by Brenda Novak
“Why are you being so stubborn?” she asked, her voice rising with her temper. “Are you doing something with Lord Clifton I might not agree with?”
Nathaniel paused at the door. “I’m taking him to London with us. We’ll go by carriage while Trenton gets the Vengeance ready to sail again. So now you know. Are you satisfied?”
“No, what are you going to do with him in London?”
“Eat him for supper—right after I finish with you.” Laughing, he walked out.
“I hope you get caught,” Alexandra shouted after him, but the closing of the door was her only response.
By midnight the guns were safely deposited in a warehouse not too far from shore. Nathaniel thought it a perfect location, given the constraints of time.
After Tiny and the rest of the small party he had brought from the ship had left, he sat on the last of the crates, exhausted, thinking about Alexandra. The vision of her face made him long to return to his cabin and kiss away her anger, to take her to his bed and become one with her before he lost her forever. Part of him argued that a single night wouldn’t matter. But deep down he knew if he went that far, he would never be able to let her go. He was already feeling protective and too possessive for his own good.
“Cap’n?”
Nathaniel turned to find Tiny standing just inside the door of the vast, hollow-sounding building. The moon silhouetted his large bulk. “What are you doing back here, my friend? I thought you’d be enjoying a good booze up by now.”
Tiny ran a hand over the prickly new growth on his head, which was now barely a quarter of an inch long. “I was ‘opin’ to catch ye before ye went back to the ship. I ‘eard somethin’ at the Yard’s Arm I thought ye might want to know about.”
The tone of Tiny’s words caused Nathaniel’s stomach to tense. “What’s that?”
“England’s gone to war. The infantry embarked to Malta March twenty-eighth, but the first shots weren’t fired until April twenty-second, when our warships attacked the port of Odessa. Everyone’s talkin’ about it.”
That England and France had finally, or rather, officially, backed Turkey in the fight against Russia came as a shock, even though Nathaniel had been expecting it for some time. Now that English blood was being spilt, his father’s intentions to sell arms to the enemy became that much more distasteful to him, especially because the Minie rifle was more accurate and far-carrying than the smooth-bore firelock, which was still the regulation weapon in line regiments.
Fleetingly, Nathaniel wondered why a man with so much would commit treason, but then, he had never understood his father. His desire to do so had been the bane of his existence.
“That raises the stakes a bit, doesn’t it?” Nathaniel asked.
Tiny nodded. “Aye.”
Allowing himself no more time to rest, Nathaniel got to his feet. He had to stop his father from shipping any more guns to Russia, which meant he had to get back to the Vengeance so they could leave for London at dawn.
Chapter 11
The carriage Nathaniel rented was an ordinary black conveyance that seated eight people. Alexandra was squished between Tiny and the pirate captain himself; Garth was on the other side of Tiny. John, Samuel, an average-looking fellow with a thick head of hair, and Shorty, a tall, heavyset man with a tattoo on the bald pate of his head, sat with the marquess on the other side.
They started out shortly after dawn, traveling in silence as they passed the elegant squares and graceful crescents of Bristol. Alexandra had never visited the city before. She loved the Georgian architecture, complete with its colonnades and terraces.
“That’s Royal York Crescent, the longest crescent in Europe,” Nathaniel pointed out as they passed a long building of flats that curved like a half-moon. “It was started before the turn of the century, but wasn’t finished until 1820 or so.”
“Isn’t Blaise Castle around here somewhere?” Alexandra asked. “My mother once mentioned having seen it.”
“It’s in Clifton,” the marquess said, speaking for the first time. “So is Bridlewood, my father’s home.”
Nathaniel glanced at his half brother without responding.
“Then you’re familiar with this area,” Alexandra said.
“The air and the water of Clifton are unsurpassed.”
“So I’ve heard. So are the beautiful hills and dales.” Alexandra smiled, wondering what the marquess was really like. He was not unhandsome with his short, sandy-colored hair and green eyes. His nose was rather wide, and his stocky build was enough to suggest a preponderance of weight as he grew older, but he had sensual lips and straight, nice teeth. She marveled that, other than the lips, there was so little resemblance between Nathaniel and his younger brother.
“Is the Clifton Suspension Bridge as spectacular as they say?” she asked.
“Yes, though it’s not finished yet. The Severn is one of the most beautiful rivers in the world.”
Nathaniel had brought Alexandra a basket of fresh buns that morning, together with a small crock of butter, and she took two out now, offering one to Lord Clifton. She was sure the marquess had eaten nothing but hard-tack biscuits and salt pork since coming aboard the Vengeance. They’d had nothing else.
Clifton smiled and accepted the bread from her outstretched hand. “I can see why these miscreants mistook you for my sister. You’re not only beautiful, but generous as well.”
Alexandra gave him a dimpled smile. The last thing she expected was a compliment as she sat there in Nathaniel’s clothes. But she would have felt even more self-conscious wearing the now ruined, expensive blue dress she had taken from Lady Anne.
“Sometimes it’s wise for prisoners to pull together.” Just as the marquess had emphasized miscreants, she emphasized the word prisoners for Nathaniel’s benefit, still goaded by his refusal to trust her enough to take her into Bristol the night before.
Nathaniel ignored them, but as Alexandra’s conversation with Lord Clifton warmed, touching a variety of subjects from the Royal Strand Theater in London to the hot wells of Bath, his gaze repeatedly flicked her way. Evidently her friendliness with his half brother struck a nerve, so she remembered to laugh gaily at whatever Clifton said.
Suddenly a large crack resounded, like the snap of a whip, and the carriage tilted dramatically. Nathaniel’s hard body slammed into Alexandra, but the reassuring strength of his arm instantly encircled her waist and held her steady.
“What happened?” she asked as their carriage skidded to a halt. Dust rose all around, clogging her nostrils and making her cough.
“We’ve probably lost a wheel,” Nathaniel said. “Are you all right?”
Alexandra nodded, and he disappeared through the door into the cloud of dust.
A moment later he poked his head inside the carriage and spoke to Tiny. “It’s a wheel, all right. Damned if this won’t cost us a day.”
Tiny heaved himself toward the door. “Can we fix it ourselves?”
Nathaniel stepped back to let the big man out. “No.” He squinted against the sun. “Someone will have to ride to the next town and get a blacksmith.”
“What about Clifton? If someone stops to see if they can help, it might not bode well to find a captive,” Samuel interjected.
“Don’t worry about the marquess,” Nathaniel said, helping Alexandra down. “I’m sure the point of my knife will convince him to act like one of us.” He grinned at his half brother. “He’s so close to home, he’d be stupid to raise an alarm now, anyway.”
“I’ll go for the blacksmith,” Garth volunteered, seemingly eager to accept the task at hand rather than sit in the heat and wait.
“No. You stay here with me. Sam can handle it,” Nathaniel told him.
Garth frowned but nodded, then moved with the captain and the other men to the shade of a large oak tree, leaving the marquess to get out on his own and hover about the carriage as Samuel rode away.
Alexandra climbed a small hill not far from the road and sat at the
top to survey the countryside. She’d never been away from Manchester, but the verdant grass and purple and yellow wildflowers around her couldn’t hold her attention. Her gaze was drawn back to Nathaniel again and again. Now that she was finally on her way to London, her anger at him had softened, despite her best efforts to shore it up. And though she had flirted with the marquess, Lord Clifton held no attraction for her. Only the pirate captain could make her heart pound with the simplest look or gesture.
She sighed heavily. Fate had dealt her an unlucky hand. Perhaps she would never know another who drew her as Nathaniel did, another who was so strong and cunning and virile.
But it wouldn’t be hard to find a man who wasn’t a criminal, she reminded herself. Even if she and Nathaniel had a chance together, the duke would never let them live in peace. She’d be forced to watch Nathaniel die or go to prison, and she couldn’t endure that.
Neither had he asked her to remain with him, in any capacity.
She lowered her lashes when Nathaniel’s glance flicked her way. There was something between them. She could feel it even from a distance. But whatever the seed that had been sown, neither she nor Nathaniel would give it room to grow. They couldn’t afford to.
* * *
Samuel brought back a rotund man who set himself immediately to the task of fixing the carriage.
Alexandra watched him work from her perch at the top of the hill, enjoying the slow-moving day. The time when she would be separated from Nathaniel was looming too close already. She liked listening to his deep voice as he spoke to Tiny, and she tried to catch every syllable that floated to her on the wind.
He seemed equally aware of her. Every few moments his eyes lingered on her almost like a caress, as if he needed to reassure himself of her presence. Once he smiled, and Alexandra’s heart swelled to see the uncharacteristic abandon on his face. She wanted to make him smile like that more often.
But she wouldn’t be around to do it. Some other woman would have to soothe his hurts. And it was for the best, she told herself as she watched Lord Clifton make his way toward her.
Before speaking, Nathaniel’s half brother jammed his good hand into the pocket of the sailor’s breeches he wore. He commented on the weather and the countryside, then cleared his throat and lowered his voice.
“Nathaniel’s guard cannot be raised against us both all of the time. Perhaps if one of us were to create a diversion, the other could gain access to a weapon, or escape and bring help.”
Alexandra didn’t have to ask which role the marquess expected her to play. No doubt she was to be the diversion. But she couldn’t do anything that would get Nathaniel hurt, or worse, killed.
“He has the senses of a cat,” she replied honestly. “I doubt it would be wise to try and thwart him now. Besides, there’s no point in it. He’s already agreed to release the both of us.”
“When it suits him,” Lord Clifton responded bitterly. “I’ll not have him hold me as ransom for that thief Richard.”
Alexandra studied Lord Clifton’s injured arm. The marquess was brave, she had to admit, but pride seemed to motivate most of his actions. “You could be harmed if you don’t cooperate. Haven’t you paid too heavy a price already?”
Hate contorted Clifton’s features. “I’ll have that blackguard’s head mounted on the gate at Bridlewood someday,” he vowed.
Alexandra’s stomach clenched at the thought. “I don’t doubt that you will.” Or rather, that your father will, she added silently. “But today is not the day. We’re too close to freedom to risk further loss of life or limb. We’d be foolish not to go along with him until he releases us.”
She noticed Nathaniel scowling at them and stood, brushing bits of twig and dirt from the trousers she wore. “I think it’s time to go. It looks as though the wheel is fixed.”
* * *
Fortunately, the marquess seemed to take her advice. The journey to the next small town was uneventful. Lord Clifton didn’t speak again, to her or anyone else. He stared out the window, his face an emotionless mask.
Nathaniel, on the other hand, studied her every move. Alexandra felt his gaze upon her like the sun beating through a window and wondered if he, too, dreaded the moment when they would part. Had the desire for revenge captured the whole of his heart, or had she managed to achieve some small purchase there?
They rolled into Farringdon long after dark. Alexandra had expected to continue through the night, so she was surprised when Nathaniel called to Garth, whose turn it was to drive, to stop at the first inn.
“Why are we stoppin’?” Tiny posed the question, but the rest of Nathaniel’s men stretched and looked to him for the answer as well.
“I’m going to send a message to Greystone. We’ll arrive in London tomorrow afternoon, several hours after our message has been delivered.”
Tiny shrugged. “Whether we wait in London or ‘ere is all the same to me. But I am longin’ for a bed, that I am.”
“Aye,” a tired, dusty Garth agreed.
Alexandra didn’t say anything, but she was glad for the delay. They’d arrive in London soon enough. She took a deep breath as the stranglehold of emotion that had squeezed her heart all day lessened just a bit. A few more hours, she thought. A few more hours were better than nothing.
* * *
The inn was on the outskirts of town, just beyond a series of small farms. A string of squat buildings with thatch roofs, it was old, but the proprietor and his wife kept the place clean and in good repair.
Nathaniel rented several rooms for the eight of them, and made Garth guard the marquess. He knew Garth was tired, but Clifton was easier to control when Nathaniel wasn’t near him. Nathaniel didn’t want to end up killing the boy during the night, which was, at times, no small temptation.
Besides, he had enough to worry about. The closer he came to freeing Alexandra, the more reluctant he was to do so.
Using one of the keys the steward had given him, he opened a door at the end of a dimly lit corridor and motioned Alexandra inside. “You’ll sleep here tonight,” he said. He was tempted to follow her in, but forced his feet to continue on to the next room.
She stepped back into the hall long enough to watch him open his own door. “You’re going to trust me?” she asked.
“You have no reason to go anywhere. I’m already taking you to London.”
“Don’t you think I’ll implement some desperate plot to save the marquess? Isn’t that what you were afraid I’d do in Bristol?”
“My father doesn’t live in this town,” he countered. “Besides, I don’t think you’re foolish enough to risk Lord Clifton’s life. Garth is tired and bad-tempered. A stupid move would only get my half brother shot, and possibly yourself as well.”
Nathaniel knew that he was the one who sounded tired and bad-tempered, but it provided a safe facade behind which to hide his true feelings. “Good night.”
Alexandra smiled and nodded before entering her own room. She closed the door, and he wondered if she was pleased with her newfound privacy. His own room seemed cold and empty without her. After spending the past few weeks in such close proximity, he’d become accustomed to Alexandra’s presence—the small sounds she made in her sleep, the way she arranged his few personal belongings on the wash-stand, the womanly smell of her.
But he dared not place temptation in his path tonight. He was too close to releasing her. Besides the fact that he had made her miss her aunt’s ship, she wasn’t much worse off than she’d been when he’d snatched her, now that her injury was almost healed. If he allowed the desire that curled around his heart and tightened his groin to take control, however…
Nathaniel tried to direct his thoughts away from Alexandra. Dwelling on her would only undermine his resolve, which felt amazingly weak already. Stripping off his clothes, he crossed to the washstand and busied himself washing up. As he did so, his mind’s eye presented him with a picture of Alexandra doing the same, and he felt the familiar pull that threatened
to be his undoing.
Plunging his head beneath the water, he scrubbed his hair. After toweling off, he forced himself to lie down, even though he could hear Alexandra moving about next door, and knew he’d never be able to sleep.
* * *
Alexandra paced the floor of her room. She was grateful for the reprieve from the bone-jarring carriage ride, but the large featherbed shoved against one wall held no appeal for her. She could think only of Nathaniel.
The memory of their last kiss played in her mind, causing something deep inside her to stir. She longed to feel his touch again, if only for a brief moment.
She poured herself a glass of water from the pitcher on the washstand. He couldn’t burn for her the way she burned for him if he could set her free so easily, she thought, irritated at her own foolish craving. No doubt she had misinterpreted the many times his hand had brushed her arm throughout the day, the looks he’d given her. He felt responsible for her current precarious situation, nothing more, and he was doing what he could to make it right.
A soft knock at the door interrupted Alexandra’s musings. Casting a quick glance in the mirror, she hurried across the floor. Her brushed and gleaming hair fell to her waist, framing a flushed face, and she wore what she had worn throughout her convalescence—Nathaniel’s shirt.
At the door she paused, knowing better than to open it. It could be anyone, though deep down, she knew it was him. “Who is it?”
“Nathaniel.”
Alexandra unbolted the door and opened it a crack to see the pirate captain standing in the hall, wearing only his trousers and boots. His broad chest gleamed in the light of the lamps that lit the hallway, though his eyes were as dark as pits. She couldn’t see what emotion smoldered inside them. She could only feel the current that ran between them like a physical force, pulling them together.