mosby may decide to keep you overnight," she mentioned offhandedly, testing his reaction.
He frowned. "Why? You don't admit every person in the hospital for a bump on the head."
"No, but you aren't just any person." She ticked off the reasons on the fingers of her left hand. "One, you're a doctor, which means you get special consideration. Two, Mosby is
determined to treat you like spun gold, not only because he wants to impress you but because he wants you to speak fondly of us when you go back home."
"Ah. For recruitment purposes, I presume."
"Probably," she agreed. "This position has been vacant for some time so I'm sure he intends to take advantage of whatever opportunities he can to show us in a good light. The question for the moment though is, who would monitor you through the night if Dr Mosby discharges you? Unless, of course, you aren't staying alone." She raised an eyebrow.
"Fishing, Sabrina?"
"Not at all," she said, airily indifferent, although deep down she wanted to know if he had allowed a significant other into his life. Not that she cared one way or another, of course. She was only being curious.
"Your living arrangements don't concern me. However, they could factor into Mosby's decision, so I thought you might appreciate the advance warning. If not, pretend I didn't say a word."
He fell silent as if mulling over his situation. "I don't suppose the crickets count as companions?"
"Not unless they can take your vital signs and call 911 if necessary."
"I was afraid you'd say that." He sighed. "Then, yes, I'm all by myself."
"I'm surprised." She hadn't realized she'd spoken aloud until he answered.
"Why would you think that?"
She evaded the question. "I assumed you would have brought Clay with you." After Clay's discharge from hospital, Adrian had moved him into his own home to oversee and assist in his rehabilitation.
"He's living by himself these days."
Relief at the news made her forget to treat Adrian with cool disdain. "Oh, Adrian, I'm so glad. Then he's all right? I've wondered and worried about him…" Realizing she'd said too much, she cut herself off. When Adrian had severed their ties, he'd also severed her relationship to his family members and she missed them almost as much as she'd missed Adrian. Oh, she could have kept in touch with Clay, but it would have been an awkward situation for both of them, so she hadn't.
"He hasn't completely recovered," he admitted. "It took awhile before he could start therapy and then his progress came slowly, but he's graduated from a walker to a cane, which was quite a cause for celebration."
"I can imagine." And she could. She pictured Adrian, Clay, Marcy and Susan barbecuing in Adrian's back yard. Adrian liked to wear his "Kiss the Cook" apron and chef's hat and monitor the status of his burgers with the same intensity as an anesthesiologist monitoring a surgical patient. Clay had often stolen the green olives out from under Marcy's watchful eye while Susan had scolded him for spoiling his dinner. Adrian's portable CD player had usually provided the ambience while Sabrina had acted as the official and unbiased taste tester of Marcy's culinary concoctions.
She wondered who did the honors now, then jerked herself off that fruitless and painful path. The McReynolds family wasn't part of her life and never would be. For her own peace of mind, she had to remember that.
"In any case…" She steered the conversation back to the original topic. "If you're living alone, I'd plan to spend the night in a luxurious private suite on our spacious second floor."
"If it's a matter of having a babysitter, you could do the honors," he said in a clearly hopeful tone.
Coming from anyone else, she would have laughed and countered with a saucy answer, but the offer came from Adrian, which made his suggestion no laughing matter. If he didn't look so pathetic, she'd tell him exactly what she thought of his idea, using words capable of blistering the walls' semi-gloss enamel paint.
But he did look rather forlorn and pitiful and she let her opportunity slide. There would be plenty of others when she could fully vent her anger and not feel lower than pond scum for verbally attacking a concussed man. A confrontation was inevitable.
"Sorry, but I don't do private nursing. And even if I did, I have laundry waiting at home."
"You wouldn't have to stay," he coaxed. "Just long enough so Mosby thinks I'm not alone."
She eyed him carefully and forced herself not to succumb to his pleading, puppy-dog-in-the-window expression. "I won't put myself in the position where you can tell the chief of staff I ran out on you halfway through the night."
"I wouldn't."
He must think her to be a complete fool if she'd trust him the minute she'd laid eyes on him, and she was not a fool. "Sorry, but that's the sort of favor I'd only do for a friend."
"We were friends once."
"We were," she conceded, "but not any more. Considering our past, aren't you afraid I'll slip arsenic into your coffee or smother you in your sleep?"
"I'll take the chance, Bree," he said dryly, "because we both know I won't get any rest here. And…" He paused. "I'd hoped we could…talk."
So Adrian wanted to talk, did he? She'd suffered through too many hurts to think that a simple heart-to-heart at this late date would clear the air and heal old wounds. He'd betrayed her trust and she couldn't imagine any way he would possibly earn it again.
"You aren't in any condition to carry on a conversation," she said calmly, grateful for her ready-made excuse because the thought of discussing anything more serious than a weather forecast released a flock of butterflies in her stomach. The day for an in-depth conversation would come, but only when she was ready.
"Maybe not at this moment, but—"
"I'm not interested in rehashing ancient history," she warned. "Not now. Not ever."
"A year isn't ancient history."
"It is to me." That year was a lifetime ago—Jeremy's lifetime. Events before then weren't worth the time or energy to dwell upon.
"Sabrina—" he began.
The curtain swooshed and a young man carrying a phlebotomy tray walked in. "Oh, my," she said in a too-bright tone that hinted at her eagerness for the interruption, "Lab's here. It's Dracula time."
Seizing the opportunity to gain much-needed breathing space, she walked out of the trauma room while the technician drew Adrian's blood samples. Unfortunately, physical distance didn't settle her thoughts, as she'd hoped.
Wishing she hadn't sliced the ball like a novice and landed in her present position, Sabrina idled away the hours while he was poked, prodded, and CT-scanned. From time to time, like any good nurse, she exchanged his magazines from the waiting room's well-thumbed collection, brought ice chips when he complained about being thirsty, and covered him with a warm blanket when she found him huddled under the sheet, half-asleep. Although she'd like to leave him to his own devices, Dr Mosby would ask Adrian about the care and personal attention he'd received, so she simply gritted her teeth and treated her nemesis as if he truly were a VIP.
Although, she decided with wicked glee, in his case the "I" stood for "irritating" rather than "important."
Through it all, and somewhat to her surprise because Adrian didn't accept defeat easily, he dropped the subject and stared impatiently at the clock. His gloomy mood didn't improve until Dr Beth Iverson returned with his results.
"Do you want me to stay or leave you two alone?" Sabrina asked before the doctor could share anything that Adrian might consider a violation of his privacy.
"You may as well hear the verdict for yourself," he grudgingly offered. "Go ahead, Doctor. Tell me what I already know—I'm fine. No cracks, no nerve damage, nothing!"
"At the risk of making your head swell more than it has," Beth said cheerfully, "you're right. Lab work looks great and no skull fractures or hematomas appeared on the scan. Your cut bled a lot and you can get by without stitches, although I'd like to put in a few to prevent the edges from separating too easily."
Adrian looked quite smug as he met Sabrina's gaze. "What did I tell you? I have a hard head."
In more ways than one, Sabrina silently agreed.
Beth continued. "You'll probably have a headache and some nausea for awhile—concussions will do that, you know, and as yours is mild, those symptoms shouldn't last long. Continue with the ice packs and acetaminophen for the pain."
"Will do. Now, if someone will give me my clothes, I'm going to my home away from home."
Beth shook her head, her eyes apologetic. "Sorry. John wants to keep you overnight. As a precaution."
"You don't need someone as healthy as I am taking up bed space," he coaxed in the charming manner that allowed him to get his own way more often than not.
Beth smiled. "I have my orders. There's a bed upstairs with your name on it."
His smile turned into a frown. "This is so unnecessary," he groused.
"Take it up with the boss," the doctor advised. "I'm just the hired help. After I stitch up your head, Sabrina will see you're settled in your room. If you need anything, call me. I'm on duty until seven."
She quickly closed the gash with neat sutures. After pronouncing her work finished, she breezed out of the room and left Sabrina to deal with an unhappy Adrian.
"Wheelchair or gurney for the next leg of your trip?" she asked, relieved to know her golf ball hadn't done lasting damage. She wouldn't admit it either, but she was privately glad he'd be under close observation for awhile. Problems weren't always detected immediately and could develop over time. It would be far better for him, and for her peace of mind, to spend his first night in Pinehaven under a nurse's watchful eye.
"I'll walk."
She shook her head. "Not on my watch, buster. Physician or not, you're a patient, which means I'm in charge for the moment. Nor will I let it be said that I don't abide by the rules. So what'll it be? A wheelchair or a gurney?"
He glared. "Wheelchair."
"Then sit tight and I'll be right back."
Transferring him to the medical floor went smoothly and silently, which came as a relief. She wasn't in the mood for small talk and clearly he wasn't either. However, once she'd braked his wheelchair and pointed to the hospital gown on the edge of the bed, he shook his head and crossed his arms.
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