by Brenda Novak
Jeannette’s gaze circled the room, noting the small, confined space that contained the Hawkers’ hammocks, a shabby wardrobe, a cumbersome sea trunk, and the small desk where the bosun sat, absorbed in a ledger. A chamberpot sat at the base of a washstand, further proof of the complete lack of privacy in the cabin.
Panic plucked at Jeannette’s nerves. She’d never be able to remove her bindings. She’d be under the Hawkers’ watchful gaze every minute until they reached London.
Mrs. Hawker cleared her throat, her voice growing sharper. “Are ye listening, lad? I said yer not exactly a servant. Yer more like an apprentice, of sorts.”
“Oui.” Jeannette nodded to placate the woman. Somehow she’d assumed she’d have her own small quarters in a dark nook or cranny. In all honesty, she hadn’t thought beyond the immediate and desperate need to reach London. Had she been able to imagine life onboard the frigate, she might have realized the folly of her plan.
Mrs. Hawker pinched her arm. “Did you ‘ear me, lad?”
Jeannette flinched, and Bull growled softly at her feet. “Y-yes!”
“Then what, exactly, did I say?” The robust woman propped her hands on her hips, waiting for Jeannette’s response, and easily glaring the dog to silence.
So much for loyalty, Jeannette thought, glaring at Bull herself.
She searched her recent memory for an answer. “You said your husband is a petty officer and one of the best seamen,” she began, shooting a glance at the bosun, who didn’t seem to be paying them any attention. “His responsibilities include inspecting the ship’s sails and rigging every morning and …and reporting their state to the officer of the watch.”
She almost smiled when she managed to recount this much, but the bosun’s wife simply raised an eyebrow, wanting more.
“If new ropes or …or other repairs are needed,” Jeannette fumbled on, “he informs the first lieutenant. And the bosun is also in charge of…” She wracked her brain but couldn’t remember anything else. “ …of repairs,” she finished lamely.
Mrs. Hawker sighed in exasperation and held out a small, silver pipe. “What about this?”
“Oh! He uses that to issue his orders.”
“Right. An’ ‘e’s in charge of all deck activities, like raisin’ and droppin’ anchor. What else?”
Jeannette barely heard the question. She had made a grave mistake by joining the navy. As cramped as their quarters were, the Hawkers would find her out in no time. An uproar would break out at the discovery of a woman dressed as a boy, and the Tempest’s captain would have her escorted to Plymouth. There, St. Ives’s solicitor would return her to the baron, if Treynor or another of the men didn’t take her to Hawthorne House and collect the promised reward first.
She should have struck out for London on foot. No one would have guessed a French boy begging a ride to the capitol to be the Baroness St. Ives. Certainly such a journey was less risky than shipboard life.
“Lad?” Mrs. Hawker prompted.
Before Jeannette could respond, the bosun frowned at them. “‘Is name’s Jean.”
“I don’t care what ‘is name is. ‘E’d better listen to what I’m tellin’ ‘im, or ‘e’ll wish ‘e ‘ad. Bloody arrogant French.” She turned to her husband. “I don’t know ‘ow ye’re goin’ to teach someone who won’t pay attention. Maybe ‘e’s daft.”
“We ‘aven’t even sailed yet, Geraldine. Give the lad a chance to get ‘is legs afore ye start ‘arpin’ at ‘im. There’s nothin’ to replace experience. ‘E’ll learn, right enough.”
Sensing an opportunity to beg leave of the cabin, Jeannette cleared her throat. “Speaking of sea legs, I have never been on a frigate before. Do you suppose I could take a turn around the ship?” She appealed to the bosun, knowing better than to ask Mrs. Hawker. His rotund wife was irritated enough to keep Jeannette under her thumb indefinitely.
“There’s no need to go gettin’ in the way—” the woman began, but her husband interrupted without the slightest acknowledgment of her words.
“There’s a good idea,” he said to Jeannette. “Off with ye.”
Jeannette smiled. “Merci, m’sieu.”
Passing immediately through the door, she planned to “find” a skiff. She had to get off the frigate, and she had to do it while there was still enough confusion to cloak the departure of a young boy.
* * *
Jeannette wandered about the upper deck with Bull at her heels, trying to devise a plan. To her untrained eye, it looked like mass confusion reigned, which could only help her. Amid so many, she felt anonymous.
Those in charge were easy to identify because of their immaculate uniforms. Fortunately, they were absorbed in their work. Even Lieutenant Cunnington, who stood in the midst of the fray, seemed preoccupied with giving instructions.
The bumboat men and women were still plentiful, although the prostitutes, or at least the more obvious ones, were nearly all gone. Jeannette didn’t see Lieutenant Treynor, but with so large a crew, chances were small that he would stumble upon her at the wrong moment.
She had nothing to worry about. She hoped.
Lingering along the gunwales, Jeannette watched skiffs and other small craft load up and shove off. Suppose she climbed down and dropped into one?
She could pay the fare.
Her hand dipped into the pocket of her stolen breeches to feel the few shillings Dade had stored there. How much would it cost? If she managed to return to shore, she’d soon need coin to purchase food; she was hungry already.
She whistled to coax her dog to cooperate with his leash and moved back amid the vendors.
“Watch yourself!” A small man with a peg leg shooed her out of his way as he began to pack up his stall.
Jeannette watched him for a few moments before realizing that she’d seen him when she first came on board, selling liquor to a seaman.
She glanced around to be sure there were no officers in the immediate vicinity. “Can I help, m’sieu?” she asked, keeping her voice low.
He eyed her dubiously before turning back to his work. “Out of the kindness of your heart, I suppose?”
“No. But I do not ask for money.”
His head snapped up. “Then what? A draught of grog? You know selling liquor is against regulations. I have none.”
“You have none left, perhaps. I saw you with a pig’s bladder earlier.”
Sweat rolled down the sides of his face as he hefted a crate to the ground. “If it’s a drink you’re after, I could possibly arrange it, if you’ve got the coin.”
“I want neither rum nor gin, and I am not out to cause you any trouble.” She scanned the area again and lowered her voice still further. “I simply want you to take me with you. For my part, I’ll help carry and load everything.”
“You’re asking me to help you desert?” A half smile twisted his lips as he shrugged. “Suit yourself. It’s your bloody backside you’re riskin’.”
He was alluding to being flogged, of course. Tales of flogging in the navy were notorious. But she wasn’t too worried. She’d joined up only a few hours ago. She’d simply unjoin and go on her way.
“Fair enough,” she agreed.
Together they loaded several more crates, using old clothes to conceal the now empty bladders. While Jeannette dismantled the stall, her new benefactor went to coordinate their departure with a boatman.
Finished before he could return, she sat on top of the last crate until she heard the tap of his pegleg and saw his dirty blue coat. Then she hopped up.
“Let’s get these to the side,” he said, motioning to the crates.
They traipsed back and forth across the deck and used a rope and pulley to lower the merchandise into a waiting boat. Then the man waved Jeannette ahead of him. “After you.”
Jeannette wanted to snatch up her little dog, but knew she’d fall into the ocean if she tried to scale the rope without full use of both arms. Reluctantly, she dropped the leash and left Bull behind in hopes the b
osun would take good care of him. Then, without so much as a backward glance, she scrambled over the side, vowing she’d never come so close to one of His Majesty’s vile-smelling frigates again.
The little boat shifted as she released the rope and took a seat. She looked up, expecting to see the bumboat man lowering himself down, but no one was coming.
Her dog yapped from somewhere far above.
Lifting her gaze even higher, she spotted her benefactor peering over the gunwale.
Nausea washed over her when she recognized the person standing at his side.
“Aren’t you forgetting something, Jean Vicard?” Lieutenant Cunnington called down. He was holding her dog in his arms.
Chapter 7
Jeannette’s stomach convulsed as the oarsman beside her grinned, revealing a handful of yellow, rotting teeth. The air seemed suddenly colder, saltier; the water that swirled between the frigate and the small, brown boat, darker.
She glanced at the dock where she had been so eager to come out only a few hours before. Land had seemed close when she thought she was going back. Now it looked miles away.
Lieutenant Cunnington jiggled the rope. “Well, Vicard? Are you coming?”
His light brown hair was neatly combed and held back in a short queue. His face, though rather long, was otherwise unremarkable, except that his skin looked a good deal paler than the average seaman’s. She found nothing objectionable in his appearance, but his calm, almost pleased expression unnerved her.
Forcing herself to move on rubbery legs, she took hold of the rope and began to struggle through the climb.
The moment she reached the top, her dog jumped out of the lieutenant’s arms and began to wag its tail and bark. But Bull’s warm reception contrasted sharply with Cunnington’s icy glare.
“I warned the lad what running away might cost him.” The bumboat man’s pegleg thumped on the wooden deck as he crowded closer. “There is no need to wrestle with your conscience on that point, Lieutenant.”
Abruptly, Cunnington stepped aside and dusted his sleeve where the man had brushed against him. “You have no more business here, Will. Pack up your bladders and go, or next time I will not turn the same blind eye to your gin-selling.”
Will blinked. “Aye, sir. Immediately, sir,” he said and scraped away.
The lieutenant turned his attention on Jeannette. “Wait until the captain learns of this. You know what will happen, don’t you? I can hardly think of anything less pleasant than seeing someone take a whip to virgin skin. The scars last a lifetime, you know.”
His body language indicated eagerness, not regret. Jeannette swallowed hard. “Please …I—I made a mistake joining up. You said it yourself, I am not cut out for this type of work.”
His eyebrows rose over eyes that held less warmth than the sea. “That is no longer your decision, young Vicard. It is my job to teach you what it means to serve in His Majesty’s navy. And that means I will ask the captain to order a full dozen stripes for you.”
“But …I am sorry,” she protested. “Surely you can forgive this one indiscretion—”
“I am afraid this lesson is best learned early on. It is my solemn duty to report it to the captain.”
“Please, m’sieu—”
“You give me no reason to show mercy. I despise the French. All frogs are cowards.”
Forgetting her fear, Jeannette bridled. Who was this man to feel so superior and act with such cruelty? She wanted to spit in his face. “And you are so courageous, m’sieu? A brave man does not order the flogging of a boy,” she bit out. But she regretted her hasty words when his hand clamped down hard on her arm.
“Evidently you know little about the navy.” Cunnington’s breath bathed her face. “The whip will teach you readily enough. The bosun’s mate wields it with uncommon skill. I daresay you will keep a civil tongue in your head and stay where you belong in future. So will everyone else when I am finished making an example of you.”
They were drawing more than a few curious stares. Jeannette glanced at the seamen around her in silent appeal, but they remained impassive. No one would risk worse punishment of his own by interfering. “Let me go,” she said, trying to wriggle away.
Cunnington tightened his grip and dragged her toward the captain’s cabin. Bull snarled, but he gave the dog a kick that sent it howling.
“Do not hurt her!” Jeannette cried as her dog cowered several feet away, creeping forward and then back with its tail between its legs.
“Your mongrel is the least of your worries, Vicard,” he promised.
A flogging. Even if it didn’t proceed to actual blows, she couldn’t withstand the kind of scrutiny that would result from disciplinary action. And being found out frightened her more than the cat-o-nine. Captain Cruikshank would realize the truth. Then, as soon as Treynor and the others put her appearance on the ship together with what they had learned from the baron’s solicitor, he’d return her to St. Ives.
Think, she ordered herself.
Lifting her chin, Jeannette stopped fighting for her freedom. “I can walk on my own, m’sieu, if you please.”
Cunnington didn’t release her, but her cooperation caused him to relax his grip. They strode past the mainmast, then Jeannette jerked away and plunged into the milling crowd.
She heard Cunnington curse as she darted between bodies that reeked of perspiration and unwashed clothing. Dodging coils of rope, the last of the bumboat stalls and crates, and several of the goats that roamed freely on deck, she charged forward, where the crowd was thicker. With any luck, she could disappear from sight.
Depending on the weather, London might be less than a two-day trip by sea. Two days was not so long to stow away on a frigate.
“Stop that lad! Grab him!” Cunnington shouted as the startled cries of those he shoved out of his way resounded behind her.
Jeannette’s blood turned to fire, heating her body until sweat ran freely. She was losing him. Her nimble feet and small size gave her the advantage, and she was using both to weave in and out, widening the distance between them. The sound of his voice grew faint, blending with the general tumult and giving her hope—until her foot landed in something soft and wet and slid out from beneath her.
The stench of dung rose to Jeannette’s nostrils as she landed hard on her backside.
The jolt befuddled her brain. She shook her head to clear it and tried to scramble to her feet, but a wall of people cut her off, finally moved to action by the lieutenant’s cries.
Cunnington came to stand over her, his nostrils flaring. The chase had loosened his queue, but he smoothed his hair back into place and brushed off his uniform. “You will pay for that,” he growled.
She stared up at him with all the defiance she could muster. She cursed him in French, but she had little doubt that he understood.
He lowered his voice to a promising whisper. “You will take your lashes like a man, little frog, tied over a barrel, nice and tight. The bosun’s mate knows how.”
Jeannette almost blurted that she wasn’t a man and would take no lashes at all, but she managed to hold her tongue. Surely the captain would come and put a stop to this madness. Cruikshank had seemed both fair and kind.
Carefully avoiding any contact with the dung in which she’d landed, Cunnington pulled Jeannette to her feet and began dragging her to the closest grate. But Bosun Hawker stepped out from among the crowd and placed a hand on her arm, forcing Cunnington to stop long enough to address him.
“What’s ‘appened? What’s the boy done?”
The lieutenant’s eyelids lowered halfway in a look of haughty contempt. “He tried to desert.”
“I don’t understand—”
“Then I will state it simply, Bosun Hawker. Evidently you care less for your new servant than I was led to believe, or you would have done your duty and stopped this piece of French scum from running off in the first place.”
Cunnington glanced meaningfully at the hold Hawker had on Jeannette�
�s arm. The bosun released her, but kept pace with them despite the buffeting crowd.
“‘E wanted to come aboard,” he pointed out. “Why would I feel the need to watch such a one?”
Cunnington relinquished Jeannette into the hands of a brawny, stubble-faced sailor. “Nonetheless, he cannot disappear whenever he likes. He is in His Majesty’s service now.”
“But—” The bosun looked at Jeannette, and the pity in his eyes made her yearn for the relative safety of his cabin. “Mrs. Hawker was a mite hard on ye, lad, but she meant ye no ‘arm. What led ye to the devil’s mischief?”
Jeannette could only shake her head as the crowd closed around her like a fist. She couldn’t explain; there was no time, anyway.
“Make his lash, Hawker. If you want to help. I am going to speak to the captain.”
Mention of the lash caused panic to rise in Jeannette’s throat like bile. Surely the captain would not approve. “Please! I am not who you think—”
Her captor’s thick fingers jerked her so hard her teeth clacked together. “Enough. Ye want more trouble? Do ye?”
They weren’t listening. The crowd was too loud, Cunnington’s hurry too great. As the first lieutenant turned away, she opened her mouth to—
“What is going on here?”
Her scream still stuck in her throat, Jeannette almost fell as she was released. Then the crowd parted, and Lieutenant Treynor came to stand at the forefront, a flush to his face revealing some strong emotion simmering beneath his calm demeanor.
“Do I understand this correctly, Lieutenant Cunnington?” He caught the first lieutenant before he could leave. “Do you mean to have this boy flogged before we so much as leave port?”
Lieutenant Cunnington’s lips lifted in a snarl. “Do not interfere.”
Jeannette felt Treynor’s blue eyes flick over her and blinked hard to hold back the tears that threatened. Could he help her? Would he?
Treynor lowered his voice so that only those closest to them could hear. “Is this really necessary? I think the boy has learned his lesson.”